I want to be completely honest.
There are going to be people who are better than you.
There will be times when someone is going to get ahead of you
And there will be times when you worked hard, and you didn't achieve it.
And yes, it is fine. Completely fine. You are allowed to be disappointed. You are allowed to be sad. And you are allowed to get pissed.
It's the brutal truth that you may not get what you want all the time. And you should learn to be okay with that.
Kind reminder that a degree will not get up one day and leave you, cheat on you, cut your funds, disrespect you or assault you. A degree will be worth a thousand sleepless nights and rivers of tears, because in the end it does matter more than anything else. A degree will make you an independent and undefeated woman, so stop belittling the importance of education nowadays. Every woman who studies is a woman who is ensuring a greater future for all women.
May 2 & 3
friday
woke up at 11, got ready, went out for lunch and ended up roaming around a bit—reached home kinda late
saturday
spent the day at a water park and it was SO much fun. 10/10 would do again =D
13.05.2025 (tue)
ypt hrs ≈ 4:10 hrs
Lec 2 (left over 40 mins) + lec 3 of current electricity
Lec 3 + lec 4 of electrochemistry
21.04.2024 (mon)
DAY (13/30) OF DOP CHALLENGE
Study hrs ≈ 1:00 hr ish
I've been so inconsistent wthhh. I'm trynna do better tho (˘・_・˘)
Heyy y'all 👀 I'm back !! In the past couple of days, lowkey kinda crashed out and got sick for the second time (like come onnnn it's barely been a month !!) but yeah I'm back (again).
Didn't go to school yesterday so competed all of yesterday's notes (bio+phy+math) there were so much notes like wtf . Obv didn't record my note writing sessions on ypt
Chem vid on the first few topics of electrochemistry cuz I was absent yesterday and so fkrn lost in class today
Math hw (ex.1 of relations & functions)
Got some non study related things done as well :D (also, I'm a prefect now YAAAAY)
All in all, not the most productive of days but a good one :)
Dying from cramps rn lmfao fml
You are smarter than you feel and you know more than you think.
Always while studying or right before an exam i feel like i don't know anything, my thoughts are all jumbled and I can't find a straight answer for a question i ask myself for funsies.
That's ok.
I've come to know that, despite feeling like i don't know anything, i hold all the necessary information. When it counts, when you have a specific problem right in front of you, you will know the answer.
You sometimes just have to trust yourself.
11.03.2025 (Tues)
thought today was monday wth
Went to bed at 2 AM today and still couldn’t finish my chem notes or review the bio lecture (ughhhhh). Also ended up sleeping instead of studying before school, so that’s fun.
Anyways, here’s my to-do list for the day: bet ya can't tell how much I love to-do lists
Rev bio lec
Finish up chem notes (finally) and study it.
Watch lec 2
Live class
Math,chem,eng,bio hw
Manifesting productivity... or at least, survival.
Hope y'all have an amazing day ahead !
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18.03.2025 (mon)
( MAGIC bc I frkn LOVE them 😭 )
Hellloo BEAUTIFUL hoomans ;)
Today was a whole lot of procrastination and barely any productivity :( Did about 3 hours, but around 2 of those were just my live class, and the rest went into writing notes and HW. Not exactly proud of today, but I’ll make up for it tomorrow by working even harder !!
Also, after iftar, I usually feel tired, but today? I was like sooo full and sooooo ded. Like, I couldn't even lie down. Idk why probably because I was stuffing my face with literally everything in sight
Got a chem test on Chemical Kinetics this Thursday, so I need to cover at least half of it tomorrow.
*sigh*
It’s already 1 AM, and I have no idea how I’m gonna function 😭.
Gnnn lovesss
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No nap bc revising took longer than i anticipated 😭. Gonna read the reader b4 my class starts :’)
24.03.2025 (mon)
Hey chattt ;)
The plan for today :
Rev bio lec 1 n 2 + reader
Live lec
Chem lec 4 + notes
Live lec notes + complete Z notes
Complete phy notes cuz I forgot my nb 2 days in a row fml
complete eng notes
Lec 5 ? a lil ambitious but—
Might nap after revising bio till my live lec. If I can, I’ll try not to so I can sleep early—idk. Woke up at 6:30 with ≈4 hours of sleep, but I was weirdly awake and full of energy (which apparently annoyed my friends who got more sleep lol).
Whatever routine I have going rn is working, but idk if I can keep this up when I go back to waking up at 5 AM for school (bus comes at 5:40, ugh). I kinda wanted to make 4 AM wake-ups + 10 PM bedtime a habit, but I legit haven’t followed it for even a day—
Anyways, hope y’all have an amazing day ahead !
MWAHH
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good to see that ur doing well with the productivity challenge :) kind of a bummer that plans with ur family meant u couldn't revise, but I hope u enjoyed them atleast 🫶🫶
I’m honestly past being used to this by now, but yeah, it’s still pretty annoying lol.
That being said, I did have an amazing time!! Took loads of pics and actually wasn’t cooped up and rotting in my room for once =D
Also, your blog >>>> (AHHH)
Hope you and your family are happy and healthyyy <33 (why am i literally quoting olivia rodrigo without meaning to— help me)