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remus ‘he fell first’ lupin and sirius ‘he fell harder’ black

imagine ur a losing dog and ur like “well at least no one’s betting on me” and then Mitski shows up…

They’re being blown up in my mind repeatedly btw

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car conversations so good bc of removal of eye contact expectation. let us all learn from this

Today seems like a great day to forgive myself

these are my 16 kids, pawn, pawn, pawn, pawn, pawn, pawn, pawn, pawn, rook, knight, bishop, queen, king, bishop, knight, and rook

reminder that, if reg could have top grades whilst being recruited by a terrorist organisation and remus had top grades after having his bones broken once per month to bark at the moon,, then you really have no excuse xox

'asexuality isn't a real sexuality because it's the lack of sexuality' That's like saying black isn't a real colour.

In relation to lightwaves, black is the lack of colour. But have you noticed that black is still categorised as a colour? 0 colour is a valid category of colour. White is a colour too, despite being all the colours. Just like how pansexuality is a valid sexuality. Also go fuck yourself

for Acker, writing seems to be a way to slow down her pain, to snatch at and examine it

The young woman that emerges is herself in flux, and appears, by turns and at once, petulant, defiant, earnest, seething, self-sabotaging, fearful, isolated, longing. From time to time, and especially when discussing her cats or her writing, there are eruptions of elation, even ecstasy. She feels too much, doesn’t feel enough. She has a difficult time meeting people, she hates people. She loves her body, hates her body. She loves New York, hates New York. In one moment, she is completely convinced of the value of her writing; the next, it’s worthless. She craves authenticity while struggling to define what that even means. Above all, she is constantly questioning—what she thinks, what she does, what she writes and feels and remembers and desires. Even as the entries can feel hurried and harried, for Acker, writing seems to be a way to slow down her pain, to snatch at and examine it.

— Jason McBride, “Eat Your Mind: The Radical Life and Work of Kathy Acker“ (Simon & Schuster, November 29, 2022)