I Love How We've Collectively Lost Our Minds Over T8s

Update on me 😊

So I've been on my anti anxiety meds for four months now and I must say..... I feel so much better now. My anxiety is still there which sucks but am able to shut it up easier now. I also stopped googling symptoms which is a huge thing and I don't ask for reinsurance that much anymore but sometimes when I get scared and Jeff decides to be a dick ( Jeff by the way is what I call my anxiety lmao) I ask but only once or twice. I also don't freak out about every little sensations i have!!!!! if I get a headache, I'm not terrified of it. Even though there has been good things, my anxiety is still there which means I still have some of my stuff still. But what really matters is that am learning how not to let it affect me anymore and I'm learning how to fight because im gonna be honest, its never gonna go away, but if I can get it to be not so loud, that's what matters. 

when you see a list of symptoms: …..oh fuck please no

your hypochondria: ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

One thing I hate:

How my doctor says I'm fine yet I still dont believe am fine 😑

Update: for once I ran on the treadmill and my thoughts weren't sooo loud I shut them up when they got loud.

Jeff fuck u 🖕

Do you know what I hate, I hate how I can get something and remember having it before but now I freak out over it and it makes it worse like wtf!

I think I might have a thing for his hands 😵‍💫

If overthinking was a super power I would be the most powerful one lol

Me when my hypochondriac ass acts up and I have a strong urge to check my vitals

Man I have to take anxiety pills just to hang out with someone 🙃

Okay sooo lately have I have been taking anti anxiety medication and I'm not gonna lie I think it's working, sometimes the negative thoughts are really hard to shut up but recently I can tell them to fuck off and they fuck off, which is awesome! But sometimes I don't know if the pain I'm feeling is anxiety or something bad but I'm pretty sure it's anxiety.