How Roman found out he was aromantic
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Heeey, look at that, I’m behind! Day 16: When your soulmate listens to music, you hear it in your own head as well.
Content warnings: assumed death of a soulmate (he’s not dead), depression, general sad vibes.
Word count: 2.6k
Note: the songs referenced in this fic are IDK You Yet by Alexander 23 and Love is Gone by SLANDER. Both of these songs make me cry and were the inspiration for this.
It was at midnight on December 19th when Roman’s soulmark first appeared. He didn’t realize this until 1am.
Granted, he didn’t know it was his soulmark for the first hour.
At first, the almost imperceptible steady beat in his head just seemed like a song that had gotten stuck in there. He didn’t remember ever hearing the song, but it wasn’t unlikely that he’d heard the tune at the store or on the radio and it unconsciously ingrained itself into his memory. He was working on an assignment that was due in the morning, a script analysis for one of his Theatre courses, and had begun to bop his head along to the music when his roommate walked in, eyes bleary and arms laden with books.
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i have no caption but this shot is hilarious thank you
Oh oh oh if you’re doing requests could you do some anxceit? Either fluff or hurt/comfort?
TW: abuse, kissing, food mention, panic attacks (i was listening to the mountain goats ok)
Janus sat against the wall of the garage, just relieved to have escaped the screaming and yelling and broken plates from inside. He stared at his recent texts, Virgil’s message reassuring him. His boyfriend was coming to help him calm down from this panic.
His hands shook as he heard footsteps padding up the drive, seeing Virgil approaching, phone in hand. He started to get up before stumbling and letting Virgil come to him.
“Virgil, I- I should be used to this, I’m sorry-”
Warm hands wrapped around his torso. “No, no, it’s okay, you shouldn’t be used to this. You shouldn’t have to be.”
Janus buried his head in Virgil’s neck, sinking into his boyfriend’s warmth. God, his parents would kill him if they saw this.
He eventually steadied his breathing, drinking in the scent of Virgil’s hoodie.
“Would your parents get angry if you left?”
“I don’t think they care where I am,” Janus mumbled into the soft fabric.
“We could go hang out at a cafe, or get ice cream.”
Janus’s expression relaxed as he pulled his head back, pressing a long kiss to Virgil’s lips. “Yeah. I think I’d like that.”
Just two brothers having a Reasonable, Adult conversation.
aha real funny how i then stayed up too late drawing these– BASED ON THAT TWEET !!
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So I tried
I'm not the most proud of it cause clothes are dumb and editing them is even dumber
Hope y'all can still enjoy him
Taglist: @lance-alt, @virgeofwinter, @i-am-overly-complicated, @roses-bubbles
Hahah. I almost cried. 10/10 beautiful
Logan angst
Tw death, unrequited love, eating disorder.
Logan has feeling tho he try to push them away.
Especially his anger.
He lashes out when things become to much and feel really bad afterwards.
Logan has little to no self worth.
He doesn't see himself as someone that really helps out.
He like most gifted kids see his worth with how smart he is.
But now that thomas is out of school and doing more creative things for a job
Logan doesn't think he really needed.
Logan pushes himself to far. Trying to meet dead lines.
If he can just got this edited. If he can make sure there no mistakes maybe he be worth something.
He knows he the least liked side. People like everyone else more then him.
He tells himself that it okay.
He knows he boring. And he excepts it.
He fell in love with janus but never said anything.
Janus is with patton now. Logan is happy for them.
Logan pushes his feeling down.
He cry himself to sleep most nights.
He always gets up at 7 to make everyone food.
No one thanks him.
Logan stop eating as much. He doesn't feel like he wroth the food.
Logan gets Skinny
Roman says he looking better.
Logan doesnt know how to feel about that
It the first complamet he gotten in months
Logan stop eating.
Virgil is the first to notice
He brings it up to the others but they don't believe him.
Not till logan passes out in the middle of filming.
Logan wakes up on the couch
Virgil gets him some water and some soup
Logan doesnt want to eat but doesny want virgil to feel bad so he eats a little.
The others keep an eye on him.
Logan pretends he fine
But his mask his breaking. And virgil sees it.
Before Virgil goes to bed he checks on Logan
He makes Logan go to bed once he asleep he finally goes to bed.
Logan doesnt understand why virgil acts like he cares.
Virgil walks in on Logan crying one day.
Logan trys to hide from Virgil.
It takes a while but he calms Logan down
Logan says sorry a 100 times.
Virgil feels bad Logan should apologize for having feelings
Logan doesnt understand when Virgil tells him that.
Logan try to explain he logic he should let his feeling take over.
Virgil heart breaks
Virgil puts Logan to bed.
Logan wakes up to find Virgil asleep in his chair.
Logan realizes he falling for Virgil.
Knowing he not worthy of Virgil he pushes his feeling down.
Virgil wakes up to find Logan sitting on the floor working like nothing happen.
Virgil try talking to Logan
Logan gives one word answers.
Virgil get frustrated and leaves
Logan breaks down.
Virgil cames back after he clam down to find Logan passed out on the floor. Papers all around him.
Virgil has a plan
Logan wakes up in the imaginary. Virgil siting next to him.
There in a field with only grass around them
Logan confused
Virgil explains that Logan going to take a day for him and not work.
Logan freaks out. Logan thinks that they realized he not worth anything amd is going to leave him here to die
Logan starts crying and says he do better please dont leave him.
Virgil takes a while to understand what Logan goes on about Logan crying so hard.
Then Virgil heart breaks even more.
Virgil try to explain to logan that he worth isn't base on how much work he gets done.
Logan doesnt believe him.
Virgil trys to get Logan to have some fun but Logan afraid Virgil will abandon him.
After the day over Virgil realizes it going to take a long time to get Logan to trust him.
Virgil takes in back and Logan gets back to work.
Virgil spends the next year trying to get Logan to rest and trust him.
Logan doesnt believe it all the time but he sees that someone cares about him even if he not sure why.
One night Logan asked virgil to stay with him when virgil puts logan to bed.
Virgil does
Logan thinks he might have a chance with Virgil.
Virgil and Roman start dating.
Logan's heart breaks all over again
Virgil stops worrying about the nerd
Logan goes back to his old habits
This time when Logan passes out it not around anyone and no one there to catch him.
They dont find his body till the next day.
Virgil blames himself.
A new door pops up and a new logic walks out.
He is bubblyer and says his name is jace
Virgil promises to make jace feel as welcome as he can.
Jace talks about space a lot and loves learning new things.
Virgil wonders if Logan was ever like this. Or if Logan could have ever been like this if only he try harder
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