I'm bored af so I'm on Tumblr now ig :D | minor | MCR obsessed and it's pretty much the only thing I post about | mentally a millenial who refuses to grow up | she/they (don't tell anyone tho cuz the closet is starting to get a little cozy) | i play games idk what else to add
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you guys you guys
it’s the anniversary of me getting ejected from the womb
i’ve got my gang celebrating with me look at them they’re so cool
yes for tag
rasberry, lilac, and sapphire
@roughbuddy @pinkertoast @shadows2383 + whoever the heck else wants to send this to their moots :]
GERARD WAY AND ADAM LAZZARA
I lied, we aren't having sex. put your clothes back on. I'm going to explain the history of american rock band my chemical romance. it all started on September 11 2001, they hit the pentag-
being self aware suuuucks like yeah this thought pattern/behavior is stupid and pointless and a symptom. i know this. [does it anyways
this post came to me at the perfect time saaaaame
it’s not fair that im over it but that guy is still stuck in my head like get out i don’t care anymore or at least start paying rent yeesh leave me alone i can’t catch a break ugh
why was I so full of hate and malice 17 hours ago
So why is this guy that I know basically the second coming of Gerard Way?
I don't know him very well, I mean, we are both aware of each other's existences and we've spoken before. But I mean we aren't friends.
But seriously, the vibes are there
✅ - Into comics
✅ - Into bands
✅ - Into horror
✅ Actually so good at drawing dude like I saw this thing he drew today that he was doing instead of what he was supposed to be doing and actually like I was flabbergasted?
✅ - Can sing
✅ - Can guitar
I know these are all like pretty general things but he's checking off all these boxes and I'm like...what? Interest-wise he is a total nerd and shit but the way he is it just comes off as really cool?
I wanna be friends with him. I have a friend who's friends with him, but like...he's cool...and I don't know if he'd be cool with me, cuz I'm not cool...but I really wanna be friends with him.
Dilemma of the century: Should I or should I not try to be friends with discount Gerard Way?
Also to that one person who will probably see this and knows who I'm talking about; stfu, you didn't see this, but you're gonna bring it up anyway. I might even be with you when you see this. In that case, hi me.
Thx 4 reading or skipping thru that to read this line; if you see this post you are AWESUM <3
Patrick Stump is the hottest piece of ass that the world has seen since Bowie died. Not taking criticism.
The next time I see Donald Trump trending on this god forsaken website, it better fucking look like this.
I wore a skirt today for the first time in a while, and the whole day, I started feeling so off. Also I was wearing my Batman shirt that's just like...tighter on the chest. And also studded belt because that thing is cool and is the love of my life. Anyways, I thought the outfit was cute this morning, but as the day went on, I felt more and more like...just really weird, like something felt wrong. And so I sat down, and I was like, "Girl why you don't feel so girl...man...". Idk how to explain it, but I felt a lot like a girl, and I hated that feeling. Now, I've never really questioned my gender identity too much, just that I'm not totally like stereotypically feminine. But today was just too much, and as soon as I got my ass home, I had to get out of those clothes. I looked in the mirror, and I felt sick seeing the fact that I had tits. Like I wanted to chop them off right then and there, they just didn't feel right to me. Immediately remembered that one time for funsies, I saved this video to my "Watch Later" playlist on YouTube about hiding your chest without a binder. I didn't feel okay until I looked in the mirror, with some shit to compress away my chest as much as possible and this men's hoodie I had, where finally, there was no shape over my chest. Also changed to baggy pants because that felt better too.
I really need to restate the fact that I've never thought too hard about whether or not I felt like a girl. I just kinda rolled with it cuz I didn't care too much. But suddenly today, I don't know if it was the clothes I was wearing, or if something in my brain just clicked. My body just feels wrong now, and I don't know what this feeling is. I know the concept of gender dysphoria, as I'm friends with trans people, and I see them online. I'm just not sure if what it is I'm feeling is gender dysphoria or what, all I know is that I hate these fucking curves on my body and I want them gone. I don't know what the hell I am, but whatever it is, I don't want it to be a girl. It just feels really wrong right now, and I know I keep using that as a phrase, but I don't know how else to explain the feeling. Whatever body I'm in right now is just not me, but I'm not currently in a position where I can do anything about that, and I feel like I'm dying when I can feel the literal weight on my chest (I say that like there's a lot there, but not really, I've never fucking measured, but there is some there), or when I look down and there's a visible shape there.
What the actual fuck is going on I hate this
ANYWAY THAT'S ALL BYEEEE
learning destroya on bass because the intro riff is just so fucking good and came to the mortifying conclusion that mikey just has to sit there and watch as his brother and his lover whore out onstage
WTF
Phil's transaction history on June 11th:
danger days mcr as “get in loser, we’re going shopping” from mean girls(2004)
love when there’s like 4 people online and we keep reblogging the same posts from each other. literally just 4 bitches hanging out and telling each other “exactlyyyyy”
sometimes I accidentally say some out of pocket extra violent evil shit and I just gotta sit like this for a second
Why do people keep reblogging that photo of a goth chick in a combine harvester
this is how it feels to make frank bottom in all your fics cause he was mean to you on twitter once
What the fuck he's like so cute in this??? Have I been shot? Am I on hallucinogenic drugs?
who shot me
good times
i havent seen these photos hit tumblr yet so i have to share these (creds to @/draculoidzz on twt)
incase it wasn’t clear - i am and my blog is anti-terf 👍