Rainesinsanity - Writing Is The Only Thing Keeping Me Sane

Im glad!!!! it's lowk what I listened to while writing it

I made a playlist for my rosekiller fic......

link to the fic if you wanna read it!!

Down On His Knees

BET IMMA DO THAT NOW

should I do character intros so y'all know who tf I'm talking about when I yap?

"One thing I'll never do is beg someone to choose me" - abt 300 words

I stared at the phone that contained all the messages of my love. Of my devotion. And yet that was how you repaid me. By playing with my feelings. Telling me that I was everything you wanted but now I’m nothing at all. You let me begin to love you, let me believe you would stay. In the end I gave my heart away and you threw it astray.

I know I don’t love you any more, that much is true. I do dislike you, as much as a girl that used to be in love could. I always had a feeling that the “us” would soon end. I didn’t want to believe it, and deluded myself anyway. I couldn’t- Wouldn’t see past the way you treated me; So gentle, so warmly. I let myself believe those touches were real, that you meant every word. But now I see you with her, so soon after we ended and I wonder if it was all just a lie. Every minute, every second, all this time, you never liked me. I was just in my fantasy, not facing reality, the truth.

Maybe you did like me…

But it was never going to be love. Not for us. I hope you're happy with her, since I couldn’t make you feel that way. I don’t like you, no not anymore. No more tears will be ever wasted on you. But I am jealous, just a little. That she gets the you I wanted to have, but in the end I won’t choose you. I don’t like you, I don’t love you, I don’t want to be your friend. I would never choose you over me, and I will never beg for you back.

You are the bare minimum and I do not need you. You can take your scarce texting, you barely holding my hand, all of that. Give it to her, or don’t. I wouldn’t wish that on anyone. So I take back what I said.

I don’t hope you're happy, I hope she is.

Cause I used to be her, and I don’t want her to be replaced too. She shouldn’t have to beg for your attention, and I shouldn’t have to either. I’m glad I didn’t. You can be a nice guy but a horrible boyfriend. And that’s what you were.

-Confessions of an Ex- Girlfriend

should I do character intros so y'all know who tf I'm talking about when I yap?

I made a playlist for my rosekiller fic......

link to the fic if you wanna read it!!

Down On His Knees

𝖗𝖊𝖇𝖊𝖑 𝖕𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖈𝖊𝖘𝖘 𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖗𝖔𝖘

so starting with my complete and utter brain child R.P(I'm gonna shorten it to that from now on)

starting off strong with.....

Theia Woodrose — my wonderful mc

Basic rundown of her:

reliable, loyal and very traumatized

was almost a human sacrifice(we <3 mom)

hates her mom(it's not just a phase)

17 years old

ran away from home when she was 9

doesn't use her last name btw

is well trained in sword and magic(self taught)

Liliana Woodrose — The Princess

Basic rundown:

The princess of the Woodrose kingdom

She's 13 years old

Enfp if that counts for anything

Very caring

Has not manifested her magic yet

We <3 mom(but seriously)

Celestine Woodrose — The Queen

Basic rundown:

Bitch. (not affectionately)

Manipulative bitch

efficient bitch

I don't like her

Hates little kids(I'm laughing cause y'all don't get it)

The Queen of the Woodeose kingdom

Hates her husband

she's like 54 years old

Franklin — The dragonborn

Basic rundown:

was human trafficked/a slave

she's a bitch(affectionate)

lowkey sadistic

Reliable

very much "eye for an eye" core

is 23 years old

her hair color is closer to the second one

Tara Theron — The vampire

Basic rundown:

Forest vampire

very sweet and bubbly

will kill you with a smile

but again, very sweet

is away from home due to reasons

17 years old

she's a cutie pie

(SHE'S SUPPOSED TO BE BLACK BUT THE OTHER PICREW I USED WOULDN'T WORK SO THE WHITE ONE IS HER FIRST DESIGN)

Royce Dionne — The fallen prince

Basic rundown:

Traumatized but hot and funny so it totally cancels out(his words not mine)(it doesn't)

16 years old

humor to cope type shit

Used to be the prince of the Dionne Empire

Theia's best friend

Very good with a sword

Griffin Travers — The seer

Basic rundown:

He's a seer(can see bits and pieces of the future)

is very much low-key blind(his prescription goes crazy)

He's only 10(MY BABY)

His father is a guild leader

a very sweet boy, despite everything people say about him

Theia's his best friend(in a kid sorta way)

Asteri ******** — The ghost

Basic rundown:

sassy ass bitch

is stuck in a kid's body for a while but is like 24 I'm actuality

she gets a grown up body eventually dw it's just ghost shit logistics

Y'all get no more info on her

Sennen — ???????

Basic rundown:

We don't talk about him :3

that's for me to know and you to find out

BUT THATS EVERYONE FOR NOW!!!!! I'd love asks about them if you have anything you wanna know!!

Okay wait that question I sent triggered smth in me now I gotta go write ✌🏻✌🏻

OOP OKAY HAVE FUN!!!

would y'all be interested in me possibly making a webseries??

like idk what it'd be about, but it would be like short chapters about different characters

and sometimes it's just funny stuff, but other times it's actually lore and chapters

GASP OMG YAY

im honored that we shared braincells omg(like we had the same thoughts) (and THANK YOU OMG)(those compliments always make me so happy)

I made a playlist for my rosekiller fic......

link to the fic if you wanna read it!!

Down On His Knees

I lowkey wanna know who people would ship my characters with in the story...