Rienextdoor - Rie

missing them extra hard today :(

Love in the Dark

I don't think I will be able to read again. I don't think I can bear another heartbreak. Despite the pain I am feeling, I will live & love in the dark.

When I'm older...

I’m getting the hell out of my house. I’m getting away from my parents. I’m getting whatever the fuck I want tattooed or pierced if my heart so desires. I’ll go to whatever school I want for college. I’ll live wherever I want. I’ll do what I want. I’ll hopefully meet a good guy that I like. I won’t care for my parents approval. I’ll get married. I’ll raise a good family. I won’t fuck up my family like my parents. I’ll give my family a good life. I’ll do whatever I want to do without criticism and hate. I’ll be myself, not the person my parents want me to be. I WILL BE MY OWN SELF. ME AND ONLY ME

Luke Hughes sign of life !!

sling boy :(

Do you know how much it sucks? Losing a best friend? Like actually losing your other and better half? Losing someone you talked to every day, all the time? Someone you looked forward to talking to regardless of what it was, even if it was a fight? Losing someone you gave everything to, to the point where I have nothing else to give anyone else, when the other person can’t even give you the time of day? Losing the person you’d spend every day with if you could? The one person that made you smile. The person that hurt you a million times, over and over, but you still forgave them and would do it all over again if given the chance. The person you do give anything just to see them more time.

Do you really know?

i told my mom how i felt like shit when my cousins made fun of my insecurities and she told me that i should grow up and not be offended bc it was a joke lol idk anymore

sometimes the only closure you will get is knowing that everything you did was done earnestly and out of love

felt this on a spiritual level

Being a psych major is a wild combination of learning about interesting topics, people trauma dumping in class, and still getting so much work about burnout that you get burned out.

I COULD'VE LIVED NOT THINKING ABT THIS YK 😞😞😞😞

MAX IS THE TYPE OF GUY TO. . .

✶ Compare the size of your hand with his own just to have an excuse to hold hands.

✶ Brush a strand of hair away from your face because he doesn’t like when your hair hides your big round eyes from him. His thumb caressing your cheek before pulling away.

✶ Look at your lips as you talk, mesmerised by them. Even more so after a make out session when they’re swollen and red.

✶ Clumsy flirt with you because he gets shy.

✶ Bring you your favorite candy every time he goes out or comes home after a trip.

✶ Write little notes on post-its and leave them inside your books, so you’ll find them when picking up a new one to start.

✶ Touch your hand under the table at family dinners or events, seeking comfort.

✶ Switch positions while walking down a busy street to keep you from harms ways.

✶ Give you massages. He has a special collection of oils and creams just to give you back and shoulder massages to help you relax.

✶ Never raise his voice at you.

✶ Always remember the little things, even if you said it a while ago or don’t even remember saying it. He always remembers everything when it comes to you.

✶ Take care of you when you’re not feeling well, not leaving your side until you fall asleep and guarding your sleep even if it means to stay up all night.

✶ Hold your face in his hands and smile fondly at you before leaning in and kissing you.

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The story after they threw you away. – Lukas W.