The Hardest Thing Is To Learn Prioritising.

Day 8:

Woke up at 9.30.

And breakfast upto 10.30.

Again i could not concentrate on my study (bcz i could not sleep well last night)

I slept up to 3.

3-4.30 - lunch.

4.30-5.30- badminton.

5.30- 6.30- botany

6-30-7.30- chemistry

8- 10.30- chemistry (not effective)

Now i am sitting :(

চেষ্টাই করলে না, পরাজয় এর মর্ম বুঝবে কি করে? আগে থেকেই হেরে বসে আছো

The chariot the lovers and strength

the chariot: what forces are pulling you in opposite directions?

Actually, I can feel their existence but hardly can recognize them. That’s my weakness. But I may have some ideas depending on my behaviors. A decisive mind can lead an organized life. But lack of enough strength to take decisions promptly may pull me backward. Sometimes, starting work without thinking and not completing it demotivates me. But I believe in Walk slowly, never backward. So, I guess I can deal with those negative forces. the lovers: do you feel alone? are you waiting for perfect harmony in your life? umm.. to one extent YES. To another extent, I am not waiting for someone or any perfect harmony, to be honest. strength: in what ways are you strongest? This question is not still for me. I am in my way. I am not strongest anywhere as relativity exists. 

The thing is-- i am not realising what I am saying and what people are understanding.

So difficult!

“That’s why I can’t understand you because I knew who you are.”

I realized today it's possible to ignore and hate someone.

After a long days.....in roof..

Mind wants rest :)

Like sky .

after a shower..

🎧 Right here waiting for u..

I didn’t

May be you are not fine.

May be you can't express your thought.

It’s normal but Don't give up!

And in those days, present was not good. But past is good.

তোমরা বড় হবে, চড়বে গাড়ি। আর আমি কাটব ঘাস......