Rockyroadsblog - Snoop

No hesitation I choose infertility. I wanted to not have a period since I got it .

I am constantly haunted by the fear of making myself infertile. Dont know what I would choose between my children and my dream body xx

“i can’t wait to move out when i’m an adult!”

how my fridge is gonna look

I don’t have a problem with people seeing my posts and I highly encourage them unfollow and block my account if one : they are getting harmed by seeing them and two : if they interpret it the wrong way ( the way it had not been intended). I was only calling myself dumb and I don’t even know you nor have I seen your scars to even want to judge you for them and since you took this so personally you may want to think more about what the real issue is that caused your reaction and feeling like you are being attacked rather than just ignoring it since it seems irrelevant for you what my post had to say.

Stop cutting yourself pls! It’s not pretty nor aesthetic -_-

You are gonna regret it later, as I myself did. Now I have to see what my dumbass teenage self did every day and I hate that.

I have to answer why I have those scars every time I meet a new person and honestly I feel ashamed.

It is not a pretty look to have those damn stupid scars as an adult. They are gonna think less about you and nothing you do is gonna change how they gonna perceive you as a person.

I just don’t want any other person feel the same way I did and I still do.

Do you really want to eat all that?🪽

Bonespø in my camera roll

any tips for those days when u can't sh!t? it's been 3 days 😔😔😔

Heyyy!

Drink plenty water and try to go for a walk or you could do some yoga (some yoga practices and poses are specifically designed for constipation and help with bowel movements ;))

I do this but you may not wanna try this one. I‘m lactose intolerant, so I drink a glass of milk or oatmeal with cow milk and it helps a lot. Other than that I guess you could use laxative, but I personally haven’t tried it. <33

I‘m sorry, but the fact simply is that society judges people for having mental problems and I am also victim of it. Do you want me to lie about that? Maybe then just the peopleI meet are all assholes and maybe I can have a opinion about my own scars and how stupid I was as a teen.

I never called anyone stupid or ugly other than myself . Pls stop putting words in my mouth.

At the end of the day I am nobodies parents and nobodies therapist and I can’t make decisions for people. As your blogs encourage sh I am discouraging it and just showing my reality and aftermath of my actions.

Pls block if you don’t want to see someone else’s opinion or thoughts rather than yourself and what pleases you. Nobody has forced you to be here!

Stop cutting yourself pls! It’s not pretty nor aesthetic -_-

You are gonna regret it later, as I myself did. Now I have to see what my dumbass teenage self did every day and I hate that.

I have to answer why I have those scars every time I meet a new person and honestly I feel ashamed.

It is not a pretty look to have those damn stupid scars as an adult. They are gonna think less about you and nothing you do is gonna change how they gonna perceive you as a person.

I just don’t want any other person feel the same way I did and I still do.

I love that people here hate me! I feel special :))

I’m so tired of fake smiles and happiness. Plastic emotions and friendliness, when in fact I am so empty inside.

I’m tired of saying I’m fine, when I haven’t felt fine in such a long time. I hate to lie, but what I hate more is, being a pussy and being that one depressing friend or family member. And I hate, that I am such a people pleaser, always trying to make everyone happy except myself.

I despise myself and I am for once fine with that, but I just want to be left alone while I do that.

Honestly I‘m at the point in my life, that I know I don’t even deserve food cause I’m a lost cause. I don’t really add anything valuable to this world and I don’t want to waste food, time, energy and resources, when probably someone else could use them and add actual value to the world.