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i like to think that it was snowing on the day that dutch saved john from the noose. we gotta stop meeting like this. surrounded by snow and unforgiving cold. the red in their cheeks heightened. red rope burn circling john’s throat. pale death all around them.

deep incredible dreadful anguished johnigail thoughts every single goddamn time i listen to townes

john + dutch + snow = the holy trinity

they grow up so fast

absolutely crazy work for dutch to kill himself so john both doesn’t get to and doesn’t have to kill his father

crying while listening to ethel cain or townes van zandt is just a rite of passage for john marston fans i think

not fucking cool

reblog with a spoiler for your wip with zero context. no context allowed.

“john marston is sooooo i am not a violent dog i don’t know why i bite” SHUT UP!!!!!!!! shut the fuck up he absolutely does know why he bites it’s cuz he fucking LIKES IT he was BRED FOR IT

everything eats and is eaten, time is fed

clocking in at the torturing john marston factory

John dreaming of Arthur during the epilogue and trying his hardest to stay asleep for as long as possible because he can’t deal with the reality that he’s never going to be able to see Arthur in his waking hours ever again and he misses him more than anything and it’s the only way he’s able to hug him and and and

deep deep long dreadful inhale I THINK WE ALL NEED TO TALK ABOUT JOHN’S DEAD MOTHER AND DEAD DAUGHTER MORE !!!!!!!!

please just let me go

I was so scared chapter five begun that I decided to replay rdr1

Every country road holds the memories of those who are no longer with us

the way john whines out dutch’s name in american venom has me in a fucking chokehold like i actually start tweaking the fuck out every time i hear that little break in his voice, throat heavy and itching “dutch… dutch, come on, now!” aauauhhauuhhh im throwing myself off a bridge

My heaaaaaadddddddddddddddddd

and what good will your vanity be when the rapture comes by hanif abdurraqib x john marston

you have got to keep faith

I was not satisfied with this drawing so I repainted it!

🐺🦌

writing vandermarston and googling “dog psychology and training” kinda day

do you know how demonic this is

fair enough!

journal page for johnny too yayy

Wip

“If you desire to be good, begin by believing that you are wicked.”

— Epictetus, Fragments