Sometimes My Brain Doesn’t Work And I Can’t Write And It’s Literally The Worst Feeling In The World

Guess who’s writing a “what if everything was worse” my fault london fic????

(I just wrote 1k of Noah’s dad threatening to break her hand if she tries to escape) (I’m going to traumatize the shit out of this girl) (I’m so sorry Noah baby I love you so much)

*update I wrote the fic, chapter 1 is up

https://archiveofourown.org/works/63119209

Hehehehe but like what if you didn’t, for my sanity 🔫

i wrote a twin cinema poem about two gay soldiers in wwi

context: the two sides, read separately, are the two soldiers thinking about their futures with each other. when read together, it's a reflection of their final thoughts when they die together struck by bullets <3

shauna bringing hannah back to the village for melissa is like a cat bringing you a dead bird or a dead mouse

What the fuck what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck

You know what I love? Bathroom scenes in writing. And I don’t mean fucking in the shower, I mean one person has a breakdown and the other person ends up climbing into the tub and holding them. I mean one person is taking a warm bath and the sun is shining through the windows and they’re alive and their partner comes in and just sits by their side, and maybe they hold the other persons face, or maybe they just sit and breathe together. I mean one person is not having a good day so they camp out in this tiny safe room and just stay together, not out of obligation, but pure fucking love. That’s my kink.

They need to hold hands and live happily ever after (they’re both gonna end up falling deeper and deeper into a cult to justify the horrific crimes they’ve committed and the inescapable guilt of surviving)

Travis and Akilah need to unionize

the lumineers : brightside album … sentence starters

“But you ignored me.”

“Everyone was wrong.”

“I couldn’t give you up.”

“I could see it in the air.”

“And you were all alone.”

“I’m headed for the lights.”

“You’re a woman on the run.”

“I could barely see your eyes.”

“I know you are already gone.”

“I’m waiting on the sun tonight.”

“And now, there’s nothing for me.”

“I’ll be your brightside, baby, tonight.”

“You hate yourself for what you said.”

“You could always see it in my eyes.”

“I was tirеd of believing we were right.”

“They were always dying to know you.“

“You said the blood was on my hands.”

“I don’t know why I couldn’t love myself.”

“Over and over, I can only scream so loud.”

“I didn’t know I was the only thing you saw.”

“I can see the loneliness you keep outside.”

“You picked it up, you picked it up all apart.”

“Hey, don’t you fade… don’t you fade away.”

“It’s alright, it’s alright, and we’re carryin’ on.”

“Every word was like smoke from a cigarette.”

“I don’t know where we are, but it will be okay.”

“I’m the one who was never gonna play to lose.”

“Leaning on the reasons, like it wasn’t even fair.”

“Did you write your letters to your shitty friends?“

“'Cause you could never admit you were wrong.”

“You were wrong, what I needed was a little clue.”

“You and me, we’ll always be the ones to hang around.”

“Losing every other friend, finding nothing in the afterlife…”

“And you wanna be a big shot. You wanna be the big man.”

“And all this time, you said to me, ‘My love would never die’.”

“You were always sayin’ we would make it to the catacombs.”

“Love was not designed for time. You were never really mine.”

“I know who you wanted me to be, always holding up your tragedy.”

“I know what is what. I know who you are. I know what is already gone.”

KILL ME IF IT'S WORTH IT; ON FLESH.

silas denver melvin // ethel cain // george bataille // blythe baird // margaret atwood // nicole homer // emily palermo.

in my slut era. (i can't even start a conversation)