I HAVE TO DO THE WORK SO THAT MY LIFE CAN BE DIFFERENT AND I CAN REAP THE BENEFITS

I must change my life so that I can live it, not wait for it.

— Susan Sontag, Reborn: Journals and Notebooks, 1947-1964

“To tell someone not to be emotional is to tell them to be dead.”

— Jeanette Winterson

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Zimmermann ‘Luminosity’ fall 2023

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Usually I get super moody when my birth month comes. And I get into a really dark place where I want to be alone and don’t want to talk to anyone. I cannot explain why. But this year I was surprisingly stable.

My sister got this really cool Bratz doll that also too expensive for a doll lol and a card with hedgehogs on it(so on brand for her).My mom got me a hair dryer that is air powered or something lol, I was so surprised she doesn't usually buy gifts for my b-day so I was shocked, like this is really for me I thought she was gonna say sike lmao. My mom also got me the same bday card she got me last year and the year before. should I be concern lol.

Today just felt like any old regular day for me honestly. I just stayed home and read my books. lol 💖I didn't even bother to think about how I am another year older, I'm just grateful that I have another chance to try again.

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The cruelty of racist white men.

“Be weird. Be random. Be who you are. Because you never know who would love the person you hide.”

— C.S. Lewis

some days I think I have nothing in common with my younger self, and then I remember some of her dreams are still my dreams