How It Feels When Someone Thinks That You Belong A Personality Which You Know You Hate Most?

I have no friends ----> friends do not need to be mentioned always.

My realization need to be changed, it's normal. But sometimes we learn many things suddenly. I can't express my feelings in a sudden though i want to keep a memory of my sudden feeling. From childhood, I never felt the necessity of friends and I was too unsocial to make friends. It's like friends were burden. I was unlucky to get someone who could explain the significance of friendship to me. Even though I tried from my side to be a friend,I felt one day that I am an incapable to be a friend. So, later I thought I have no friends. But the definition differs. Now I think It's not need to mention in front of all that I have a friend that "You are my friend". I realised that friends are not for showing off, friends are not for passing time. Friends are those who tell you that you can. Friends are those who knows your faults but don't leave you. Friends are those who respect your philosophy, don't want to divert you. Friends are those who laugh silently in your success in spite of their hardship. Friends are those who are sent to this world for being your friends. It's not needed to think when friendship grows. Friendship is friendship for its own reason. A friendship can never be fade, never be broken. It can only be strengthened and last long forever.

These sounds are seeming so beautiful in the winter night.

Well, It's the end of my 2020 blog :3 I will start 2021

It’s easy to realize “HSC is coming” after seeing people’s last seen.

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Returning back from a long break.....

I know I discovered myself,

I know I lost my rhythm,

But it teaches me a lot.

Life is not for one thing. When you can not think what you will do after failure, stop thinking.

You will definitely discover "You" in the "present" situation.

Days are fine. Just i can't change my perception.

People are fine. Just I can't escape from dependence.

Goals are fine. Just I can't see my dedication.

Oh! Yaaaa!! Talking with myself and playing around my thoughts are so amazing.

Memories consume like opening the wound

I'm picking me apart again

You all assume

I'm safe here in my room

Unless I try to start again

I don't want to be the one the battles always choose

'Cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for

Or why I have to scream

I don't know why I instigate

And say what I don't mean

I don't know how I got this way

I know it's not alright

So I'm breaking the habit

I'm breaking the habit tonight

Clutching my cure

I tightly lock the door

I try to catch my breath again

I hurt much more than any time before

I have no options left again

I don't want to be the one the battles always choose

'Cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for

Or why I have to…

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