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Ohh my godđ„șđ„Č Natasha in this fic is so contradictory.. I LOVE her honestly I have never watched Jennifer's body but this is making me want to SOO badly oh gods succubus(?) Nat is so hot and mean this is amazingïżŒđđ
pairing: dark!nat/f!reader
summary:
Aside from the cannibalism, Nat is mostly the same. Still ridiculously strong and stupidly hardheaded. And that face â flinty, cold, mean. Natâs always been mean.Â
(inspired by jenniferâs body)
additional notes: mommy kink, dom/sub, bloodplay(?), dacryphilia, uhh pussy spanking, choking, unhealthy relationship, terrible aftercare
title from a song suggested by an anon: nobody by the crane wives
(ao3)
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Dozens of NYC Subway riders, fresh off a Robyn concert, singing âDancing On My Ownâ while waiting for the E train. (Video by Triszh Hermogenes)Â
College!Natasha Romanoff x Reader
Word Count: 5K
A/N: Happy Birthday @reminiscingtonight. Youâre the best, I hope you have a year as awesome as you. Despite the title, this is all fluff. I hope you like it!
Sophomore year of college was not going to plan. It hadnât even started yet. Youâd made the choice not to apply for dorms. Instead, youâd made plans with your two best friends from freshman freshman. The three of you had been inseparable for two semesters, and it made perfect sense to rent an off campus house together.
As the summer went on, it started to feel like you were the only one in the group still excited for the experience of living together. You found yourself sending links for potential houses into the group chat, only to be left on read.
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Cinematography of the Red Room
Black Widow (2021) | dir. Cate Shortland | dp. Gabriel Beristain
babygirl there is something obviously wrong with your brain
under is a compilation of fics that include an age up natasha romanoff with a younger reader. read warnings for more information
older!nat gets a visit from her sunshine and gets mistaken for her daughter
the avengers flirt with reader unaware of her and natashaâs relationship
the avengers have a movie night with natasha and her little ball of sunshine sleeping against her
reader and natashaâs favourite qualities about each other
â nsfw!
coming soon
Sweet of you to recommend međ These fics are also very good!đ
mostly Natasha Romanoff
if there is any Writer that doesn't Want there Work on here please Let me Know
last updated Tuesday, august 31 at 8:42pm
*= smut there probably wont be any top reader
not a of them Will have summaries
pt.1) gonna kill you if you don't beat me to it *
you never wanted to be an avenger. now that youâve been one (quite reluctantly) for a while, things are changing. and Natashaâs finally starting to figure you out â for better or for worse.
pt.2) home of blood and bone *
Natasha pries her way into your past, into your biology, and into your future. and you let her.
pt1) Airmail cocktails
You work at a restaurant frequented by mafia members, so why have you never met the boss until now?
pt2) A single moment
You finally met the big boss of the mob you service at your restaurant, but can someone really change before it's too late?
tasha x r
cookie flavored Kisses
tasha x r
Natasha Romanoff x reader drabble *
Limits*
Word count< 1900
Natasha might have crossed a line.
tasha x reader
Bestfriendsmomnat x reader *
cramps
Word count<572
Do you think you could write a one-shot where Natâs daughter has really intense periods, and Nat helping her through them? You can decide if sheâs autistic or not.
Natasha Romanoff x teen daughter reader
birthday girl
Word count< 512
Natasha celebrates her daughters birthday
Natasha Romanoff x teen daughter reader
never alone
Word count< 2625
Natasha had taken the girl under her wing after they saved her from Hydra, she was practically her mom now and saw the girl as her daughter. When her daughter canât stop the thoughts running through her mind, telling her sheâs ungrateful, that she should be happy, she has everything now and she shouldnât be feeling like this; she takes sleeping pills, maybe too many, just wanting those thoughts to stop and her mind to be quiet. Natasha finds her in that state and they have a talk. No shitty âsomeone loves you so your depression is better nowâ trope ending because thatâs not how it works lol
Natasha Romanoff x teen daughter reader
not real
Word count< 1674
Natashaâs daughter had looked for Yelena everywhere, only to find her at her motherâs grave. They talk and Yelena promises to be there for her, as they both express their emotions with the recent events. During their meeting, the person they least expect to show up makes an appearance, although her daughter is having a hard time believing itâs real.
Natasha Romanoff and Yelena Belova x autistic teen reader
writeasrain
never tear us apart
tasha x nb! r
reality
Word count< 3500
Y/N and Natasha get off to a somewhat rocky start, but the pursuit of happiness is never smooth sailing.
tasha x reader
my hero
Word count< 1100
Natasha comes home from a mission and is moved by what she finds.
tasha x reader
my babies
Word count<1000
Natasha gets a surprise visit from her two favorite people in the world.
tasha x reader
stress relief*
Word count<2500
Y/N had a rough day training some new recruits. She ends up relieving her stress, but not in the way she expected.
Natasha Romanoff x reader
pt1) mile high club*
Word count<2100
Y/N and Natasha have an eventful trip home after a mission.
pt2) I told you*
Word count<1800
Natasha is a woman of her word.
tasha x reader
Wake up call*
Word count<2000
Natasha comes up with the perfect wake-up call for her girlfriend.
tasha x reader
reward*
Word count<2000
The aftermath of teasing is the greatest reward.
tasha x reader
pt1) masterpiece
Word count<3500
The aftermath of teasing is the greatest reward.
pt2) breathtaking
Word count< 2000
tasha x reader
all along
Word count< 2300
Natasha takes training a little too seriously and ends up hurting her crush, Y/N L/N, but maybe the situation isnât as bad as it seems.
tasha x reader
domestic type
Word count<1100
The Avengers need a safe house to lay low in. Luckily, Natasha knows the perfect place.
tasha x reader
new favorite
Word count<1100
Y/N sees a spider that reminds her of her famous girlfriend; The Black Widow
tasha x reader
flawed
Word count<4500
Thereâs a silver lining to Wandaâs unfaithfulness.
tasha x reader
pt1) tension *
A night out with your friends, drinks and truth or dare leads to the woman on your mind being rather possessive of you, youâre finally getting what you want.
pt2) tension *
After calling it a night, Natasha asked you to take her home, upon arriving at her apartment, she tells you to come up with her. What does she have in mind?
tasha x reader
Daddy Nat*
While at another one of Tonyâs parties, Natasha finds herself watching your interactions with Carol while she was with Steve, Bucky and Sam. While you and Natasha have been together for 2 years, Carol still flirted with you, yet you didnât really flirt back. You just continued to be normal. An hour after watching you and Carol from afar, Natasha takes you to your shared room to remind you who you belong to.
tasha x reader
spreading your Wings
Word count< 745
Y/n wings are cramping up but the team has never seen them. She doesn't wanna cause a scene, but Natasha has a solution.
tasha x reader
can I touch you*
Petal asking if she can kiss/suck/bite Nat's tits. C-can I touch?
tasha x reader
pt1) diet mountain dew*
drugs and alcohol are involved, you and Natasha need to pee, which somehow led to the two of you fucking in Tonyâs bed.
pt2) diet mountain dew*
Natasha apologizes for what she did at the part
Ketonok(series masterlist) *
sheâs way older than you but that doesnât seem to be a problem for the both of you when she decides to fuck you one day. nsfw. older!nat, younger! Reader.
tasha x reader
helping hand(s)*
word count<800
step moms Wanda and Nat come home to find their 19 year old touching theirself and moaning Wanda and nats names? (reader has a vagina and is a huge bottom)
wandanat x reader
nervous breakdown
nervous breakdown; reader is v upset; Wanda taking care of reader; no smut; sadboi hours for reader
Wanda x reader
graduation gift(on going series)
pt1) graduation gift
word count<2800
pt2) you break beautifully
word count<2000
pt3) progress until punished
word count<2200
pt4) mending & amends
word count<3000
You never liked your stepmother, but you never expected her to do anything like this
darktasha x reader
widows bite
Natasha Romanoff showed you a whole new world when you thought for sure that you were going to be stuck at dead end forever.
tasha x reader
mommy Nat blurb
professor/mommy! Nat explaining things to sub! Reader in class and reader 100% gets it. once readers goes into little space at home Nat tries to explain things differently
mommy tasha x reader
Why Would you do that
Word count<1200
can you write reader being the big,bad scary soldier and Natasha is like head over heels for them and one day while the team is bonding Natasha boops their nose and everyone went quiet until reader says ââŠdid you just boop me?do it againâ
tasha x reader
you Were blue
Word count<2300
Telling stories from your childhood with the Avengers brings some feelings to light.
tasha x reader
late at night
word count<512
You canât sleep and want to watch cartoons, while Natasha just wants to sleep.
tasha x reader
a little secret
word count<952
You had been keeping to age regression a secret from your girlfriend, but when she comes home unexpectedly, it canât be a secret anymore.
Natasha Romanoff x reader
speak up baby*
word count< ?
Mommy decides to test your limits. It will of course, be fun for you. Or Natasha fucks you until you cry.
Natasha Romanoff x reader
chronically in love with you
Nat takes care of a chronically ill reader.
tasha x reader
just a risky move
word count< 713
You, Nat, Steve, Clint and Tony had just got off the Quinjet after a mission but Nat wouldnât get off your back about a risky move you made during the fight
tasha x reader
Natty? where have you gone to?
word count< ?
Nat tries her best to catch Y/n's eye but in her mind, she fails, which causes Y/n to go looking for her little redhead.
Natasha Romanoff x reader
I've got issues
word count<?
Y/n started dating Natasha, it was very unexpectedly, but it had been so beautiful. But what happens when they move in together?
Natasha Romanoff x reader
soft Kisses*
Word count<?
i just want the soft assassin to take care of me after fucking me senseless okay
Natasha Romanoff x reader
sissy Wanda(on going series)*
sissy
word count< 1400
You thought you hated your older stepsister, but you were very wrong
darkwanda x reader
if you go his series master list all the parts will be there
Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer
Yelena struggles to deal with her girlfriend Y/N having a simple cold so she calls in reinforcements.
Yelena Belova x reader
Natasha Romanoff x reader(platonic) and Melina Vostokoff x reader(platonic)
prank war
word count<822
Natasha Romanoff x daughter reader and Yelena Belova x teen reader
death by duvet
Word count< 1638
After a night to remember, Yelena is left to clean the sheets. She has some trouble.
Yelena Belova x reader
@subdaddyfreyr
Because i Love you
Word count< 590
So basically Yelena Belova x reader where reader wants Yelena to know how much she loves her so she puts chocolate and surprises in the pockets of her vest and maybe even puts little notes in there
Yelena Belova x reader
The recruit(on going series(all parts should be linked in the first part)
team work is never in Yelenaâs vocabulary but of course, her new job changes that.
Yelena Belova x reader
more to comes
Your tags are so funny LMAO I'm really happy you like the fic
Mommy decides to test your limits. It will of course, be fun for you.
Or
Natasha fucks you until you cry.
Warnings: Heavy general NS*FW themes, presumed mutual consent, presumed safe word, mommy kink, use of a vibrator on reader, use of a strap on- on reader, use of bondage (ropes) on reader, reader gets breasts played with, overstimulation, reader gets manhandled by Natasha, reader cries from pleasure and overstim, mentioned edging, reader begs to stop, clitoral and gspot over stimulation, reader sucks on Natashaâs breasts, multiple orgasms, reader gets called a sl*ut, sweet heart, baby and kotenok, Natasha gets called mommy once, no pronouns are used for reader, reader has a pus*sy and breasts
Note you do not have permission to translate and or repost this story thank you :)
Itâs straight up just porn lmaođ It was inspired by one of @nermalina's posts but I couldnât find itđȘ I just woke up when I posted this so apologies for any errors, I hope you enjoy :)đ Edit: I accidentally deleted this post and I'm gonna cry-
Asking for permission
The sounds of your whines and whimpers were smothered into mommy's breasts as you suckled on them, the couples vibrator inside you sending waves of pleasure into your swollen clit and gspot. Your arms were tightly and expertly bound behind you by a stunning crimson red dyed jute rope. It managed to be soft and worn in, while still being rough enough to hold you still and to leave reddened marks.
The coolness of the bed sheets sank into your bare legs, a puddle of your cum dripping off Natasha's thigh. Mommy had decided to try and see how many times you could cum before passing out after edging you for hours, and you had already done so about three times.
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"Mo-mommy please I can't take an-y more mmf!" Her hand had grasped the back of your head before shoving your mouth back into her breasts. The roughness and feigned carelessness sent tingles straight to your overstimulated and puffy pussy. Tears stinging at your eyes.
"Speak up baby, what was that?" You could hear the faint smugness and mocking confusion in mommy's voice as she turned up the vibrations with her phone. Your hips bucked and twitched, not sure if to move toward or away from the overwhelming sensation. Mommy's large strap pressing against your stomach.
You tried to answer but the only noises you could only make were some pathetic whimpers into mommy's chest, her moaning softly at the vibrations.
Natasha's soft hands reached down and began to expertly play with your breasts. Gentle fluttery movements at one moment, then groping and tweaking your nipple roughly in her hands. "I can feel how wet you are slut, gonna cum sweet heart?"
The warm tingling pleasure grew more as something coiled and squeezed in your tummy. Your hips with a mind of their own desperately ground down against mommy's thigh, pushing the vibrator harder against your clit and deeper inside you. Slick smearing against Natasha's creamy skin. Bright sparks burst behind your eyes as your body trembled.
Mommy's touch shoved you harshly over the edge. Sobbing as overwhelming pleasure swamped you, your pussy spilling cum and squirting all over Mommy's thigh. Tears streaked down your flushed cheeks.
The incessant whirring of the vibe sent sharp overstimulated pleasure pain straight to your swollen clit as you wailed, trying to push off the toy unsuccessfully. You tried shifting your arms to remove the toy only to find them immobilised. Natasha frowned playfully and tutted, hands grasping your hips and lifting you into the air easily. Your stomach swooped with the unexpected motion.
She brought you down on her forgotten strap, the toy being forced in along with the vibrator. Mommy's cock shoved the vibe harder against your g spot, a near painful squeezing knot reappearing in your tummy.
The strap stretched you wide open, you could feel the silicon pressing firmly against your walls. Waves of pleasure tumbled and crested over your body as Natasha's hips rolled smoothly into yours. Your mouth parted as you whined noiselessly. Not so fast, we aren't done yet Kotenok."
What about..,,, college professor Nat who wears those fancy blazers with dress pants and has this amazing expensive cologne :) She gives you these dirty flirtatiousïżŒ looks during class...ïżŒđ„°
i just saw this babes iâm so fucking sorry đ but ur right, college professor nat would be the type to smell like sexy, expensive perfume, you know itâs expensive cuz you probably told her she smelled good and she told you what it was... sheâs so sexy, alluring, and she loves picking on you because she adores how you flush in embarrassment
For that older!Nat request:
Reader is an experiment project of HYDRA and Nat was the one who rescued her but with very little to none interaction with anyone all she retain was her childish qualities.
She'll be very scared of men and wary with others except Natasha. She'll mostly follow and cling to her everywhere and she'll only eat, speak and interact if Nat gave her permission đŹ
I really don't know where to go with this lol I just want a shit clingy and dependent reader đ€Ł thank you so much!
warning: older!nat, experiment!reader, fluff. SFW
âTasha?â
Her small voice broke the redhead out of her reverie and when she looked down, found a girl years her senior cuddled up against her arm, her lips turned softly.
Natasha reached out to caress her cheek, her little bunnyâs cheek scarred from the abuse she had taken through her youth during her time with HYDRA, and when the redhead touched her, she melted into her hold.
âWhatâs wrong, sunshine?â
She beamed at the pet name and even flushed in embarrassment. But when she calmed and relaxed, her eyes darted from Natasha to Tony who stood in the hall.
âWhat do you want Tony?â
âBanner hulked out... Again.â
The irritation was evident in Tonyâs tone and Natashaâs was present as she rolled her eyes. She turned to her ball of sunshine, curled up against her arm in the comfort of their couch.
âItâll be quick. Tony will be with you, okay?â
She shook her head furiously and whined, reaching out to grab the redheadâs muscly arm and tug on it.
âNo, please.â
Natasha sighed, she couldnât bring her girl with her, even if she wanted to. Bringing someone so fragile to a place so destructive, let alone with a Hulked out Bruce? She wouldnât risk it, even if it mean disappointing you and making you sad for a little bit just to know you were safe.
âYou canât come, sunshine.â Natasha heard her whine, her frown deepening in tow as she shook her head in displeasure. âItâs too dangerous. Please, be a good girl for Tony, okay? He likes you. He thinks youâre pretty cool.â
She gave Natasha a look of doubt. âReally?â
Natasha nodded, beaming with a smile. âDonât you find her cool, Stark?â When the redhead turned to the playboy, billionaire, she gave him a scowl. âDonât you?â
âOf course, I do!â He neared the couch but just stayed far enough that Natashaâs girl wouldnât crouch in fear of him. âI wonât be a bother. Iâll be like you! Iâll do whatever Natasha tells me!â
The redhead gave him a shove to his shoulders and when she felt the grip on her arm loosen, she was able to slip out to stand in front of you.
âI love you, okay? I will be back, no more than half an hour. Thatâs thirty minutes, sunshine. Starting when I walk down that hallway,â she points, âyouâre gonna count for me, alright?â
She nods. And Natasha grins, leaning to kiss her sunshine on the tip of her nose. A giggle erupts and tickles the redheadâs nose, making her scrunch.
âI love you too.â
OMG OMF HERW ME OUT- I DONT KNOW IF THE OLDER!NAT CONCEPTS THING IS STILL OPEN, BUT IF IT IS, COULD YOU DO A MOVIE NIGHT IN THE COMPOUND WIRH THE WHOLE GANG AND READER SITS ON NATTYS LAP AND CUDDLES INTO HER AND HOLDS NATS HAND, MINDLESSLY PLAYING WITH IT AND CONSTANTLY COMPARING THE SIZE DIFFERENCE WHILE NAT CHUCKLES AND BY THE END OF THE MOVUE WE FALL ASLEEP ON HER, IN AN ADORABLE POSITION AND THW TEAMS JUST LIKE đ„șđ„șđ„șđ„ș AWWE AND WHEN NATTY TRIES TO STAND UP TO PICK US UP, WE WHINE BC WE DONT WANT NATTY TO LET US GO
warnings: older!nat, younger!reader, one dirty joke about a choking kink and thatâs it. SFW
A giggle breaks Natasha out of her little reverie; when she blinks awake and then looks down, only to find you curled up against her lap with her hand intertwined against yours.
A smile is present on your face and it makes Natasha contort hers in question, her eyes wide and curious as she reaches out with her other hand to caress your cheek.
âWhatâs so funny, sunshine?â
You looked up and fluttered your lashes, grinning as you pulled up your intertwined hands and chuckled.
âYour hands are so big, Natty.â Natasha looked at the comparison, finding that you were right seeing as her hand literally dwarfed yours in such a way where you could hold onto her thumb and it would be alright.
Natasha grins, shaking her head while she pinches your cheek in a fit of cuteness. âYouâre so right, sunshine. Theyâre made for holding your hand and protecting you.â
You looked at her wearily and rolled your eyes, throwing your head back against her chest which made your head bounce due to her boobs.
When you chuckled and then leaned up to press your cheek against Natashaâs shoulder, you practically purred in comfort.
âI like them better when theyâre around my neck.â
Natasha blushed and it made you giggle, turning around to set your attention back onto the movie before Tony would get pissy about you and Nat giggling about.
And when twenty minutes into the movie, with your head lulling back against your girlfriendâs chest, you called for her softly, âTasha?â
She hummed, her finger dancing along the length of your spine. âYes, my love.â
ââM tired...â
She watched you curl further against her lap and she smiled, welcome you either way as you did.
âThatâs okay, honey. You can go to rest, my love.â She leaned to kiss your forehead. âIâll be right here.â
Natasha stood up to move, but as she did, she heard a whine erupt from your lips. âNatty...â
âWeâre going to bed, darling. Go back to sleep.â
âAre you sure?â She smiled at the way you spoke, sleepy with a slur.
She nodded and hummed. âYes, baby. Iâll be here when you wake up. Okay?â
âOkay...â You sighed, cheeks warm. âI love you.â
could you do something with older!natty taking reader's virginity đ„șđ„ș or do you have something on that already? (if so, pls link it?)
warnings: older!nat, younger!reader, loss of virginity, oral sex, fingering, fluff. NSFW
i got carried away with this trope... i need more older sisterâs best friend!nat in my life
With a touch gentle as a bird, her pale fingers traced over the scars on your arms, the older woman smiled as she leaned over your stomach and kissed just above the little white bow sewn onto the waistband of your panties.
âAre you alright, sunny?â
You gave a shaky breath but nodded anyways, enabling the older woman to see the anxiety present on your face. But just as you imagine, the assassin saw you through and through and kissed your tummy once more before speaking.
Her hand slipped away from your hip and slid between your legs, inches away from your clothed core, she squeezed your inner thigh to rile you up.
âNo one has touched you here?â
You shook your head. âN-No...â
A hum responded back and your eyes fluttered close. You couldnât bare to seeing Natashaâs face when she realized you were inexperienced. The woman was twenty years your senior! Itâs embarrassing that she was with someone young as you, let alone a fucking virgin. If she didnât want you, youâd have to deal with it.
âThatâs okay, hun.â Your eyes widened and your head looked down at where Natasha was settled between your legs. She looked insatiable, like she was ready to pounce, and that made you even more nervous. âWeâll take it slow, okay? Just tell me whenever you want to stop.â
You nodded, licking you dry lips and as your tongue made an appearance, it made Natasha grin in response. She disappeared between your legs once more and as she did, her pale slender fingers hooked under the waistband of your panties as she peeled them off.
Cool air struck you with surprise and you shook in a shiver, your nipples pebbled with no touch and they poked through the frail fabric of your camisole.
âTasha...?â
Her head popped up. âYes, my love?â
âBe gentle?â
She grinned, shook her head with a chuckle that made you flush in response. Her crimson hair fell and framed her face in a way that was so elegant, like the gods intended for this woman to be born out of goodness and beauty.
âSay no less, my darling. My tongue will work you through until you are ready for me, okay?â
You nodded, and when she dipped her head between your legs, licked a gentle strip against your wet cunt, your hips bucked up in response.
A gutted moan erupted from your lips as Natasha placed her hand over your tummy, pressing you against the bed as she mouth licked your pussy until your moans were uncontrollable. She only stopped when she moved up to silence you, shoving the wet panties you once wore into your open mouth to prevent your parents know that a woman who was old enough to be your sister was eating you out.
Natasha grinned as she sought your face, her finger dancing along your cheek, painted nails softly scratching your skin, you shivered and heaved for her to continue.
âBreathe through your nose, okay?â
You nodded and her fingers disappeared into her mouth, forcing you to watch her lick and coat her fingers wet with saliva until it was practically dripping down her forearm.
âYouâre free to remove your panties whenever you feel unsafe.â You nodded but you knew no matter what Natasha did, she could never make you feel unsafe. She was the epitome of safety and every waking and sleeping moment spent with her, was one that was peaceful.
And as she snuck her hand between your legs, letting her fingertips wander against your clit, you gasped against your panties, your chest heaving up and down before Natashaâs finger trailed further down where she toyed with your entrance. You took a deep breath and as she swirled her finger against your cunt, she leaned down and peppered kisses over your neck.
You shook when she entered, penetrating your softly and gently with one finger. And when she filled you, she paused for a moment before moving once more. And as her fingers curved inside of you, a whimper fell from your lips as Natasha nipped your neck.
âMy sweet tiny girl...â She was heavily breathing against your neck and much to your enjoyment, she was getting off of your pleasure. âYouâre so warm... so wet.â
You couldnât believe it, your sisterâs best friend was inside of you, knuckle deep inside, fingering you in your room with just your parents down stairs. They couldnât know, and somehow they didnât with much moaning you did.
But as Natasha continued to pump her fingers in and out, in and out, you were nearing your orgasm and your legs started shaking. Wetness smeared all over your thighs and Natashaâs hands and when she pulled her finger out, her whole hand was glistening with your arousal.
The older woman smile and then parted her mouth, taking her finger inside as she licked herself clean and made eye contact with you.
While the other hand, she caressed the protruding bone from your hip, gentle and soft, it eased you down from your orgasm.
âYou did well, my love.â
ahhh imagine nat or wandanat is away on a week or two long mission and you miss them so you read fanfics about her or them and on the night she comes home you are asleep with your laptop open on your lap. as nat goes to move it she sees a fanfic about her x y/n and she finds it adorable but will tease you about it when you wake up by saying something like, âby the way detka, am i better to you in real life or on that website where you are in a fake relationship with me?â and you just turn into a stuttering mess. or she finds your laptop open with smut and finds out you have a mommy kink or something đ”âđ«
warnings: older!nat, younger!reader, size difference but like... thatâs for every fanfic i write ever, dirty talk, talks about using a strap, thigh riding, talks about cum eating/play (?). NSFW
yâall the fucking warnings is sending me LMAO
You huffed at the words on your phone, it was getting too much, your girlfriendâs lack of presence was irritating, let alone frustrating as you were now basically humping your pillow in sexual frustration.
You knew you shouldnât have read smut fanfic about her, the writers on Tumblr were too good. You had read one where she had tied up the âreaderâ and fucked her with a strap until she basically passed out and while you knew Natasha isnât the type to push you that far, you wished you could feel what her you had felt against you once more.
But no, she had another week in Mexico, she needed to finish this mission and well, you needed to finish your homework. You tried, but it wasnât eventful as you could focus without having a fucking flashback to an image of your girlfriend eating your cunt out between your legs, or to how you would scratch her back as she fucked you senseless.
And now as you laid there, tears swelling in your eyes, you huffed and puffed and gotten comfortable in your bed and decided to sleep, unaware of the light of your phone as it was still on.
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When Natasha arrived home, a faint ache to her back, she journeyed up the stairs to your shared room with her.
It was just on the break of dawn when she returned so when she entered her bedroom and found fast asleep, she wasnât surprised that you were so deep in your slumber that your phone was still on.
But as she tucked you in and pulled your phone away, she caught a glimpse of her name written in various paragraphs which caught her attention. Her emerald eyes glazed over the screen, curious to what you had been reading, Natasha found the words âY/nâ and her name typed up onto some scenario where fictional her was fucking fictional âreaderâ.
Natasha grinned when it hit her. Her girlfriend was reading a smut fanfiction about her... while she was on a mission. Natasha assumed it was because you had missed her more than usual, and the fact that you couldnât even have phone sex with her made it worse.
Once she turned the phone off, her smile reached her face as she saw you fast asleep. She slipped in beside you soon after, sheâll tease you about it tomorrow.
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When you woke up the next morning expecting a cold bed beside you, you werenât expecting warmth and a large body curled up next to you.
Your eyes fluttered open and softly, you stretched your arms wide open as you turned and realized your girlfriend was home a week earlier than expected.
You threw yourself at her, burying your face deep into the crook of her neck and smiling. She smelled good, she mustâve taken a shower before she left for the plane and regardless, she was here.
She was apparently awake as the older woman hugged you in return, her large muscly arms tight around your small stature made you whimper. Unknowingly to Natasha, her thigh had slipped between your legs and accidentally pressed up against your core, you sighed, a shiver up your spine making your shake.
âGood morning,â she greeted you with a smile to her tone and never let you go, âwas your dreams just as good as the fanfiction you were reading about me?â
You stilled in her hold and flushed, your cheeks warmed and your hid deeper into your girlfriendâs neck out of embarrassment.
âYou werenât supposed to see that?â
âWell, I did,â her grin was still present, âI bet I could fuck you better than what they did in that story.â
âD-Donât say that...â
âWhy not?â You whimpered when Natasha pressed her thigh further against you, making you realize that it hadnât been an accident at all. âDoes it make you wet thinking about my fingers fucking this pussy open?â
âTasha...â You frowned and shook your head. âItâs not fair.â
The older woman chuckled. âWhatâs not fair, baby?â
âI havenât been able to get off... I couldnât even call you to guide me.â Natasha could hear the genuine sadness and frustration present in your voice and while it was partially entertaining, she couldnât leave you high and dry. Her thigh forced you to ground yourself on her and one of her hands left your head to grip your hips to help you.
âIâm here now, princess.â She dragged your hips against her right, she was wearing shorts, you were merely wearing her shirt and just a pair of panties. Natasha could feel your arousal smearing against her pale skin, it was sticky, and somehow audibly loud as you starting riding her thigh. âIs this better than that fanfiction youâve read?â
You nodded, breathing her scent in and grasping onto the fabric of her cropped shirt. There wasnât much, meaning as you pulled on her top, it drew up and revealed her toned abs and the underside of her breast.
âWhat were you even reading about?â She was teasing you, but you didnât care, you just wanted to get off, you wanted to cum on her thighs, make it sticky with your finish and have her make you lick it off her skin.
âThe reader was caught...â You whimpered when you hit that good spot. âShe was masturbating a-and... Oh Godâ You caught her f-fingering herself and you w-wanted to help.â
Natasha gripped your ass, her hand splayed over the curve of your bottom as she helped you ride her thigh up and down. You were going faster, harder, and you were drenching your panties and she could feel you getting near.
And as she tugged on the roots of your hair and pulled your head back, she caught sight of your face, your lips parted in euphoria, eyes shut just as your lashes fanned your cheeks. The moans you were letting out were animalistic, dangerous, and your chest was heaving.
All the while your hand was snuck around her, gripping on to her body for dear god as your hips came to a stuttering stop.
âBetter than any fanfic?â
You nodded with a looped smile, nuzzling your cheek against your loverâs shoulder. âYes... so much more.â
OMG YALL HORNY THOT: beefy!nat having you on her lap, your camisole is up and your tits are out, the camera is on for you guysâ live stream, her large hands are caressing your skin and the way she can feel your ribs when you arch your back into her palms, she loves it, she adores it and the way she pinches and flicks your nipples has you squirming... itâs all mysterious cuz the two of you never show faces but in the camera, you can see the red hair and the purple marks on your collar bones and thatâs the only clue the two of you ever give... WET ASF
Taglist: @lynxwhispurrs
Summary: When an unexpected touch brings a realization to light, Natasha does everything to show her favorite person that it's real.
A/N: This was inspired by @missmonsters2's "Words Beneath Your Skin', a beautiful piece of art I"m not worthy of with my touch starved ass. I wanted to add my own little spin to it using my favorite assassin :3 Thank you again for giving me permission to do this <3
Warning: Open ended quote that might be interpreted as abuse. I'm not for sure, but just to be safe.
Natasha noticed.
To be fair, she is a assassin turned avenger. She notices a lot of things.
Natasha spent lifetimes learning about the human body. Where to break, where to shed blood most, vital areas that deliver poison faster than othersâŠ.the list can go on.
She saw it when you visited her room. A part of the problem.
You were still new, not to the team, but to the compound. And even though everyone was mostly in and out on missions, your presence was very welcome to many.
Especially to a certain feline.
Liho was never one to welcome strangers, but your small peace offering of expensive canned tuna definitely made an impression.
Soon enough, you began to feed Liho, and her owner. Leaving small meals for both of them to find, and to keep finding you to ask for more.
You become both their favorites. And being a favorite of Natasha did allow certain perks.
âFound those limited edition chips you wanted.â
âYour shoelaces are untied,â
âWanna go shopping?â
âI restocked the snack drawer and charged your computer.â
She pays attention as you start to settle into your new room. How you grab small snacks instead of sitting at a dinner table with the others, how you wrap yourself in a blanket when youâre in an empty living room. What snack you like best after a training session.
Theyâre small things, and to her credit, she was really just trying to say thank you for feeding them both. Thank you quickly turned into dates you thoroughly enjoyed.
Itâs how you ended up in her room for the first time.
âI bought a few too many snacks at the store,â was the best excuse she could come up with, and she thanks whatever god there is that you bought it with that smile of yours.
Natashaâs room was interesting, simplicity mixed with sparks of modern and rustic all in one. Splashes of red and white mixed with shades of black.
âItâs pretty,â
Natasha gives you the smallest of smiles, genuine and true. âThank you.â
Her bed is even softer. The mattress invites you, and you immediately burrow into the blankets like itâs second nature.
Meow
Liho follows suit after you open up your bag of potato chips and nestles in a spot close to you, and that night black tail swaying in pure bliss.
Then it happens.
Natasha looks at you, green eyes spotting remnants of chips resting against the corner of your lips. It doesnât bother her, quite the contrary, you look absolutely adorable.
She brings it to your attention with a small chuckle, and hovers a finger over her face to point out the crumbs. Your focus on the movie, and perhaps looking a little too much at Natashaâs eyes and not her cue for you to wipe your face makes you brush away the opposite cheek.
A laugh escapes, and you wonder whatâs so funny before she takes action herself.
Then she sees something.
How your eyes widened when you felt it. Hearing your heartbeat damn near thump out of your chest. Seeing the muscles tense up at the exact spot where the assassins hand brushes against your cheek. Feeling your face heat up at the intention, or even the very contact itself.
Itâs how Natasha has her epiphany.
That you werenât comfortable.
-
No childhood was ever really perfect, but coming to the root of itâŠwas it really even normal?
Sure, your parents maybe made a few mistakes, but they gave you something, they gave you life. Thatâs probably the best gift they could give you. You didnât need affection.
Right?
The memory of last night comes, how sheâŠdid that. Touched you. Lingering for only a few moments to the point where you thought you saw trees in those forest eyes of hers.
You look away from it, and she retracts, eyes quickly turning apologetic before you excuse yourself..
GodâŠgardening was supposed to relax you. Not reminding you of the memory of a touch setting you off.
You gingerly touch the potting soil you laid out, placing a little in your hands and gauging the rich dirt. Itâs not like grass, rooted to the ground. Itâs flexible, vulnerable and-
Meow?
âLiho?â
You dust your hands off, and allow them to hover over the feline. You feel like a ghost, so close to her, but yet-
âYour momma must be mad at me, hm?â
Meow
âI knowâŠnot the smartest move to avoid her.â You allow your fingertips to ghost over the fur slowly. âI justâŠâ
Liho makes an effort to listen. To stay as a friend, as a ear to listen.
âI donât know.â
Itâs an honest answer. One that makes Natashaâs heart break a little inside as she waits for you to finish your session with Liho.
She thinks about it for a moment, as she makes her presence known after you stop talking. A small wave and a soft âHelloâ before she scoops liho in her arms and away from you.
The words slip out before you can think.
âPleaseâŠwait.â
Natasha stands still, liho jumping out of her arms in an instant and running back to your side. Natasha looks to the empty spot next to you in the green house, and when she looks at you this time, itâs different.
You see her ask. Green eyes waiting, despite everything inside her wanting to embrace and comfort you, for permission to get close to you.
You nod, and itâs the best decision you made today when you see her get comfortable on the ground.
âIâm sorry.â She starts. âI never meant to make you feel like I was going to hurt you. I would never hurt you.â
She feels like itâs her fault. For making you like this, so scared of this, of-
âYou didnât do anything wrong.â
Her eyebrows knit together, and she frowns as Liho makes her way to the redhead and nuzzles her thigh.
âWhat happened yesterday? Did I make you feel uncomfortable?â
You place your hands on your lap, the texture of your blue jeans giving some imitation of stimulation. The feeling is awkward and does little to ease your nerves, itâs baffling that jeans donât have any other purpose than being expensive, but Natashaâs hand makes you stop.
Her hand is right in front of you. The early afternoon sunshine rests on her palm, extending towards you. She makes a conscious effort not to touch any part of your body, no matter what this urge is consuming her from the inside out.
Natasha only looks at you, and keeps her hand extended.
Itâs another question.
I want to understandâŠplease talk to me.
You take her hand, and allow your fingers to trace the lines on her palm before taking another step to full on hand-holding.
âItâs not you.â You shake your head. âNever you.â
Sheâs relieved, and quietly thanks a god as she looks at you. As she searches for those answers with you.
âI justâŠit felt soâŠdifferent.â
She quirks an eyebrow at that. Before gently squeezing your hand. âDifferent how?â
âIt feltâŠâ You bit your lower lip in thought.
So soft, and gentleâŠhow the warmth of her fingers rested on your cheek, her thumb swiping away the crumbs, how you felt so safe keeping eye contact with her when those few seconds felt like an eternity.
It felt like you wanted so much more of it. That..that touch.
But itâs wrong, in your mind.
Itâs wrong to yourself to yearn for that feeling, to want it and to never let it go. To cherish its warmth like a fire on a cold winters day.
You find yourself not answering it. That feeling that keeps yelling at you to indulge in it.
âIt felt soâŠnew.â You explained. âLike it wasnât going to leave. Like it was safe.â
Natasha nods. âDid it ever feel safe before?â
She waits for your answer, and feels the warmth of your hand slip away from her.
âNot everyone is like you,â You whisper. âNot everyone is good.â
She gets it.
-
Natasha never felt like this.
So determined, so hellbent on showing you something youâve been denied for so long.
Take it slow, she reminds herself.
Natasha starts small. Hand and eye contact. A good start.
You see her extend her hand like sheâs did in the green house during breakfast oneway, her forest orbs looking at you with that question.
Do you want this? It's okay if you don't.
Your decision is like that game show with the music for the final question. Youâre over and under-thinking, worrying and doubting.
But she stays still and true.
You take her hand as many times as she extends it, and every decision getting just a little shorter than the last. She sees you start to intertwine your fingers with hers eventually, and the eye contact remains through it all.
You find yourself looking at her eyes so much. Sometimes itâs to check if she changed her mind, or if you did something wrong. But she brings you back with those green eyes of hers, an affirmation that itâs okay.
You're safe with me
She builds a foundation this way. Natasha slowly starts to stay a little longer by your side, she finds you starting to look for that feeling. She builds from hand holding, to sparring together, and from that, hugging.
She loves it when she gets to hug you.
The feeling of safety always washes over you when she wraps her arms around you, like she doesnât want to let go. The subtle squeeze she gives you proved her point when Bucky called her out on it.
She didnât want to let go. She never does.
Natasha slowly and consistently continues to build that foundation, and takes it at your pace. Sheâs patient, and attentive.
It gets longer, the contact.
You start to hold Liho for longer periods of time as Natasha sits next to you when you watch movies. Your fingers grazing over her fur as the assassin watches with adoration.
Hugs quickly became late night cuddling, and god it was heaven for you both.
You allowed yourself to initiate small touches. Brief hugs with the team as a greeting whenever in passing, high fives when Bucky says something funny at lunch, actually going to lunch instead of hiding in your room.
You became a permanent guest at Natashaâs bed, and you began sitting a tiny bit closer to her every time. Sometimes youâd lay on her lap as she braided your hair, others would be more comfortable sitting positions if anything else.
She sees a shift of sorts when youâre in bed with her one night.
The television show was long forgotten about ten minutes into the series, and she sees your crinkled brow under the covers. Youâre not frustrated, far from it actually, and sheâs relieved when she hears your heartbeat is steady.
Your body moves on its own accord. Gently shifting your position to sit up. Natasha immediately locks eyes with you, and turns down the volume with her other hand.
âCan you hold me?â
Her answer is a smile, and her eyes softening before meeting your own.
"May I?' She asks.
You give a nod, before she adjusts herself. Her movements arenât as quick as her reflexes, she gives you the opportunity to see everything sheâs doing, and the power to stop this.
You feel her hands brush against your sleep shirt, the warmth leaving as soon as it came. Her movements stop, as she gives you a moment to take in the result of her ministrations.
Sheâs under you, so many strands of red hair you try not count splayed all over her pillows, her hands hovering over the small of your back. Her eyes never leaving yours for a second.
âIs this-â
Her breath hitches when you take the initiative. Your hands find hers like your life depends on it, and she feels your body relax under her when you find the missing piece.
You see her look at you, and thereâs something different about her.
You're beautiful
You both move in sync, you reach down as she rises to connect your foreheads together.
âHow does this feel?â
Natashaâs voice is a mere whisper in the dimly illuminated room. Her raspy tone is prominent, calming, and intoxicating all at the same time. Hands ghost against your waist, holding you steady.
You lean in closer, your lips inches apart from hers.
âIt feels like you..â
It does, everything feels like Natasha. From the way she holds you, to how sheâs kissing you right now in this moment.
Her lips are velvet against yours, full of devotion, and adoration just for you. You take it all in, you feel it all in the kiss, and itâs euphoric.
It feels soâŠgood, and warm, and soft and safe.
And you never want it to stop feeling this way.
You both pull away, and Natasha gives you a different smile, one thatâs like the sun.
âItâs realâŠâ she whispers incredulously. âThis is real.â
âIt is.â You whisper
It truly is.
You both find each otherâs hands, and press your foreheads together.
Natasha squeezes, ever so softly.
âItâs always real when Iâm with youâ
Crying rn, this is ADORABLE- I love them and the soft ambience of this chapter makes me feel so happyđ„°đ
you and wanda talk and so do you and your girlfriend.
older!natasha romanoff x younger!reader
warnings: major age gap, natasha being a cute sappy older girlfriend, talks about past abuse, angst but the good kind.
series masterlist
Wandaâs room is settled a few doors from yours. Itâs the one at the end of the hallway, it sits closed, the lock clicked. Itâs the only one thatâs locked and isolated from the rest and when the silence of the house settles in, you understand why she chose this suite.
You donât force your way in but instead, a gentle knock caresses the oak wood of her door. It echoes loud throughout the hallway and almost makes you cringe but she actually opens the door and finds you staring at her, you almost feel bad for intruding in a moment that was supposed to be herâs.
She stares at you with a glare, a purse to her lips that almost makes them look like a scowl. âCan I help you?â
You gently smiled at the woman, guilt and sympathy written on the features of your face. You couldnât possibly have known what Wanda was feeling but you knew she could with you. You didnât mind that she could read your thoughts, Natasha had always been against it, soemthing about the carelessness of your actions or the way you held yourself when it came to privacy.
Perhaps, it was because you never had it growing up. It was something earned. Even back then, HYDRA never really gave much privacy to any of the test subjects. You were forced to live within one another. Cells made for a two people capacity were filled with about five girls at once.
It was easier said than done but Wanda didnât need to know any of that just so you could guilt trip her into talking to you. If it was something she didnât want to do, you would respect it.
You were here just to hope that you could earn herâs in return.
âAre you alright?â It was genuine as that but the way the Sokovianâs features twisted in disgust made her think otherwise.
âAm I alright?â She scoffed. Which you frowned in response, your head cocking in question. âMaybe if you kept it in your fucking pants then yeah, I wouldâve been alright.â
Your shoulders sagged at her accusation. You never meant to hurt her. You understood where she came from. With Irina and everything, Natasha and Yelena. Wanda was a stepping stone that felt like she was taken advantage of. You did feel for her, but you couldnât and wouldnât excuse her for that.
âIâm sorry if Iâve offended you.â
She shook her head and offered a laugh.
âI really am, Wanda. I know how much Natasha meant to you and Iâve never mean to hurt you in any way. I know I canât offer you solace, Iâm not Natasha but I donât want carry the burden of hurting you.â
The Sokovian looked at you as she blinked. You couldnât tell what was going on in her mind, it was too odd. While you meant every word you said, you just hoped that she could process them to fully embrace her reality.
The silence between you were broken when you heard padded steps down the hallway. When you turned, and looked, Natasha strode towards you in the jean shorts she wore.
âDetka...â Her accent was stronger and you offered her a twitch of your lips. She walked faster and when she finally found you, her eyes also saw her past lover. She turned back to you, her facade returning as she grinned. âWeâre playing truth or dare.â
Wanda gave a snort. âWhat are you guys? Twelve?â
You giggled at the Sokovianâs comment, which in tow, made Natasha smile. But it dropped as soon as the comment fell silent and Wanda stood awkwardly between the three of you.
Natasha tugged on your arm, acting like a child as if she wasnât twenty years your senior. You smiled at her then turned to Wanda.
âI mean what I said, Wanda.â She blinked at you. You said no less and when you turned to walk with Natasha, she led you down the hallway, her hand intertwined with yours, her lips against your temple.
âI love you, okay?â
You nodded. âI know...â
The sunset at the lake makes everything okay. Your eyes glaze over at the way the waters casts a nice glow, the sun, warm, but the wind makes it chill.
You smile at the view. Something about it makes your body ache and relax with a snap of a finger. Your eyes close when you felt a touch to your back, a soothing dancing finger along your exposed spine.
You love it here and you never want to leave.
You apparently expressed it vocally when Natasha chuckles beside you and kisses your exposed shoulder.
âMe too, kotenok.â
You beamed at her, excited by the idea. âReally?â
She smiled gently, her features soft and kind, and her eyes twinkled green. It made the insides of your stomach churn and your heart ache.
Natasha twirled a strand of your hair around her slender finger. It made your cheeks flush in return.
âIf thatâs what you really want. Then Iâd do it in a heartbeat.â Her sultry voice held a genuine tone to it. They always did and there was a reason why you found solace and comfort in Natasha. She was someone you could rely on, life or death.
âYou know I wouldnât ask that of you.â You reached out to the older woman to touch her hand. Your eyes carefully examined her features, the wrinkles around her eye, the smile lines on her face. God, this woman would be the death of you.
Every bit of Natasha made her. But you know, there was some part of her that reminded you of Irina. It wasnât bad. It was just... nostalgic.
âYou have too much here to give it up.â
Natasha almost chuckled as she shook her head.
âDoesnât mean I wouldnât do it for you.â
You sighed and almost felt an ache in your heart. Not the bad kind, but certainly not the good one either. It was just the way Natasha said it. The way she would drop everything for you. The selfishness of it all.
You leaned against her. Cheek against her arm while she held you against her. Your eyes closed once more.
âEven if we did,â you started, âIâm not saying I want to. But if we did... Would you be happy with that lifestyle?â
Natasha sighed.
âI think itâs something I could adjust to.â You nodded but she wasnât done. âI love you, thatâs all I know is for certain. I wouldnât mind living out the rest of my life if itâs with you.â
Warmth raced to your cheeks and you flushed, Natasha couldnât help but chuckle at your state despite her soothing words prior. You fell into her hold and melted.
âI canât believe I have someone like you living.â
âI can.â She smiled as she huddled against your body, feeling as you relaxed under her touch. âI hope everything was fine with Wanda.â
You frowned and you shook your head.
âI feel responsible.â
âFor what?â
âFor taking you away.â
Natasha shook her head and frowned. She let you sit up and when you did, she stared at you with confused eyes and a pinched set of brows.
âYou didnât take me away, kotenok. I chose to be with you.â She cupped your cheek, and in the comfort of her soft palms, she titled your head to face her gaze.
âWhat me and Wanda had nothing to do you with you and I understand you feel some part in hurting my ex... You donât. Itâs between me and her. And Iâm incredibly sorry that she had decided to make you feel that way.â
âI donât hope for her to forgive me easily.â You shrugged. âBut I wish she would let me be happyâ
Natasha shook her head and frowned. âAnd thereâs nothing wrong with that, my love. You are allowed to be selfish. You deserve every bit to be selfish. Okay?â
You nodded softly at her words but the tears that stained your cheeks made her frown deepened. She wiped them away with her thumb and sighed.
âItâs okay, baby.â You shook your head, attempting to swallow the sob bubbling your throat. But it was futile as you started hiccuping, shaking with a cry as Natasha took you in and embraced you.
âI want you to live the very best version of your life.â Natasha kissed the top of your head. âWith or without me, donât let anyone else tell you otherwise.â
You sniffed, calming down with every hiccuping breath you took. While your chest ached at the idea of living a life with out Natasha, you knew with her memories you could.
And as the sunsets, your breathing falling along with it, you sit at the edge of the dock with your girlfriend at peace. Everything about it. Her love, her embrace.
âWe should head in.â
The silence answers her and when she stands, you take her hand and you let her lead you inside. The steps against the wooden floor makes it sound padded and both of you just smile at the way the silence of the hallway echoes every breath.
That night, you fall asleep clothed against Natasha. Buried in the crook of her neck, she smells like the sun and everything you admire.
Mommy decides to test your limits. It will of course, be fun for you.
Or
Natasha fucks you until you cry.
Warnings: Heavy general NS*FW themes, presumed mutual consent, presumed safe word, mommy kink, use of a vibrator on reader, use of a strap on- on reader, use of bondage (ropes) on reader, reader gets breasts played with, overstimulation, reader gets manhandled by Natasha, reader cries from pleasure and overstim, mentioned edging, reader begs to stop, clitoral and gspot over stimulation, reader sucks on Natashaâs breasts, multiple orgasms, reader gets called a sl*ut, sweet heart, baby and kotenok, Natasha gets called mommy once, no pronouns are used for reader, reader has a pus*sy and breasts
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Itâs straight up just porn lmaođ It was inspired by one of @nermalina's posts but I couldnât find itđȘ I just woke up when I posted this so apologies for any errors, I hope you enjoy :)đ Edit: I accidentally deleted this post and I'm gonna cry-
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The sounds of your whines and whimpers were smothered into mommy's breasts as you suckled on them, the couples vibrator inside you sending waves of pleasure into your swollen clit and gspot. Your arms were tightly and expertly bound behind you by a stunning crimson red dyed jute rope. It managed to be soft and worn in, while still being rough enough to hold you still and to leave reddened marks.
The coolness of the bed sheets sank into your bare legs, a puddle of your cum dripping off Natasha's thigh. Mommy had decided to try and see how many times you could cum before passing out after edging you for hours, and you had already done so about three times.
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"Mo-mommy please I can't take an-y more mmf!" Her hand had grasped the back of your head before shoving your mouth back into her breasts. The roughness and feigned carelessness sent tingles straight to your overstimulated and puffy pussy. Tears stinging at your eyes.
"Speak up baby, what was that?" You could hear the faint smugness and mocking confusion in mommy's voice as she turned up the vibrations with her phone. Your hips bucked and twitched, not sure if to move toward or away from the overwhelming sensation. Mommy's large strap pressing against your stomach.
You tried to answer but the only noises you could only make were some pathetic whimpers into mommy's chest, her moaning softly at the vibrations.
Natasha's soft hands reached down and began to expertly play with your breasts. Gentle fluttery movements at one moment, then groping and tweaking your nipple roughly in her hands. "I can feel how wet you are slut, gonna cum sweet heart?"
The warm tingling pleasure grew more as something coiled and squeezed in your tummy. Your hips with a mind of their own desperately ground down against mommy's thigh, pushing the vibrator harder against your clit and deeper inside you. Slick smearing against Natasha's creamy skin. Bright sparks burst behind your eyes as your body trembled.
Mommy's touch shoved you harshly over the edge. Sobbing as overwhelming pleasure swamped you, your pussy spilling cum and squirting all over Mommy's thigh. Tears streaked down your flushed cheeks.
The incessant whirring of the vibe sent sharp overstimulated pleasure pain straight to your swollen clit as you wailed, trying to push off the toy unsuccessfully. You tried shifting your arms to remove the toy only to find them immobilised. Natasha frowned playfully and tutted, hands grasping your hips and lifting you into the air easily. Your stomach swooped with the unexpected motion.
She brought you down on her forgotten strap, the toy being forced in along with the vibrator. Mommy's cock shoved the vibe harder against your g spot, a near painful squeezing knot reappearing in your tummy.
The strap stretched you wide open, you could feel the silicon pressing firmly against your walls. Waves of pleasure tumbled and crested over your body as Natasha's hips rolled smoothly into yours. Your mouth parted as you whined noiselessly. Not so fast, we aren't done yet Kotenok."
You and your mommy, Natasha, have some fun during movie time. Until you misbehave.
Mommy kink, man handling, se*x toy usage (dildo), implied age gap, reader gets penetrated, vaginal penetration, coc*k warming, grinding, thigh riding, sex with clothes on, WLW sex, Natasha gives reader neck hickies, Reader gets called puppy, baby, honey and little girl, reader comes without permission, implied mutual consent, degradation, squirting, light begging, implied punishment, reader misbehaves, implied rules
Hurrah! I'm alive! Thank you for being patient :)đ
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Your head felt warm and fuzzy, a tingling sensation rippling up and down your spine. A warm chuckle sounded from beside you. "Is my little girl having some fun?"
The TV was still on, a natural wildlife documentary you had quickly forgotten about. You whimpered softly, still feeling dizzy and near drunk from the cock that Natasha had pushed into you. Warm wet slick smeared over your soft inner thighs, shorts and hoodie uncomfortably hot despite the cool night air.
"My baby still needs to learn some manners apparently." You could hear the smirk in her voice. "Use your big girl words, honey."
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"Mommy-" you whined softly in frustration, hips grinding down against the sofa covers.
"Please, please."
Her arms tightly wrapped around your waist before you were settled in her lap. Mommy's knee wedged itself between your thighs, smoothly grinding against the dildo's base. Natasha's eyes were bright, pinning you in place easily. She smiled. The flickering lights from the TV wreathed her fluffy baby hairs.
The short rocking motions increased the pressure inside you, silicone ridges dragging and pushing. A needy keen escaped from your parted mouth, head falling back in pleasure.
Natasha apparently wasn't satisfied, pulling you forward onto her thigh. Her large callused hands slayed out over your waist before forcefully grinding your hips in tight circles. Mommy harshly sucked marks into your skin. Your swollen clit rubbed against soaked panties.
"Does that feel good puppy?" The coil in your tummy writhed and twisted tightly, pussy clamping against the toy. Your head felt hazy, hands clumsily fisted in Natasha's shirt.
The pleasure crested and then burst abruptly. You whined and moaned needily as your pussy clenched and fluttered against the toy, wanting more as you tried to grind down on Mommy. A warm wetness seeped out from around the toy.
Natasha's hands tightened painfully around your hips. "Little girl-" Her tone was dark yet amused. "Did I say you could cum?"
Your eyes widened when you realised your mistake. Mommy's smile grew wider.
@blooodwords This is amazing! I really love the natural push and pull of their relationship and don't apologise for the plot it is so interesting!! I'm super excited for the next chapters (no rushđ) I am curious as to why Natasha doesn't touch the reader sexually though? Is it a personal preference or something else? Either way, best of luck with future writing endeavours!đ„°
part 2 to gun smut?
i need to know why r is so fucky in the head đ
a/n: yeah ok let's fuckin go. sorry to disappoint but this one does not actually include gunplay. and it's sorta plot heavy â i got a lil carried away. also please excuse any mistakes as it is long past my bedtime.
home of blood and bone.
PART ONE ... PART TWO.
natasha x fem!reader ; natasha pries her way into your past, into your biology, and into your future. and you let her.
warnings: nsfw, semi-explicit violence, explicit smut, knifeplay, lil bit of blood.
i do take requests but please give this a read before doing so!
aâHow was the psych eval?â
Natasha Romanoff lingers in your doorway with a mug of coffee and a scowl.
âThorough,â you tell her without looking up from your workbench. Youâve been toying with the grappling hook launch controls on your utility belt for the better part of an hour.
âBig man says you were difficult.â
You were not.
Youâd make that clear if you cared, but you donât. And if Tony Stark cared about your difficulties heâd pull you from the roster. Fact that youâve got a seven am mission briefing the next day tells you everything you need to know.
A noncommittal noise falls from your lips to fill the silence.
Natasha steps into the room. The door clicks shut behind her. âWere you actually difficult?â Her tone softens. You donât like that. âOr was it your charming brevity? I know talkingâs not your favorite thing.â
In that moment you donât like that she knows you and you really don't like that there isnât a way to tell her as much without sounding like a grade-a asshole. Not that she would mindâyou really doubt she wouldâbut youâre still stuck on that pesky wanting to please her thing. Itâs been seventy-two hours since the day in the jet and you still havenât figured out a way to force her from your mind. And to think you used to be so good at pushing people away.
âDunno, Nat,â you mumble, huffing. You push a torx driver a little too hard into a screw and the panel it secures sprouts a hairline crack. âMotherfâwhat more do you people want from me? I answered their questions.â
Natasha drops a tablet onto the workbench and taps the screen.
Security cam footage.
You grit your teeth and wish Natasha wasnât over your shoulder, watching you watch this.
Conference room four.
An unremarkable woman in a pencil skirt sits across from you with a legal pad and a pen.
Youâre stone-faced and still, hands clasped in your lap, looking right at her.
âDo you experience compulsive thoughts relating to the incident that took the lives of your parents?â
âNo.â
âDo you suffer from nightmares about the incident that took the lives of your parents?â
âNo.â
âDo you experience flashbacks to the incident? By this I meanââ
âI know what you mean. And no.â
âIf something happens that reminds you of the incident, does it trigger an intense emotional response?â
Yes. Sometimes. But youâre careful not to show it.
âNo.â
âDo you actively avoid things that remind you of the incident?â
âNo.â
True. You tend to seek them out.
âHave you experienced generalized anxiety since the incident?â
âNo.â
True enough.
âTrouble sleeping?â
âNo.â
That one, at the very least, is only half a lie.
âDo you startle easily?â
âNo.â
True.
âDo you feel that theââ
âSay the word incident one more time and Iâm gonna flip my fucking lid. I donât have PTSD.â
âWhat does that mean, âflip your lid?ââ
âGet violent. I donât know.â
âAre you stating that you intend to inflict violence upon me if I continue administering this evaluation?â
âNo. I donâtâdonât hurt people who donât deserve it.â
âWho does deserve it?â
Bullshit question.
Sheâs leading you.
Itâs fine.
âNobody at present,â you tell her.
âWho deserved it in the past?â
You shift in your seat, crossing your arms, trapping your hands between your elbows and ribs.
They already know. This lady, Tony, all of them. You donât think thereâs a single person on the compound who hasnât read your file.
âFamily.â
âWhose family?â
âMine.â
âWhen you speak of your family do you include yourself?â
There it is.
You smile, mocking and sweet, and, âObviously,â you say.
The video stops.
Natasha spins you around in your chair and clamps her hands on your shoulders. Sheâs the first person to touch your skin, your actual body, no barriers, since the day on the jet. All at once you wish you were wearing more than a tank top and wish sheâd never stop touching you.
âBy that logic,â she says, âyour own logic, you deserve to be dead.â
âBy the logic of all the world, actually,â you say, âyes. I shouldâve been dead the day my family was. Donât think it takes a professional to figure that out.â
âI donât think Iâve ever heard you use so many words at once.â
You roll your eyes.
âLook at me,â Natasha says next, and doesnât speak again until you do. âI know youâre fucked upâso am I. It sort of comes with being one of us. Andââ
âYour point?â
âDonât be a jackass,â she says, laying a firm pat on your cheek that feels more like a slap than you were expecting. âIâm trying to tell you that the deaths of your parents are in the past. Itâs done. But the idea that youâre walking around wishing you were dead, too? Not okay.â
âRight.â
âWe need you.â
âThat so?â
Itâs true enough.
Tony wouldnât have recruited you if you werenât valuable, if you couldnât do things nobody else could. Youâre so ingrained in the operations of the Avengers that at this point, yeah, they probably do need you. Teams are reliant on their members, and whether you like it or not the Avengers are the only people who havenât kicked you to the curb the moment they found out what exactly is in your past.
It isnât until Natasha says, âListen to me. It wasnât your fault, and you shouldnât torture yourself over it,â that you realize how wrong you are.
Your eyes narrow.
In less than a millisecond you make a weighted decision.
Your hands knock hers from your shoulders. You need space between the two of you if youâre going to let this conversation unfold. You donât want her that close when you confide, you donât think you could handle watching her recoil.
âWhat do you know about the deaths of my parents?â
Natasha furrows her brow, says, âThey were shot point-blank by a HYDRA rogue after refusing to turn over their research on genetic engineering.â
You donât know why you want to tell her.
You know itâll ruin everything.
But if Natasha doesn't know, who else is in the dark?
You donât want to spend your time around a team that doesnât even know the fundamentals of your history. You want them to know exactly what you are, and if after that they still want you to stay? You will.
âI was never a rogue,â you tell her, gritting your teeth, âand I was never HYDRA.â
Natasha steps back. âYouâ?â
âAnd they didnât refuse to turn over anything.â Your voice is thickening, getting rough around the edges. âI didnât even ask for it, Iâd already seen it all.â
âAre you saying what I think youâre saying?â
It isnât pity that sheâs looking at you with but you canât place whatever it is and that alone makes you want to put your head through a wall.
âIâm saying that I was an experiment. Bred in a lab to be the perfect, indestructible child. You had the Red Room, I had the house I grew up in.â
âButâ â sheâs pacing, never getting any closer to you than where she started â âyou arenât indestructible. I know you arenât.â
âThey made a mistake in my genetic code. I can bleed if I want to, I can feel pain under the right circumstances, but Iâm not sure that I can die. Andââ
It clicks so plainly on her face.
âYou want to find out,â Natasha finishes for you. She comes to a stop, studying you from across the room, and you can see her putting the pieces together like youâre right there in her mind. âYou didnât kill your parents. You killed your captors.â
âYou killed Dreykov.â
ââŠTouchĂ©.â
/
âYou altered my file. Why?â
âI didnât think youâd want to walk in here as the mommy and daddy killer. Was I wrong?â
He wasnât.
Mostly.
But.
âI thought everyone knew.â
âI know,â Tony says, and to his credit he does manage to look apologetic. âAnd you thought they accepted you anyway. Which they do, still, by the way. Now that they actually know.â
No matter how deep you dig you canât find it in yourself to be upset with him. He only did what believed was best. For you and for the team. You know more than most what a decision of that caliber feels like.
âRight,â is all you say.
You turn to go.
âYouâre taking Romanoff with you,â Tony says before you make it out the door, âon the Evora job. And on all jobs from here on out.â
âI donât need a babysitter, Stark.â
âMaybe not,â he says, âbut good luck telling her that.â
/
Natashaâs behavior around you hasnât changed.
You donât know whether thatâs because things are genuinely the same or because she wants you to think things are the same.
Itâs hard to gauge whether it actually matters one way or the other.
âGuy calls himself Elemento.â
âGross.â
âYup,â Natasha says, âbut he can bend the elements to his will.â
Your behavior around Natasha has changed, if only a little. Youâre talking more. Mostly to fill the silences she leaves hanging in the air, the spats of quiet that make your head hurt.
âBullets and martial arts wonât do much against that,â you say. âOffense a little intended.â
âOuch.â Sheâs grinning. âYou canât be bent, however. Iâm just backup.â
Sheâs right.
As usual.
Youâre an experiment the elements can no longer touch. You put your ability to be altered to bed the day you shot your parents.
Elemento canât bend you.
And he doesnât.
His gift only works when heâs breathing.
You putting your hand through the skin of his throat and tearing out his windpipe takes care of that. The bullet between his eyes takes care of the rest.
Spilling Elementoâs blood across the white tile floor of his laboratory is the closest youâve ever come to creating fine art. When it splashes across the front of your battle suit and freckles you in red you reckon itâs the most color youâve worn since childhood.
Before his body hits the floor youâve pulled his hard drive and crashed out through the nearest window.
It isnât until youâve got an arm around a rung of the rope ladder dangling from Natashaâs chopper that you realize youâre still holding onto the flesh you pulled from his neck.
You wait to ask your questions until Elemento and his ruined lab in Evora are six hours behind you and youâre mostly cleaned up, until Natashaâs found an itty-bitty hotel room to camp out in for the night.
âWhy does Stark give me the messy assignments?â
âHe trusts you,â Natasha says without looking up from a dime-store paperback she swiped from the front desk. âAnd you have considerably fewer morals about leaving loose ends.â
So thatâs it.
âRight.â
You donât say much for the rest of the day.
You just sit on the floor at the foot of the bed and think. Mostly about the fact that okay, yeah, you donât think too much when it comes to killing the people Tony wants you to kill, and a little about the fact that Natasha doesnât seem to mind the carnage. Whatever red she had in her ledger doesnât keep her from letting you have your fun.
Funny word for what you do for the Avengers, that one. Fun.
You werenât allowed much fun as a kid. Hell, you can barely call your upbringing a childhood.
Most of what you remember is being pricked for blood, being rolled under x-ray machines, withstanding test after test until your parents were satisfied with their creation. You remember asking to celebrate holidays, birthdaysâanythingâand being told no. You remember watching the neighborhood kids board the school bus every morning from your bedroom window and hating that you werenât allowed to go to regular school with them. Most of those memories are laced with hate.
Makes sense that murder constitutes fun these days.
âHey.â
You pull yourself out of your thoughts.
The windowâs gone dark.
Natasha has the bedside lamp on, casting a dim yellow glow across the little room, and sheâs right there with you, dangling her head off the end of the bed and peering at you with affectionate amusement.
âYouâve been in your head for hours,â she tells you. âItâs four am.â
âOh.â
âCome to bed.â
You look down at your clothes: gray tactical pants splattered with blood, boots caked in dust and dirt, sweat-stained tank top clinging to your chest. Off in the corner your battle jacket lies crumpled in a heap.
âI should shower.â
You wait until the waterâs scalding before stepping in.
When you get out your skinâs red and warm and in the foggy mirror you notice a gash along the length of your forearm. It doesnât need stitches but you figure Natashaâs going to say something about it anyhow.
She does.
âThat hurt?â
âNo.â
âDid you clean it?â
âAre you always such a mom?â
âMy sister would say yes.â
You dress in a spare tee and a pair of sweats with the gaudy Avengers logo on the hip.
Thereâs only one bed.
You crawl in and lay still on your back.
Natasha props herself up on an elbow and studies you.
âYou said you can bleed when you want to, and feel pain under the right circumstances. What does that mean?â
âIt means exactly what it sounds like it means.â
âElaborate,â she says.
âLater.â
âFine.â
She kills the lamp.
It takes her ten minutes to decide to slip a hand over your bicep and squeeze. Another five to tuck her leg up over your hip. When you donât move she finds your hand and pulls it to her thigh, and, âJustâthere,â she mumbles against your ear. You squeeze, she hums.
Eventually, you donât know how longâyou lost track of the minutes as soon as she invited you to touch herâNatashaâs lips find your skin. She leaves soft kisses along your jaw, slow and steady, until she finds your lips and licks into your mouth with a gentle curiosity that distracts you enough not to notice the hand slipping under your shirt until Natasahaâs nails bite into your skin.
For a moment you want to ask what this is, what the time on the jet was. You push the thought away as Natasha swings a leg over your hips, mounts you, and leans over to flick the lamp on.
âI want to try something,â she says, peeling your shirt off, grazing her fingertips over your sternum and down your stomach. Then she pulls a knife on you, a little folding one that snaps open with a satisfying click. The sound itself is enough to light a fire deep in your core.
You donât nod. You donât speak. You just smile, dreamy and expectant, because while it isnât a loaded gun it does still excite you.
Natasha sets the blade at the base of your throat, and, âI want you to bleed,â she says, brows raising. âCan you do that for me?â
You can. Even though you can hear your heart thudding in your ears and you can feel the scorching tingle of arousal as it shoots down your spine, you can do it.
The knife follows the path her fingers took only moments ago: over your chest, between your breasts, along the divot between the muscles of your stomach. In its path little droplets of blood sprout before your eyes, painting you red for the second time that day. Natasha wipes the blade on the sheets and drags her fingers over the thin wound, smearing blood across your skin.
A moment passes in silence, you watching Natasha while she inspects the slice she put into you. In that moment your heart picks up, thundering against your ribcage, and you know she can feel it just as easily as she can see the heavy rise and fall of your chest.
âYouâre enjoying this, arenât you?â Rhetoricalâsheâs smirking. âNo blood this time. I donât even want to break your skin.â
You have to think about it for a moment, tunnel way back into the corners of your mind to find the switch that kills your pain receptors and fortifies the density of your skin, but you can do it. Youâd only practiced finding and hitting that switch under the clinical observation of your parents a thousand times as a child. It used to take you hoursâthis time it takes only seconds.
When the blade slides over your skin this time, nothing happens. Not even a scratch.
âLike a butter knife against marble,â Natasha mumbles.
You canât tell if sheâs studying you as a whole or just the cut and the would-be one. At least she hasnât said anything about the fact that youâve fought by her side time and again and not once has she ever seen you refuse a wound. Surely it means something, to her or whichever psychologist Tony has on retainer this month, that you choose to let yourself get hurt when things come to blows, but you think itâs hardly the time to dwell on that.
The knife clatters onto the bedside table.
âSorry,â she mutters, pressing her palm against your abdomen, grazing her nails over the firm muscles she finds there. âAlthough Iâm absolutely certain you donât need an apology. Stillânot every day I hurt one of my own on purpose.â
âOne of your own, huh?â
She rolls her eyes.
âI wouldnât be here to keep an eye on you if I didnât care.â
âYou sure it isnât just so you can get into my pants again?â
âAll I have to do is smile at you to accomplish that.â
âTouchĂ©.â
Natasha smiles.
You prop yourself up on your elbows to meet her halfway as she ducks down to kiss you. The taste of her tongue is second only to the taste of her cunt, and you consider yourself lucky to know the taste of both.
Doesnât take much more than a heavy hand of yours slipping down between her legs and cupping her through her little sleep shorts to convince Natasha to let you have her. You get her out of her bottoms and push your fingers through slick lips, pushing her wetness around with your fingertips before sinking into her in one fluid motion.
You almost ask her if itâs good, if itâs enough, but her eyes rolling skyward, her fingertips pressing into your skin, and her back arching as she rolls her hips against your hand tell you all you need to know. Sheâs warm and wet and tight around your fingers as you stroke her from the inside, practically coaxing her wetness out of her cunt and into the palm of your hand.
âGood?â You ask anyway because even with the pleasure written on her face you still value a verbal confirmation.
âGood,â Natasha says, nodding.
Before you can say anything else she slips an arm around your neck and rolls onto her back, pulling you right down on top of her with your hips nestled between her thighs and your hand trapped between your bodies.
âBetter,â she says, smirking up at you. âFuck me like thisâlike you mean it.â
âEasy,â you tell her, because it is, because you really do mean it.
You thrust your fingers into Natashaâs warm cunt while she mouths at your throat, sinking her teeth into the soft spot where she finds your pulse, sucking a bruise into your skin that you know will linger for days, and you donât think youâve ever been so eager to wear a mark before. And youâre still bleeding, smudges of blood on your chest staining Natashaâs shirt from where she presses up against you, but you donât care, and you donât think she does either.
Notching your hips against the back of your hand and using the steady grind to fuck your fingers into her helps, makes it feel a little like what youâd guess a biological male might feel in this situation, holding yourself above Natasha with an arm thatâs starting to cramp while you push into her. Youâd watch if you could, you reckon the sight of your fingers disappearing into her clenching hole is a mighty fine one, but sheâs palming at your breasts, teasing your nipples, and her arms are in the way. You settle for slipping a third finger into her cunt, stretching her open, grunting happily as she keens into your ear and gushes around your fingers.
âI wish I had your stamina,â she mutters through a yawn, pushing her hands through your hair as you crawl down her body, settling on your belly between her legs. âYou arenât going to let me sleep yet, are you?â
You give your answer by burying your face in her cunt, licking through her lips, grazing your teeth over her sensitive clit, and drinking her in. She tastes better than you remember: heady and intense and entirely Natasha. You hum against her, prop one of her legs over your shoulder, and coast your hands along her thighs. Sheâs warm to the touch and warm against your tongue and if it werenât nearing five oâclock in the morning youâd spend all the time in the world right here.
But because it is nearing five oâclock you spend maybe ten minutes between Natashaâs legs, licking into her leaking hole until she tenses and trembles and spills onto your tongue. By the time you wipe your mouth on the sheets and crawl up to her side sheâs barely awake, but, âThanks,â she mumbles, draping an arm across your middle and leaving a lingering kiss on your shoulder. âFor not shutting me out.â
Natasha falls asleep tucked up against your side and by the time sheâs snoring softly against your shoulder youâve decided that, whatever the circumstances, whatever the mission, having someone tag along to babysit you isnât the worst thing in the world at all when that person is Natasha.
And, for what it's worth, you're glad you haven't figured out how to push her away.
the team goes on a small vacation upstate, you and natasha enjoy yourself, and conversation amongst the team are made.
older!natasha romanoff x younger!reader
warnings: major age gap, mommy kink, fingering, squirting, wanda is a jealous bitch, awkward situations.
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The sun shone on you like a glow that made your skin tingle. You smiled at the feeling, warmth replacing the ache and break in your heart from the breakdown you had a week ago.
You suppose itâs over now. Natasha was with you and so was the team. However much you despised them for their reluctance about your relationship with the older woman, their company at the cabin was something you admired.
It felt like a family outing.
Like everything was normal.
And as you sat on the edge of the pool in your red bikini, feet saturated in the water below you, chuckles from Peter and MJ echoed in your head. In the far distance, from the in pool bar, you could hear chatter from Tony and Rhodey.
It was the many moments with the team where everyone gathered. You were thankful everyone found a day off where the world didnât need saving to travel up north of New York to the expensive little cottage Tony owned.
With the whole team invited, you carried on with your tanning as you watched them through your pink tinted sunnies perched up on the bridge of your nose.
âYou having fun?â
You turned around to find your red headed girlfriend smiling at you. The older woman, mocking your outfit, but in a black bikini with a sarong wrapped about her waist, sat comfortably on her lounge chair with a book in her hand.
You smiled. Then softly nodded. âAre you?â
The older woman shrugged, and then sat up. Perched up on her shoulders, her eyes trailed from you to her friends who were in the pool.
âItâs hot.â
You giggled. âIt is. I feel like Iâm getting roasted out here.â
Natashaâs lips quirked up into a grin, her eyes now fully focused on you as you stared at her through your sunnies. She chuckled along with you and then whipped her head back to look into the cottage.
She contemplated it for a moment and you quirked a brow at your girlfriend, curious to what she was thinking.
âWanna settle in our room for a moment? Itâs colder in there.â There was an implication in her sultry tone but you knew her all too well. Natasha was insinuating more than what she intended and you saw through her.
She apparently caught on to your gaze, smiling as the gears worked through in your head. She smiled, setting her book down with the bookmark apparent for her to see.
âNo funny business.â
You smiled. Unsure of her promise, not that it was one in the first place but you knew there was always something more.
You stood up from the pool, a grin present on your lips as water cascades down your thighs. And as you inched yourself towards your lover, a hand out for her to take, she sat up from her chair and took it.
Leading you inside the house, the cold air hits the both of you with surprise, your nipples blossom with ease but Natasha turn to get a glimpse. Instead, the both of you pad your way down the hallway until you found the room where you and her are suppose to stay.
Unbeknownst to both of you, the eyes of a certain Sokovian from the other end of the pool, watched as the two of you disappeared.
When you and Natasha find yourself all alone in your shared room, you find her words correct as the air dries the droplets of water on your skin.
Sheâs attached to you the moment the door clicks shut. Her skin is abnormally cold, and it rises goosebumps on your own as sweeps hair away from your neck.
âI canât wait for tonightâs bonfire.â You admit it through a soft whisper, your eyes focusing on the eccentric decor of the room, attempting to distract yourself from Natashaâs lips against the nape of your neck.
She hums, carefully and gently in response. âIâm sure weâll have fun. Have you enjoyed the vacation so far?â
You gave her a nod, a smile presenting itself on your lips in genuine content. It had been a while. You hadnât felt this happy since you and Natasha made it official. You found a family and they found you. It was all working together, even if it wasnât perfect. It was all here.
âI havenât had this much fun in a while.â
Her hand snuck around your waist and to your front, slender fingers and cherry red painted nails gently scraped the front of your tummy.
âThatâs good, kotenok. Iâm glad.â
Natasha was relentlessly with her teasing, but somehow, she managed to work her way through it with small talk about the cottage. And as she dipped her hand under your red bikini bottom, she asked you about how you felt about hiking.
You frowned, then bit your lip when Natasha found out you were shaven bare underneath as she slightly paused in her touch.
âI donât like walking.â She smiled against your neck, then moved up to nip your lobe before her finger dip to swirl the pads of her fingertips against your clit. You whimpered, your head lulling back against Natashaâs shoulder where she welcomed you.
âI know you donât, baby.â She cooed against your ear, feigning a conversation as her finger now travelled further south to smear your arousal over your cunt.
If anyone could see the two of you, it would be a sin. The sight of you settled on Natashaâs lap, legs parted with the obvious sight of the older womanâs hand between your legs and down your bottoms, fingers sawing back and forth as she fingered you, hell would let lose.
You felt ashamed. Not of your relationship but that you left your friends and family out in the pool to be a slut with your girlfriend. Though, youâre sure no one could blame you. With the older woman sitting behind you, she was an insatiable thing.
You adored her. Adored how she couldnât get enough of you. Adored how she worshipped your body as if it were the only one out there. Compared to Natashaâs, you were a small, petite, and meek girl. Compared to herâs, she had legs of a super model, abs of a swimmer, and creamy clear skin of that a whiteboard.
You werenât jealous. You didnât envy your girlfriend. It was something you could never do. But you do wonder from time to time, how a woman such as her, mature and grown, could find fulfillment in someone like you.
Perhaps thatâs what some of the team thought. The age gap. The taboo of it all. The media hasnât found out yet. You and her were careful. Even while out in the city, the media had only dubbed the two of you as bestest of friends. You could only laugh at the pictures.
You didnât mind. You had Natasha all to yourself. Even if it were just within the walls of the tower, you and her were content. Even if they really did think the two of you were gal palâs. Best friends donât finger each other the way she had been doing.
And as Natasha nuzzled her nose against your cheek, holding your firm against her front, you could feel her breasts press up firmly against your back. Her taunt nipples chafing against her bikini top, touching your back like they were teasing you.
So, you bucked your hip and wiggled your hips against her. She grinned and then nipped the thin skin of your pulse.
âMy insatiable little girl.â Her voice was sultry in tone, almost like honey. âMommyâs fingers not enough?â
Your breath was shaky when you spoke. âY-You just feel so good, mommy.â
Natasha smiled and you felt it against your cheek as she pressed her face against yours. You had fallen deep as she pumped her fingers in and out, and turns out she had too as both of your breathing had synced in tow of your orgasm.
And that was the thing about the older woman. She took pleasure in your pleasure. She always made sure you were satisfied, always taken care of. You always attempted to return the gesture, sometimes fingering her with her praises, and sometimes eating her out when she was still asleep.
But it had always been you.
To Natasha, there was nothing more important than you. She made to show you that through everything she did. Even if others despised her for it. You were everything.
âYouâre so tight, kotenok.â She said it through a hiss. âGod, youâre such a pretty girl for me, baby.â
You flushed under her words which caused her chuckle.
âItâs true, dekta. Itâs all you.â You whimpered when she curled her fingers, and she even mocked your little whine when she fastened her hand. âLet go, honey. Let go. Itâs just me.â
When you shook and cried in her hold, hips bucking in tow, Natasha held you through the way until her fingers soaked and dripping. The squelching sound filling your ears before you laid limp in her arms as you finished.
âThere we go, kotenok.â
You whimpered when you felt her fingers leave you, feeling empty, you squirmed in her lap and sighed.
âItâs still hot.â
Natasha chuckled and helped you sit up. Her cheeks, now a crimson red, stared at you as you peered up at her from where you sat.
âLetâs go wash off then.â You raised a brow at her suggestion. âFor real this time. No funny business.â
She helped you stand, legs wobbly as the two of you walked into the large shower. Tony really did outdo himself with the cottage. It was beautiful and lush. Eccentric but still modern in a sense.
And as the two of you stood under the shower, Natasha kept to her promise.
Chatter echoed against your ear, your lips curled into a smile, your body curled against Natashaâs lap, while her hands were curled against yours.
You smiled when she sat her chin on the top of your head, occasionally pulling away to get a sip of her beer which almost made you jealous and out of place as everyone had a glass in their hand. Even Peter as he sat close with MJ.
But you didnât mind. You didnât need to be intoxicated to enjoy what was happening. That was, Tony telling a story of that one time where Steve asked him what was an OnlyFans, as he was approached by a fan once asking that he should create once.
The whole group fell into a fit of laughter, making you smile as you watched the scene unfold. It was a story that you hadnât heard of. It had happened way before you even joined the team, but it was a story that you were going to cherish like a memory.
The scene in front of you made you feel warm and all giddy inside. It felt odd. It was one of those rare occasions where you could feel happy without worry, without any fear or stress. Those moments where it was just you and your favourite people in the world.
You smiled as Tony made large and dramatic hand movements, falling deeper into Natashaâs hold. Rhodey eventually got him to settle down, making the billionaire to roll his eyes in tow while Pepper scolded him for being so loud.
The moment was wonderful. And when the group fell back into its comfortable silence, you sighed and snuggled close to Natashaâs arms.
Tony caught your gaze and he smiled. âFeeling cozy, Romanoff?â
You heard Natasha hum beneath you but you also watched her roll her eyes at Tonyâs teasing antics. You were cozy, both of you were and you couldnât help but grin at Tonyâs question in response.
âWhere did you two go off this afternoon?â
He was talking about when Natasha suggested the two of you cool off in your shared room. Which turned from cooling off to two fingers, knuckles deep inside of you, the comment made you flush under the fireâs warmth.
âWe cooled off.â Natasha said it ever so simple with a face that said nothing at all. Her emerald striking eyes staring at Tony.
It was all fun and games.
Until Wanda spoke up with a nerving comment.
âDidnât sound like it was just cooling off.â
The silence now became uncomfortable and you frowned in return, your eyes looking over at your friends whoâs gaze were settled on the wooden deck.
Natasha settled uncomfortably under you and repositioned you on her lap. She scoffed and turned to Wanda.
âWhat makes it your business, Maximoff?â Natashaâs tone was firm and irritated, it held an octave lower than usual and her grip on you was tighter.
You frowned and turned, smushing your face against her breasts to hide away from the embarrassment.
âHow about we settle downââ
âItâs my business when the two of you are always sneaking off to fuck.â Wandaâs voice was much louder and you couldnât help but cower under her tone. âThis is supposed to be a family event. A team thing. But you two canât keep it in your pants for at least five fucking days.â
âWanda.â Steveâs voice echoes against the silence and you see him with a glare harder than youâve ever seen. Your eyes bat from the captain to the Sokovian witch. âKeep it to yourself. Natasha and Y/n are minding their own business. Theyâre in a happy and wonderful relationship and I suggest you keep your words to yourself unless you want to be sent home.â
âTasha...â
The redhead snuggled close to you, both of you watching the scene unfold as Steve looks at the younger woman across from him. Itâs all awkward, the topic of your relationship with Natasha was one that wasnât usually brought up as it caused rifts in the team, but seeing one of the many few people stand up for the both of you? Something ached in your chest.
Wanda rolled her eyes, and within the writhing moments as she stood, she left and disappeared into the house.
The fire crackling settled the silence in the air, the warm auburn glow from the heat made you frown at how the night had been ruined. You shook your head and sat up from your seat, jerking Natasha to attention.
You smiled at the woman, pecked her lips and moved away from her lap. âIâll be back.â
Her brows furrowed but before she was able to protest, you had slipped away into the darkness.
Honestly I love this fic so much but I'm not sure what else to write- AMAZING!! :)đ„°đ„°đ
Wanda Maximoff x Reader
Word Count: 1.2K
A/N: This is a Smut fic. It has a fluff sister story that you donât need to read.
The birthday party started in thirty minutes. You were a 15 minute taxi journey away.Â
Wanda was ignoring you, looking instead in the full length mirror that made up the middle panel of the wardrobe.Â
You watched her fingers as she scraped her hair back into a high ponytail. The reddish brown hair colour of it shone under the bedroomâs overhead light.
Your stomach twisted with an automatic rush of attraction for Wanda as she focused carefully on her reflection.
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I just realised that nearly EVERYTHING would have to be ordered online..,, lol rip reader I mean at least Nat gets those gift pointsđđ??? I just wondering if Natasha ever let reader out of the apartment? Like what if they got severely injured or something? Also yes.,, mommy kink pleaseđ
I would send this as an ask but my tumblr wont let me send anythingđ
slowly making dark nat lighter through my dumb headcanons because the whole situation is just so ridiculous. so stupid. so alluring. she gets insane cash back for the amount of online shopping she does on her card because itâs not like she can take r out to go clothes shopping, asos is the best youâre getting baby
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Natasha screamed out hoarsely. Her own arms moved to shield her head, she flinched like you might hit her.
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Sipping her tea, Wanda watched the Spiderman for a moment. There were textbooks strewn across the nearby kitchen table and he was sprawled on the sofa like he had tripped over his feet and stopped moving when heâd landed somewhere soft.
She wondered if it was more pathetic that heâd obviously realised he was too tired to study and still had only managed to make it a few feet across the room before collapsing. He should be in bed, she thought hypocritically as she drank.
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A tall woman with dark hair half runs after you in the hallway. She catches your arm and you stop.
âAgent Hill.â She introduces herself. You just stand there.
âAgent Romanoff.â The woman begins again. You bristle at the formality and Agent Hill notices. âNatasha.â She corrects softly. âShe has items on board, she has you listed as next of kin.â
Your jaw clenches so hard that you canât speak. You barely manage a stiff nod as you follow Agent Hill to a small room on the base.
She stands in the doorway. You wait pointedly not moving until sheâs gone. Then, you check everywhere. Natasha isnât gone. She canât be. She made you a promise.
You check every hiding spot that youâve ever known her to have. You know youâre acting frantic, you canât even process what theyâre suggesting. She made you a promise. She wouldnât disappear on you.
All you find, taped to the back of her nightstand, is a carefully folded photo of you. Once you start crying, you canât stop.
I donât know who need to hear it this evening but:
They are not disappointed in you for failing that one test!
You did not let them down because you made a mistake on that one thing!
They do not hate you because you upset that one person or did that one âbadâ thing!
Donât let your brain use your comfort characters against you.
They are there for you no matter what.
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Pairing: Wanda Maximoff x Fem!Reader
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Summary: You donât remember physical intimacy that much. You canât miss something you canât recall the last time you had. Except Wanda Maximoff turns out to be a touchy person.
Warnings: me hurting ur feelings cuz when's the last time someone hugged you like this? hm. Also unbetaâd lmao.
Notes: I haven't had someone hug in me in so long I'm pretty sure I would burst into tears.
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You never really noticed it. You've lived so long without it, it's never really occurred to you.
That's how things slip under the radar, after all. You live for so long without something, you end up never thinking about it.
You can't remember the last time someone has held you for longer than a second. You get quick hugs here and there from your friends and your family and kisses on the cheek in passing greetings and farewells.
But shit.
When was the last time you actually physically had someone hold you or hold them?
You weren't even aware of it until you got to know Wanda more. A strange superhero who visited the library for hours on end in a bean chair, watching shows on her laptop.
Nothing had ever really happenedâyou never wanted to intrude in her space, and she definitely looked like she didn't want anyone to interrupt her.
As you stacked books, you thought about what would bring someone like her to the library so often. It would be much more comfortable to watch shows in the comfort of your own home, wouldn't it?
But you see the things in the news, the things people write about her online, and you thinkâmaybe Wanda Maximoff doesn't feel like she really has a home anywhere because her real home was blown up in the sky.
Maybe people like Wanda Maximoff also need an escape and somewhere quiet to be left alone.
You try to be respectful of that. You never hover or gawk at her. You politely let her know when the library is closing and never linger. If Wanda appreciated any of that, you'd never know as she never said anything or looked at you.
That's fine; you've never been one to stand out anyway.
Until you do. At least to her.
On a sunny day, the paparazzi catches wind of her in the library and huddle around the windows to snap pictures inside. Wanda looks like her world has collapsed once more. People grumble like it's Wanda's fault they can't get any peace and quiet in thereâlike she's the reason the sun was being blocked from shining inside.
Ridiculous; honestly, you think.
You close the blinds to the library as if it's a very common thing to do during the busiest hour of the day. You ask Wanda to pack up her things, and she does without giving you a fuss but looking somewhat forlorn.
It isn't until you lead her into the staff room with a sofa, a small kitchen to the side, and windows with mosaic glass films covering it. It still allows the light to come in but offers the privacy Wanda just lost.
It's then that Wanda realized you weren't kicking her out and banning her from the library.
"You'll have to stick it out here for a bit. I'm sure the paparazzi will get bored at some point," you shrug. "No one really comes in here except me. The other staff pop in for coffee but everyone else likes to eat at that cafe across the street."
Wanda looks around, her leg and fingers suddenly feeling jittery.
"Thank you," she finally tells you sincerely. "You didn't have to...I'm sure your other customers are upset you closed the blinds."
You roll your eyes. "I'm sure they'll survive a couple hours without the natural light." You stand up and get ready to go back outside. "Vitamin D is overrated anyway."
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Something friendly brews between the simple civilian and the superhero. She says she doesn't really see herself as a superhero, though. Superheroes probably haven't killed many people before, even if inadvertently.
Wanda says she's her...just with a little more.
Honestly, you don't really care. You're well aware you don't belong in her worldâthe world of chaos, training, and preparing for the next time Earth might be threatened.
The only thing you worry about is your building collapsing while you're in it if the Earth ends and your student loans.
"I don't know..." you tell Wanda as she asks if you'd be willing to go to the Compound during the day before your shift starts at the library.
Unfortunately, the paparazzi never did get bored, and they've taken to staking out the area knowing Wanda would come in. Since Wanda had stopped, the paparazzi also stopped.
The idea of meeting other superheroes doesn't really appeal to you. It feels strange and honestly overwhelming.
But when Wanda purses her lips, you relent.
You don't really understand Wanda, and you find yourself not really pushing to endeavor to. You let her set the pace and get to know each other slowly without expectations.
In the back of your mind, you distantly realize that you're not a very physically intimate person, or at least you've become someone who isn't physically intimate anymore.
You remember the days in high school when you used to hold your best friend's hand innocently all the time. The days when you hugged someone boisterously and kisses their cheek.
You wonder what happened.
But Wanda isn't someone who was touchy either.
At least that's what it had seemed like in the beginning. Even though Wanda admitted she liked your company, she had never offered a hug when seeing you.
Until you came to the Compound.
And it was like the privacy of the thick concrete walls and distance from everything else made her feel safer.
A brief hug. Awkward and unsure.
You barely had time to even feel the pressure of her hands and chest before she moved away.
"Was that...is it okay?" She asked, and you almost laughed at how she was asking for permission after hugging you.
"Of course," you smile at her, unsure of what to make of it all.
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Brief hugs become regular.
And because they were so brief, it took a long time for them to become less awkward.
There's a certain energy around Wanda. You don't want to say that she's awkward, but she'sâantsy.
You only figure out what's exactly wrong when you're having dinner with her and the rest of her friends, and she puts her hand on the space between your shoulders just below your neck.
She lingers.
And when the warmth from her hands seep through your shirt into your skin, you feel your body becomes hot with heat. You can feel her rings pressed into you, and as she applies more pressure from her fingers, moving across your back, you tense to hold the moan in the back of your throat.
Mortification sets in as you realize two things.
One, Wanda was a physically intimate person. Two, you were severely touched deprived to the point that someone just touching your back was setting you off.
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The new physical intimacy makes you unsure. A small war rages within you with what you want to do. A part of you wants to touch and be touched by Wanda. The other part of you wants to shirk away.
You don't remember what it feels like to be held by someone for the sake of being held. There's some memory of it vaguely in the back of your mind, but that was a distant memory.
You're lying on the bed with Wanda, reading a book as she watches TV. You notice that she watches a lot of sitcoms. You've asked why and remember her saying it's comforting that so much could happen in one episode, and be all resolved in the end.
Such small insights happen between the two of you. You never really say what's the issue, but the other person seemingly can always read between the lines.
Suddenly, Wanda turns on her side as she scoots up against you, her arm over your stomach and leg hooking over yours. Her cheek is pressed against your shoulder as she continues to stare at the TV.
Your body does that weird thing where it clenches up, and you immediately begin to feel sweaty.
How was it possible for someone to be so warm?
And soft.
Occasionally, Wanda's hand would drift over yours when she held you, and you hadn't realized someone could be so gentle to touch.
There's another realization that there's an intimacy of knowing someone when they hold you because you also know what she smells like chai and orange blossoms.
You don't know what to do with that information.
All you know is that there's a lump in the back of your throat as you try to focus back on your book. She strokes your side and the top half of your thighs, and you swallow harshly.
When Wanda feels you beginning to tremble, she stops and looks at you with concern.
"Are you okay?" She asks slowly as she sits up, still touching you.
You were totally losing your marbles in front of Wanda, and the entire thing is mortifying.
Her tone is so gentle and caring, and you felt your eyes burn.
"I don't know," you bite out, and it's true. You want to say yes, but you also want to say no.
Wanda stares at you a long time as you stubbornly stare at your book even when your eyes feel wet.
You feel Wanda pull away, and despite your unsureness, that feels even worse.
"If don't want to be touched, you can just say so," Wanda tells you gently with no malice or hurt behind her words and tone. But she sounds insecure, and that makes you want to really break out into a sob.
And although the book is your only shield from Wanda seeing total vulnerability, you close it and set it aside on her night table.
"I know," you tell her stiffly as you put your hands in your lap. "It's not that I don't want to. It's justâit's been a while since someone has touched me the way you do."
You pick at the invisible cotton on your pants.
"It's just...it feels overwhelmingâto be this close to someone. I both want it and don't want it." You purse your lips the moments the words came out of your mouth. "Well, I feel like I don't want it becauseâI don't knowâit feels like it's too good to be true."
Wanda watches as you stumble over your words as you subtly try to dab your eyes before you look up at the ceiling disinterestedly, but she knows it's just so the tears will go back in.
It's a daunting realization for Wanda that you're touched-deprived. Despite the devastating life Wanda has lived, she's always has been a touchy person and received a lot of affections in her lifeâmostly by her parent, then Pietro, and occasionally, Natasha will indulge her in linking arms when they watch movies together.
Slowly, as if to let you know you can say no at any time, Wanda moves back with her arm and leg over you and pulls you closer.
You're pressed into her body, head on her shoulder as she strokes your back and pulls the blanket over the two of you in a warm cocoon.
Wanda thinks you appreciate that she doesn't say anything. She just sits there and resumes watching TV as you close your eyes.
Wanda replays every memory and every interaction she's had with you since befriending you. Your distance makes sense, and it's sad. It kind of breaks her heart.
It's been a while since Wanda has felt any sort of determination, but she wants her touch to be comforting to you. You're so lovely, and Wanda thinks she's falling for the girl who's given her shelter at the cost of depriving others of natural Vitamin D.
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You think Wanda has been very attentive to you lately. Maybe something shifts, but you're not really sure. All you know is that Wanda is working her touch into your daily life. It's holding hands, it's long hugs, and cuddling you at the end of the day and in the mornings before you go.
But the moment things really changed? That was when Wanda pulled your arms to wrap around her, and the experience of holding Wanda Maximoff is vastly much different than being held by her.
You like it. You come to like both, and it isn't long that you find yourself biting your own tongue to stave the craving of wanting her touch.
Wanda watches you with interest as she lies on top of you as you play with the ends of her hair.
You seem rather frustrated for some unknown reason and also perplexed by your emotion.
When you let out a quiet huff, Wanda smiles.
"Is there something you need?" She asks.
You pause from tugging on her hair as you move your eyes down look at Wanda, who's lying on your chest.
You're antsy again.
You like her touch, that much you know. You like the weight of her body over yours because it feels reassuring.
"I don't know," you answer honestly.
Wanda adjusts herself so that her face hovers over yours and your eyes follow hers.
"More or less?" She asks.
It takes you a minute, but you answer a hesitant, "more, I think."
Wanda hums with a nod as her hands move under your back, and she holds you closer to her. "Let me show you and you can decide if you want more."
Wanda leans down, and when her soft lips press against yours, your nerve-endings light up with a jolt. She kisses you the way she has always shown you intimacyâslow and steady.
You press back, wrapping your arms around her neck without hesitation.
When Wanda pulls back, you mutter, "more. Definitely more."
You've gone so long without it; you've never really noticed. But Wanda makes you notice everything at every time. You're not sure how you could've missed it.
But perhaps this is how Wanda Maximoff loves. Slow, steady, rapacious as she stares at you.
Her eyes shine with devotion, and you like that her lips are warm too when she kisses you everywhere.
She's good at physical intimacy, that much you're sure of. Under her slow hands, you're determined that perhaps you can be the one to show her emotional intimacy for the girl you've fallen for.
she thinks sheâs funny đ
not to be a hedonist but. pleasure IS the whole point, my loves. we are made for pleasure. humans have not survived out of spite or sheer grit or simply to make more humans. we live for pleasure. the pleasure of licking the last delicious crumbs off your fingers and feeling sunlight on your skin and massaging a loved one's shoulders. we're made to fill our bellies with delicious food, to nap in soft grass, to touch each other in joy and comfort.
there is no shame or guilt in our bodies doing what they were made to do. and we are made for pleasure.
Your plot twists stab me in the heart again and againđ I HONESTKY TJOUGHT THAT TJIS ONE WOULD BE HAPPY AND WHOLESOME I still live for them thoughđȘđ
Natasha Romanoff x Reader
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A/N: This is just a drabble that got away from me. Iâm trying to remember how to write again so bear with me.
You should buy her flowers.Â
It was strange how small things made you think of Natasha. The leaves were turning red in the park that you walked through on your way to work. It reminded you of her hair in the morning, spread haphazardly across your pillow.
You checked your phone absentmindedly.
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I hope you're doing well toođ„° and there's no need to be flattered I love your stories!
Natasha Romanoff x Reader
Word Count: 3.1K
A/N: This is based entirely on the fact that itâs Lesbian Visibility Week and I like both puns and cute girls wearing glasses. As such, itâs all a little bit of nonsense. Also, entering it into @slutfornatâs fic contest before I chicken out.
There was always more with Natasha than what met the eye. Not every pattern you could spot or even explain, but you liked to try.
There were little behaviours, the smallest of quirks that hinted more at her personality than any of the careful phrases sheâd given you about herself since you joined the team.
It started when you noticed the way that Natasha would read a mission report; always at armâs length. It gave her this air of nonchalance that you found immediately attractive. Natasha would give the details a cursory glance, barely lifting the file from the desk before placing it back. From those few seconds, she could reiterate the mission outline to anyone. Youâd checked. Soon enough, you had stopped bothering to study your own mission file at all during meetings.
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