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jesus fucking christ you don't understand nothing will ever compare to the first time i read adam parrish describing himself as lonesome. like no i am not alone nor lonely exactly i'm just fundamentally apart from people i'm still close with because of reasons outside of my control. like genuinely out of my control i'm not just saying that. i am in pure essence Something Else. an entirely separate item. people love me. like me even. i've got friends. i engage with them in a meaningful way. i am just slightly apart and you can barely see the separation but it is there and girl i feel that separation as if i were feeling myself breathing. is this what it means to exist

Today seems like a great day to forgive myself

Agarbati >>> scented candle

i can't stop watching sanam teri kasam edits please help

every time i get a headache so strong it feels like i’m about to black out i think of henry winter and it gives me strength. rip

happy birthday Batman bin Suparman

Ah shit we wrote your boyfriend into a concept album. Yeah, sorry. He’s battling his inner demons in musical verse.

"How extra are you when it comes to your loved ones?"

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