Profoundvoidking - Untitled

I've been craving for your attention lately,

And I've been feeling hollow without you.

Your image only exists in my mind, 

You don't exist in the real world.

I'm sure that's why I've been feeling so lonely lately,

Because no one compares to you. 

I'm overwhelmed by all the things I have to do Until they day comes and you save me from this misery. 

Maybe I should give up on this waiting.

But how am I supposed to continue when I feel so disconnected from everyone else? 

When half of my life I've felt so broken.

How someone is supposed to give me a love I cannot accept?

No one understands this feeling and I've been waiting for quite some time.

It's been 24 years and I've grown desperate.

I thought it was you, the image in my head that kept me hopeful,

Everytime something changed in my life I'm waiting for your arrival. 

But you never do and I have to endure my days feeling incomplete,

I fear the day will never come, 

I'll be 45 and you are nowhere to be found,

I'll watch the days pass alone while my time runs up.

I'm tired of this searching and meaningless waiting.

I want you here right next to me.

Rainer Maria Rilke, from The Selected Poems of Rainer Maria Rilke; "You See, I Desire a Lot,"

There goes my Valentine..