i'm a simple girl: i see sunlight on the water, i find god
Lee Mandelo took “you said I killed you, haunt me then” from wuthering heights too seriously and wrote Summer Sons
- Fyodor Dostoyevsky, 'Notes' from The Underground
feeling like all your friends have much more fun with each other than with you
being relieved at accomplishments rather than feeling a sense of achievement
feeling like you're missing when you're alone, but when with other people all you want is to be alone
anytime you say a bit too much you feel like you've overshared and should literally keep shut all the time
anytime someone laughs you immediately assume its about you or directed at you
you hate being humiliated in even the tiniest way
my roman empire is that i will never be able to experience a friendship as deep as the marauders had
— May 22, 1912 / Franz Kafka diaries
Best thing my grandfather ever taught me is that you’ve gotta let yourself grunt and groan when you’re doing something difficult. Makes it easier.
“slut slut slut” i chant into the mirror. and there he appears behind me. sirius orion black.
x / martha gellhorn
Send his ass to the Poetry Foundation!