I Refuse To Pursue Someone Who Doesn’t Make Their Intentions Clear And Their Feelings About Me Apparent.

Marine Scene, Constantin Alexandrovich Westchiloff

i used to think that icarus’ death was just a tragic accident—the kind so prevalent in greek mythology, where the hero survives the most dangerous part but tragedy befalls in the most unexpected/preventable way as a result of hubris/arrogance/carelessness. but icarus’ fate was no accident. tragic, yes, but also beautiful in its inevitability: a tribute to the inexorable entanglement between love and death, desire and destruction, intimacy and decay — all of which are ultimately just forms of want and loss. after all, everything has a price, an equal and opposite reaction.

desire is synonymous with fire. it’s something i think mortals are only capable of experiencing in tiny doses: little fires in our guts, live wires down our spine, warm flushes across our cheeks. like taking very small sips of too-hot tea, desire must be drawn out over a lifetime of intimacy—lest it burn us up completely. but apollo feels things with all his immortal intensity: he is pure fire and light and heat. i am not sure there exists a purer form of love than that of the sun.

this is why icarus’ fate is no accident, nor another allegory on the dangers of hubris. it was inevitable from the start. the same way achilles’ virility and vitality was paid for with his death at such a young age, the heat from apollo’s fleeting, fatal moment of desire for icarus is the same as a lifetime’s worth of slow-burning love between two mortals.

i like to believe that icarus didn’t lose his life—not exactly. he just lived it all at once in a single, blazing moment of intimacy with the sun.

richard siken / salma deera / jen mazza / joy ladin

A post I saw made me think of the Cowboy Bebop vinyl I have and figured I'd share with y'all cause the whole thing just looks awesome

Mr Brightside lockscreens

“True love is like a ghost many have talked about, but few have seen.”

— the sad truth (via hatin)

what would happen if pop culture were to die out…. no more idolizing celebrities, no more influencers to watch, no more fast fashion, no more exploiting factory workers, no more diet teas and supplements, no more surgical body modifications, no more waist trainers, no more face fillers, and no more upholding european features as the epitome of beauty. what would happen if you returned to how you were in your youth? the person you were before you were told who you ‘should’ be? there’s no audience to perform for; you return to yourself

What a pretentious fuck

Don Cherry

Mahmoud Darwish, from Memory for Forgetfulness: August, Beirut, 1982 (tr. Ibrahim Muhawi)