Listening To Mars Argo’s Linden Place EP While Scrolling Through Thinspo Tumblr Is Such A Fucking Vibe.

My life is spiraling out of control BUT I can control what I’m eating so ig that’s something

“And all I loved, I loved alone.”

— Edgar Allan Poe

Oml 🤣🤣🤣

540CAL VS 540CAL Stop eating empty calories!!!

Felt✨

I genuinely don’t know how to go to people for help or support when I am upset or depressed or going through whatever. I don’t want to bother them but when I’m visibly upset and depressed and openly stating that I think I’d be better off dead, ignoring those changes should not be an option especially when it’s something that serious. I guess it doesn’t matter because I “got over” what I imagined was the “worst of it” for now and not one of my closest friends asked me if I needed to talk. I had 2 people reach out to me. One I haven’t spoken to in years and the other has backstabbed me more times than I can count and yet these were the people reaching out to see if I was okay, telling me they were worried and that they’re proud of me. They reached out but my friend who’ve I’ve been there for again and again to listen and try to give advice and support and love, there wasn’t a word about it. I don’t want to hold it against her because she’s dealing with a lot right now but for my close friends i could not imagine holding my own problems above theirs. Maybe I’ve conditioned them unconsciously to not ask because I’ll be fine if you give me a week. I just want someone I trust to listen and hold me and tell me everything is going to be okay and tell me good things.

I actually really fucking her coffee. I just drink green tea and honey. I’m addicted now.

holidays are over. time for me to stop being a fat pig and get shit together

found this on TikTok YALL SHE’S SO GORGEOUS I’M GOING TO CRY