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“You imagine a world where the two of you can go out to dinner together on a Saturday night and no one thinks twice about it. It makes you want to cry, the simplicity of it, the smallness of it. You have worked so hard for a life so grand. And now all you want are the smallest freedoms. The daily peace of loving plainly.”

— The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo (p. 176)

the intimacy of locking your fingers with someone you love, someone you cannot reach or touch, someone you can only visit in dreams.

And if my wishes came true It would've been you

Happy Christmas - Viggo Johansen // Interior with Two Little Girls, Christmas Eve - Johannes Wilhjelm // right where you left me - Taylor Swift // Midnight Rain - Taylor Swift

it’s been two years and i’m still not over the original cardigan lyrics

i don’t know what to call this situation… but i know i can’t call you mine 🙁

the lyric “and he never thinks of me, except for when i’m on tv, and i never think of him, except on midnights like this” makes me so nostalgic especially that it’s the final line of the song because you can’t put the feeling of losing someone who you loved into words better. this lyric is literally perfect because you are not in each other lives anymore, you both don’t really think about what you had, you moved on and it’s almost like you both never happened. but then there will always be a part of you that will remember, even if it’s once in a year or twice in ten years. the love you once shared will always be a part of you. and yeah i’m crying

Moving Esquire cover with Rachel Weisz

Stella the Golden Retriever

Stella the Golden Retriever, Copyright RobiniArt, 2019. Visit www.robiniart.etsy.com to commission a custom portrait or email robin@robiniart.com with your inquiry. 

by Javier Martinez

Dia de los Muertos

Book: The Pain of Healing by Samantha Camargo on amazon 💛

Call this a reminder, a wish, a prayer, a mantra, or call it nothing but hope: that tomorrow we will wake up feeling a little bit better. And on the they after, a little more. Life doesn't have to be perfect, but we can still heal. We still have time to do it. Let's not give up. Let's go to bed tonight with that in mind. Let's allow ourselves to believe it and to work towards making it happen. Neither of us, the one who writes this and the one who reads it are alone now. We are moving on and making the changes we need, little by little.

“Grief, I’ve learned, is really just love. It’s all the love you want to give, but cannot. All that unspent love gathers up in the corners of your eyes, the lump in your throat, and in that hollow part of your chest. Grief is just love with no place to go.”

― Jamie Anderson

leaving lipstick stains on the brim of her coffee cup. walking around in an art museum with her. listening to her passionate banters about greek sculptures. she paints me while i read amrita pritam to her. and i leave tiny notes containing romantic poetry , stamped with my lipstick stain, on her bedside table. whispering i love you's in libraries. going on dates in bookstores. lying in her lap while reading our favourite books. planting tiny kisses on her forehead, on her cheek when she least expects it.

listen

i just want to gently play hozier songs to my love while they cuddle into my side, then kiss them on the head before we fall asleep, chests rising and falling in tandem

is that too much to ask

I hope you guys like…eventually live the life you want to live and I hope nothing haunts you for too long and I hope you’re all kind to yourselves

“be the bigger person” I can’t I’m only 5’3”

There is nothing wrong with being afraid to try new things, to change your life, to go out of your comfort zone. But you can't stay all your life in one place because you are paralyzed by anxiety. You can take that class. You can talk to that person. You can apply for that new job. Please know that it is not always about the results, but about trying. It comes down to the journey you take.

Start with little things, like sending a text, or talking with the cashier while shopping. Things that don't give you that much anxiety. And when you finally feel comfortable, try something else that gives you a little more anxiety. Keep taking steps to conquer things that make you anxious. Until you are finally ready to take that extra step and apply for that class you find interesting or a new job. It will be worth it to conquer your anxiety little by little, it will be a journey you won't forget. Remember to be proud of yourself for trying. Give yourself credit for facing anxiety everyday.

More Christmas

I want nights of sitting on the fire places and decorating cookies together while we watch something christmas themed or spooky themed. I want days where I take a piece of bread, bite it lightly between my teeth so your mouth can brush mine as you take a bite I want nights where we cuddle on the floor next to the christmas tree accompanied by our pets