Ra--na - Ra--na

I hate you. I hate the way you made me feel, the memories we made together, the fact that you could make me laugh, but the thing that I hate most of all is that I still miss you. I was tired of being unwanted. You always chose having a girlfriend over your real friends. Face it you were never there for me when I needed you. You claim to have loved me but I always felt like a second choice. “Cut out the toxic people in your life.” It always sounded so easy until it became my reality. The thing about people who are bad for you is they make you feel so good while they’re ruining your life. I know I’m better off without you; it’s all I ever wanted. Yet it’s been months and sometimes I still think about you and what it would be like if you were still in my life. I’m happy. Are you?

2:18 a.m

Waking up and falling asleep used to be an effortless task. I don’t know when it changed but sleep never came but when it did I never wanted to wake up again

4:21 p.m

Happy Canada Day 🍁

luna and draco being best friends after the war is really important to me tbh

- luna being the only one who is willing to forgive draco straight away - luna simply waltzing up to draco when she first sees him to ask how he is - draco not understanding why because she was imprisoned in his basement - luna shrugging him off telling him she understands he did what he had to - draco trying to push her away to begin with - but then draco being entirely won over by her bizarre ways - luna forcing draco out with her friends - luna pointedly ignoring how awkward it - everyone thinking draco’s taking the piss until they see him subtly hexing anyone that calls her odd - draco smiling fondly at her whenever she starts talking about creatures - draco and luna going nargle hunting together - luna refusing to accept draco’s self hatred - luna being the first person to make draco really smile again - draco learning to stop trying so hard to impress other people through her - luna and draco platonically holding hands down diagon alley - luna making him want to be a better person

Detour | San Pedro, CA | 2015