Jude Law As Graham Simpkins THE HOLIDAY (2006), Dir. Nancy Meyers

twice a week my best friend and i get on a call and talk through the news of the week and interesting articles we read on it and quotes and phrases we encountered and yesterday before i hung up he said "how blessed we are to have the time to think things through". what a nice sentiment. how blessed indeed!

my hobbies? Uhhhhh symbolism mostly. metaphors and implications and the like.

Too many songs about love, not enough songs about swordfights.

13-year-old Regulus Black, probably

I just finished the Raven boys and Oh what wouldn’t I give to live in a world where trees speak Latin, where boys keep ravens as pets, where magic exists, and where you can have roommates who are dead.

jesus fucking christ you don't understand nothing will ever compare to the first time i read adam parrish describing himself as lonesome. like no i am not alone nor lonely exactly i'm just fundamentally apart from people i'm still close with because of reasons outside of my control. like genuinely out of my control i'm not just saying that. i am in pure essence Something Else. an entirely separate item. people love me. like me even. i've got friends. i engage with them in a meaningful way. i am just slightly apart and you can barely see the separation but it is there and girl i feel that separation as if i were feeling myself breathing. is this what it means to exist

E.M. Forster from Maurice (1971)

"Wife mad at me , hope i die"