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i am twenty this year and that terrifies me

There'll be a moment when you realise you're 27 when yesterday you were just 17; and you wouldn't be able to tell how a decade passed away and your life got divided into before and afters. The fury of youth will subdue and nothing will really change but everything will feel different when you look at old photographs and blurry videos taken on cheap mobile phones. Scents will remind you of childhood and certain friends you don't talk to anymore, hangouts will become reunions and mom's burnt pie will become the best food you ever had. And I know on some days you won't be able to show anything of those 10 years but I hope you remember to breathe, and let go of the knot in your chest. I hope you go out in the sun and live a little, because tomorrow is 37.

Edit- I added the visualizer for this piece on my YT, check it out here

-Ritika Jyala, excerpt from The Flesh I Burned

*sobs*

MINI PACK 500

OBRIGADA PELOS 500 SEGUIDORES!!!

Vim disponibilizar um mini pack para vocês, como forma de agradecer a vocês pelo carinho e apoio, e como gostam das minhas edits resolvi compartilhar algumas coisinhas que costumo usar. Eu espero que gostem!!

No pack contém:

19 actions

12 pastas de aesthetic de várias cores

10 blushs pngs

35 brushes

22 flores pngs

62 corações pngs

43 pixels

14 arquivos com styles

67 textures

Para conseguir precisa:

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Me mandar na ask “MINI PACK 500″ - NÃO IREI RESPONDER ANÔNIMOS

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THANK YOU ON 500 FOLLOWERS!!!!!

I’ll gift a mini pack for you guys, as a way of thanking you the endearment and support, and as you like my edits I resolve to share some little things that I usually use. Hope you like it!!!

It contains:

19 actions

12 aethestic’s folders of various colors

10 blushs pngs

35 bruses

22 flowers pngs

62 heart pngs

43 pixels

14 files with styles

67 textures 

To get it you must:

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Send me on ask: “MINI PACK 500” - I WILL NOT REPLY ANONYMOUS PROFILES

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peggies dont interact

Words to replace said, except this actually helps

I got pretty fed up with looking for words to replace said because they weren’t sorted in a way I could easily use/find them for the right time. So I did some myself.

IN RESPONSE TO Acknowledged Answered Protested

INPUT/JOIN CONVERSATION/ASK Added Implored Inquired Insisted Proposed Queried Questioned Recommended Testified

GUILTY/RELUCTANCE/SORRY Admitted Apologized Conceded Confessed Professed

FOR SOMEONE ELSE Advised Criticized Suggested

JUST CHECKING Affirmed Agreed Alleged Confirmed

LOUD Announced Chanted Crowed

LEWD/CUTE/SECRET SPY FEEL Appealed Disclosed Moaned

ANGRY FUCK OFF MATE WANNA FIGHT Argued Barked Challenged Cursed Fumed Growled Hissed Roared Swore

SMARTASS Articulated Asserted Assured Avowed Claimed Commanded Cross-examined Demanded Digressed Directed Foretold Instructed Interrupted Predicted Proclaimed Quoted Theorized

ASSHOLE Bellowed Boasted Bragged

NERVOUS TRAINWRECK Babbled Bawled Mumbled Sputtered Stammered Stuttered

SUAVE MOTHERFUCKER Bargained Divulged Disclosed Exhorted

FIRST OFF Began

LASTLY Concluded Concurred

WEAK PUSY Begged Blurted Complained Cried Faltered Fretted

HAPPY/LOL Cajoled Exclaimed Gushed Jested Joked Laughed

WEIRDLY HAPPY/EXCITED Extolled Jabbered Raved

BRUH, CHILL Cautioned Warned

ACTUALLY, YOU’RE WRONG Chided Contended Corrected Countered Debated Elaborated Objected Ranted Retorted

CHILL SAVAGE Commented Continued Observed Surmised

LISTEN BUDDY Enunciated Explained Elaborated Hinted Implied Lectured Reiterated Recited Reminded Stressed

BRUH I NEED U AND U NEED ME Confided Offered Urged

FINE Consented Decided

TOO EMO FULL OF EMOTIONS Croaked Lamented Pledged Sobbed Sympathized Wailed Whimpered

JUST SAYING Declared Decreed Mentioned Noted Pointed out Postulated Speculated Stated Told Vouched

WASN’T ME Denied Lied

EVIL SMARTASS Dictated Equivocated Ordered Reprimanded Threatened

BORED Droned Sighed

SHHHH IT’S QUIET TIME Echoed Mumbled Murmured Muttered Uttered Whispered

DRAMA QUEEN Exaggerated Panted Pleaded Prayed Preached

OH SHIT Gasped Marveled Screamed Screeched Shouted Shrieked Yelped Yelled

ANNOYED Grumbled Grunted Jeered Quipped Scolded Snapped Snarled Sneered

ANNOYING Nagged

I DON’T REALLY CARE BUT WHATEVER Guessed Ventured

I’M DRUNK OR JUST BEING WEIRDLY EXPRESSIVE FOR A POINT/SARCASM Hooted Howled Yowled

I WONDER Pondered Voiced Wondered

OH, YEAH, WHOOPS Recalled Recited Remembered

SURPRISE BITCH Revealed

IT SEEMS FAKE BUT OKAY/HA ACTUALLY FUNNY BUT I DON’T WANT TO LAUGH OUT LOUD Scoffed Snickered Snorted

BITCHY Tattled Taunted Teased

Characterization

Explain your character’s personality.

What would your character do if he/she witnessed the death of their most loved?

If your character is from a different world/time period, explain their personalities if they where placed in this world.

What do you think your character likes to eat the most?

What is your character’s biggest fear?

Character’s biggest strength

What are the traits that you look up to in your character?

What are the traits you don’t like in your character?

Your character’s biggest flaw.

What are similarities/differences between you and your character.

Do you think your character is a man/woman magnet, or is their beauty more subtle?

Is your character artistic?

Is your character tough?

Make up some hobbies you think your character may enjoy.

Do you think your character is insecure in any way?

What makes your character jealous?

What makes them happy?

Has does your character’s past effect who they are now?

What do you think your character’s favorite type of music is?

Would you be friends with your character.

What is your favorite character’s favorite type of day?

Character’s preferred date night.

Character’s type of guy/girl?

Do you think your character is a rule-follower?

Do you feel like your character may regret something they’ve done?

admin: this one is good actually