It's A GOOD THING I'm Not An Emotional Eater Ha Ha... That Would REALLY Suck Ha Ha...

How living with BPD be like :

𝜗𝜚 — i promise i'm cool, you guys.

Stop cutting yourself pls! It’s not pretty nor aesthetic -_-

You are gonna regret it later, as I myself did. Now I have to see what my dumbass teenage self did every day and I hate that.

I have to answer why I have those scars every time I meet a new person and honestly I feel ashamed.

It is not a pretty look to have those damn stupid scars as an adult. They are gonna think less about you and nothing you do is gonna change how they gonna perceive you as a person.

I just don’t want any other person feel the same way I did and I still do.

you’re not hungry. you’re bored. you keep opening the fridge hoping something new will appear but nothing. you deserve nothing.

People are crazy and I am gonna leave it at that!

I don’t need a normal appearance.

I don’t need a standard weight.

I don’t need an ideal physique.

I need to look sick and dead.

I need to be underweight.

I need to be skin and bones.

I‘m stuck at my lw. I have barely eaten anything for the past 3 days and even if I did I p/urged all of it. I don’t know what to do anymore. Please give me some tips :))

Sadly my depression era was not successful enough.

Now I can’t even k!ll myself.

Ana is my best friend. She makes me feel in control, like I’m finally mastering my body. It’s the one thing I can rely on.