To Have A Body That Is Magical.

Ana is my best friend. She makes me feel in control, like I’m finally mastering my body. It’s the one thing I can rely on.

Today wasn’t very anorexic of me.

This is my last account, which got banned:((

Any of my moots if you see this pls follow my new account <3

Im looking for @na and/or mia moots:)))

If you see this pls reblog ^^

I want a gf/bf that also has 4n4 and we could star/ve together 🥰✨

The way I see my posts on my feed !! 😭 it’s kind of cringe ngl

My intention was never to shame anyone or call them stupid or disgusting. I understand that people can’t simply stop this behavior as it is a coping mechanism. The only thing I was hoping for and still hoping for is to stop someone, who is not deeply in this situation. I would want them to know they are not alone and simply say the affects it might have in their future by sharing my personal experience. If someone who did go through the same experience has told me this before maybe I would have stopped sooner. Even after posting I have seen many others express the same thing as they have also been treated differently in their lives.

I don’t want to disregard anyones experience and feelings since I will probably never know what others are going through, but even if this makes someone to rethink their behavior it would still be a step in a good direction.

Apology if this came across arrogant or insensitive it was never my intention. :))

Stop cutting yourself pls! It’s not pretty nor aesthetic -_-

You are gonna regret it later, as I myself did. Now I have to see what my dumbass teenage self did every day and I hate that.

I have to answer why I have those scars every time I meet a new person and honestly I feel ashamed.

It is not a pretty look to have those damn stupid scars as an adult. They are gonna think less about you and nothing you do is gonna change how they gonna perceive you as a person.

I just don’t want any other person feel the same way I did and I still do.

Is it really difficult for skinny people to gain weight? I want to get to that level so badly.

“1200 c4ls is NOT enough, what are u, a child?”

Whenever I watch people from body positivity movement, it just makes me not wanna eat. Is that weird?

I don’t understand how they can be happy with how they look and just eat more and more. I mean I‘m happy that they are happy, but I just don’t get it and don’t want to be like that.