Bit Of A Backstory For Az
Bit of a backstory for Az
Azerath held his head in his hands.They had taken him from Azerath, consumed his mind slowly, turned him against Az. The desire demon slaughtered them all, his love died at his hands and the blood would not wash off.
A sob left his throat as he looked at the blood on his hands, on him. It was everywhere, he tried scrubbing it until he felt his hands bleed and still it would not come off. The memories of his living dying hitting him like a thousand arrows hitting him at once, he started to shake, his aura getting unstable, wisps of his magic flying around the room.
He had taken his love and buried him behind his loves house, buried with new clothes and favored possessions. There was not much Azerath could do but, he could do his best, he had to for him.
He was shaken out of his thoughts by ira nudging him on the side, Ira was still a scrawny thing, only being 'alive' for the past century, Ira motioned to the open door. His magic dissipated.
"Go.." His voice sounded cracked and weak when he spoke, clearing his throat he tried again. "Go find somewhere to hibernate for a while.. you'll know when I have awoken." Ira whined but lowered her head, sulking and she walked out of the room.
He began to sob again once he heard Ira leave the house, he knew what was to be done. He looked around the room, going over his loves things one more time before reaching under the pillow where he knew a knife lay. The glint of the weapon taunted him, as if it were whispering 'Coward, running away like always', 'You killed him', 'Your fault', like the voices in his head did.
He wiped his eyes, looking down to the knife, he dropped to his knees, eyes still staring at the knife. He began to sing an old lullaby his love sang him to calm him as he gripped the handle of the knife, he waited until the end of the lullaby to perform the cut, doing it deep but quickly.
Slumping to the ground, he watched the light fade slowly from the room as he was slowly but surely pulled into the fade. He needed time, to recover. 'Can i recover from this..' he thought before he finally drifted into slumber.
//plus I kinda wanted to write angst haha
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Ways To Describe Someone's Voice
adenoidal (adj): if someone’s voice is adenoidal, some of the sound seems to come through their nose
appealing (adj): an appealing look/voice shows that you want help, approval, or agreement
breathy (adj): with loud breathing noises
brittle (adj): if you speak in a brittle voice, you sound as if you are about to cry
croaky (adj): if someone’s voice sounds croaky, they speak in a low, rough voice that sounds as if they have a sore throat
dead (adj): if someone’s eyes or voice are dead, they feel or show no emotion
disembodied (adj): a disembodied voice comes from someone who you cannot see
flat (adj): spoken in a voice that does not go up and down; this word is often used for describing the speech of people from a particular region
fruity (adj): a fruity voice or laugh is deep and strong in a pleasant way
grating (adj): a grating voice, laugh, or sound is unpleasant and annoying
gravelly (adj): a gravelly voice sounds low and rough
gruff (adj): this voice has a rough, low sound
guttural (adj): a guttural sound is deep and made at the back of your throat
high-pitched (adj): true to its name, a high-pitched voice or sound is very high
hoarse (adj): someone who is hoarse, or has a hoarse voice, speaks in a low, rough voice, usually because their throat is sore
honeyed (adj): honeyed words or a honeyed voice sound very nice, but you cannot trust the person who is speaking
husky (adj): a husky voice is deep and sounds hoarse (as if you have a sore throat), often in an attractive way
low (adj): a low voice is quiet and difficult to hear; also used for describing a deep voice that has a long wavelength
matter-of-fact (adj): usually used if the person speaking knows what they are talking about (or absolutely think they know what they are talking about)
modulated (adj): a modulated voice is controlled and pleasant to listen to
monotonous (adj): this kind of voice is boring and unpleasant due to the fact that it does not change in loudness or become higher/lower
nasal (adj): someone with a nasal voice sounds as if they are speaking through their nose
orotund (adj): an orotund voice is loud and clear
penetrating (adj): a penetrating voice is so high or loud that it makes you slightly uncomfortable
plummy (adj): a plummy voice or way of speaking is considered to be typical of an English person of a high social class; this word shows that you dislike people who speak like this
quietly (adj): in a soft, quiet voice
raucous (adj): a raucous voice or noise is loud and sounds rough
ringing (adj): a ringing voice is very loud and clear
rough (adj): a rough voice is not soft and is unpleasant to listen to
shrill (adj): a shrill voice is very loud, high, and unpleasant
silvery (adj): this voice is clear, light, and pleasant
singsong (adj): if you speak in a singsong voice, your voice rises and falls in a musical way
small (adj): a small voice is quiet
smoky (adj): a smoky voice is sexually attractive in a slightly mysterious way
softly spoken (adj): someone who is softly spoken has a quiet, gentle voice
soft-spoken (adj): speaking or said in a quiet, gentle voice
sotto voce (adj, adv): in a very quiet voice
stentorian (adj): a stentorian voice sounds very loud and severe
strangled (adj): a strangled sound is one that someone stops before they finish making it
strident (adj): this voice is loud and unpleasant
taut (adj): used about something such as a voice that shows someone is nervous or angry
thick (adj): if your voice is thick with an emotion, it sounds less clear than usual because of the emotion
thickly (adv): with a low voice that comes mostly from your throat
thin (adj): a thin voice or sound is high and unpleasant to listen to
throaty (adj): a throaty sound is low and seems to come from deep in your throat
tight (adj): shows that you are nervous or annoyed
toneless (adj): does not express any emotion
tremulous (adj): if your voice is tremulous, it is not steady; for example, because you are afraid or excited
wheezy (adj): a wheezy noise sounds as if it is made by someone who has difficulty breathing
wobbly (adj): if your voice is wobbly, it goes up and down, usually because you are frightened, not confident, or are going to cry
booming (adj): very loud and attention-getting
quavering (adv): if your voice quavers, it is not steady because you are feeling nervous or afraid
a voice like a foghorn: very loud voice
in an undertone: using a quiet voice so that someone cannot hear you
someone’s dulcet tones: the sound of someone’s voice as they speak
not to be nsfw but the thought of someone smiling against my lips as we kiss? really makes a bitch’s heart flutter
When the lights go out and we open our eyes,
Out there in the silence, I'll be gone, I'll be gone
Let the sun fade out and another one rise
Climbing through tomorrow, I'll be gone, I'll be gone
i scream you scream we all
repress memories of our childhood
Elizabeth Olsen behind the scenes of Avengers: Infinity Wat/Endgame.
This literally makes me scream
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See how your dashboard is covered in posts? Yeah, that's because people reblogged them. Reblog posts. Reblog artwork and gifsets and text posts. If you like a post, reblog it.
"Oh but I'm nervous about social interaction" reblogging isn't social interaction. It's not. It's adding things to a virtual scrapbook by yeeting the additions into a swirling vortex. No interaction necessary. Someone makes a post you like, you reblog it, that's it. Job done. Zero interaction, but a post has made it one step further in finding its way to people that might enjoy it.
Reblog stuff. For fucks sake.
Some ego information from today’s livestream
(May 19,2020)
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