Someday I'll Draw Something That My Phone Doesn't Ruin The Colors And Make Me Question My Existence.

having a freeze response to stress is so funny in the context of normal adult stressors. millions of years of evolution are trying to tell me that the email will not find me if i stay very still and do nothing

The legacies people leave behind in you.

My handwriting is the same style as the teacher’s who I had when I was nine. I’m now twenty one and he’s been dead eight years but my i’s still curve the same way as his.

I watched the last season of a TV show recently but I started it with my friend in high school. We haven’t spoken in four years.

I make lentil soup through the recipe my gran gave me.

I curl my hair the way my best friend showed me.

I learned to love books because my father loved them first.

How terrifying, how excruciatingly painful to acknowledge this. That I am a jigsaw puzzle of everyone I have briefly known and loved. I carry them on with me even if I don’t know it. How beautiful.

Me while writing: oh hell yes this is such a good sentence I'm the master of poetic imagery

The writing when I go back to edit:

The degree to which a person can grow is directly proportional to the amount of truth they can accept about themselves without running away.

— Leland Val Van De Wall

satsuki92 Levihan fanfic masterlist

I know the list is rudimentary at best, but I thought I'd at least compile it all in one place... if any of it interests you, happy reading and I hope you enjoy :)

And of course, please mind the rating and tags of each fic.

(updated on 26th May 2025)

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Multi-chaptered fics

📖 Lessons (read it on ao3)

Rating: Teen and Up | 9 chapters | Ongoing WIP

Summary:

Levi, is enrolled into some upskilling computer skills course, against his will. He hates every minute of it, until a new teacher takes over the classes, and well, everything doesn’t seem so bad after all.

- Levihan, but make it a sort of student/teacher thing and age gap misunderstanding.

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📖 if only for tonight (read it on ao3)

Rating: Explicit | 7 chapters | completed

Summary:

A modern AU, ‘friends’ to ‘friends with benefits’ to ‘lovers’ shenanigans, or, the both of them being dumb idiots about each other.

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📖 Save it for later (read it on ao3)

Rating: Explicit | 22 chapters | completed

Summary:

Levi and Hange somehow formed a friendship during their medical school days that only deepened and stayed well into adulthood. Now, as they enter their 40s, the age where everything (particularly) career-wise seemed to have fallen into place, was there anything else amiss in their lives?

It's a friends to lovers' story, but for two adults well past the rosy blush of youth.

**Ongoing translation in Chinese - Mandarin, by the very sweet Bbangae ❤️ also available on ao3 here

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series of one shots

📖 things that are wanted and desired (read on ao3)

Rating: Teen and Up to Mature | 3 one shots | ongoing

Summary:

A series of random one shots, set in the Attack on Titan world. Each fic is a standalone, not linear in timeline, and of course, diverges from canon (Hange lives)

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📖 Ippon! (read it on ao3)

Rating: Teen and Up | 3 one shots | ongoing

Summary:

AU where Levi and Hange are high-school students in a Japanese high school AU. Levi shows up to school just to hit his attendance requirement and is a Judo athlete, while Hange is our ever brilliant top student and budding horticulturist.

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📖 like a shoebox of photographs with sepia-toned loving (read it on ao3)

Rating: Teen and Up to Mature | 6 one shots | sort-of completed

Summary:

AU where Levi co-owns and runs a cafe with his university friends. Hange is the newcomer in town, stumbling into his cafe one day... and well, they fall for each other.

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Standalone one shots

📖 Love Actually (read it on ao3)

Rating: Teen and Up

Summary:

It's the holidays, and New Year’s Eve. And of course, Levi spends it with Hange.

Were they friends? Yes.

Did he like her as more than a friend? Yes.

Does she know? No.

And is he going to do anything about it? No.

Well until... a little leftover Christmas and New Year magic, helps him along.

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📖 War and Peace (read it on ao3)

Rating: Teen and Up

Summary:

In which, Hange is a nurse and Levi is a soldier.

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Moblit x Pieck rarepair fic; a side-story, set within the universe of 'if only for tonight'

📕 bad but sweet (read it on ao3)

Rating: Teen and Up | One-shot

Summary:

Everyone around him is either married, or dating... Far too reserved and never really knowing what to do with the opposite gender, Moblit doesn't think he'll ever get to experience his own sweet love story, and that's fine with Moblit whose life is fulfilling and rich in other ways.

Until, well... until, Pieck Finger.

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