Hello! I Don’t Know What To Call This Other Than To Appreciate This Author.

hello! i don’t know what to call this other than to appreciate this author.

i love this author and i don’t think i have ever said why? sure there's romance, fluff, smuts galore, but most importantly real issues are discussed. and i have found myself crying more than anything else when i’m reading stories from this author.

Of Boogers and Tteokbokki - God! the assumption drawn in this story that led to misunderstanding and hurt and separation! im a mom so feel the female character's desire to keep her baby. iknow that even confronted with a possibility of having a child with Down Syndrome, i would have chosen to push through with it.

Call of Duty - my goodness, i cannot imagine what every wife, husband, father, mother, daughter, son goes through when they are told that their loved one in uniform is missing or that something has happened to them. how it feels to send them off while thinking at the back of your mind if this will be the last you will see them. shhhh... you know the pic in this story? yes, that’s my lock screen image... 

BEAR and SPARROW - i hav read countless stories of people escaping their own country via illegal means, have watch multiple documentary and its heart breaking... i hav eto be honest that i stopped reading after chapter 3, so scared that the author will take the route of realism and have Sparrow die in the hands of police and get lost in the sea of missing immigrants... i have not found the courage to continue reading this... 

Road to Redemption - this one hit hard, so damn hard!!! i cried a river. it hit home, so very very very close to home. the plates in the sink, check! socks not in the hamper but in the fucking dining chair, check! the procrastination, hell check!!! and what really hurts, is when he tells you - "chill, will you relax??? i will take care of it" only to wake up the following morning with the same plates in the sink, the same sock in the dining chair, the multiple to do's that should have been done last week.

Stay - your latest story made my chest hurts so bad. i didn't get my road to redemption (if u know what i mean), but i am so blessed to be surrounded by such a strong support system that never ever have i come close to succumbing to depression. all i know is that, its not easy to cry for help, coz its hard to swim to the surface and its pitch black below.

i love you @sahmfanficbts​, your stories ground me. it tells me that i am not alone in what i go through. i don't know how to give back to content creator/writers like you, except to shout out to whoever follows me that you guys are the best out there!

💜💜💜😘😘😘

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4 years ago

OMG!!! this is so good - the moodboard is to die for plus the profiles! 💜💜💜😘😘😘

BTS Profiles as Mafia

Namjoon

BTS Profiles As Mafia

The Boss

Leader, decision-maker

Listens to his members but he has the last say

In charge of business and money,

nothing happens without his approval

Controlling but would die to protect his own

Wise

Prefers guns over knives

Has a personal driver

Private library with book collections worth thousands of euros

Demanding, high standards

If he likes you, then you must be something extraordinary

Champagne

Leather and lace

He doesn't share, what is his is his

Jin

BTS Profiles As Mafia

The Manipulator

He can convince anyone about anything without them realizing

Second in command

The negotiator in disputes with other gangs

Always wearing a suit but carries a gun under each arm

Elegance

Knows his wine and always orders for others

Old school gentleman

Loves confident women who let down their guard for him

Princess

Satin lingerie

Fur coats, lipstick, heels, pink gold

Seasonal opera tickets

Yoongi

BTS Profiles As Mafia

The Informer;

he knows everything that is happening on the streets and everything that is yet to happen

No one dares to speak or look at him

If there is a line at the store, people will give way so Yoongi can be served first

Razor calm, quiet, intelligent

Always with a drink in his hand but never actually drunk

Classical music on vinyl

Never sleeps

His diet consists mostly of coffee and ice

When he does actually sleep, it can be for like 18 hours in a row

Never talks about work to his partner

Protective

Would burn enemies for glancing at his partner

Black lace

Piano sonatas

Hoseok

BTS Profiles As Mafia

If there is a mess, he is the one to clean it up - be that a living person or a dead body

The Cleaner

OCD clean freak

Can't stand drugs because they're nasty

Relaxed but when he loses his temper... you don't want to be in the same room with him

His glare darkens and his eyebrows fall deep onto his eyes as the seemingly everlasting grin disappears from his lips

Control freak

Dominating and possessive

Very generous

Filthy rich

Loves to spend his money;

cars, brands, art, jewelry...

Jimin

BTS Profiles As Mafia

The Assassin

Never misses his aim

Prefers his sniper gun to regular guns

Possessive

Crisp white shirts

Blood

Owns a collection of weapons

Cleans and breaks them down after each job

Quick to lose his temper and easily offended,

you do not want to get on his dark side

Satin sheets

Domineering, always in control

Very affectionate when letting his walls down,

happens rarely tho

Would kill the person he loves if they betray him

Taehyung

BTS Profiles As Mafia

The Thief

He can steal the Hope diamond or a truck of AK 47's without breaking a sweat

Wears lots of jewelry

Secretly wants Jungkook's job

Never gets angry, but he does go crazy

Threatening whispers

Towers over you, foreheads nearly touching

Shivers

Thigh-high stockings

Knives over guns

Loves to feel spoiled

Praise

Jungkook

BTS Profiles As Mafia

The Interrogator

The muscle of the group, he can get anything out of anyone

Loves his job

Prefers to use his fists rather than any other tool or weapon

Would kill for any of his members without giving it a second thought

Ruthless

Loves long hair

Long blinkless stares

Hand on his partner's waist

Can get easily depressed

A safe full of money beneath his king-sized bed

Black combat boots

Unbuttoned shirts

Bruised knuckles


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4 years ago

It took me forever to finally read this chapter. But oh! The difference in how they feel. I thought i was ready for the heartbreak (its tagged as unrequited love after all!), but to see Seokjin's POV!!! 🥺🥺🥺

cinnamon bliss ● chapter ii

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➬ Subtitle | The long road home to you

➬ Pairings | Kim Seokjin x reader

➬ Genre | Single Father!Jin, Cafe Owner!reader, Unrequited Love!au, Angst, Future Smut

➬ Summary | Ever since the day he walked through the front door of your cafe hand in hand with his sweet daughter on one gloomy afternoon in the middle of winter, he had captured your heart without him even knowing it. All the time, you had chosen to stay in the sidelines, watching him mend his broken heart in silence while he teaches his own daughter that it was okay to be a kid despite the pain that they shared. You know you shouldn’t be so infatuated with him or to let this feeling go any deeper. Because nothing could prepare you when you are forced to watch him move on, completely unaware that he is about to be breaking your heart in pieces.

↳ Ratings | PG-13

↳ Warning | involves grief, emotional battles, slow burn.

↳ Word count | 3,2k words

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chapter ii. array

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Present…

“Welcome!”

The jingle sound of the bell at the front door and the new waitress’ voice welcoming the patron pulls your attention away from the freshly baked bread you are shelving in the counter. The sight of a group of college girls entering the shop deflates your mood almost instantly, and you turn back to finish your task while trying your best to hide and ignore the disappointment that is slowly creeping up on you.

As you are placing up the final pieces of bread into the glass display case, you suddenly feel like you are being closely watched. Straightening up, you quickly find that you indeed have someone watching you. Standing right beside you with her eyes on you is your friend and co-worker, Naeun, who also has a smug grin on her face with a lot of secret and mischief written all over it.

“Girl, you got it bad,” she mutters softly with a chuckle, not enough for the entire shop to hear what she said, but still enough for you to catch it.

“What are you talking about?”

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4 years ago

pls pls pls... pls, Seokjin ask her who Minhyun is... i beg you pls... 🥺🥺🥺 i expect unrequited love but there's also the future smut, so im crossing fingers and really hoping for them to be together. But it also says that our cafe owner has experienced a loss like that of Seokjin, so a happy ending might be of a different nature. Oh well!!! I only wants what's beat for them both, and for Soojin too...

Goodness!!! The slow burn is a trademark by now when it comes with Dia, but in return we get (always) a better view if each characters' feelings and thought process, so no complaints here.

💜💜💜😘😘😘

cinnamon bliss ● chapter iii

Cinnamon Bliss ● Chapter Iii

➬ Subtitle | The long road home to you

➬ Pairings | Kim Seokjin x reader

➬ Genre | Single Father!Jin, Cafe Owner!reader, Unrequited Love!au, Angst, Future Smut

➬ Summary | Ever since the day he walked through the front door of your cafe hand in hand with his sweet daughter on one gloomy afternoon in the middle of winter, he had captured your heart without him even knowing it. All the time, you had chosen to stay in the sidelines, watching him mend his broken heart in silence while he teaches his own daughter that it was okay to be a kid despite the pain that they shared. You know you shouldn’t be so infatuated with him or to let this feeling go any deeper. Because nothing could prepare you when you are forced to watch him move on, completely unaware that he is about to be breaking your heart in pieces.

↳ Ratings | PG-13

↳ Warning | involves grief, emotional battles, slow burn.

↳ Word count | 4,3k words

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Cinnamon Bliss ● Chapter Iii

chapter iii. autumn leaves

Cinnamon Bliss ● Chapter Iii

The cafe has been void of customers since you put up the ‘closed’ sign about an hour ago. Only you and the new waitress, Nari, are left in the cafe. You have finished packing up today’s leftovers—not that there is a lot of them left from both the kitchen and the display counter, thankfully—and you are now working on the accounting, filing up today’s sale while Nari is at the back kitchen, cleaning up today’s mess.

You have been working at the cashier instead of in the back office, making sure that you would notice it once your ride home is here. But you must have been too deep in your work that you missed out the sound of the front door’s bell ringing and you nearly jump hone you suddenly hear a deep voice speaking to you.

“Are you ready?”

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4 years ago

🥺🥺🥺 i missed the notifications, i only read this today...

why does she kept foregetting to mention the brother and now the nephew??? why? why? why? im pulling my hair right now... im so sad...

💜💜💜😘😘😘

cinnamon bliss ● chapter vi

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➬ Subtitle | The long road home to you

➬ Pairings | Kim Seokjin x reader

➬ Genre | Single Father!Jin, Cafe Owner!reader, Unrequited Love!au, Angst, Future Smut

➬ Summary | Ever since the day he walked through the front door of your cafe hand in hand with his sweet daughter on one gloomy afternoon in the middle of winter, he had captured your heart without him even knowing it. All the time, you had chosen to stay in the sidelines, watching him mend his broken heart in silence while he teaches his own daughter that it was okay to be a kid despite the pain that they shared. You know you shouldn’t be so infatuated with him or to let this feeling go any deeper. Because nothing could prepare you when you are forced to watch him move on, completely unaware that he is about to be breaking your heart in pieces.

↳ Ratings | PG-13

↳ Word count | 4,7k words  

↳ Author’s Note | I’m sorry for the long wait. This chapter is roughly edited so I might have to come back to give it a more proper editing. I hope you’ll enjoy this one!  

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chapter vi. dying embers

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Through the years that you have spent dealing with grief, you had often times wondered if you would still be able to feel anything else other than the familiar pain that has become a permanent part of you.

You had always wondered if you would still be able to feel anything other than the lingering pain, or perhaps something even greater, even after enduring such a terrible loss in the past. While at the same time, you had often wondered if you would be able to recognise it when your heart would finally be ready to open up to new love and another chance of happiness.

Never once had you expected to have that chance of happiness slipping away from you before you even recognised its presence. It had happened so fast, so brief, and you have no one to blame but yourself for letting it happen. You had often denied the flutters in your heart, telling yourself that it had been nothing but a sense of comfort instead of something else. Something deeper and new, which could have opened up your heart to feel a lot more. And you had ignored its presence instead of looking deeper into it to understand what it had truly meant when your heart thumped differently whenever your eyes met Seokjin’s or whenever he was near.

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3 years ago

my daddy has gone berserk... 🤤🤤🤤

*this is me talking in the afterlife, yes im dead...

PERMISSION TO DANCE ♡ SEOKJIN
PERMISSION TO DANCE ♡ SEOKJIN
PERMISSION TO DANCE ♡ SEOKJIN
PERMISSION TO DANCE ♡ SEOKJIN
PERMISSION TO DANCE ♡ SEOKJIN

PERMISSION TO DANCE ♡ SEOKJIN


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4 years ago

☝this right here, is the story why i am here in tumblr. I stumbled upon Fal in WP but i always have a feeling that there's more content from her (and eventually Shanna, too)...

i love this story so much!!! 6K words that tells you the story of 2 complete strangers, who made a conscious decision to choose each other inspite being force to a marriage. the whole story is so emotional for me coz its shows me how they feel, what goes on into their head... from both their POVs. i don't have the proper words to describe how this story affects me. in just 6K i felt such longing, want, jealousy, frustration, love & desire to be there for someone. the story is so direct & straight forward that sometime it left me dizzy but at the same time i truly i understand how the 2 characters feel.

its impact is so great that after more than a year of being Fal's follower, this story has become a sort of comfort story for me - the one i read after a bad day & im finally in my bed. the kind of story that i go to when i dont want to start a new story but would still like to read something.

💜💜💜😘😘😘

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Author: @underthejoon as a part of the Bound series with @kpopfanfictrash 

Creative Content Contributor: @baebae-goodnight (her mood boards are amazing - like all the damn time)

Rating: M - explicit sex, cursing, drinking

Word Count: 6k

Summary:  Married by obligation, weighed down by circumstance. Except for those nights when you’re both drunk, falling into bed with one another and realizing you’re human. Occasionally this happens, occasionally you fuck. Until your life changes and you realize Namjoon, the very man you’re obligated to, might just be the very man that you crave.

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4 years ago

masterlist: guarded

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you’ve tried to separate yourself from your infamous crime family, but a new case has your carefully-constructed world crashing down around you.  now you have to figure out how to heal old wounds and handle the new man who enters your orbit.

Chapter One: Fan Mail

Chapter Two: I’m Screwed

Chapter Three: Exotic Pets

Chapter Four: Cham-pain

Chapter Five: Italian Leather Gloves

Chapter Six: No One But You

Chapter Seven: Epilogue

part two: guilty | knj x reader

4 years ago

It says untequited love AU, so im preparing for the eventual heartache but its not to say that i am not hurting right now. 1st chapter and im already hurting with the intro to Seokjin character not to mention his little girl. The music companion is really good too and i created my own to set the mood while reading.

No spoiler, you need to read it on your own. Looking forward to the rest of the chapters. 💜💜💜😘😘😘

cinnamon bliss ● chapter i

Cinnamon Bliss ● Chapter I

➬ Subtitle | The long road home to you

➬ Pairings | Kim Seokjin x reader

➬ Genre | Single Father!Jin, Cafe Owner!reader, Unrequited Love!au, Angst, Future Smut

➬ Summary | Ever since the day he walked through the front door of your cafe hand in hand with his sweet daughter on one gloomy afternoon in the middle of winter, he had captured your heart without him even knowing it. All the time, you had chosen to stay in the sidelines, watching him mend his broken heart in silence while he teaches his own daughter that it was okay to be a kid despite the pain that they shared. You know you shouldn’t be so infatuated with him or to let this feeling go any deeper. Because nothing could prepare you when you are forced to watch him move on, completely unaware that he is about to be breaking your heart in pieces.

↳ Ratings | PG-13

↳ Warning | mention of character death, moments of grief

↳ Word count | 3,8k words

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Cinnamon Bliss ● Chapter I

chapter i. chance encounter

Cinnamon Bliss ● Chapter I

Prologue

It was right in the middle of the coldest week of winter when he first stepped into your small cafe.

You had caught the sight of him walking past the front window before he finally made his way through the front door. He was dressed in all black, with his black coat falling low enough to reach his ankle, waving with the cold wind with each footsteps he took. In your eyes, he looked almost like an archangel, marching through the snow outside as if he was floating above the ground before opening the door as gracefully as one could.

His presence felt strong enough that you could have sworn that you felt the air in the room moving steadily like a ripple just as he walked into the room. The air and space around you seemed to shift when he stopped just by the door, looking as if he was taking up the space inside your shop just by standing there, even while he was looking terribly lost and unsure of himself for one second. Then took a moment to look around and began to look more determined and relieved that he might have found himself in the right place.

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4 years ago

i can't wait for the update... this might be the only werewolf au where Jimin is an alpha, all the ther portrays him as an omega.... for you to come up with this, awesome!!! do you do tags, pls pls pls...

The Alpha

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Pairing: Alpha Werewolf Jimin x Omega Reader

Author’s Note: This will be a Drabble Series. The next one will probably come out very soon and I will get a masterlist together. I was so excited, I haven’t even made a proper banner yet… Thank you @xjoonchildx​ for listening while I freaked out about this idea. Thank you @ppersonna​ @taetaewonderland​ and @lemonjoonah​ for being your awesome selves at all times…

Genre: ABO/Werewolf • Fantasy

Rating: Mature (some later installments will likely be Explicit)

Warnings: mentions of mating, claiming, and scent marking, ABO/Werewolf sexual dynamics, I think that’s all for this installment…

Word Count: 1000

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The whispers and gasps were deafening. Reverent silence utterly shattered.

“This cannot be right-”

“It can’t be him-”

It was supposed to be Namjoon. And in the incredibly off chance that it wasn’t - then it was definitely Jungkook.

Not Jimin.

Never Jimin.

Most people had trouble even believing the youngest Park was an alpha…

Let alone The Alpha.

Everything up to this moment had gone according to plan.

Twenty years ago a new Luna had come into the world; the latest in a line of powerful Omega women.

Silver hair. Silver eyes.

There was no mistaking the new moon princess. You were utterly exquisite from the day you were born.

And the ritual of a Luna’s ascension was intimately familiar after hundreds of years.

Every step planned and expected. Every outcome predicted.

On the midnight of her twentieth birthday, a Luna, the true born moon princess, came of age.

Her wolf would emerge and change her body, heightening her senses for the first time.

And for the first time, she would know the scent of her mate.

The Alpha.

The next king by right - by divine mandate.

And there was no question who it would be.

Kim Namjoon was the strongest, the smartest, the fastest, the largest - the most absurdly obvious alpha in the entire pack.

Everyone knew what would happen. It was so predictable that some people hadn’t even bothered to attend the ceremony.

First, the elders would bring you back to the sacred circle after your change.

You would be blindfolded to ensure that your eyes would not deceive your other senses.

Then, the unmated alphas would line the circle’s perimeter, watching with bated breath as you were guided toward the center by the chief elder.

Finally, you would breathe deeply and approach Kim Namjoon, following the ancient pull of a mating bond that bound you to the one true alpha of your pack.

…But that is not what happened.

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4 years ago

Ok! So don't judge me alright, its the title that got me. 1st off, Namjoon is my bias so everything this author writes is a must for me. This one, is one of my fave just coz there's a hilarious story behind it while i was reading it.

I was reading this piece with the title fully cemented in my brain, and coz of that Namjoon was already in the bathroom wanking off to thoughts of his bestfriend before i truly realize that they were not actually doing the deed but rather doing something else (not gonna spoil anything for you!). The suggestion to use a towel so as not to stain the bed did not help at all in my confusion. OMG, i feel so stupid and i had to pause right there and laughed at myself for my stupidity (gotta leaen to laugh at ur own stupidity u know so it wont hurt much when someone else do it for u 🤪🤪🤪).

Anyways, my fave part are those that gives you the fluffy feelings then the very next sentence/paragraph gives you pure smut, like a whiplash. The kind of smut that is filthy and dirty like it gives you whiplash (in my humble opinion it should be filthy and/or dirty, if not then ur not doing it right or ur not receiving it right, ahem ahem).

How Namjoon was thinking of his cute bestfriend & the next thinking about her lips wrapped around something else, lol. Or that paragraph about Namjoon being in sandpit and math but then next to a lot HARDER stuff! Whew! Straight A student Namjoon with perfect GPA  then next to going down on her. Namjoon thinking of their sweet future together while jointly filing taxes then wham! OC hollowing her cheeks. 🥵🥵🥵 i think i went to hell just for reading those sweet lines back to back with the smut, i was wrecked honestly!!! 💜💜💜😘😘😘

Pop My Cherry: KNJ smut fluff crack

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paring:  best friend!namjoon x best friend! Female reader.

genre: CRACK, SMUT, FLUFF. ━ ・idiot best friends to lovers ━  

word count: 8k  

Summary: You need Namjoon to do this with you: be your first. You just don’t know that he wants so much more. 

Warnings: Male masturbation, breastplay, oral {m-f receiving}, virgin sex, softest, fluffiest vanilla, emotional, m-f penetrative smut. One teeny mention of pegging. NSFW. Explicit. 🔥🔥🔥

Read the prologue here

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POP MY CHERRY

Are you sure?” he asks, disbelief written all over his face.

“I’m sure. Want you to be my first,” you say, the certainty in your voice belies the little tinge of nervousness thrumming in your veins. You’ve thought about it for some time now, and you realize that you want no one else but your best friend to do the deed.

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