I don't know how much of a change is consistent. However, we learn to adapt to it unknowingly. Today is April 1. I was waiting for this day thinking "How do I write seven creatives in Bangla exam that day?" And ya I am writing now at 4 am!
It feels quite thrilling to face a strange challenge, but it is difficult for me to imagine the dire consequences. When people feel a lot of pain, they feel it later. Today, life may seem easy in the face of such a big change, but waiting for the feeling when it itself will seem helpless.
To me, quarantine is not something uncomfortable. I'm accustomed to stay home. So ,maybe I don't understand the change. This time in the house is used in many ways by effective people . I am already inefficient in this regard. So I am more inclined to waste this time. Maybe I'll try but fail.but I do not fear failure.rather I'm afraid of change. I did not think it was so difficult to take responsibility for my life as a follower of the eighteen. I thought the taste of freedom is not too bitter. But alas, living in a house and capturing a strange liberty, I never dreamed it would be so difficult. I don't like the digital age, I'm not that smart. So I do not know if everything becomes normal, can I be normal.I do not know where my world will stand. Those who can still keep themselves normal at this time may be superhuman. However, I do not know why the change always seems awful to only me.
Give me time. I know how to adapt. :)
I opted to search “HSC” in the search bar and an option popped up;
Seeing the 4th option, I, suddenly, remembered the terrible SSC time.
2018:
“Question Leakage Batch of Bangladesh!”
That year, the most amount of columns published in the front page of every newspaper showed the truth: the question was leaked.
Even, government was considering the option of retaking the exam; we were panicked every day to think that we are honest. Do not look at us. My parents were afraid to open social media thinking what if there’s a question paper. I wanted to send my teacher to know the solution of a question through whatsapp after exam, and my mother said, “Hey, if they check your social account!”
Okay, I know this is illogical. But you can not imagine the stress of that time.
2020:
And now we, the batch of 2018, got another new name.
“Autopass batch of Bangladesh”
Yeah, we were the “question leakage batch of Bangladesh” & now we are the “Auto pass batch of Bangladesh”
But my question is -
What have I done to carry these two names throughout my life?
To the point,
I started to believe in "talent". I don't want to judge right or wrong. From now I firmly believe.
: Guy, you yourself make distance. You yourself repent for it. Why these artificial misunderstanding?
: long term effect bro. Everything gonna change. I just wanted you to cope up with change. Sudden change will kill you.
Nah, তিন মিনিটে একটি অংক দেখিয়া উহা মস্তিষ্ক বহর থেকে খুঁজে বের করিয়া খাতায় যথাযথ হিসাব সহ উদগীরণ করতে কতটুকু তপস্যা প্রয়োজন তাহা বুঝইতে পারিয়াছি। না ইহা অতিমানবের কাজ। মস্তিষ্ক কে ধার দিতে পুনঃ পুনঃ নতুন নিয়মের অংক গলধকরণ প্রয়োজন, তাহলেই অতিমানব হয়া যাইবে।নির্বোধ আমি, সমস্যা সমাধানের তুলনায় মুখস্থ করিয়া অনক করাকে অতি সহজ বোধ করিয়াছিলাম। সত্যি বলছি, এ বড় সাহসিকতার কাজ!
salute!
চেষ্টাই করলে না, পরাজয় এর মর্ম বুঝবে কি করে? আগে থেকেই হেরে বসে আছো
Are you a boring person? 🤔
I feel like I had read something once.
(BTW, I bought a hard copy of sophies world :P)
This time, I took a dive in philosophy.
Philosophy - attracts me so much.
Any philosophy studyblr here?
“That’s why I can’t understand you because I knew who you are.”
A physics and philosophy enthusiast. Name: Sulagna Saha
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