Currently In The Mood For Soft Domesticity Like Cooking Together, Drinking Tea/coffee In Comfortable

Moving Esquire cover with Rachel Weisz

Me: *flirts with girl*

Her: *flirts back*

Me: *was not expecting that and am now panicking*

soon it will be autumn, and i'll have a cup of warm tea, an old, unread book with crinkled pages, and the leaves would be a beautiful shade. everything would be alright again.

I could just about burst with how much I want to just snuggle into your neck, kiss you and whisper words meant for only the two of us.

im curious about what made you you. im curious about your taste in music. im curious about the way your mind thinks. im curious about how your body likes to be touched. im curious about your late night thoughts and how they make you feel. im curious about every single thing about you.

Book: The Pain of Healing by Samantha Camargo on amazon 💛

My feelings for her are so soft. I savor every second that I stare at her texts and snaps before closing out and not being able to read them again. I curl into the feeling. I love her warmly.

There is nothing wrong with being afraid to try new things, to change your life, to go out of your comfort zone. But you can't stay all your life in one place because you are paralyzed by anxiety. You can take that class. You can talk to that person. You can apply for that new job. Please know that it is not always about the results, but about trying. It comes down to the journey you take.

Start with little things, like sending a text, or talking with the cashier while shopping. Things that don't give you that much anxiety. And when you finally feel comfortable, try something else that gives you a little more anxiety. Keep taking steps to conquer things that make you anxious. Until you are finally ready to take that extra step and apply for that class you find interesting or a new job. It will be worth it to conquer your anxiety little by little, it will be a journey you won't forget. Remember to be proud of yourself for trying. Give yourself credit for facing anxiety everyday.

*secretly tries to flirt with you by liking your posts*

Thinking about her hands, and her lips, and her voice...