They've been saying it all along. Some of you just weren't listening.
Mostly oneshots because that's what I tend to read.
A Big Fake Hunter Wedding by Alyndra: humor/crack, case fic in which Sam and Dean get platonically married
acta non verba by laertez: 13x22 episode tag, Dean cleans the blood off Sam
a few things worth saying by hathfrozen: S10 AU, queerplatonic Sam and Dean, platonic kissing
An Irrevocable Condition by remy (iamremy): 4x21 CD, Dean doesn't leave Sam alone in the panic room
a hopeless violence [i named it love] by kanicro: S9 AU, instead of having an angel possess Sam, Dean gives him demon blood to save him
Aleph by story_monger: S4 AU, by the time the angels get Dean out of hell, he's already a demon.
And All She Saw Was Love by stillwaters01: S7 CD, death fic
Brother's Blood by diana_lucifera, stormageddon: Pilot AU, Dean is the one going missing on a hunt so John get Sam from Stanford | first part of a series, future parts wincest slow burn but this one is gen
cat crazed by altered: vaguely late seasons, Sam turns into a catboy, schmoop
Disney Princess Hair by Dyed_Red: Sam gets hit with a sleeping beauty curse, fluff
From me to you by EternalSheWolf: the epic love story of Sam and Dean in snapshots
Ghost in the Machine by phoenixflight: 15x20 coda, Dean sticks around as ghost until Sam burns his body
golgotha by redskyatmorning: S14 CD, Sam becomes the boyking to save Dean from Michael
Growing Darkness Taking Dawn by lightning and a lightning bug (spoons): S4, angst, hurt Sam
happier by altered: S10 AU, with a demon Dean who is obsessed with Sam
if you bite it, you own it by altered: weirdcest, non-sexual kink (biting)
it's not somebody who's seen the light by The_Bookkeeper: AU, Dean is the one with demon blood
I would like to watch you, sleeping by redmyeyes: S1, Dean watches Sam
Less Than Dirt. by ulexite: pre-series + S1, CD, case fic
Marked for Death by aceofhearts61, juba (jubah): post 15x19, Amara sends Sam and Dean on a trip of sorts to resolve their issues
Morning As They Come Down by kirathehyrulian, scippy: post 15x19, fluff
One Question Less by stardust_made: 8x23 coda
patchwork scars by altered: weirdcest, non-sexual kink (biting, painplay)
peace and unquiet by altered: weirdcest, non-sexual kink (hair pulling)
Premonition by cherie_morte: post 15x19, case fic
romeo and juliet are together in eternity (we can be like them) by saintsamantha: vaguely season 2, transfem Sam
so let it out and let it in by nowhere_blake: 12x02 coda, Mary POV
Sounds Like Truth and Feels Like Courage by sprinkles888: late seasons, queerplatonic Sam and Dean | Sam discovers the MoL found a way to utilize soul magic, platonic cuddling ensues amongst other things
stargazing by allforsammy: 8x23 coda, voicemail fix-it
stone number one by iamremy: 15x17 coda
with my pulse on your lips by altered: S10 AU, the demon!Dean we deserved, feeding Sam his blood
Must be gettin' a little rusty there, kiddo.
Supernatural S1E15 The Benders
The thing is that the ways in which dean and sam need each other are both compatible and parallel in their nature.
Dean needs sam to stay with him (let him take care of him look after him and be with him) and sam despite all his need for autonomy and freedom which he does desire of course (he needs dean to respect his choices and see him) also needs dean to need him—choose him. It’s always been that way—something we see from the very pilot itself. He goes with dean in the pilot after dean admits that he doesn’t want to do it without sam even if he is capable for it.
It affects sam profoundly when dean gets close to other people—especially men because it threatens the idea that dean could need people other than him (even the mere desire to want for others apart from him is distasteful even if he doesn’t want it to be—he just can’t help it, it’s the way they are.) Of course dean has never needed for anything more than sam, that sam and just sam has always been more than enough but sam needs that from him, constantly and actively.
In Sacrifice (8x23), when he reveals that the fact that dean chose to turn to people (an angel, a vampire) apart from him was unbearable to him was just so.. much. And it’s interesting because we know that sam too is friends with cas, has never been shown to consider him a rival in any sense (but just the mere possibility of sam and just sam not being enough for dean is devastating for him.) He doesn’t harbour any resentment or competition towards cas, it’s just that he needs to be the choice over everything else from dean. He needs it because he chose that too, even when he had a chance to get out—multiple times over. And yes, the circumstances shaping his choices are often not ideal, are sometimes not even entirely choices but he always stays because of the knowledge that dean will always choose him.
The conflict then is often caused by doubt—dean, deeply insecure about sam’s loyalty. For him, it’s a given—that sam will always be first, has always and forever been above everything else but he expects sam to know it too. Despite everything he puts on him and says to him, despite the fights and the anger and the mistrust. None of that will ever change this one fundamental thing.
But Sam doesn’t (!!) Maybe at one time he did, before the demon blood and the soullessness and the countless countless ways he thinks he fucked up but somewhere along the line it became clear to Sam that he could not trust it to always be Dean’s first choice, can’t know it for sure.
Doubt again, Sam—unable to know if Dean will always choose him over all else and Dean unable to verbalise that enough because of said insecurity (the fear that he needs sam more than sam needs him) and unable to understand why Sam would feel this way because he expects him to already know that Sam will always be above all else, at the end of the day despite whatever happens because that is who Dean is.
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8.11 | LARP and the Real Girl
I'm sorry because I wish I had something more interesting to say but I just feel a giant hole inside me. Sam and Dean's bond is one of the most moving that I have ever seen in a piece of media and I'm not smart enough to articulate how many things it makes me feel. And I don't mean it in a romantic way at all,it's just so deeply touching that it feels wrong to define it in any way. I am never ever going to emotionally recover from that flashback sequence
Oh, I wish I had NOT clicked on that. I now have a headache from crying.
watching roadkill thinking about ghost!dean haunting the impala and joining sam on hunts heheheheeeeeeeeeeee
I think representation was very well handled in The Expanse. People are just people and of all types, without that being their defining characteristic at all.
There is such a thing as "wrong" representation. 🤨