Chaotic Academia

Chaotic academia

Is not being able to decide what book to read because you want to read them all at once.

It’s keeping a click eraser in your hair for when you mess up but then forgetting it’s there until the end of the day when you go to lie down in bed and it stabs you in the back of the head.

It’s staying at YOUR SPOT in the library at your uni until the workers kick you out at closing and knowing all their names bc this happens all the time.

It’s spending way more than you can afford on used books you can’t help but buy because they’re your comfort, your company.

It’s sitting out in the middle of the street at night and breathing deeply and the feel of the pavement under your hands and the sounds of the darkness and just wanting to stop, to think, to feel something, anything at all because you’re so inexplicably numb and you just want to be still, to be present in that moment

It’s changing your major four five six times and having crises about what you want to do in life and getting pissed because damn it i want to do it all; I want to study chemistry and latin and history and archaeology and paleontology and literature and Celtic history and music because there’s so many incredible things to learn in the world but I just don’t have the time to do all of them so don’t waste a single fucking second doing what you don’t love lest you look back on life with regret

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yup 100 percent i got one whos been around since j was in middle school and finaly last year he clicked into place he is perfect now

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5 years ago

Kylo: Hux, come to my throne room immediately

Hux, presuming that Kylo is alone in his throne room: *bursts in* What’s up, Sugar Tits?

The rest of High Command: what

The Finalizer’s Officers: what

The droids: beeeep beeep

Kylo:

Hux:

Kylo: Not much, Sweet Cheeks.

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Bro id do the same

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3 months ago

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i love doing this havent done so in a while

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3 months ago

Welp, this convinced me. Electricity is officially magic

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i dont make to rules

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1 year ago

Hey Did You Know That All Of These Men Are Beautiful

hey did you know that all of these men are beautiful

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1 year ago

No thoughts, only brucie in a new pretty bathrobe💗😌

but where did it come from? 🤔

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batman dc brucie wayne Oh he would definitely have one of those 'oh dear my husband is dead' robes and you cant convince me otherwise

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9 months ago

why do i see no one talking abt this scene specifically??? its so insanely sexual its not even funny anymore. the “penetration”, wade throwing his head back, WADE ARCHING HIS BACK AND HIS HIPS JERKING UP, the leg over logans shoulder, the way his hands go from abt to push him off to completely dropped, brother was abt to cream his pants jfc

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