Summary: He's cool, smart, attractive... and completely out of your league. But that won't stop you from falling head over heels for him.
Pairing: Jeon Wonwoo x fem!Reader
Genre: High School AU, fluff
A/N: this one goes out to all the book nerds i did this for us besties. this was loosely based on an anime i watched, but in the end it was not really like it lol. I've worked on this for months now so please show a lot of love!
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masterlist
table of contents under the cut!
I. the gentle indifference of the world II. if you want to keep a secret III. so this is my life IV. a truth universally acknowledged V. more myself than i am VI. all this happened... more or less VII. we interrupt this program... VIII. if you want to keep a secret IX. i like you (first, second, and third) X. and so with the sunshine
BYEE WHY DID THEY TAKE THE PICTURE OF YOKNGI OFF đł
a story in which y/n finds herself meeting her roblox bestie in real life. turns out heâs not exactly everything she hoped for⌠who wouldâve thought her nemesis park jisung would be user plumblossomer
astronomy-major!jisung x astronomy-major!reader
genre : humour, crack, strangers to enemies to lovers, college au, slow burn, y/n prefers dying over admitting her feelings, jisung is lowkey mean at times..
warnings : death/sex jokes, curses a lot, im not an astronomy major so this is bound to be funny
status : ongoing (i havenât decided how regularly iâll update đ)
notes : im doing ittttt im litchrally saur excited to start this i missed doing a smau
profiles : 00 - 00
masterlist:
freaks đ
kys
face reveal
no tutoring
i love penises
blocked
growth
freaky/n
desperation
no fucking way
tanghulu
making out
grubby hands
babe
the world is healed
weird
uncomfortable
trial run
short king
sleepover
yoongi x reader (oc) genre: fluff word count: 1.9K
a/n:Â For my lovely @rkivedfilesâ, and all the rest of you as well <3 This is simply Kid watching the That That mv with Yoongi for the first time. Sheâs whipped, weâre all whipped, the song is a bop, I mean what else is there to say? I hope you all enjoy and thanks for reading! :))Â
p.s. I wrote this very quickly and I wasnât planning on writing anything so ignore the fact that it may be poorly written xoÂ
Sitting on your sofa, you impatiently tapped your foot as you glared at the empty hallway that led from the bedroom to the living space. You had less than two minutes. The countdown was ticking away, and your boyfriend was taking his sweet ass time. Huffing, you threw yourself against the back of the sofa in a dramatic fashion, despite no one being there to see your performance.
âMin!â You shouted in annoyance, accompanied by a groan.
âIâm coming, practice some patience for once,â he called back, a smile obvious in his tone. Rolling your eyes to no one, you bit back a grin of your own. You were briefly distracted from your boyfriendâs looming tardiness by your phone buzzing against the couch cushion. Looking down at the device, you were surprised to see your dadâs contact ID on the screen.
Pulling your eyebrows together in confusion, you unlocked the message to find: Watching this countdown thing, Yoongi and Psy fighting!
âWhat are you smiling at?â Yoongiâs voice sounded above you, making you look up at him, your grin only growing bigger. Turning the phone towards your boyfriend, you watched as he leaned forward to read the message. âOh my god,â he said in shock before a gummy smile stretched across his features.
âWho knew my dad was a Psy stan,â you giggled, Yoongiâs shoulders shaking in laughter as he took a seat next to you.
âHey, maybe heâs a Suga stan,â Yoongi suggested teasingly.
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#Jeon Hoseok
mingyu x reader genre: fluff word count: 2.5K
a/n: Well, this is my first svt piece so be kind lol. (I will not be writing svt super regularly but I wanted to write this one so here we are.) Mingyu and reader are at a wedding and I mean, is there anything sweeter than wedding vibes? I hope you all enjoy and thanks for reading :))Â
Outside on the warmly lit patio, you observed the flushed cheeks of couples dancing and listened to the laughter flowing from groups of friends. When the breeze picked up, your senses were flooded with the sweet scent of the white hydrangeas that sat upon each table as a centerpiece. You loved outdoor weddings. Nature had a way of heightening beauty.
The man who caught your attention from across the dance floor was proof of that as the wind brushed through his dark fringe and ruffled his slightly unbuttoned dress shirt, pushing the material open just a bit more. Just enough for your eyes to find his collarbones. You imagined the valley between his built pectorals that hid just underneath the buttons. The golden hue of the setting sun shined on his equally golden skin, the man glowing as he stood with his shirt sleeves slightly pulled up over his forearms as he leaned against the bar. Looking at him, you realized even forearms could be stunning.
His body filled in his clothing perfectly, the slacks hugging his strong thighs. The way the shirt was tucked into his pants accentuated his slim waist, and you knew he was hiding his toned stomach beneath the material. So much unfortunate hiding, though you were thankful not just anyone in the venue could see every inch of his skin. This man had the power to make you greedy.
Rather carelessly, indulgently, you allowed your eyes to take in his tall frame. A modern-day Adonis. He tapped his index finger against the bar as he waited for the bartender to return with his drinks. Seemingly in his own world, he tilted his head slightly as his eyes looked down at the bar top. That is until he glanced up, directing his gaze across the venue without hesitation, finding you.
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ŕ¨ŕ§â¸â¸ďšif you call me a fool, then iâll be a fool.
SUMMARY! youâve been in love with park wonbin since the day the two of you met and never found the courage to tell him. why is it that you find yourself yearning to confess the moment someone else comes into the picture?
PAIRING! park wonbin x fem!reader
GENRE! college!au, slice of life, fluff, angst (an attempt was made), friends to lovers, IDIOTS to lovers omg WC 8.1k
WARNING! swearing, jealousy, y/n likes wonbin an insane amount girl get up, insecurity, anton instigates like itâs his job and heâs up for a promotion, random female idol is mentioned many times (nothing against her!!), not proofread
NOTE! do u guys know what song the title is from lol.. LOL also i had another wonbin fic i wanted to post and deleted it bc it sucked so actually im posting this one as a coping mechanism
you donât realize the way youâre staring at the back of wonbinâs head until a voice snaps you out of your trance. âdo you know what you want?â shotaro asks you, waving a hand in front of your face.
currently, the two of you, along with wonbin, seunghan, and anton, are standing in line at a beverage kiosk. the latter, having already received his drink, stands to your right while shotaro stands to your left. seunghan recites his order to the employee while wonbin stands idly behind him.
âdonât even bother asking,â anton chortles, lips still wrapped around his straw. âsheâs probably gonna have wonbin order for her, like always.â you lightly slap him in the arm after the words leave his mouth, eyes darting to the aforementioned boy standing merely 2 inches in front of you, hoping he hadnât heard antonâs teasing.
âi didnât even say anything wrong! he orders for you all the time!â the boy whines, jokingly rubbing his arm where you had hit him.
shotaro lets out a curt laugh at the interaction, knowing that antonâs words held truth to them, whether you liked to admit it or not. âitâs because sheâs shy. right, y/n?â he turns to you, attempting to diffuse your embarrassment. one look at the smile on his face and anyone would be able to tell that his words were complete bullshit. the two of you knew that the real reason you liked having wonbin order for you was because you liked him.
however, for your own sake, you sigh and choose to agree with shotaroâs statement, only offering a small nod. âwhatever,â anton mutters under his breath, walking over to seunghan who has his own beverage in hand.
now that you, shotaro and wonbin were the only people in line, shotaro grabs your sleeve and gently pulls you backwards, putting more distance between the two of you and the boy who was now placing his order. before shotaro says anything, you know what the topic of conversation is going to be.
âdo you ever plan on telling him?â is all he inquires, his voice lowering to a whisper. you avoid his piercing gaze, instead turning to look at anton and seunghan, laughing in between sips of their respective drinks. anton is already nearly finished with his, you note.
when youâre done observing them, you shift your attention to wonbin, who has his arms crossed as he points at one of the cup sizes the kiosk has on display, indicating that itâs the one he wants.
youâre unable to see his face but youâre able to picture it better than anything. the way his lip quirks upwards in an attempt to be polite to the employee. the furrow of his brow as he asks a question.
shotaro sighs at your silence and finds it astonishing how youâre able to ogle wonbin without even looking at his face. that very sigh brings you back into reality, finally meeting the gaze of the boy currently interrogating you.
âhe⌠doesnât think of me that way,â you slowly tell him, as if the words would physically pain you if you uttered them too quickly. shotaro lets out a noise you can only assume was meant to be a scoff, but being passive aggressive simply doesnât run in his blood.
âare you kiddi-â shotaro is interrupted by wonbin holding a drink in front of your face, thus putting a barrier between the two of you. âhere, y/n,â the long haired boy hums, not moving from his spot until you take the beverage filled plastic cup. if you didnât have park wonbin tunnel vision, as shotaro likes to call it, youâd see the way anton is shaking his head and letting out a short laugh in disbelief upon witnessing the interaction. âcalled it,â he tells seunghan, who only blinks in confusion.
âi wasnât sure which one you wanted, but i remembered that time we went to that other drink place and you said you really liked the strawberry one, so i got you that,â wonbin explains, holding his own straw up to his mouth. he says it nonchalantly, as if you could either finish the drink in about 5 seconds before proclaiming how much you enjoyed it, or you could throw it to the ground and curse at him for assuming the flavor you wanted, and he wouldnât flinch either way.
âumâ yesâ yeah, i..â you stutter, and shotaro swears it takes everything in him not to slap his own forehead at your sudden jumpiness. âi like it, thank you. you didnât have to, wonbin,â you exhale, holding your drink with both hands.
âyeah, well, force of habit, you know?â the boy laughs. âsince iâm always ordering for you anyway.â his words cause you to tense and you can just picture antonâs shit-eating grin after he heard what wonbin said. âright, yeah,â you nod, wanting the conversation to be over with. the 5 of you continue walking throughout the mall, seunghan complaining about what a ridiculous amount of time you had all just spent at that beverage kiosk.
âforce of habit is crazy,â anton decides to tease you again, earning another slap on the arm. âstop hitting me!â
besides ordering drinks for you when you hadnât requested for him to do so, anton has noticed that wonbin also tends to subconsciously let you get away with⌠a lot.
he doesnât even attempt to hide the way he rolls his eyes when he walks into the living room and sees none other than you and wonbin, the latter seated on the carpeted floor while youâre situated on the couch behind him, playing with his hair.
âi shouldnât have come in here,â he mutters, barely audible. heâs unsure if he wanted you and wonbin to hear him, but your head snaps in his direction nonetheless. âhey, anton,â you greet him despite knowing that heâd have a lot to say about your current position. he nods his head in acknowledgement before pursing his lips. you brace yourself for whatever comment heâll inevitably make next, morphing your lips into a straight line.
âyou know,â anton starts, and youâre already holding back the urge to groan. âwonbin never lets any of us touch his hair like that.â
âright, because you guys are always so eager to play with my hair, huh?â wonbin quips sarcastically. anton shrugs, although wonbin isnât looking at him. âso youâre saying if we wanted to, we could?â anton questions, moving across the living room to grab his phone charger, finally remembering why he had walked into the room in the first place.
ânah,â wonbin replies, ânot sure why youâd want to, anyway.â
âi donât see you questioning why y/n wants to do it,â anton insists, already making his way out of the room, pausing momentarily to hear wonbinâs response.
âshe doesnât need a reason,â his older friend says, âsheâs y/n.â anton shakes his head and continues on his way. you resume treading your hand through wonbinâs hair as if nothing had happened, but unbeknownst to the boy sitting in front of you, your heart rate had increased at his words.
âheâs just jealous,â wonbin jokes. you only let out a short laugh in response. you wonder how he would react if you informed him that anton had actually sprung up that conversation because he knows about your tremendous crush on the raven haired boy.
âdo you think youâd ever go blonde?â you inquire, changing the subject. he lets out a snort and tilts his head to look back at you. youâre grinning, trying to ignore the way your heart does somersaults in your chest.
âi donât think the world is ready for that,â he laughs.
âwhat are we laughing about in here?â a voice sings from the door way, ripping your attention away from wonbin. you turn to the perpetrator and lock eyes with sungchan, who sends you a smile. you wave at him and he takes it as an invitation to sit himself down on the couch beside you.
ânothing much,â wonbin answers. your hands finally retreat from his hair and you miss the way his shoulders slump in response.
âright,â sungchan nods, turning his attention to whatever you and wonbin are watching on tv. in actuality, neither you nor him have been paying the television any mind for at least an hour, and only now do you realize that some sort of ocean documentary has been playing this whole time.
a few minutes of silence proceed before sungchan clasps his hands together and stands up from the couch abruptly, startling you.
âman, this has been boring,â he announces, eyes darting between the two of you, seated in the same positions as when he first entered the room. âdo you guys even talk?â
âwe were, actually, before you walked in,â wonbin mutters, not meaning for his words to come out as sourly as they do. sungchan raises his hands in the air in defense. âhey, my bad. i didnât realize the two of you were having an ocean documentary date,â he retorts.
âweâre not having-â youâre about to correct him, only for him to cut you off.
âbut, you know, bin,â he says, âiâm not sure how sangah would feel about you having a movie date with another girl.â
you feel like your entire world freezes over the moment you hear those words leave sungchanâs mouth. you quickly rid your face of your crestfallen expression, not wanting to give yourself away.
âwho?â you canât stop yourself from asking, and sungchan just stares at you. wonbin waves his hand dismissively, shaking his head in annoyance. âshut up, dude.â
âwait, y/n doesnât know about sangah?â sungchan asks, a genuinely confused look crossing over his features. âi thought you guys told each other everything.â
wonbin groans in irritation. âi havenât told anyone, actually, because it doesnât matter. you only know because youâre nosy as fuck.â
sungchan chuckles, and you would attempt to let out a halfhearted laugh if you didnât feel like your chest was aching. you lick your lips and stare questioningly at the side of wonbinâs head.
âlook, bro,â sungchan gestures towards you, causing wonbin to turn around and meet your disheartened eyes. his face drops slightly, and youâre not in the correct headspace to try and pinpoint why. âsheâs upset because you didnât tell her!â his friend chimes.
wonbin shakes his head, still looking at you. âsheâs just some girl,â he huffs. âi donât even know her that well.â
you scoff before plastering a wobbly smile onto your face. âiâm not upset,â your voice quivers and you hope that wonbin doesnât notice it. youâre not sure why he decides to reassure you about sangahâ whoever that isâ but you pray that itâs not because heâs known about your pathetic crush on him all this time and is now feeling bad for you because heâs currently seeing someone.
of course, only your cruel mind could formulate such a sickening thought.
âiâm just.. surprised,â you conclude with an unconvincing nod. wonbin closes his eyes in annoyance, and you know itâs because of his intrusive friend standing in the doorway. âsungchan, just stop spreading shit around, alright?â he gives him a tired look, finally getting up from the floor. as wonbin makes his way past sungchan in the doorway, the taller boy gives him a playful slap on the shoulder. with wonbin having left the room, you find yourself looking to sungchan with urgency.
âwho is sangah?â you plead, trying to keep your emotions at bay. the boy furrows his eyebrows, confusion settling into his features once more. âwhy do you care, y/n?â he asks. you know that his question doesnât come from a place of mockery, but rather genuine interest. it hits you in that moment that sungchan, as smart as he is, happens to be absolutely terrible at taking a hint.
somehow, when it came to the long lasting feelings you harbored for one of his closest friends, sungchan was none the wiser. you surmise that he wouldnât have teased wonbin so openly about another girl had he known about your feelings for the long haired boy.
that, you suppose, you canât really blame him for.
âum,â you start, âheâs one of my closest friends.â your words are spoken through gritted teeth and clenched fists. âiâm just curious, you know?â the lie comes out easier than you think it shouldâve.
sungchan hums, crossing his arms and giving you a curt nod. âjust some girl,â sungchan tells you, repeating wonbinâs words from a few minutes ago. âyoon sangah. sheâs in our music fundamentals class. like, 2 days ago, i think, she wrote her instagram handle on a slip of paper and gave it to wonbin right in front of me.â your face falls for what seems like the millionth time in the past 10 minutes. you can only offer the tall boy a nearly inaudible hum in response.
âdo you think itâll lead to anything? you know, between her and wonbin?â again, you canât stop yourself from asking. you feel sick at the thought of playing into the role of âjealous, overthinking girlfriendâ, and even sicker at the fact that you and wonbin arenât even dating. what right do you have to be inquisitive about his love life?
still, you canât help it. when sungchan takes a bit longer to respond to your question you fear youâre treading on dangerous territory, afraid that even the dense boy youâre conversing with may have cracked the code. the grin that he aims at you a few seconds later serves as reassurance that, no, he still doesnât know anything.
âthatâs a good question, y/n dearest,â he pats your shoulder lightly. âi guess only time will tell.â
you hate yourself for what youâre doing right now.
looking back on the conversation you had with sungchan hours prior to this moment, you recalled him mentioning that sangah had given wonbin her instagram. thus, like any normal person would do in your situation, you took it upon yourself to go through wonbinâs following list in an attempt to find her.
you scroll past your own account, past the accounts of your mutual friends, and a few people who you presume are some of wonbinâs classmates.
when you finally stumble across sangahâs account, your body fills with dread before you even see a proper photo of her.
judging by her profile picture alone, you can tell that sheâs pretty. youâre fully looking at her profile now, and your frown only deepens. sheâs beautiful.
you shake your head as if it would help ease your racing mind. sheâs beautiful, yes, you think, but looks arenât everything. you find yourself childishly crossing your fingers that sangah had the personality of an evil witch, so that even if wonbin fell victim to her physical charm, heâd be pushed away by her true nature.
you let out a quiet scoff. you canât believe youâre sitting here thinking badly about another girl just because she might have a crush on the same man youâve been in love with since the day you met him. in the same sense, you canât believe that when you say that sentence out loud, it actually sounds a bit reasonable. you blame sungchan, for a moment, drawing the inference that you wouldnât feel so insecure right now if it hadnât been for his previous teasing.
you canât stop yourself when you click on one of sangahâs posts. she doesnât have many, but the few that she has have seemed to gather thousands of likes. despite this, you take note of the fact that wonbin doesnât have any of them likedâ thank god, you think to yourself. you start to analyze her photos, the faces she makes at the camera, the outfits she wears, the way her hair is styled. when studying her facial expressions, you wonder if sheâs made those same faces while looking at wonbin. when taking her outfits into consideration, you wonder if wonbin has seen her wearing any of them and thought she looked particularly nice. whilst examining her hair, you resist the urge to rip out your own. itâs perfect. sheâs perfect.
sheâs perfect, and from what you can tell, you arenât anything like her. so what does that make you?
you move to close the app, feeling filled to the brim with self doubt when you suddenly freeze as your phone vibrates. you hesitantly open your dms and your eyes widen as they fall upon the newest message.
[3:02 AM] 1bin_02: why are u awake
your heart races and you momentarily contemplate if wonbin had somehow set up a security camera in your bedroom without your knowledge because how on earth did he know?
you donât ponder on the matter for long, the aforementioned boy sending another message merely a few seconds later.
[3:02 AM] 1bin_02: u have ur activity status turned on btw
exhaling a breath of relief, you type a response to him.
[3:03 AM] you: why are U awake park wonbin
[3:03 AM] 1bin_02: i just woke up like 5 minutes ago. my y/n senses were tingling and my unconscious body felt a disturbance
[3:04 AM] 1bin_02: kiddinggg
[3:04 AM] 1bin_02: but fr why are u awake
you hold your breath as you type out your next response, choosing to be daring. you decide that, even if itâs only for a few seconds, youâre no longer going to be a coward.
[3:06 AM] you: i was thinking about u
[3:06 AM] 1bin_02: ditto
[3:07 AM] 1bin_02: i know im amazing and everything but donât let me stop u from getting ur beauty rest đ jk
[3:07 AM] 1bin_02: gn dummy
you decide against saying anything else, shutting off your phone with a sigh. you are a dummy, you think, and the boy who had just given you that title has no idea that itâs all because of him.
youâre exhausted the next day, concluding that being awake at 3 in the morning despite knowing that you had a class at 8AM was not the best idea.
wonbin is quick to take note of this, poking you on your side as the two of you follow your usual route to your next lecture of the day. âi bet someone regrets staying up until 3AM, hm?â he doesnât bother to hide his smirk as you swat his hand away. âlike you werenât up at 3AM, too,â you mutter. he clicks his tongue in response. âthat was only for a few minutes,â he says, âwho knows how long you were awake for, though.â
before youâre forced to dignify wonbin with a response, anton and seunghan walk up to the two of you, the latter offering a wave while the former only smiles.
âwhere are we headed, guys?â seunghan asks, throwing an arm around wonbin. the boy attempts to shrug him off to no avail. âanton and i wanted to go get drinks and we were wondering if you guys wanted to come with,â he grins before quietly adding, âand maybe also pay for them.â
you laugh and wonbin turns to you upon hearing it, letting out a playful scoff of his own. âcanât, y/n has class in 10 minutes or so,â he turns to the two boys who now have their eyebrows raised in apprehension. âthatâs where we were headed,â he finishes.
âand youâre walking her there,â anton nods, his words posing as more of a statement than a question. you can only dramatically roll your eyes. wonbin doesnât seem to pick up any undertones, only nodding in response. âi might be able to tag along afterwards, though. no promises.â
âwell, anton,â seunghan sighs, turning to his friend, âweâll just have to take shotaro inste-â
the boy is cut off by the sound of a girlish voice calling out wonbinâs name. all 4 of you turn around in unison, and you feel like your heart has physically sunken into the floor. sangah.
wonbinâs at a loss for words for a moment and you want to run away more than anything. youâre not prepared to see the two of them interact, especially after looking at her instagram page last night. âhey, sangah,â is all he says, a smile plastered on his face that pains you to look at.
the girl is practically beaming. âwhat are you up to?â she grins, her eyes not daring to look anywhere but him. his eyes flicker to you momentarily, who is struggling to breathe.
âiâm walking herââ he gestures to you and sangah finally looks away from him, eyes now trained on yours, âto class. well, i was, before these two showed up.â wonbin waves a hand in anton and seunghanâs direction, the two boys adorning matching confused expressions on their faces. nobody moves a muscle for a few seconds and youâre afraid that your rapid heartbeat can be heard atop of the pin-drop silence.
âoh! my bad,â wonbin clears his throat, âguys, this is sangah,â he gestures towards the girl, âsangah, this is⌠guys.â he gestures towards his friends. âand y/n,â he gestures towards you for the second time, giving you a tap on the shoulder for good measure. sangahâs mouth forms an âoâ and she reaches out to shake your hand. youâre positive that if it werenât for the freezing hallways of your university, your hands would be sweating, so you silently thank whoeverâs in charge of the ac for seemingly always having it cranked up to the max. you and the girl shake hands, her smile noticably brighter than yours.
ânice to meet you, y/n,â she says. âyou, too,â is all youâre able to respond with, smile tight.
ânice to meet you guys, too,â she waves at anton and seunghan with both hands and they wave back, offering their own respective greetings in return. awkward.
you cough, attempting to break the silence. âthis has been fun,â you press your lips together for a second, âbut iâve gotta get to class. hope you guys have fun at that drink place later, or whatever,â you trail off, the last part of your sentence aimed towards anton and seunghan. âand it was nice meeting you, again,â you add, making eye contact with sangah. she smiles. you donât say anything to wonbin as you attempt to squeeze past him, but he grabs your arm. âiâm walking with you, remember?â he says. you resist the urge to look at sangah or anyone else in your vicinity for that matter, surprised at his words. this random girl whoâs obviously into him is standing only a few inches away and wonbin still insists on walking you to class.
âitâs okay,â you shake your head, unsure. wonbin can tell that youâre beginning to feel upset and he desperately wishes that sangah and even seunghan and anton were anywhere but here. ây/n-â he starts, you cut him off. âitâs fine, wonbin,â you reaffirm. it isnât, though.
you begin to walk in the direction of your class and release a breath that you hadnât known you were holding. deep down, you wanted wonbin to disregard your words and resume walking with you, leaving sangah and his friends standing in the hallway. but wonbin was too polite for that, and you couldnât even turn around to see if he had continued to engage in conversation with the 3 of them because you felt tears forming in your eyes. stupid, stupid, stupid, you think to yourself.
unbeknownst to you, sangah was able to sense the tension in the atmosphere before anyone had even said anything to her. she kisses her teeth, scratching the side of her head. âi should probably go, too,â she tells wonbin. the boy can tell that she wouldâve liked to talk more, but he wasnât looking to become friends or even acquaintances with her. doing that would only give her the wrong idea, and he didnât want to have any bad blood with someone heâd be forced to see nearly everyday in class. the boy nods in understanding, giving her a wave. ânice.. talking to you,â he bids her farewell, unsure of what to say, because whatever had just transpired definitely did not qualify as a conversation. the girl waves back with an unwavering smile, walking in the opposite direction you had gone.
âoh, man,â seunghan lets out a laugh he had been holding in, âthat was the worst. please donât ever put me through anything like that again.â anton silently agrees, cringing.
âis it just me,â wonbin starts, ignoring his friendâs remark, âor did y/n seem kind of upset before she left?â
anton stretches his arms slightly, eyes looking anywhere but at his dark haired friend. âwonder why that might be,â he muses under his breath, but wonbin catches it. âwhat do you mean?â he pushes, looking his younger friend in the eye. anton puts his hands in the air in mock surrender.
âanton, what the hell do you mean?â wonbin asks again, voice tinged with annoyance. anton shakes his head, âfigure it out.â
seunghan watches his friends go back and forth, a bit confused himself. much like sungchan, he seems to be completely oblivious when it comes to the way you feel about wonbin.
youâre currently sitting in class wondering why you even bothered to show up.
you knew before you even sat down that you wouldnât be able to process a single word of the lecture, your mind thinking over your first official encounter with sangah.
ever since last night, youâve started to dread moments like theseâ none of your friends being around to distract you, leaving you alone with your own miserable thoughts. it feels as though each minuscule moment of silence is filled with your insecurities being pushed to the forefront of your mind.
what did they talk about after you had left? did seunghan and anton decide to leave shortly after, leaving wonbin and sangah alone? did they grow closer in the small amount of time they were left together? even worse, what if the amount of time they spent together wasnât small at all? oh god, what if theyâre still together right now?
had anton, seunghan or, worst of all, wonbin decided to invite sangah to their aforementioned drink hangout? your mind drifts to the image of wonbin ordering a drink for sangah, the same way he always does for you, and you feel like bursting into tears similarly to the way you had almost done so on your way to class.
and sangahâ god, you wanted to hate her so bad. your prayers that she had the personality of a wicked witch were thrown out the window the second she opened her mouth. she was so nice to you. the guy that she likes had openly expressed that he wanted to walk you to class and she still smiled at you. sheâs got the most perfect appearance and most perfect attitude and you feel like you canât compete with any of it.
you check your phone for the first time in approximately 30 minutes, eager for a distraction. youâre dismayed to see only 3 notifications, one from the boy who seems the root of every current problem in your life, and two from sungchan.
[10:04 AM] bin đŤś: everything ok??
[10:16 AM] sungchani: hey
[10:16 AM] sungchani: weâre all gonna hang out on friday night (as decided by me just now) and u will be coming! (also decided by me just now)
you open your phone, typing a quick response to wonbin about how everything is fine (lie) and sending another short message in hopes of steering the conversation in a different direction. you open the two messages from sungchan, shaking your head as if heâd be able to sense your attitude through the screen.
[10:48 AM] you: whoâs âweâ exactlyâŚ. and what will âweâ be doing
[10:50 AM] sungchani: donât act dumb girl⌠me, you, taro, seunghan, anton and wonbin obviously. was gonna see if eunseok and sohee could make it but i doubt eunseok would wanna and i think soheeâs doing some group assignment lolol
[10:51 AM] sungchani: as for your other question i was thinking about going to the movies yay or nay? (say yay)
[10:51 AM] you: pass
[10:52 AM] sungchani: perfect see u there!
you donât bother responding to sungchanâs final message, knowing that no amount of opposition from you would deter him. heâd probably drag you all the way to the theater himself if he had to. but you really donât want to go, feeling drained from the thoughts that have been plaguing your mind ever since sungchan mentioned sangah for the first time. youâd much rather spent your friday night in bed, trying to give your brain a much needed break. maybe if you really felt like torturing yourself, youâd pull up sangahâs instagram once more.
when class ends, youâre shocked to find anton waiting for you outside of the lecture hall. heâs holding a plastic cup filled with chai tea, leaning against the wall leisurely as he sips through an orange straw. he doesnât look in your direction, which confuses you, because youâre undoubtedly the reason heâs currently standing outside of your classroom.
âlee anto-â the boy in question cuts you off by lifting his index finger in front of your face, still not looking at you. you scoff in irritation, not wanting to deal with his antics in your current state.
âyouâre coming on friday, yes?â he questions, his voice slightly above a whisper. ânot if i donât have to,â you say, your voice at a normal volume. anton, finally looking you in the eyes, presses his index finger to his lips as if to indicate that you need to be quieter. âyou do have to,â he nods.
you pinch the bridge of your nose. âwhy the hell are you whispering?â you scowl, and he keeps his index finger on his lips. you groan before reluctantly lowering your voice to match his, despite the fact that you still donât know why he wants you to do so. âwhatâs going on?â you inquire.
âyou have to come on friday,â he repeats quietly, âand youâre gonna tell dark star that youâre in love with him.â
you blink. âwho?â anton leans his head back in annoyance before mouthing, âPARK WONBIN.â you recoil for a myriad of reasons. âfirst of all, iâm not coming on friday,â your voice slightly increases in volume, âand even if i was, i most definitely would not use it as an opportunity to confess to wonbin. and why in the world did you just call him that?â you finish, exasperated.
anton only sips his drink, his aura calm and collected. âyouâre going,â he answers pointedly, âbecause if you donât, dark star is gonna find out either way.â
your eyes widen and you feel like all of the air has left your lungs. âwhat do you mean by that? you wouldnât actually-â
âi would, though. if telling dark star about your crush on him would get you to stop pining after him like a fool, why wouldnât i? and, in addition,â anton fully turns to you, his voice raising to a light mumble, âi saw the way you reacted when sarah started talking to him earlier.â
âitâs sangah,â you deadpan. anton waves his hand dismissively. ânot the point. with the way you acted earlier, you wouldâve thought they were getting married right in the middle of that hallway,â he sounds concerned as he speaks the words, not looking anywhere but at you.
âiâm not saying that wonbinâ dark star, i mean, has a thing for sandra right now. frankly, i donât think he cares about her at all,â anton continues, âbut if youâre that worried about some random girl taking him away from you when theyâve known each other for like, a week, i think thatâs a sign that it might be a good idea to tell him how youâre feeling.â
you look down, letting his words settle into your mind. âiâll come on friday,â you nod, and the boy in front of you smiles at your words, âbut i have to give the whole confessing to wonbin thing a bit more thought. i mean, itâs kind of sudden.â antonâs advice actually made sense, you think, but youâre not sure if youâre ready to tell the boy youâve been harboring feelings for all this time that youâre in love with him on a random friday night.
âsudden?â anton asks, breaking you out of your thoughts. âi think itâs long overdue. fire tornado hector thinks so, too,â he tells you.
you turn to him, dumbfounded. âwhere the hell are you getting these names from?!â
friday night comes in the blink of an eye and youâre standing in the lobby of the theater with shotaro, anton, seunghan, and sungchan. wonbin is nowhere to be seen.
âi told him 7PM sharp,â sungchan murmurs impatiently, checking his watch. shotaro turns to anton, jokingly hitting the younger boy on the arm with a laugh. âimagine he just decided to stay home,â he chuckles, âi bet y/n would be relieved.â
âwhy would she be relieved?â seunghan intrudes curiously. anton shrugs. âi told her she had to confess to wonbin tonight,â he says casually, as if he hadnât just revealed your not-so-secret secret to an unsuspecting seunghan. the older boyâs eyebrows raise at antonâs words, his lips parting.
âyou like wonbin?â he questions you eagerly. âdude, i canât believe you didnât know by now,â anton answers in your place as you press your lips together. âand we wonât be using the name wonbin when he arrives. heâs dark star. the codename helps when youâre trying to be discreet,â he finishes.
âyeah, because you know all about being discreet, right?â you reply, voice laced with sarcasm. anton knows that youâre referring to the way he had exposed your feelings for wonbin merely 30 seconds ago, avoiding your gaze as he whistles idly.
âsorry iâm late, guys,â the man of the hour exhales as he walks up to the 5 of you. sungchan studies wonbin, unimpressed. the latter can sense his older friendâs agitation, clicking his tongue. âyouâll forgive me once you find out why iâm late,â he assures, âlook who i brought with me.â
you canât prevent the way your heartbeat escalates, both at the mere presence of wonbin and the words that have just left his mouth. youâre unsure if you even want to find out who heâs brought with him, fearing the worst.
âsohee! eunseok!â you hear sungchan exclaim, excitedly making his way over to the two figures that have just entered the theater. he wraps his lengthy arms around both of them simultaneously.
âguess our invitations got lost in the mail, huh?â eunseok muses, returning his friendâs embrace. the three of them return to where you and the others are standing and sungchan scratches the back of his neck. âmy bad, man,â he utters bashfully, âthe movie weâre watching is pretty lame. didnât think youâd be into it.â
âstill, itâs an excuse to see you guys,â eunseok shrugs, turning to greet everyone else. sohee does the same, wrapping his arms around you before anyone else.
ây/n! itâs been forever,â he grins, you return it. âitâs been⌠2 weeks,â you tell him, hugging him back nonetheless. âi still missed you, though,â you hum. âstop hogging him, y/n!â seunghan teases, âwe havenât seen him in weeks either!â
the two of you release each other, and when you turn, wonbin is at your side. he taps your arm. âwhy donât you greet me like that?â he feigns jealousy, pursing his lips. you smile at him, hoping to mask your nervousness, âi see you everyday.â
he rolls his eyes. âthat doesnât mean you canât miss me.â
âi always do,â you say absentmindedly. by the time your words register, wonbin is already grinning. âditto,â he mutters, his words meant for only you to hear.
he turns away before you can comment, and eunseok takes his place beside you. he wraps an arm around your shoulders, greeting you. you think nothing of his actions before he leans down, angling his head so that itâs directly next to your ear. âi heard about healing michaelâs plan,â he whispers, âthe one about getting you to confess to dark star.â
âplease donât start this,â you plead, âi cannot deal with these nicknames right now. and how do you know about that?â
âum,â he starts, moving his head away from yours, âobviously healing michael filled me in on everything. just because we donât physically see each other everyday doesnât mean we donât have a group chat.â he moves back to the previous topic, âhe threatened to tell dark star about how youâre madly in love with him, right? heâs bluffing,â eunseok explains, âif you confess to dark star tonight, it should be because you really love him. not because anton frightened you into doing it.â
you nod at eunseokâs words, unsure. âand,â he continues, âit shouldnât be about some other girl that might like him, either.â he takes note of the way your eyes widen a fraction. âyeah, anton told me about that, too,â he nods as you make a mental reminder to yell at anton later for airing out your business.
âwhat iâm saying, y/n, is make sure that youâre telling him how you feel, not for anyone else, but for you. well, and for him. and for you and him, together,â eunseok concludes, âdonât let healing michael or sandy get in the way of it.â
âitâs sangah,â you sigh, in awe of the fact that youâve had to correct both him and anton. sungchan appears to have heard your final words, perking up at the mention of wonbinâs classmate.
âsangah? weâre talking about sangah?â he blurts out, turning to wonbin with a smile. âbro, we totally shouldâve invited her,â he jokes, slapping his friend on the arm, âseeing her and wonbin interact in the theater wouldâve been hilarious.â everyone grows tense at sungchanâs teasingâ he was somehow still the only one unaware of your feelings for wonbin.
wonbin only shakes his head in response, his first instinct being to look over at you. youâre wearing that same disheartened look on your face as the first time you found out about sangah, and he can hardly breathe. his eyes narrow at the sight of eunseokâs arm still hanging off your shoulders.
âsungchan, when does the movie start? weâve been standing here for a while,â shotaro states, attempting to alleviate the situation. âoh, we still have about,â sungchan checks the time on his watch, âten minutes before the trailers even start playing,â he responds.
shotaro ushers the group over to the concession counter, quickly making some excuse about everyone needing to choose their snacks for the movie. âamateurs,â sungchan mutters, âwho doesnât bring their own snacks to the movies?â
wonbin finds his place beside you again, briefly studying your features. he notices the way you stand stiffly in your spot and the slight wrinkle between your brows. âhey,â he tries to get your attention. your eyes soften as they meet his that are flooded with worry. âiâm sorry,â he frowns, âabout what happened back there. i donât know why he keeps mentioning her.â
youâre puzzled and, yet again, asking yourself if heâs apologizing because he knows that you have feelings for him or if itâs because he still thinks youâre upset that he didnât tell you about sangah sooner.
you prayed that he wasnât apologizing due to the former, but why would he even need to apologize if it was the latter? if nothing was going on between wonbin and sangah, he had no reason to tell you about her. you press your lips into a tight line. maybe that was itâ something was going on between them. thatâs why heâs saying sorry to you right now, because he regrets not telling you before when youâre supposed to be one of his closest friends.
and thatâs all youâll ever be to him, because you were too much of a coward to confess to him when you had the chance. you think about how disappointed your friends are going to be once you break the news to them that you wouldnât be confessing to wonbin tonight, or ever.
âdonât apologize, wonbin,â you quietly tell him, and he wonders why it seems as though youâre about to cry. he shakes his head, getting the sense that you misunderstood his words. he looks back at your mutual friend group, seeing that theyâre all preoccupied. wonbin seizes the opportunity, grabbing your hand and taking you to a secluded area of the theater.
âplease donât tell me not to apologize,â he breathes, âbecause i have so much to apologize to you for.â
youâre confused and concerned, your lips parting slightly. you donât have the chance to savor the feeling of wonbinâs hand still holding yours because youâre mentally preparing yourself for whatever words heâs about to say. this is it, you tell yourself. you stare at the ground, anticipating the feeling of disappointment and rejection.
âi like you so much.â
you stop breathing as the words leave wonbinâs mouth. youâre terrified to look up, unsure if youâd even heard him correctly. he responds to your unvoiced worries by repeating the statement.
âi like you so much, and iâm sorry for holding it in this long,â he says breathlessly, âiâm sorry for letting sungchan talk about sangah all the time, because i didnât want you to think that i could ever like anyone else.â
he continues despite your silence. âand iâm sorry for telling you all of this in a movie theater, of all places. iâve been psyching myself up for weeks, but i couldnât stand the thought of you not knowing any longer. iâm tired of misunderstandings.â
he finally takes a deep breath, and you look up at him for the first time. âare you serious?â is all youâre able to say. you want to be 100% sure that your mind isnât being as cruel as it normally is when it comes to park wonbin.
he nods, appearing to be just as nervous as you are, and you think thatâs good enough of an indicator that heâs not joking.
âyou fool,â you breath out in utter disbelief, not knowing if your words are directed at wonbin or yourself. the boy looks troubled for a moment before he hears a noise similar to a sob leave your mouth.
you hide your face with your hands. âi was supposed to be the one to confess to you.â
itâs wonbinâs turn to be silent now, listening to you rant. âit was this whole thingâ healing michael, dark star.. eunseok knew about it, and shotaro..â you trail off. your words donât even make sense to yourself, and you doubt they make any sense to the boy in front of you. âmy god, wonbinâ iâve liked you since the day i met you!â you cry, hands still obstructing your vision.
wonbin hesitantly takes it upon himself to grab your wrists, removing your hands from your face. âdo you mean that?â he asks, trying to meet your gaze.
you donât look him in the eye as you continue rambling. âi was so scared,â you tell him, âsungchan mentioned her out of nowhere that day and i was so scared. i thought she was your secret girlfriend, or something.â you feel stupid for telling him all of this, finally admitting to your jealousy.
âwhen i saw her for the first time, i thought it was over,â you shake your head, âsomeone so pretty having a crush on you? i felt like nothing next to her. sungchan even told me that she wrote down her instagram and casually handed it to youâ iâd kill to be that confident in myself,â youâre not even paying attention to the words leaving your mouth anymore, wanting to get everything youâve been holding in out of your system.
when you finally look at wonbinâs face, he looks sad, which startles you. youâre afraid that youâve just killed his mood with your venting. âiâm sorryâ i didnât me-â youâre interrupted by wonbin pulling you to his chest, shaking his head at your words. âyou fool,â he repeats your words from minutes ago. âi canât believe youâve been feeling that way about yourself.â
he keeps you in his embrace as if youâd run away if he were to let go. âi canât think of anyone prettier than you,â he mutters, âor nicer, or funnier. or anything, really, because i think of you more than anyone else. i guess itâs my fault, kind of. i couldâve expressed it in ways other than walking you to class and ordering dumb overpriced drinks for you.â you let out a quiet laugh at his last sentence and he smiles, pulling away slightly so heâs able to see your face.
âi guess weâre both kind of stupid,â you conclude, earning a nod from the dark haired boy. âonly when it comes to you,â he says, âi happen to think iâm very intelligent on every other occasion.â
when you finally regroup with everyone, theyâre all wearing looks of disappointment on their faces. upon asking what happened, eunseok shoves a thumb in sungchanâs direction, the brown haired boy adorning a sheepish expression. âthis fucker got the time wrong. the movie was at 6:15, not 7:15,â eunseok grimaces, âi better get a refund for my ticket.â
âyou didnât even pay for it,â wonbin says, âi did. soheeâs, too.â
anton, having been the first one to notice both yours and wonbinâs disappearance from the group, narrows his eyes at the boy. âand where were you?â he raises a brow, attempting to look intimidating. wonbin dismisses him with the wave of a hand.
before you and wonbin decided to rejoin your friends, you had to tell him not to hold your hand, much to his dismay. only after discovering the reason why, did he reluctantly agree.
you stand as far away from wonbin as possible, putting on a melancholy act. shotaro is the first to take notice of this, putting a hand on your shoulder. âdid you tell him?â he questions, your silence serving as an answer in itself. eunseok overhears, looking at you with pity in his eyes.
when anton finally sees the distance put between you and wonbin, he concludes that you werenât able to tell him about your feelings. he sighs, shaking his head.
as if on cue, you look at wonbin with determination burning in your eyes, beginning to advance towards him. the group is silent as they watch the two of you curiously.
âdark star,â you begin straightforwardly, âiâm in love with you.â wonbin tries concealing his laughter as he swiftly takes in the reactions of his friends. eunseok smiles knowingly while anton and shotaro are wide-eyed. seunghan wears an amused expression, soheeâs eyebrows are raised, and on top of it all, sungchan looks incredibly confused.
wonbin, keeping up the act, covers his mouth in mock astonishment. âdid you guys hear that?â he turns to his friends, who are now all aware that theyâre being pranked. âmy girlfriend is in love with me!â wonbin beams, âmetal blaze, i accept your confession.â
eunseok clicks his tongue, nodding. âmetal blaze, thatâs a good one,â he notes under his breath.
âalright, we get it,â anton groans, âit took you guys long enough.â he turns to you, unable to stop a smile from forming. âi hope you know i was never actually going to tell him myself. i only said that in hopes of scaring you into telling him.â
you nod, âeunseok told me that already. and it wasnât me that confessed to wonbinâ he confessed to me.â everyone is shocked at your comment, seunghan walking behind wonbin and giving him a congratulatory slap on the shoulder. you purposefully skip over the fact that you all but cried to wonbin immediately after said confession about how much you liked him in return, and he pinches your side.
âyou know, when you guys disappeared, i made a bet with shotaro that you guys were probably making out somewhere,â eunseok adds, âhe said you guys were probably just in the middle of the whole confessing thing. i owe him seven bucks now.â shotaro pats him on the back with false sympathy.
as the topic of conversation shifts to something else, sungchanâs jaw is still practically on the floor. he looks at the way wonbin has his arm around your shoulders, head practically buried in your neck. he canât stop himself from blurting out his next words.
âhas y/n had a crush on wonbin this entire time?!â
AUTHORâS NOTE! congrats to u if u survived reading all that ohhh lord i promise iâll make y/n less unbearable next time but for now u guys are just gonna have to find it in ur hearts to forgive me⌠also itâs 5am rn and idk if i hate this fic umm weâll see if i regret posting this when i wake up tmr
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Against The Odds Collection
ceo!jungkook, ceo!reader, attorney!taehyung, established relationship, love triangle au, smut, angst, fluff
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