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Touch [Rottmnt Donnie]

Now, we all know Donnie isn’t one that shows affection very much. He doesn’t do hugs or hand holding. He’s curled into himself. Very often will he be seen in big hugs or being touched. But what if that was different with you? 

Warning! Some making out and touching

Rottmt! Donnie x Blind! Reader 

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Being blind wasn’t as bad as you think. Growing up with it, you learn how to use your other senses to sense things around you. Smell, hearing and touch.

Touch was the the feeling you used more than anything. Using touch, you were able to fell what everything was. Your sense of touch, was your sight. Though, the one thing that does suck, is that you can’t watch movie. But you always ask yourself, would it be better to see, but not hear, then to hear and not see? 

You always chose the latter.

Besides, you knew one person who liked it. Donnie. He’s been your friend for a few years now. You had met the turtle when he saved you from a sliding truck, which would have completely crushed you, had he not swooped down and grabbed you, rolling out of the way. When he had saved you, he thought you saw him, but when you reached out and grabbed his arm, eyes not even looking at him, he realized you were blind. 

He doesn’t want to sound rude, but he laughed. he was, in a way grateful. Not everyone was like April, accepting and kind. 

“You know, I could probably find a way for you to see.” 

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Yooo love your stuff! Could I ask for a fem!reader/bay!Mikey one shot with the prompt “I want you, all of you and not just half heartedly, wholly. And maybe that’s selfish, but I don’t care” can it be one of those ‘we almost died’ moments where you confess your love lol and maybe if it’s cool can it end a little nsfw

Ooo! I gotchu! I so got this. I’m so excited, I'm getting asks for TMNT prompts, and that makes me so happy! And thank you so much babes 😘 I'm happy that people love my writing (even if I feel insecure about it). Here go! One Mikey x Reader, coming up (I also hope you don’t mind, but I kind of changed it up a little bit)! With some little spice spice at the end! Hope you enjoy Anon! 🐢🧡

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Selfish Love (Bayverse Mikey)

Summary: After being involved with a bombing attack, you have been bed ridden for the next couple of weeks. And Mikey has been putting aside his duties as the protector of New York to help you. 

Warnings! Some NSFW at the end

Bayverse! Mikey x Wounded! Female Reader 

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You didn’t know what happened that day. You had just be minding your own business, going about your day with no care in the world. Then it happened. Out of know here, huge explosions were going on around you. People began screaming in terror as the Museum you were in began to collapse. 

You had blacked out after that. 

When you flicked your eyes open, you saw the ceiling of Mikey’s room. You didn’t understand. Why were you in Mikey’s room? What happened? 

Turns out, there had been a bombing at the Museum you were at. A couple of terrorists or Foot Clan soldiers, it was unknown. But it had been a devastating attack on New York and it’s people. Over 100 people had been injured and 78 are dead, and some people are still missing. You were grateful to be alive, but you sent your prayers to those families who lost their loved ones. 

“Be careful angelcakes.” Mikey rushed to your side, once again, for the sixth time today, to grip you arm as you slowly stood up from the couch. You tried not to sigh in annoyance he held you hand in his one big hand.  

You had been crushing hard on Mikey since the day you met him. He had crashed onto your firescape, literally. Right in the middle of you painting. He had stared at you, and you at him, before he pointed out he liked your painting. No one had ever told you they liked your art, except for him. And your parents, but they didn’t count. They always supported your work. 

“Mikey, I’m fine. Really.” You huffed as he helped you to the kitchen. You could see the worry shining in his eyes, that made your heart melt a little bit. You couldn’t get frustrated or mad at him for wanting to help you around the lair. 

“I know.” He muttered and sat you down at the counter. You squeezed your eyes closed as you moved, trying your best to hiss in pain. After the bombing, you had been trapped under some rubble, legs pinned, almost crushed even. Donnie told you that you were lucky no nerves were damaged, so you could still walk. Basically you were close to death and survived.

"Can you just....help me go lay down. I'm exhausted." You muttered to him eyes downcast at the table. Biting his lip he nodded and gently grabbed your arm, placing it around his shoulders and helping you up. The bois had been kind enough to set up a bed in the lair for you. It was a mattress with a bunch of pillows and blankets. It wasn't your apartment, but it was cozy and very thoughtful.

Mikey hesitantly placed his hand on your waist and walked slowly with you to your room, being careful not to rush you or jolt you to much. Your right leg was in a heavy cast, the same with your arm. Bandages were wrapped around every inch of your body with gauze and all sorts of herbs and ointments Donnie managed to get his hands on. Yeah, you were that beat up.

Walking into the small room, Mikey carefully lowered you do, worry in his baby blue eyes. Grunting, you got comfortable and relaxed, sighing as your body sunk into the mattress and all the pillows and blankets surrounding you like a nest.

"Get some rest. I'll wake you up when it's dinner time." Mikey muttered, putting a glass of water and the pain meds bottle on the little stand next to the mattress. You nodded, giving out a small yawn and you began to close your eyes. But, beneath your heavy eyes, you watched as he turned up and left, a heavy feeling sinking onto your heart. You so badly wanted to confess your love to the orange clad turtle, but...you didn't think he saw you in that way. Not the way you did.

Turning your head into the pillow, you didn't bother to wipe away the small tear that fell down your cheek and into the pillow.

*le timeskip*

"Y/N. Y/N, wake up."

You muttered, opening your eyes slowly as a brief ray of light moved into your room from the open door. Outside, you could hear the talking and laughing of the other brothers mixed in with April and Casey's voices. Mikey kneeled above you, hand on your shoulder, nudging you awake.

"What is it Mikey?" You yawned, starting up at him with groggy eyes. He bit his lip nervously, which you watched, before looking into his eyes.

"Uh, dinner is here babes. Pizza. Pepperoni and bacon, and a 5 cheese." He said with a smile, eyes beaming. You wanted to feel as excited as him. You really did. But you couldn't. Your anxiety and sadness seemed to be sapping away your energy.

"I'm not hungry Mikey." You muttered and turned onto your side slowly, back facing him. You could practically feel his smile dropping and being replaced with a frown at your words.

"But....baby. You haven't been eating a whole bunch in the last couple of days." He tried to reason with you, watching as you curled up and moved the blanket over your shoulder. With your back facing him he cousin set the silent teats that trailed down your cheeks like a river.

"I'm just....not hungry." You sniffled, trying to wipe away the tears slowly so he didn't see them. But he knew something was wrong. How, because 1) he could smell the saltiness of your tears and 2) you never acted like this, especially on bad days.

"Angelcakes, what's wrong?" He asked and moved around you, sitting down in front of you, concern in his voice. Hearing his concern, his worry, it just dug a deeper hole into your heart. It hurt so bad. He didn't realize how much he meant to you, how much you loved him, and it broke your heart.

"N-nothings wrong Mikey." You closed your eyes, trying to control your breathing. But Mikey saw past you, he always did. Gently, he pulled the covers off you and pulled up up so you were sitting in front of you. You wiped away your tears as last as you could so he didn't see them.

"I know something is wrong, because your crying and you always get excited over pizza. Almost just as much ad me." He said, tapping his chest. He always found ways to make you smile. "And I don't like seeing you cry. Come on, you can talk to me. Mikey is a judge free person."

You smiled into your palm, but it didn't quite yet reach your eyes. Now, now was a perfect time to confess your love for him. It was better to be rejected, than to continue living on knowing that he didn't feel tha same way about you like you did him.

"I..." You took in a deep breath and looked at him, seeing the smile and encouragement in his eyes. "I just....this is hard. I....love you Mikey. I love you so damn much. And it hurts me, kneeing that you most likely don't feel the same way about me. You are constantly in my head. Everyday damn damn for seven days a week, 24 hours a day. And that's only half, of you, just half. I want you, all of you and not just half heartedly, wholly. And maybe that's selfish, but I don't care. And I can't...I can't live like this." You confessed to him finally.

You started down at your lap, your half bandaged fingers running over the homemade knitted blanket Raph made for the a couple of weeks ago. You could feel Mikey starring at you, but you didn't dare look up to see his reaction. Could you be able to face it? You probably could. Would it break your heart? Yeah. But could your poor heart handle it? No. Definitely not.

"You....love me?" Mikey's voice came out as a soft whisper. Biting your lip, you nodded silently. He shifted a bit and the stress dipped beside you, telling you that he moved to sit next to you. "Oh man, and here I thought I had to be the one to confess first."

"What?" You looked at him in confusion, wondering on what he meant. But he was smiling at you, relief and joy in his eyes.

"Y/N, I love you to. I have the moment I see you painting on the firescape. You smiled at me, bot even fazed and showed me more of your work. I was hooked girl." He confessed to you with a sheepish chuckle. You couldn't believe it.

"You....love me to?" You pointed to yourself in shock. Laughing, he gently picked you up and settled you on his lap, eyes sparkling in joy.

"Of course I do. And, I want you to, not half, but fully. I don't care if it's selfish or not. I want you." He said, hands softly gripping your waist.

You processed his words, think over them. He loved you. He loved you just as much as you loved him. Words wouldn't even begin to express how happy you were. So, you simply showed him.

Grabbing his cheeks in your hands, you smashed your lips to his, stunning him for a moment, before he began to respond. Closing his eyes, he kissed you back hands running up and down time waist softly. He bit your bottom lip softly, asking for permission, which you granted him. Not breaking away from the kiss you managed to turn into his lap so your legs were on both sides of his knees and your arms could wrap around his neck, pulling him closer.

But you yelped in pain when he pressed a little to hard against one of your ribs. He froze and quickly withdrew from you, worry in his eyes as you grinded your teeth in pain.

Moaning softly, Mikey broke away from the kiss, trailing his lips over your jaw and to your neck, placing soft kisses on your flesh. Your eyes closed in pleasure, hips begging to slowly rock down against his, drawing a soft groan from him. One large hand moved from your waist and to your hips, below slipping under your shirt, moving over your belly and up to your chest. His other hand moved to the front of your bottom and slowly, slid his hand down, fingers pressing into your hip bone, and the inside of your thighs.

Heat flushed over your cheeks and body at having him this close to your core. A place you only imagined him at. You could only imagine the pleasure Mikey could grant you, but actually having him here, willing to give it to you was like a dream come true.

"Ah, shit, are you alright baby? I didn't hurt you did I?" He asked, worry in his voice as he removed his hands from their position and ran them over your hair and cheeks, making you smile.

"I'm fine Mikey. You just hit a tender spot." You smiled at him, cuffing his cheek. He breathed out a sigh of relief and straightened your shirt out, face flushing red.

"It's okay, promise. But, will you lay down with me? I don't wanna get up, and I don't wanna eat." You muttered, slowly getting off his lap so you could lay down on your side.

"Anything for you baby." He smiled and laid down beside you, his face facing yours. Moving the blanket over you both, he curled hid arks around you, pulling you close. You signed softly in content, your worries gone and heart feeling lighter than ever. Together, you both fell asleep, not caring that you missed dinner that night.

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I fucked up bad! I published to early, and I know I made mistakes and I don't wanna delete it! Ahhh! Anon, if you are seeing this, I'm so sorry! I'll be going over it tomorrow and making many corrections and fixing some things up to make it better! Please forgive me! 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼(word of advice, don't do this when your super tired and it's midnight, unless you wanna make the mistake I made tonight)

The rottmnt movie was so sick and twisted how am I supposed to show my face in public after that

some au doodlies, from over the past couple of weeks, while I tried to feel out the reader designs

can you tell that I particularly like ht!reader?

A helping hand

Niragi Suguru x Reader

Summary: Niragi wasn´t at his best moment at high school. Life was unfair with him. But you noticed him. He caught your eye. What happened between you and Niragi was much more than he could ever have imagined in his wildest dreams.

Warnings: soft Niragi, mentions of bullying, violence, smut, fluff and angst (all-in-one because why not), loss of virginity, Niragi being so fucking adorable.

Author´s note: Soooo it´s my first time posting here but I needed to write Niragi´s first time and I know you needed to read it too. English is not my first language so I apologize for any possible mistakes. I really hope you like it. Love u all <3

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Day after day, he was always alone; always in the same chair doing the same things. Exactly two hours after his arrival, he packed up his books and left for fifteen minutes before coming back with a coffee. He seemed to be pretty strict with his routine. Maybe you were a bit gossip because you had spent the last few days observing him until you learnt his schedule too. But what could you do? Studying was too boring; you needed a distraction. And he looked like an interesting one.

So that day, when he left the public library, you decided to follow him. You thought he might be going to a coffee shop, but he just was at the vending machine in the hallway.

"Hello there", you said. The boy turned back, but he looked side to side before paying attention directly to you.

"Are you talking to me?", he asked, puzzled.

"There´s no one else here except you", you answered. "Why do you carry your backpack with you just to take a break in the hallway?"

"I don´t want anyone to… steal my books"

"Cute. Are you a high-school student?", you smiled before asking, but he seemed embarrassed and confused. Anyway, he nodded. "And why don´t you study in your own school?"

"I prefer to be here. Is there any problem?"

"No, of course not. I was just curious", you said. "Do you mind if a sit next to you? I can´t concentrate by my own and you are always studying harder. Maybe I can learn something from you"

"It´s fine, I suppose"

He tried to smile, but it was more like an awkward grimace.

"I´m Y/N, by the way"

"Nice to meet you, Y/N. I´m Niragi"

"It´s my pleasure, Niragi"

Since that day, you changed your favourite desk in the public library to be in the same as Niragi. Most of the time you were just sitting there in completely silence, concentrated in your own notes. He was shy and everyday took him like half hour to get used to your presence. Either social skills were not his thing, or he was not used to interacting with girls.

In the coffee breaks were when you took advantage to know more about him. He was a high school senior and wanted to get good marks so he could go to the university the following year. This was your first year at the university, so you told him all about how your experience was. People, teachers, classes, environment… it was pretty different in comparison with high school, and he seemed hopeful at your description.

Ultimately, study with Niragi was nice. You found yourself thinking that you even felt like going to the library every afternoon, far from the laziness you felt before. But everything changed the day you saw a bruised on his cheekbone. You noticed he didn´t want to look at you at all since you were sitting in front of him and you assumed that was the reason.

After nearly fifteen minutes of hesitation about what you should do, you grabbed him by the chin and forced his face upwards. He also had traces of dried blood next to his nose.

"What happened to you?"

"It´s nothing", he answered trying to hide behind his own hair.

"It doesn´t look like nothing"

He slapped your hand away from his chin and lowered his face again. It was strange because he has never before been so rude. And before you could say anything, he grabbed his backpack and his books and ran away. You went after him without hesitation after quickly gathering your things too.

"Hey, Niragi!", you called out in the hallway getting him to stop. He had no way of escape. "I didn´t want to bother you"

"I´m sorry. It´s my fault", he apologized, turning slowly towards you with his gaze fixed on his feet and his hands clenched into fists.

"No, it´s not", you answered a bit concerned. Anyway, you tried to sound calm. "Has anyone done this to you? Maybe a classmate?"

"No. It´s nothing", he insisted, but you noticed his weeping eyes. You were pretty sure that you spot on. So carefully, you took his hand between yours to get his attention.

"I know that we have fifteen minutes to get a coffee, but I think that, only for today, we should take a longer break"

"I-I´m not sure"

You smiled cheerfully.

"Trust me"

Niragi followed you tamely, but after ten minutes walking down the street, he started to get nervous. Even more when you entered in an apartment building.

"Where are we going?", he asked to you, but you waited to answer until you were in front of your door.

"To my house", you said while you opened it. "It´s not too much, but I can´t afford any more"

"Do you live on your own?"

"Getting a job while you are at college is not much fun, but it´s better than live with my father, that´s for sure", you explained briefly. "C´mon in. I don´t bite"

However, Niragi was suspicious. While you entered in the kitchen, he sat down in the sofa frowned. It was pretty obvious how uncomfortable he was.

"Why did you bring me here?", he asked you suspicious. "I-I shouldn’t be here. Maybe I´d better leave"

When you returned to the living room, you did so with a packet of frozen vegetables in your hand and interrupted his words.

"I don´t have ice, but it will work too", you sat down next to him and pointed to his bruised. "It seems recent, so cold will help. May I?"

Niragi opened his eyes in surprise, realising that you were trying to lend him a hand. He didn´t seem to be used to having someone help him. And in a way, it was enough to calm him down a bit.

"Don´t worry. I can do it myself"

"It´s ok. I want to do it for you"

He smiled slightly and finally nodded. You remained silence for a few minutes to make him feel comfy while you took care of his bruise carefully. However, you needed to know what really had happened to him.

"So… do you have any problems at high school?", you asked him prudently, but Niragi was still reluctant to speak. "Stay quiet only helps bullies. It´s not beneficial to you"

"I-It´s nothing new. And I can´t do anything. I tried once, but it only got worse", Niragi mumbled. "I am only a few months away from graduation, I can bear it until then"

In that kind of situations, people used to say that you should talk with a teacher or an adult, but it is easier said than done. And as much as you would like to do something about it, you couldn’t force him to do something he didn´t want to.

"Is there anything I can do to help you?"

"I don´t want to be a nuisance, although, well, I am being one already", he muttered. As nervous as he still was, he dared to look you in the eyes. "Why are you so nice to me?"

"Because you are a nice guy, Niragi", you pointed out, setting aside the packet of frozen vegetables.

"We hardly know each other"

"Yeah, actually I know so little about you because you barely talk about yourself, and yet, I´m sure you deserve much better than this"

Your words were enough to make him blush. Damn, he was adorable. You liked his shyness and how easily he got nervous with little things. But he also was clever and pretty interesting if you give him the opportunity to get comfortable enough to talk openly. High school students weren´t really your type, but Niragi could be the exception.

When you put your hand up to his face, caressing his cheek softly, he seemed confused.

"Have you ever kissed a girl?"

"W-What?", Niragi stammered as he shrugged his shoulders. "W-why do you want to know that?"

"Because I want to kiss you. If you want it too, of course."

He looked even more flustered than usual but, at least, he didn´t turn away from your touch.

"You don´t have to do that out of pity"

"It´s not like that", you assured him. "I do want to kiss you"

"But why would you do that?"

"Because I see you, Niragi. I really see you. And I like all what I see"

"I don´t… understand"

"Maybe one day you will"

You approached a bit more until there were only a few inches between your lips. And still caressing his cheek and his hair, you finally kissed him very softly. His mouth didn’t answer at first, but when you started moving your own lips, he did his best to follow your pace. It was obvious it was his first kiss because of his clumsiness, but you were glad to be his teacher. The only thing you wanted was to give him an excellent first kiss. And when you thought it was enough for the first time, you broke the kiss, putting some distance between both. Niragi kept his eyes closed for a few more seconds before opening them again. You couldn´t help but smiled as you saw Niragi blinking repeatedly, still muddled.

"Was it good?"

"Yeah, I guess. No, I mean, of course", he responded helter-skelter, making you laugh.

"See? You are incredibly sweet"

This time, Niragi laughed too. And your heart beat faster when you see an special shine in his eyes. At that very moment, you realized how much you loved seeing that boy happy. He was so beautiful. And you wanted to protect his kind soul.

"Can we do it again? I know I can do better"

"I will gladly repeat. As many times as you want"

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By the time you closed the door of your apartment, Niragi had already left his backpack on the floor and was waiting for you to come closer to him.

"Seems like somebody is a bit eager"

"I´m sorry", he said, losing some of the self-confidence he displayed moments before. "I just…"

"I was just teasing you, Niragi"

You walked towards him and stood on tiptoe to get to his lips, wrapping your arms around his neck. He simply places his hands gently on your waist and followed you to the couch. Niragi plopped down on the sofa and you straddle him. Since your first kiss, you decided to pick up Niragi everyday at the entrance of the library and walked together to your flat instead of staying there. You studied too but also had free time for you. You had started to think that Niragi was trying to become a total expert in kissing.

"Has been a good day at school?"

"Yeah, cool. Better now I´m here"

"I´m talking seriously, Niragi", you insisted, placing your hands on his chest to be able to look at him. "I want to be sure that you are alright"

"I know. And I appreciate it. But everything´s fine, Y/N"

"Well, I´m gonna try to believe you"

You continued kissing each other for a few. Your tongues were tangled and your saliva mixed. Niragi was a quick learner. When you bit his lower lip, he dug his fingers into your hips unconsciously.

"Do you want… more?"

"What do you mean?", he asked you in return, slightly frowned.

"I´m pretty sure you know what I mean. I can feel the bulge in your pants"

His face suddenly flushed and his hands left your body. Niragi even tried to push you into the sofa, embarrassed, but you reminded on top of him.

"I-I´m sorry. I-I didn´t want to make you feel uncomfortable"

"There´s nothing to be ashamed of. Actually, I would be offended if your body didn´t react in this way", you joked but Niragi was still amazed. "And if you want it, I´m ready to move to the next level"

"I don´t know if I´m… I mean, I don´t know what to do"

"I know you are unexperienced, Niragi, but it´s not a problem for me. I can guide you", you assured to him. "However, you have to be sure that you really want to do it"

"I want to do it, I guess"

"You guess?", you repeated after him. Niragi was so insecure that he could start trembling at any time, so you decided to lend him a helping hand. "We can go ahead and, if you regret it or feel uncomfortable, we can stop whenever you want"

Niragi hesitated for a few seconds before nodding almost imperceptibly.

"Yeah, good. I like how it sounds", he said in a tone of voice so low that it was difficult to hear.

You started kissing him again slowly to restore his confidence, but this time, it didn´t take you long until you moved your lips to his neck. You felt honoured to hear his low moans as you kissed that sensitive part of his body and guided his hands to your hips again. 

"Can I unbutton your shirt?", you asked him gently.

"Yes, it´s fine"

You did it one by one, and when it was done, you left his neck to take care of his bared chest. It was pretty sad to discover some bruises there too. Niragi tensed up as he noticed your gaze on them.

"There are not recent", he promised you in a hurry. Instead of answering, you took off your own shirt and showed him the scar near your shoulder.

"This is from the last day I saw my father", you explained to his visibly puzzled grimace. "I used to have some bruises too, but they will disappear and, eventually, you will heal. People who hurt you can´t control your life. You have so many wonderful things to live, Niragi. And those assholes can´t destroy you"

Words were not coming out of his mouth. He was completely focused on your scar. And without doubting, he came up to kiss it gently. You gasped and entangled your fingers in his hair, letting him freedom to continue kissing your skin and your neck. He was trying to copy what you have done on him before. God, you wanted to go step by step, but you also needed him so bad.

"Should we go to my bedroom?"

"Yeah, I would like that"

In the living room, Niragi was more secure about it than he was when he saw the bed in front of him. He even gulped nervously, so you take his hand gently and guided him to sit on one side of the bed. You stayed upright caressing his hair.

"Are you alright?"

"Yes"

"Do you want me to stop? We don’t have to rush things"

"No. I´m sure. I want to do it", he nodded. "I want to do it with you, Y/N"

"Okay then"

You took off his shirt and caressed his chest, arms and back. The tingling of your fingertips gave him goose bumps. All these sensations were completely new to him.

Then, you got on your knees and put your hands on his trousers. Before getting rid of them, you gave him a glance waiting to his consent. And Niragi nodded again. Once done, you got back on your feet and guided his fingers to your own pants, encouraging him to do something besides staring at you. And with just your underwear, he lay back as you climbed in top of him.

"Don’t look at me like I scare you"

"You don´t", he assured you. "I´m just nervous. I don’t want to disappoint you"

"Get that idea out of your head because there is no way you can disappoint me. If I see you are enjoying it, I´m going to do it too"

You both kissed for a while as your hands explored each other’s body. Niragi was so shy at first but ended grabbing your breast firmly. His breathing got heavier in the moment you stroked his crotch. You got rid of your underwear and continued moving your hand up and down his length a few times. He already was completely hard and pre-cum was shining in his tip.

"How could you keep this secret away from me?"

"What are you talking about?", he asked to you but got puzzled by your naughty smile.

"I´m talking about what you hid under your pants. You are huge"

And immediately, Niragi was blush again. A pride and subtle smile appeared on his face even so. Maybe it was the first time you saw him being proud of something about himself. After the sex, you might teach him what else he should be proud of besides his dick.

"Are you meaning it?"

"Yeah, I´m just telling you the truth", you said. And when you rubbed his tip against your wetness, Niragi moaned. It was time. "Are you ready? For sure?"

"Yes, I am"

"Can you see right without your glasses?"

"Yes, for sure. I forgot about them", he said before taking them off and leaving them on the night table.

"And do you want to switch positions or something?"

"I´m good here", he answered. "And you look so pretty up there"

You smiled tenderly.

"You are the sweetest boy I ever met, Niragi"

You kissed him one more time before burring yourself in his length inch by inch. Niragi opened his mouth widely as he chocked a moan in his throat. Feeling himself completely inside of you was much more than what he could afford; the sensation was more amazing than he could have ever imagined. That´s why you gave him a few seconds to recover.

"Are you alright?"

"I have never been better"

"I´m glad to hear that"

You started moving your hips up and down slowly. His sonorous moans were music to your ears. And as you speeded up the pace, you ended moaning too. You had wanted this since your first kiss and it was so pleasant it finally happened. His hands clung to your thighs at the same time you descended to taste his lips again. Niragi barely could kiss you back, but he did his best. Nevertheless, after a few minutes, you felt his muscles tightening. You knew what that meant.

"I-I think… I am…", he scarcely could talk.

"I know. And it´s okay. I really want to see you cumming, babe"

You caressed his hair and his chest as you quickened your pace as much as you could. Niragi looked directly to your eyes, the pleasure burning in his sight and his moans filling the room. God, he was even cuter when he was such a mess.

"I love you, Y/N", he confessed in a gasp. "Damn, I…"

A louder moan prevented him from continuing to speak. As he cum, you stopped the movement of your hips gradually. And shortly afterwards, you moved from the top of Niragi to lay back in the bed next to him. You still caressed his chest with your fingertips, smiling as you observe his desperate attempts to catching his breath.

"Was it good?"

"Was even better. Better than anything", he answered, slowly turning his face to you with an exhausted smile. However, it didn't take long for him to change it to a worried grimace. "I have finished too fast, right?"

"It´s your first time. It´s normal"

"I´m sorry"

"Don’t apologize, dumbass", you refuted. "It has been great. I promise. And practice makes perfect"

You hugged him by the waist and left a warm kiss in his shoulder.

"So… that means we can repeat it some time?", he asked paused.

"I would like to. But you have had enough for today", you concluded before sitting up in the bed.  Instantly you opened your arms and nodded your head at him, telling him without words to come closer to you. "Sex is amazing but cuddle after sex is stunning too"

Although a bit reluctant, Niragi decided to accept your offer and put his head over your bared chest. His arms slowly moved until he was hugged to your body and, a pair of minutes later, Niragi took a big breath of air and let it out slowly. You continued caressing his hair and his back, hoping he didn´t fall asleep.

"You were right. It feels good too", he mumbled.

"I know, baby"

His hands clutched at your body with need, as if he never want to let you go again.

"You are the best thing in my life, Y/N. No one has ever cared about me as much as you do"

"Is that why you said that you loved me before?"

Niragi gulped on account of your words. Probably he was trying to make like if that never happened, but it did.

"I´m sorry"

"Stop apologizing"

"But I have to. It has been out of place. I was feeling so many things a-and I said it out loud, but I´m sorry"

"I´m not annoyed", you assured. "But I need you to understand that I don´t feel the same. At least not yet. Right now, I love you as a friend; falling in love takes time"

"I get it", he said, but you noticed a slightly disillusionment in is his voice.

"However… it´s also true that you are the only person who has captured my interest in a long time. So, it´s possible that it means something"

Niragi didn´t believe that anyone could ever notice him. He thought that everyone despised him; that he deserved all the hate he got; that he was only a piece of trash. And he believed that all was his fault for being born twisted. But you had proved him wrong; you had shown him the love he never had. And Niragi could never desire more.

"Like you said before… We don´t have to rush things", he murmured tentatively.

"Yeah, I agree"

***

Your day was being a complete disaster. You had a mentoring early at the morning, but it took longer than you expected and you were late for work. As a result, you had left later too and, by the time you arrived to the entrance of the public library, Niragi should have been waiting for you for more than half an hour. As you saw that he wasn´t waiting for you sitting in the stairs, a group of teenagers a few meters away caught your eye.

"So, you were hiding from us, huh?", laughed one of them.

"I told you he was here, guys", said another.

"You don´t want to spend some quality time with us after classes? We always have so much fun, don´t you think, Niragi?"

It took you a few seconds to realize that one of them had Niragi by the shoulders. He was clearly uncomfortable and these five boys should be his classmates; his bullies. They turned down the street into an alleyway and you didn´t hesitate before following them. They were too busy pushing a terrified Niragi against the wall to notice you until you raised your voice.

"Here you are, guys! It´s so nice to finally have the opportunity to meet you"

Five pairs of eyes were on you at once. They looked confused, but Niragi quickly recognised you.

"Y/N, it´s fine. You should go", he made an effort to keep his voice from trembling.

Or he didn´t want you to see what they were going to do to him, or he was afraid that they might do something to you as well.

"Do you know who she is? It´s your girlfriend or something?", asked him one of them, moody. The only thing that stood out about him was his bright yellow t-shirt.

"Huh? How is this freak going to be dating such a beautiful girl?", answered another, walking towards you with a cocky smile in his face. "Is there any problem, sweetie? I can help you with whatever you need"

"So nice to asking", you smiled too. "The truth is that my day has been awful, but I´m so lucky that you are here to make it better"

Before he could say anything, you punched him straight in the nose, making him cry out in pain as the blood began to flow. Suddenly, you kneed him in the crotch and grabbed him by the hair before he could even react.

"I assume that you, dickhead, are the leader of this deplorable gang", you said near his face. "And I am the person you should never have crossed paths with"

"You crazy bitch. I´m gonna…"

You pulled his hair harder, forcing him to shut up.

"What are you gonna do, huh?", you asked, but didn´t obtain any answer. Then you took something out of your pocket and pressed it again that boy´s crotch. His eyes widened, frightened. "Yeah, you are right, it´s a knife. So you should listen to me carefully. If I ever see Niragi again with another bruise, I´m gonna cut your disgusting little dick before you could use it at least once in your entire pathetic life"

You saw the fear reflected in his face. He was terrified. You even thought that he could pee his pants any moment.

"Have you understood what I said?"

"Yes"

"Louder! Have you understood?!"

"Yes! Yes! I promise! I won´t do it again!"

You let him go with a shove moments later. And when you put your sight in the other four kids, they seemed to be petrified.

"The threat goes to all of you", you warned them. "Does anyone have anything else to say?"

Three of them bowed their heads submissively, but the one in the yellow shirt was reluctant yet.

"There are four of us and he is just a girl. We can handle her", he told to his friends, seeking their support.

"Planning to assault a girl in group. So brave, sweetie", you answered smiling tenderly. "Anyways, I´m going to be nice and warn you that, before entering in this alleyway, I have called the police. I told them that five guys were following me down the street and I was so freaking scared. I suppose that, if they catch you, they won´t be as kind as I am being with you"

"You have kicked one of us! And threatened us!", he shouted. "I am the one who is going to report you to the police"

"It´s your word against mine; an innocent pretty little lady vs five good-for-nothing jerks. Are you sure that they are going to believe you?"

"I can´t go to jail. I´m too young", complained one of them.

"Me too. We should run"

"Maybe we can hide before police came here"

"Finally one of you says something coherent", you commented.

Moments later, without even bothering to say goodbye, they started running out of the alleyway, helping is injured leader to run as fast as them.

"Nice to meet you, guys! You were right, it has been a lot of fun with you all!", you shouted, hoping they could still hear you.

Only when you saw them turning the street, you paid attention to the person who had been in the background all this time. You were alone with Niragi, who was looking at you like if he didn´t know you. He seemed unable to process what had just happened.

"Have I gone too far with them?"

"What the… What have you done?", he finally asked bewildered.

"I´m sorry. Maybe I should ask you before doing anything by my own"

"You have threatened them with cutting his…", Niragi couldn't even finish the sentence. "Why do you have a knife?"

"It´s not a knife. It´s a comb. A pocket´s comb", you said, opening and showing it to Niragi. "But that moron was too scared to look at it. And I have sound pretty convincing"

And just like that, after a few seconds of absolute silence, Niragi did something you didn´t expected: he laughed. He laughed so hard he had to lean against the wall. You let him let it all out until, just a few minutes later, he managed to calm himself down.  You've never seen him laugh like this before. And the truth is, it was a bit strange.

"Are you feeling well?"

"Are you kidding me? It has been incredible! I´m feeling more than well", he assured you. "But, what about the police?"

"It was a lie too," you answered. "I knew they would be such cowards"

You went to your house like you supposed to do before the incident happened. Sitting on the sofa with a soda everything seemed better, but Niragi still had too many questions in his mind. He was amazed.

"They were terrified", he smiled, but his gaze soon fell upon you. "I didn´t knew you could be so… I don´t know. I couldn´t imagine you like that"

"Now you know. I guess that´s what happens when life isn´t fair with you. You learn some tricks", you mumbled. "If nobody is there for you, you must become your own saviour. And when you have so much hatred inside, your soul gets dark and rotten. That’s why I wanted to protect you before yours was too broken"

"But I don´t want you to protect me, Y/N. I want to be like you. I don´t want anyone to be able to hurt me again"

Niragi was freaking out; seemed astounded. You have never seen him like that, so full of life. You could see it in his eyes; maybe you were too late to save his kind soul. Maybe it wasn´t so kind since the beginning.

"You have enjoyed it. You didn´t just want them to stop; you wanted to fight back, to make them suffer"

Niragi bowed his head as if he were ashamed of his own thoughts. Or maybe he wasn´t ashamed of his mind at all, he only didn´t want anyone to discover all the dark things that were on it.

"There's no reason for you to lie to me. I had tried to prevent you from seeing that part of me because I didn´t want to lose you. I know I´m not a good person, Niragi, but I have no regrets about the way I am", you confessed. "And back there, in the alleyway, when your classmates left and you were looking at me, I have noticed the bulge in your pants. The situation has turned you on"

Niragi flushed and his knuckles turned white from clenching his fists in his lap.

"I can´t say out loud what´s on my mind. I´m twisted. A disgusting freak"

"Society may reject people like us. People who are so fucked up inside that only want to see the world burn. But you can be genuine with me. No matter what you say or what you do, I will never run away from you. Your dark side doesn´t scare me, Suguru"

Niragi´s eyes were wet. He always had thought that he will always be alone, but he saw a part of himself reflected on you. For the first time in his lifetime, he had been lucky to have your paths cross. And without hesitation, Niragi hugged you vehemently and you hugged him back trying to comfort him.

"Don´t ever leave me, Y/N. Please, don´t go"

"I won´t. I promise"

You felt his tears in your cheek and you held him tighter, but you allowed him to let it all out by crying. Sometimes people only need to have someone by his side; someone to love them no matter what, despite of their shortcomings. And from now on, you were going to be there for Niragi just as he was going to be there for you. Neither of you would ever be alone again.

LONG POST AND A LOT OF READING IM SO SORRY

I tried putting as many of my thoughts as I could but I’m probably missing some things. If I remember or notice anything else, I’ll add onto this post.

Some people found my last post to be helpful so hopefully this one can bring some more insight. These are just all my thoughts and observations and notes in one place so if these are somehow useful, then hey, glad it worked out. Also, I apologize for my bad handwriting and any grammar mistakes in advance. I got like, 4 hours of sleep last night (curse this insomnia). IDK if my terminology makes sense? Like “second line” or “bump.” But I have no idea what else to call them.

!!!!!!ONCE AGAIN THESE ARE JUST MY OBSERVATIONS AND NOTES,,, THIS IS NOTHING OFFICIAL OR ANYTHING!!!!!!

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Till Death Do Us Part [Bayverse Leo]

Alright! I’ve enough of all the love, and fluff and all that type of shit. It’s time, so some sad feels! *evil laughter* Look, I have cravings sometimes to write some super sad, really in the feels shit. And this is that moment. And, FYI, my drafts are getting more and more things in it because I have so many damn ideas, and such little time to write them. Like I think I came up with five different fanfic ideas in the past 3 hours. Anyway, prepare yourself for the ultimate feels. 

Warning! Blood, reader! death, angst and very much sad feels (maybe some ugly crying??)

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“I will always protect you. I promise.” 

Leo had spoken those words to me about a year ago, after the defeat of the Shredder. You had relationships in the past, relationships that for some reason, never turned out good in the end. You got cheated on, they dumped you, or they turned out to be flat out rude and abusive. But that all changed when you met them. 

When you met him. 

Leo. Who wasn’t a human, but a giant, mutant turtle who was a ninja. A damn ninja. He had showed you kindness, despite being a pretty closed off guy when you first met him. He was stern, yet so soft with you. So sweet and compassionate, it was hard not to fall for him. 

You thought it was funny, and pretty sad that you fell in love with a mutant, who showed you more love and care than other humans. 

“Are you sure he’ll come?” 

“I’m sure. They all will.” 

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