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You know what I love? Bathroom scenes in writing. And I don’t mean fucking in the shower, I mean one person has a breakdown and the other person ends up climbing into the tub and holding them. I mean one person is taking a warm bath and the sun is shining through the windows and they’re alive and their partner comes in and just sits by their side, and maybe they hold the other persons face, or maybe they just sit and breathe together. I mean one person is not having a good day so they camp out in this tiny safe room and just stay together, not out of obligation, but pure fucking love. That’s my kink.

“true love” this, “endgame” that. what about “compelling dynamic that’s fun to explore”

personally i’m a fan of when a story is like. the love was there. unfortunately. this all could have actually gone a lot easier for everyone if the love hadn’t been there but here we are

I really adore the casually prioritized importance of friendships in the new Twisters movie. Like obviously there were sparks of romance that i thoroughly enjoyed but the point is that that was never the point. The way that Javi and Kate took care of each other and looked out for each other even when they were fighting. The way the whole tornado wranglers crew acted like family and welcomed Kate right in. The way Tyler was genuinely interested in getting to know Kate and working together with her. There was no big fight between Javi and Tyler over Kate or anybody else. Kate spent the whole movie processing a lot of trauma and was able to be supported by the friends surrounding her instead of having all of her interactions stopped up with an intense budding romance. I just really love it when friendship and people are the most important things.

One of my favorite parts of “Twisters” is the misdirect with Tyler Owens’ character. Because at the start of the movie, he’s introduced as a douchebag YouTuber whose videos are vlogs in which he and his crew get into dangerous situations. But then when our protagonist Kate gets to know him, we learn that Tyler is actually:

1) a really sweet, humble dude who is looking out for all his friends

2) the smartest dumb guy you’ll ever meet. He has a degree in meteorology, but he does dumb things like drive into a tornado.

3) jumps into danger because he “feels” it / he’s attracted to the danger / wants to see if he can handle the danger

So in a weird way, he’s introduced as Cowboy Logan Paul, only for it to be revealed he’s more like Cowboy Markiplier. And let me just say, as soon as I compared him to Mark in the theater, I couldn’t unsee it lol.

me when - “I exist to love you”

me when - “I’m not lost anymore, I found the light.”

me when - “I believed in the gods after three decades of non-faith, so that when death comes for me, and it will, I will remain. I will be there, in the next ending, and I will wait for you.”

me when - “You made me hope, did you know that? Did you know you gave me my hope back?”

me when I create two oc’s who are helplessly in love with each other knowing I’m gonna traumatize the shit out of them

KILL ME IF IT'S WORTH IT; ON FLESH.

silas denver melvin // ethel cain // george bataille // blythe baird // margaret atwood // nicole homer // emily palermo.

the authors note of all time

Jake’s gone and Bradley - Bradley has never learned how to look back, even when he should.

in my slut era. (i can't even start a conversation)

Because maybe Bradley burned down all of his bridges, but Jake never had any to begin with.

third times the charm by sapphic_terror on ao3 :)

Maybe if he remembered them better, maybe if his father didn’t die before he hit double digits, maybe if Bradley Bradshaw knew the sort of home that was filled with love and laughter rather than the echo of grief, he would do this better. And by this he meant love. 

third times the charm by sapphic_terror on ao3 :)

Please stick to ONE TASK, brain!!

🧠: No. :)

Had to make a meme to describe me currently

If you strip this story down to its barest bones, you will only find love.

"How do you write such realistic dialogue-" I TALK TO MYSELF. I TALK TO MYSELF AND I PRETEND I AM THE ONE SAYING THE LINE. LIKE SANITY IS SLOWLY SLIPPING FROM BETWEEN MY FINGERS WITH EVERY MEASLY WORD THEY TYPE OUT. THAT IS HOW.

on my way to go write the most tragic fic about grief and love and forgiveness and like what do you do when your husband loves you but he loves his best friend like he’s air and he dies before you can hate him or scream or love him anyway??? and like what do you do when the love of your life dies before you can ever kiss him but his wife is alive and she’s alone and you know you have to help her because he would want you too so you stay even as it fucking kills you??? and like you’re stuck with the only other person who loved this man, who is grieving him, and you can’t help but hate them and at the same time need them at your side bc who else would understand this pain?? and also two hot people co-parent an adorable child and slowly fall in love in a simple, not a world ending, way.

When the lumineers sang “so show me family all the blood that I will bleed. I don't know where I belong. I don't know where I went wrong” and when they sang “We were not born in sin” and when they sang “It's better to feel pain, than nothing at all. The opposite of love's indifference.” And when they sang “I hold on to a hope in my fate.” And again when they sang “And I can't feel no remorse And you don't feel nothing back.” An-

the lumineers : cleopatra album … sentence starters

“Your time is running out.”

“People say I’m no good.”

“I should’ve known better.”

“I don’t wanna live like that.”

“I’m a long way from home.”

“Promised it all, but you lied.”

“And I don’t feel no remorse.”

“Fate dealt you a tricky hand.”

“I was not born to drown, baby.”

“I don’t have a sweetheart, yet.”

“I can’t live life underneath it all.”

“I’d break my neck to please her.”

“You’ll be on my mind, my destiny.”

“Let your mother know you’re safe.”

“I flew far away, as far as I could go.”

“I don’t know why I just can’t let it go.”

“Memory’s old, but I just can’t let it go.”

“I don’t wanna go, but it’s time to leave.”

“Heaven help the fool who falls in love.”

“You got big plans and you gotta move.”

“Hold me and don’t you ever let this die.”

“They raise you up just to cut you down.”

“You’ve been on my mind, girl, like a drug.”

“Days of my youth wasted on a selfish fool…”

“To hold it, aim it, make all of the bad men run.”

“Enough is enough, he’s a long way from home.”

“But that’s all in the past now, gone with the wind.”

“Oh, (name), you spent your whole life running away.”

“And it hardened like my heart did when you left town.”

“And one day, I pray, I’ll be more than my father’s son.”

“But, I must admit it, that I would marry you in an instant.”

“And when we looked outside, couldn’t even see the sky.”

“You’re right next to me, but you’re a long way from home.”

“You better slow down, baby, soon. It’s all or nothing to you.”

“But I was late for this, late for that, late for the love of my life.”

“Damn your wife, I’d be your mistress just to have you around.”

“And, oh, this too shall pass. This loneliness won’t last for long.”

“And I don’t feel nothing at all. And you can’t feel nothing small.”

“'Cause if we don’t leave this town, we might never make it out.”

“But I’ve read this script and the costume fits, so I’ll play my part.”

“They’re writing my history… Think somebody should’ve asked me.”

“And when I die alone, when I die alone… when I die, I’ll be on time.”

“It’s a lonely road, full of tired men, and you can see it in their faces.”

“They sold you a bridge. They fed you the lines… they fed you to lions.”

“Too young to know, too old to admit that you couldn’t see how it ends.”

“I will not be here forever, dear. So let’s just make this count a lot in here.”

“Were you safe and warm in your coat of arms, with your fingers in a fist?”

“But you held your course to some distant war in the corners of your mind.”

“Will you lay yourself down and dig your grave? Or will you rail against your dying day?”

the lumineers : brightside album … sentence starters

“But you ignored me.”

“Everyone was wrong.”

“I couldn’t give you up.”

“I could see it in the air.”

“And you were all alone.”

“I’m headed for the lights.”

“You’re a woman on the run.”

“I could barely see your eyes.”

“I know you are already gone.”

“I’m waiting on the sun tonight.”

“And now, there’s nothing for me.”

“I’ll be your brightside, baby, tonight.”

“You hate yourself for what you said.”

“You could always see it in my eyes.”

“I was tirеd of believing we were right.”

“They were always dying to know you.“

“You said the blood was on my hands.”

“I don’t know why I couldn’t love myself.”

“Over and over, I can only scream so loud.”

“I didn’t know I was the only thing you saw.”

“I can see the loneliness you keep outside.”

“You picked it up, you picked it up all apart.”

“Hey, don’t you fade… don’t you fade away.”

“It’s alright, it’s alright, and we’re carryin’ on.”

“Every word was like smoke from a cigarette.”

“I don’t know where we are, but it will be okay.”

“I’m the one who was never gonna play to lose.”

“Leaning on the reasons, like it wasn’t even fair.”

“Did you write your letters to your shitty friends?“

“'Cause you could never admit you were wrong.”

“You were wrong, what I needed was a little clue.”

“You and me, we’ll always be the ones to hang around.”

“Losing every other friend, finding nothing in the afterlife…”

“And you wanna be a big shot. You wanna be the big man.”

“And all this time, you said to me, ‘My love would never die’.”

“You were always sayin’ we would make it to the catacombs.”

“Love was not designed for time. You were never really mine.”

“I know who you wanted me to be, always holding up your tragedy.”

“I know what is what. I know who you are. I know what is already gone.”

it annoys me when sapphic women see an attractive woman and are like “i’m no better than a man 😳😔” like BABE you are allowed to see an attractive woman and want to fuck her!!! free yourself from the cottagecore PG13 narrative of sapphic attraction, look at her with lust in your heart!!!

when you watch the most emotionally devastating movie ever and now your listening to Phoebe Bridgers and crying on your closet floor to cope

no no god please can we talk about how maddy/tara finds her heart. their hearts. locked away and still beating. and we have to assume, even though she dug herself out, she’s still dying without her heart. but she left it there. she left it there with isabel’s because she needs to go back in, they need to get out together. she left her heart. they’re both still beating but she left her heart. to go back.

I saw the tv glow makes me mourn for everyone who felt like there wasn’t enough time. Everyone who thought their time was up and they just had to stay how they were. They had to stay dying.

There is still time.

There is Always still time.

the moment where. where she screams. screaming for help. i’m dying right now! screaming. and there’s no reaction at all. there’s nothing. it’s more devastating than judgment could be somehow. “i’m sorry. ignore me.” before she crumples and chokes. i’m never going to be okay again i think.

you guys ever go seem a movie on a whim and it just fucks you up in the craziest way possible with no warning

Imagine your psychic soulmate, the only other person in this hell called living who truly understands you, gets a taste of freedom but decides to stay in place because they've convinced themself that hell is all they deserve.

i saw the tv glow is like. your childhood queer best friend got out of your town and got to live their better life as themself. your queer friend got out of your town and killed themselves because their delusions won them over. no matter your interpretation, you never see them again.

Sometimes I’m just so grateful to be alive it’s annoying. Like where the fuck did all these feelings come from???