JOEL MILLER // THE LAST OF US
made some gifs for the first time! might make more for fun :)
bonus // grey, long haired joel <3
❝ pleasure, ❞ thomas replies easily. the initial SHOCK of seeing hope had begun to wane, so it was a little easier to relax & loosen up & remember his cover. there was still a worm of worry in the back of his mind - encountering someone who knew the real will riker so well & may very well see through his facade. ❝ stopping by for a visit while awaiting transport to risa. ❞
the explanation tumbled out in an easy, practiced way. thomas brings his drink up to take a sip. lets his gaze sweep the patrons. repositions his feet as he leans against the bar. ANYTHING to distract himself from truly meeting hope's eyes.
maybe then she won't be able to read him. maybe then he can make himself FORGET how she used to look at the real will riker.
❝ you know doctor crusher - show the slightest signs of stress & she drags you on the transporter pad herself for leave. ❞
hope almost turns on her heel to high-tailed it back out of quark's the moment she catches sight of those 𝑭𝑹𝑼𝑺𝑻𝑹𝑨𝑻𝑰𝑵𝑮𝑳𝒀 recognizable broad shoulders . lulled into the security of her predictable routine here on the station - as predictable as it gets on deep space nine , anyway . . . will's presence is enough to jolt her right out of auto-pilot .
surely he would have had the forethought to let her know he was visiting . . . or wouldn't he ? it's not like she lays any more claim to the place than anyone else , but it is 𝒉𝒐𝒎𝒆 now , & he knows that . as they say , curiosity kills the cat .
so , she finds herself floating over to get the 𝑨𝑾𝑲𝑾𝑨𝑹𝑫 part over with - & perhaps to stick her freckled nose into why he would be here SO suddenly , with no warning . ( not that he owes her a warning or anything , but admittedly it would have been nice . ) she doesn't miss the way his brows furrow slightly . . . surely , he should have expected this encounter - right ?
𝒖𝒏𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒖𝒏𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒚 , her racing thoughts all melt away when he smiles , & it's like meeting him on the enterprise for the first time all over again .
❝ well enough i suppose , ❞ the corners of her lips lift naturally , her voice carrying the 𝑾𝑨𝑹𝑴𝑻𝑯 of familiarity . she continues with a light chuckle , ❝ & as you've read , very busy . . . speaking of - what brings you all the way out here , stranger ? ❞
(Assorted original sentences. Adjust phrasing where needed)
"See? That wasn't so difficult!"
"Go to your room!"
"What will you be wearing tonight?"
"It's been a long time. Too long."
"Did someone put you up to this?"
"How am I going to do this without you?"
"Is your job always like this?"
"I hope I made you proud."
"I told you we'd meet again."
"You've been hiding from me, haven't you?"
"Are you thinking what I'm thinking?"
"Don't even think about telling me to calm down!"
"I have said I'm sorry!"
"Do you have a family?"
"Do I have to join in?"
"That must have cost a fortune!"
"Can I sleep in your bed tonight?"
"You can't run forever."
"If I wanted your opinion, I would have asked for it."
"When I want your advice, I'll ask for it!"
"Which side of the bed would you prefer?"
"Please don't touch that!"
"Why do you have to control everything?"
"You can't stay away from me, can you?"
"Why don't you come back to my place for a cup of tea?"
"Wouldn't you like to play with the other children?"
"Innocent men don't resist arrest."
"We have nothing to say to each other!"
"I'm right, of course. I always am."
"This time you've really disappointed me."
"Are you sick or something?"
"Would you like some breakfast?"
"Put that away before you break something!"
"I hope you like spicy food!"
"I don't know what I would do without you."
"That cat's out of the bag now."
"Do you just make these things up?"
"You're a very suspicious person."
"I'm feeling a little attacked right now."
"I suppose you have good reason for making me look like a liar?"
"I want tonight to be one of those moments that will stay with you for a long time."
QUASTARI // indie private multifandom multimuse
featuring BARRETT TORBON ; a fandomless bear-shifter original character
arthur's never . . . well, talking to women has never been a strong point of his. nor speaking in general, apart from little jabs that only serve to raise hackles & start brawls. a STRANGE shortcoming from a man raised by dutch van der linde & hosea matthews - two men whom arthur swears are hiding silver tongues behind smirking lips.
his head lowers as hope moves past him, now addressing her pretty little mare in an echoed tease of his own words. a snort comes from him, head wobbling in DISBELIEF, before turning to follow her to where their horses are hitched.
❝ if we keep good time, should be there in just a couple weeks, ❞ arthur says as he starts rummaging through a saddlebag. ❝ ridin' all day, stayin' in small towns where no bounty hunters might not think to look. might even have to ROUGH it some nights. ❞
a lantern is pulled from the leather pouch, which arthur flicks on to push away the nighttime blackness. the firelight, kept low & soft, dances across arthur's face to show his DEEP scowl. brows pulled tight together above a sharp, scrutinizing blue gaze. jaw clenched beneath a thick cover of facial hair that arthur didn't bother to clean up before taking this job.
❝ that okay with you, princess ? ❞
her approach is slow , reluctant - but not for the reasons he may think . what arthur perceives as the expectant steps of an eager bride might as well be a death march to miss baxter - & yet , she still does her best to offer him a friendly smile at the conclusion of her approach . this is usually what is expected of her , of course , to be nothing but docile & demure . a mask she's grown comfortable hiding behind , one that she 𝒉𝒐𝒑𝒆𝒔 will make a good first impression . they will be traveling together for a long while , after all - she would like to set a positive tone for the journey ahead .
those desires are quickly dashed . her lips & heart both drop as he takes that warning step forward , sky blue eyes widening & chin lifting while attempting to approximate where to meet his gaze draped in shadow . despite his 𝑰𝑵𝑻𝑰𝑴𝑰𝑫𝑨𝑻𝑰𝑵𝑮 frame & no-nonsense attitude , she does not wilt in response , choosing to hold her ground in spite of the way her heart picks up its tempo as his words sink in .
she knows all of this already , her father may not have afforded her all of the details - but she has been informed of the 𝒊𝒎𝒑𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒕 things . he had been reluctant to send her off with someone with mr . morgan's infamous reputation , but they had been left with little choice & no time to be all that picky about it . anyway , a ruthless protector is exactly what she needs in the face of those who wish to harm her .
arthur doesn't surprise hope at all in his initial assessment of who she might be , it's what she's used to & she makes no attempt to argue - 𝑯𝑶𝑾𝑬𝑽𝑬𝑹 , there is a small displeased furrow to her dark brows before she responds .
❝ he told me enough , ❞ her voice is light & distant , switching up tactics placing a wall of aloofness between them . to his conditions , she gives a small dutiful nod , features 𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈 with a curt , ❝ fine . ❞ she moves past his imposing form , choosing to focus on unhitching her horse's reins & offering some gentle affection to the animal before they take off . as if addressing her trusted mare rather than arthur , she continues with a new & lightly indignant edge to her tone ❝ - we'll be sure to keep the frolicking to a minimum , won't we girl ? ❞
arthur spots her instantly.
he doesn't move to intercept her. not yet. with an indigo sky bleeding into a WANING deep orange & gold lights that twinkle around & around, arthur takes just a moment to watch hope. he so rarely gets to see her - only a handful of days out of the year. even then, it's maybe just a couple hours where she isn't running around or laughing or cheering. seeing hope stroll casually about, with nothing to do but wait for him, was a nice change of pace.
but soon, as always, arthur finds himself moving to be in her vicinity. pushing off the metal barrier & stalking through the crowd towards her. making sure her back stays facing him. arthur can't help himself - a smile tugs on his lips. anticipation of seeing her up close, mixed with a TWISTED amusement, nearly gives him away because he almost wants to laugh.
she stops. he stops. her head turns slightly to the left & then the right - looking for him, arthur realizes. it makes him take two long strides closer to her, coming within arms reach of hope. by now, he's grinning. bounces on his toes once. LEANS closer to her. from anyone else's point of view, arthur might seem like some sort of creep.
the fun is quickly overridden by his desire. he takes another step closer, right behind her shoulder. leans in close to her ear. the sweet smell of her threatens to strangle him but arthur doesn't need to speak so loudly where he stands so he's CONTENT to let it.
❝ lookin' for someone ? ❞
𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒅𝒆𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒔 ( accepting ! )
@quastari said : meet me at our spot tonight . ( from modern arthur )
❝ i'll be right there , mama - just gotta 𝑪𝑯𝑬𝑪𝑲 on somethin' real fast . . . ❞
prepping for the annual brightside county fair is quite an event in the baxter household , akin to holidays like christmas or thanksgiving . everyone wakes up early , everyone pitches in . even little sister faith , who is begrudgingly back home from college for the summer , is involved - albeit her help is accompanied with several complaints & an above-it-all roll of her eyes . hope's father is packing up the stand they use every year , loading its aged & well-loved wooden components into the back of the family's red pickup truck for the short journey to their small town's fairgrounds . ardella is transporting boxes upon boxes of sweet treats , breads , preserves , wildflower honey , fresh produce , chicken eggs , flowers from the garden . . . a 𝒄𝒐𝒍𝒐𝒓𝒇𝒖𝒍 spread of the rich bounties their farm has to offer , lovingly cultivated to be shared with their community . this tradition is one of hope's very favorite times of year , a time of togetherness & nostalgia under the hot tennessee sun .
so much has changed over the past few years . she has finally opened up her own bakery , in brooklyn no less . a few years ago she wouldn't have even thought it possible . she'd been burnt out , drowning between waitressing gigs , her shitty ex boyfriend , & culinary school . but every obstacle has been 𝑶𝑽𝑬𝑹𝑪𝑶𝑴𝑬 , now hope & christina are left to reap the profits from what they have laboriously sowed . at last , hope baxter has found some breathing room , & her chosen reward for all of that hard work is a trip back home just in time to soak up the southern farming town charm she's been missing in the big city . things are simpler here , quieter . it's nice to know that even when everything else in her life is nothing like what it used to be . . .
. . . there are 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆 things that never change .
hope slips away from the kitchen , just for a moment - as promised . she has been keeping an eye on her phone all day for this very reason . & finally seeing arthur's name pop up on the screen fills her with 𝑾𝑨𝑹𝑴𝑻𝑯 . like any other part of these yearly festivities , she can always count on their little rendezvous , & he's never once let her down . unlike so many others . . .
[ text : arthur 🐴❤️ ] i'll be there ; )
she replies quickly with a giddy grin , stuffing the phone into her back pocket & getting right back to business . it's clear to the whole family as she strides across the front lawn with more crates in her arms , that something has 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒑𝒊𝒓𝒆𝒅 a newfound skip in her step , although none of them knows why . a girl has to have her secrets , after all .
before she knows it , the sun is setting on the first of the three days during which the fair is held . everything goes as successfully as ever . in high demand , the baxter's goods sell out in record time . thankfully there is always plenty more . ardella is a smart woman & well-seasoned at this by now . they have the routine all down to a 𝑺𝑪𝑰𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 , & with damien taking charge to keep everything on track , things couldn't go smoother . the height of their sales typically peak on the very first day , so hope is given the go ahead to drift off & explore on her own . the remaining two days are hers to do as she pleases .
she makes a beeline toward the carousel - their spot - only pausing briefly to make sure she looks presentable in one of the funhouse mirrors along the way . sunshine yellow blouse , blue jean shorts , & her dark curls pulled up high into a ponytail tied with a ribbon . . . all slightly 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒅 to make her look all stretched out , but it gives her a good enough idea . quietly she wishes she'd worn something a bit more adventurous , maybe that sundress she'd packed specifically to drive him crazy .
she'll just have to save 𝑻𝑯𝑨𝑻 for when she's cheering him on at the rodeo tomorrow .
pleased with her appearance , hope makes her way over to the ride - the spinning lights reflecting like 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒍𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 in her eyes as she approaches . the sky is just beginning to darken , still streaked with the shades of sunset blue , pink , & orange . it's only a matter of time now , but she tries not to look around too much . she doesn't want to seem overly excited , even if her heart is already fluttering in her chest with anticipation .