I Guess I Want Some Asks.

Myself 1: I got all the maths of conics wrong when i was given to do. I am right now crying.

Myself 2: Remember the day when you did the maths.

Myself 1: Ummm....

Myself 2: Then how do u expect u will do correct maths? Did u memorise the maths? Or..

Myself 1: 😡 i diddd not memorise.

Myself 2: thenwhat? You wanted to solve the maths at Once?

Myself 1:ya.

Myself 2: Ok, then i think for problem solving you didn’t get sufficient time. Remember, HSC is not a place for problem solving. Ahhh, you have to memorise the maths repeatedly! Otherwise you can't get the maths correct.

Myself 1: i thought i could solve maths correctly. I believed myself. Now how will I cover all those things?!?

Myself 2. Wanna get 95+/100 in HSC.

Myself 1: ya.

Myself 2. Stop arguing, and memorise MATHS😠 Right now!

And when you know people are underrating you, you may also laugh silently. But the latter is more interesting than the former.

Remember the rating of people is just a thinking of them without knowing the actual situation. So, don't take them seriously and don't use them to rate yourself by yourself.

YOU ARE UNIQUE, why to generalise you, right?

When people overrate you intentionally or unintentionally, you may laugh :)

We dream. We dream of seeing us in the final results. If you say to me " So, were you also craving for success?", I will suddenly reply, "Never, I don't". But the reality is- everyone has a dream and we work for our dream. Of course, fulfilling your dream is meant to be successful. But all can dream, very few can fulfill it. When we see those persons who already passed in some works in which we can't do, we mistakenly think of them as successful. But they are not successful for their achieving that thing, they are successful because they failed and tried again. They tried, gained the experience, did not fear the change and mistakes. The only secret is to go small, to set one thing for your life, to give your best to that, to fail and to stand again. My problem was, I was stuck in one place. I didn't want to change my perspective. I wanted to choose the path which is easier for me. I thought- "what do you want in life?" was a question to be solved overnight. Alas! I didn't understand that the only constant in our life is change. The success lies in taking these challenges positively. Success lies in good health. Success lies in working on solving new problems. I thought the path I will choose have to be certain. But this silly me didn't understand, a certain path can never give you any triumph. It's like knowing all the questions before your exam, appearing in the exam and becoming successful. Maybe I can clear it to you, why we are lagging because "certain" things are easy. One more thing I always heard to get out of the comfort zone. I want to say it in a different way. Those who are getting out of their comfort zone, they are just making the discomforts as their comforts. We don't need to get out of our comfort zone rather we have to extend it! We have to change our views toward any hard obstacles in front of us. Don't think any state of life is constant. As the cloudy sky becomes shiny again, the time to smile also comes. Just don't think anything like the end. Those who can change their views can cope up with this world. If you really choose to do something, to learn something, to achieve something, just know that hard time will come but you will overcome it. You have to know that you will be successful in 'not quitting the fight', NOT in 'achieving anything'

THE OBSTACLES WILL BE HARD, DON'T REPENT FOR WHY THEY AREN'T EASY, MAKE THEM EASY.

"Ars longa, vita brevis, occasio praeceps, experimentum periculosum, iudicium difficile"

After standing with full logical stance, when other side doesn’t accept defeat, I have nothing to do. In the end, I am an emotional fool.

Language is really very hard things to learn. In these 17 years after birth, I could not learn neither Bangla nor English well. Even in these days, I struggle with the meaning of every words. English is a foreign language. So, it's natural we will be weak (though we were learning it for 13 years. I mourn for the energy to learn English i gave in the wrong way). But in case of Bangla too, i always stuck in the meanings. Firstly, words have different meaning in different areas. Ok, this problem can be solved in some extent by defining a standard meaning. But later the most struggling factor comes, how the people are taking the words and definitions from their perspective. Maybe I am using a word which I am using from my perspective but whom I am telling, he/she is getting the meaning from his/her perspective. This results in misunderstanding. Oh! How to deal with it! And this modern era has made it more critical because of virtual medias. In face to face talking, we can get some hints by seeing expressions, eye movement and face recognitions. But in social media, chatting platform, the problem become worse. Most of the people don't want to change their prospective. They always think from their way. Yeah, maybe they learnt to see the word from another vision. To cope with this world, i think it's more important to try to understand what is going on and then to react. Then it comes what does 'understanding' mean? I think it means to change own perspective. Understanding an idea means to think the idea from different dimensions, to question the idea from different dimensions and it's a continuous process. I know i will not be effective in my communication overnight. I don't want to do so. Just what I want is people will not react suddenly after hearing or seeing something, it's necessary to change the way to see and then to react. If it is possible, then it's important to try to think what others are saying, why they are saying and how will you take that in. I wish I could understand the world better.

"Read 500 pages like this every day.That’s how knowledge works. It builds up, like compound interest. All of you can do it, but I guarantee not many of you will do it..''

Warren Buffett

Nah, তিন মিনিটে একটি অংক দেখিয়া উহা মস্তিষ্ক বহর থেকে খুঁজে বের করিয়া খাতায় যথাযথ হিসাব সহ উদগীরণ করতে কতটুকু তপস্যা প্রয়োজন তাহা বুঝইতে পারিয়াছি। না ইহা অতিমানবের কাজ। মস্তিষ্ক কে ধার দিতে পুনঃ পুনঃ নতুন নিয়মের অংক গলধকরণ প্রয়োজন, তাহলেই অতিমানব হয়া যাইবে।নির্বোধ আমি, সমস্যা সমাধানের তুলনায় মুখস্থ করিয়া অনক করাকে অতি সহজ বোধ করিয়াছিলাম। সত্যি বলছি, এ বড় সাহসিকতার কাজ!

salute!

#self reblog

If you ask me, I am staring at book. No, it does not call reading. I can study 1 page in 5 hrs, and i can read 10 pages in 5 minute. I think I am not a slow reader. All things are in my will. The awareness travels through so many places of mind that my mind never stays with me. Alas! I can't focus! though i don't regret about it. My thinking is my power.

I wish i could "finish" a book in one sitting!

Thanks to Dr. Laurie Santos for changing my life.

Day 11,12:

No study!