not enough people talk about how personal it is that Merlin and arthur are nearly the same height. thus far I have pretty much only been intimate with people who are within centimeters of my height and god it’s something. we can make eye contact accidentally all the time. across the room, right next to each other, doesn’t matter, we always lock eyes. when we get close it’s anyone’s game. we could kiss. we could back away. we could press each other against a wall. we can feel each others words before we ever touch. every time Merlin is adjusting Arthur’s armor, shoving him around, fixing his clothes, he is right there in his space, eye level, and it’s anyone’s game. It just gets me every damn time like this is soooo personal to me
Wild Geese, Mary Oliver
Merlin: C'mon, Gwaine! Nobody thinks Arthur and I are courting!
Gwaine, turning to the other knights: Put your hand up if you thought Merlin and Arthur were courting.
everyone puts their hand up
Merlin:
Merlin: Arthur why are you raising your hand?
STOP SCATTERING MY ASHES IM STILL ALIVE
First Monday that I don’t have to go into the hellscape I used to call a job and with no final exams looming over my head
I already feel more normal 🙂↕️💫
Unfortunately I am spending today applying to new jobs so this normalcy may be short lived
My ass was steadily improving on my avoidant behaviors and agoraphobia and isolation bs towards the end of last year but now bc of stress school and work and interning and aughhhhhh
I am realizing I have gone back on all of that progress 😀💫 yay
WILLEEEEMMMMM
The light of my life …
Oomfies please… your vote has never mattered more…
Who is hotter?
I am a grown ass adult and I still get nausea when I feel like I'm in trouble. They're gonna send me to the principals office and take away my toys for a week. Can you just fucking kill me instead of making me stew in my fucking anxiety
happy autism acceptance month. this month, regardless if you're abled or disabled, allistic or autistic, try to consider if you really do accept people with autism. all aspects of autism. people who:
without volume control
talk to themselves or make sounds (seemingly) at random
have huge screaming meltdowns
stim any way, including smearing body fluids
only talk about one subject and will never "move on"
stare inappropriately
struggle with personal hygiene
are unemployed
who left education early ("dropped out")
has a carer and will always need one
don't use mouth words to communicate
have comorbid intellectual disability and don't want to separate that from their autism
autism acceptance month can't truly be about acceptance if we don't broaden our understanding of autism and confront our internal biases. these things listen above are normal parts of autism. sometimes very common. there's stigma around them, but that's stigma we can actively fight.
a printer error is an attempt from god to get you to kill yourself but you must be stronger and you must must must beat the printer to death with a large object like object
Hi! It's me scrumpledmilk the cool guy ever20 trans + autistic YouTube era soon 😨🫣
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