reposting this babel drawing w/o the ask and then remembering abruptly that I have a sketchbook pg of babel drawings just sitting around
you know that warm feeling you get in your chest when you’re drinking hot chocolate on a snowy winter night while bundled up in the warmest clothing you have in front of the fireplace listening to jazz music while watching snow fall gently from the sky?
i think that’s what having a girl crush feels like. it’s like you’re insides are filled with heat every time she smiles softly at you. but not in a way that’s scolding hot to the touch and you’re burning from the inside. no, it’s more in a way that the heat is practically hugging you. her smile is trapping you in her embrace. the way her lips curve up to show her bright teeth in your direction is rich with flavor.
warm and sweet.
fuck obsessions. fuck compulsions. fuck intrusive thoughts. fuck uncertainty. fuck constant shame. fuck constant guilt. fuck constant anticipation. fuck the sense of impending doom. fuck ruminating. fuck reassurance seeking. fuck checking. fuck the exhaustion. fuck mental torment. fuck being stuck on everything. fuck not being able to let things go. fuck stigma. fuck fear. fuck isolation. fuck desperation. fuck misery. fuck feeling like the most vile creature on this planet. fuck not being able to control your mind. fuck the temptation of humoring the obsession. fuck "what ifs". fuck the belittling. fuck the countless days and nights spent trying to figure something out for sure. fuck mental reviewing. fuck mental anguish. fuck not being able to ever fully let your guard down.
Finished up an old messy wip. I didn’t wanna fix things so it’s kind of wonky and parts of it bugged me but also it mostly just needed color
Oh, you're gay?
What's your favourite "welcome" then?
i sleep 15 hrs a day to preserve my swag
I be like “im trying my best” and then sleep 15 hours a day
moths are gothic butterflies <3
in need of wlw jester x holy knight content
HERE WITH ME // Molly Mendoza
Sumi ink, gouache, gel pen on 7x10” Arches
For solo show at Nucleus House 1/10/25
i'm like if jesse pinkman wrote emo poetry and reblogged random shit // any prns ★
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