i never realized how codependent my relationship with ao3 is until it went down
Dunsapie Loch, Holyrood Park, Edinburgh
15.05.25
feeling like all your friends have much more fun with each other than with you
being relieved at accomplishments rather than feeling a sense of achievement
feeling like you're missing when you're alone, but when with other people all you want is to be alone
anytime you say a bit too much you feel like you've overshared and should literally keep shut all the time
anytime someone laughs you immediately assume its about you or directed at you
you hate being humiliated in even the tiniest way
It's so funny to me when people reblog math posts on this site and say shit like "this is homophobic" "this is an attack on queer people" like hello this is tumblr. OP is queer. Like we've got a HANDFUL of cishets here on mathblr but most of us are queer. Because it's tumblr. And everyone is queer on tumblr. If you see math on this site, a queer person probably put it there. Stfu about "gays can't do math" if it's on tumblr, gays can do it, that's why it's on tumblr.
And of course there is also a large and brilliant and beloved queer math community off of tumblr but I just think it's extra funny when people don't notice it ON TUMBLR.
Alan Turing didn't kick the Nazis' collective ass laying foundations for the field of computing and then go on to also lay foundations for the field of biomathematics, Leonardo Da Vinci didn't give us fundamental physical and mathematical diagrams used in engineering well beyond his time, Moon Duchin doesn't study the math of fair redistricting, Chad Topaz and Jude Higdon don't analyze criminal sentencing disparities, et cetera et cetera, for y'all to call math homophobic and an attack on the queer community.
car conversations so good bc of removal of eye contact expectation. let us all learn from this
joey lynch from boys of tommen š¤ marauders era sirius black
Okay now I just wanna grab some friends and go on a trip through Ireland while blasting cuts and bruises the entire time, is that too much to ask for?!
dante read heartstopper and convinced ari to read it because he loved it so much and when ari did he ended up liking it even more than dante does. they stayed up until 1 am to watch the show and ari cried when nick was having his gay crisis and when he came out to his mom
Too many songs about love, not enough songs about swordfights.
13-year-old Regulus Black, probably
whatever. your favourite band didnāt even pick the title of an angela carter short story as their name. or reference your favourite line from the haunting of hill house by shirley jackson in one of their songs. or write delicious things. or silk. or donāt delete the kisses. well mine did.