"You and I are perfect for each other. Never believe anything else"
*MC and Sebastian making out heavy in the room of requirement*
Deek: ....Can I get you guys anything? Drinks? Snacks? ....A condom? Lemme know..
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Richard Grayson x Jealous! reader
Lots of angstšI hope whoever requested this is happy.
Gotham was always alive, even in the dead of night. The city that never slept had a heartbeat of its own, its dark alleys and towering buildings all wrapped up in a never-ending cycle of crime and hope. But tonight, it was too loud, too close, and your thoughts kept racing in directions you couldnāt control.
You sat on the balcony of Dickās apartment, staring out at the sprawling skyline, your fingers nervously tracing the rim of the coffee cup in your hands. The air was crisp, cool against your skin, but it couldnāt quell the heat in your chestāthe gnawing jealousy, the hurt, the confusion.
He had promised heād be home soon, but you already knew what that meant. Soon meant hours. It always meant hours. He was always out there, fighting in the shadows, protecting Gotham with the teamāBarbara included.
Barbara.
You could never escape her. She was always thereāsomewhere in the background of every conversation, every story, every mission. It wasnāt like you didnāt trust Dick; it wasnāt like you didnāt know how much he loved you. He did love you, didnāt he?
But the way he looked at her⦠the way his smile lingered when her name was mentioned, the way his voice softened when he talked about her intelligence, her strength, the way they fit together in a way you would never understandāit all ate away at you, bit by bit. Every moment you shared with him, you felt the echo of her presence. It wasnāt enough anymore. You werenāt enough.
You heard the door creak open behind you, but you didnāt turn. You couldnāt bring yourself to face him, not yet. Not when your heart felt so raw, so exposed.
"Hey, beautiful," Dickās voice broke through the silence, and you could hear the exhaustion in it. You could always hear it when he returned from patrol. "Youāre up late."
"Couldnāt sleep," you said softly, avoiding his gaze as he stepped closer, his warm presence filling the space around you. You couldnāt help it; you still felt the pull to him, even when it felt like you were slipping further away.
"Everything okay?" Dick asked, his hand resting gently on your shoulder, a simple gesture that once brought comfort but now only seemed to remind you of the things you couldnāt escape.
You didnāt answer immediately, unsure how to voice the weight pressing on your chest. "Howās Barbara?" you finally managed to whisper, your voice so small you almost didnāt recognize it.
Dick frowned, confusion etching his features as he sat beside you, his arm brushing against yours. "Barbaraās fine, same as always." He paused, looking at you, his expression softening. "Why do you ask? You know sheās part of the team. Sheās⦠sheās family."
You clenched your hands around your cup, trying to steady your breath. "Yeah. Sheās family," you repeated bitterly, the words slipping out before you could stop them. You felt his hand tighten on your shoulder, but you couldnāt look at him.
"Baby, whatās going on?" His voice had a gentle pleading edge now, a hint of worry in his tone. He didnāt get it, did he? He didnāt understand how much it hurt to see her so effortlessly wrapped around his life.
"Do you ever think about her?" You heard yourself ask before you could stop. "I mean, really think about her? The way she⦠she doesnāt have to try to be in your life. Sheās already there."
Dick blinked, clearly startled by your words. "What are you talking about? Of course, I think about her. Sheās been through a lot, babe. Sheās part of my world. But youāre in my world now. Youāre the one Iām with. Youāre the one I want."
His words were soothing, but they didnāt feel like they were for you. They felt like empty promises, like things he was saying because he didnāt know what else to say. Your heart twisted painfully in your chest, and you couldnāt stop the tears from falling.
"I donāt want to be second place," you whispered, barely able to hear yourself over the rush of blood in your ears. "I donāt want to keep feeling like Iām competing with someone whoās already everything to you."
Dickās eyes softened, and he reached for you, pulling you into his arms, but you stiffened. He didnāt know how to fix this. He didnāt know how to make you feel like you mattered more than she did. Because to him, you did matter, but to you, it always felt like Barbaraās shadow loomed over everything you did together.
"Youāre not second place," he said quietly, but there was uncertainty in his voice now. "Youāre everything to me, beautiful. Please, believe me."
You wanted to believe him. God, you wanted to believe him so badly. But how could you, when every time he spoke of Barbara, his eyes lit up with something you would never have? How could you believe him when you saw the way his smile lingered when she was around, the way he held her a little too long, the way he called her family, as if that was supposed to make it better?
"I see the way you look at her," you whispered, your voice breaking. "I see the way youāre different with her. Sheās the one whoās always been there, Dick. She doesnāt have to try to be a part of your world. Sheās already in it. Iām just⦠Iām just the girl who gets to spend a few hours with you before you go off again."
"Baby, please," Dickās voice cracked, and he pulled you closer, his arms tight around you as if he could hold all your pain in that single embrace. "I love you. Youāre not just a few hours. Youāre not just an afterthought. You mean everything to me. I swear, I only want you."
But the more he whispered those words, the more you felt like they were just⦠words. They didnāt change the fact that you would never be her. They didnāt erase the history they shared, the years of partnership, of friendship, of everything that made her so deeply ingrained in his life.
"Iām so sorry," you whispered, your tears falling freely now, soaking his shirt. "I donāt know how to be enough for you when sheās always going to be there."
Dick stayed silent for a long time, and when he finally spoke again, it was soft, almost like he was afraid of breaking something inside you. "You donāt have to be enough for me, sweet heart. Youāre already everything. But I donāt know how to make you see that. I donāt know how to make you believe me."
You pulled away from him, wiping your eyes with the back of your hand, feeling too small, too fragile. "I wish I could believe you, Dick. But I donāt know how. I donāt know how to keep pretending that Iām not just a shadow in your life, living in her light."
Dickās expression faltered, his blue eyes filled with pain and confusion. "I donāt want you to feel this way. I never wanted to hurt you. But I donāt know how to fix thisā¦"
You looked at him for a long moment, the ache in your chest unbearable, before you whispered, "Maybe you donāt need to fix it, Dick. Maybe you just need to let me go."
He stared at you, eyes wide, as if he hadnāt heard you correctly. "What?"
"Iām tired of feeling like Iām competing for your love," you whispered, voice breaking. "Iām tired of being second place. I donāt want to be the girl who always comes after her. I want to be enough, but I donāt know if I can keep pretending anymore."
The silence stretched between you, suffocating. And when Dick reached for you again, you couldnāt bring yourself to meet his gaze.
"Please, babe," he begged, his voice raw. "Please donāt say that. I love you. I need you."
You shook your head, turning away from him, your heart breaking in a way you couldnāt put into words. "Youāve always needed her more, Dick. And I⦠I just canāt keep living in her shadow."
As the door softly clicked shut behind you, you knew it was over. And maybe, somewhere deep down, you had always known it would be.
Masterlist
this movie gave me brain damage
quick sketch - someone brought up the idea of Ominis with his hair unstyled (I can't remember for the life of me who sorry) and i've been thinking about it ever since.
TSUNDERE MIGUEL O'HARA THAT IS DENYING HIS FEELINGS FOR READER WHILE HE ACTIVELY THINKS ABOUT THEM 24/7 AND KNOWS ALL THEIR CUTE LITTLE QUIRKS (READER CAN BE SPIDERMAN OR NORMAL PERSON YOUR CHOICE) PLEASE I NEED TRUNDERE MIGUEL SO MUCH IM DYING IM STARVING *sob sob cry sob*
love, your best friend Dre <3
(( uhhh .... i have no clue who this motherfucker is! jk lol hi tommy [ you slut ] here is your severely in denial miguel fic, spoiler free. ))
"Lyla, arrange this mess."
Miguel waved his hand at the AI, eyes focused on the glowing screen in front of him. He always had the habit of keeping a messy desktop, though it wasn't a big problem for him considering his trusty artificial intelligence assistant.
To which the trusty artificial intelligence would poke and tease Miguel in response. At times, he really wondered if Lyla was secretly being controlled by a human. A pesky, occasionally annoying, childish human that constantly pushed his buttons.
"What's the magic word, Miguel?"
He groaned bringing his index finger and thumb to the bridge of his nose, massaging the stress lines that have formed from constantly being teased and played with.
"...Please."
Lyla lets out an electric hum, her avatar glitching into a thinking pose. She stares at Miguel with a confused look through her heart-shaped sunglasses. "Sorry. The signal in here is so bad. What was that?"
"I said, please, Lyla. Get to work."
"Oh, don't worry. I heard you the first time."
The man lets out a defeated sigh, he's given up on trying to defend himself against Lyla. Even when he's old and withered, this charade will continue like a never-ending circus show.
Multiple screens pop up in front of the AI, to which Miguel bashfully averts his gaze. He's normally organized enough, in the workplace but he's also very busy. Little things like putting files in the folders they belong simply evades his mind sometimes.
However, one file in particular stood out in front of him from the corner of his eye. It was a drive, among all the others that are colored in the regular shade of blue and labeled accordingly, this one was highlighted in pink with a little heart symbol at the end.
"Lyla, what's that?"
Her avatar glitches again into her in a sitting position, a little teacup in her hands as she takes a fake sip. "Hmm? I don't know, I don't see anything. Which one are you talking about?"
"Ay dios mĆo... The one in pink, Lyla. What is it?"
"Ohhh..." An obviously fake display of surprise makes itself present on Lyla's face, she opens the file. "This is a drive of all of the times you talked about that recruit. Lovingly, might I add."
Miguel's eyes darted around the screen, folding his arms over his chest. There were many, many videos of him. The scroll bar just kept going like there was no end.
Hesitantly, he pointed to one among the sea of videos and Lyla opened it. The playback goes as follows, the 'recording' is from her perspective, it seems.
Miguel is hunched over his desk, mumbling nonsense to himself until it becomes more coherent as Lyla approaches him.
"Whatcha' got there?"
The camera shifts and zooms over to Miguel's hand, to where he's holding a small tupperware. Filled to the brim with baked goodies, a small sticky note is pasted to the top of it however the writing is too tiny to make anything of it.
'They got me a gift.'
'That's the third one this week.'
His chest heaves as he lets out a deep sigh.
'...I know.'
A small moment of silence before Miguel continues speaking.
'Esto es tan tonto. I don't why they keep bringing me these... these things! I don't know why they keep smiling brighter than sun when they give them to me!'
Miguel frustratingly opens the tupperware, brings one of the pastries close to his mouth and takes a big bite. A small groan escapes his throat.
'I don't know what they're putting in these things to make them so delicious! Giving them to me, of all people. Stupid, stupid, stupid. So smart they are. Agile, strong, and capable andā and kind...'
Another bite.
'You know that you've gotten them gifts before, right?'
'But they all look idiotic next to this. Made with their precious time and care. Putting in the effort to make sure that they actually taste good and they do,'
Miguel closes the tupperware with a loud snap.
'¿A quién estoy engañando? They're amazing.'
"Miguel?"
That wasn't part of the recording. Miguel swipes at the screen and it fades out of existence, little pixels hovering in his sight before it completely disintegrates. Lyla disappears too as you swing onto the platform of his office.
He tenses up once he sees you, leaning a hand against his desk. God, he definitely did not want to look at you after what he just watched. He especially did not want to look at you because of the blush that stained his cheeks. Thankfully, mostly hidden by the darkness of his chambers.
Of course, you greeted him with the same warm smile.
"Haven't seen you all day today. Are you doing alright?"
"Fine. Doing fine. Just cleaning, why are you here?" Says Miguel, he despised how his heart pounded in his chest so loudly right now. Whenever he was around you.
Being so composed was what he was known for, what he was respected for. Yet, everytime you even look in the same direction as him, his exterior just melts.
"I just wanted to check in on you, was all. I noticed you haven't come out in a while, I brought you an empanada from the cafeteria just in case you were hungry."
You toss the small container to him and he catches it in one hand, he could hardly comprehend what was going on right now. Staring mindlessly at the box. "Thank you."
"Of course. Take care of yourself for me, I'll... head out now."
He watches over the edge as you fall off the platform, landing onto ledge that separates his desk from the rest of the room.
"Can you start ranting now? I want to get this drive up to 600 videos."
Miguel grumbles, opening the box and biting into the delectable snack before going back to organizing his desktop.
God, while I was drawing it, my cheekbones cramped from a smile
Miguel: Are you trying to seduce me?
Y/N, handling their reports in time: yeah
Miguel, blushing and frowning: It's working
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