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Love looks pretty on you, look pretty on me <3
I don't know how to draw but I tried:)
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It's not like you know all about today just because you lived yesterday.
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I hope there's light above you. A light which doesn't burns you rather appreciates your presence, it makes you feel whole. A light where you don't pretend to be okay. A light which stays with changing seasons.
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Pretty Summer ✨✨
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One day you'll realise freedom and love are different and you don't have to leave your freedom behind for love, I wasn't selfish in the way you thought, I also agreed on certain things. I didn't give up easily on us.
I like darkness.I was afraid to drag you there. You were the moon which changed its phases I couldn't catch up to. How can a person change suddenly so much? All it takes is a moment to end forever.
Our story will never end it will always be there. You brought spring to my winter. The smell of flowers, stars, the moon, sunsets were extra pretty that year. I experienced the feeling of first love, first heart flutters,and first heartbreak. Spring is here again and we left each other,we couldn't protect our love and we couldn't handle what comes after love.Even if we stayed we would've ended up resenting each other.Our love stays in the spring of 2024, it was short but I lived it all.
A spring which belonged to us,Maybe you wanted it comfortable, I wanted that pain.Thankyou for giving me hope. I felt that I could be saved.You're a good person. A part of me wonders about many what ifs but I know I will still cross the lines and you wouldn't meet me on the other side even if you do you won't be on my side.
I might have blamed you for some things but now I don't. I wish you happiness and I thank you for everything. I hope when love meets you again it's gentle,kind, patient and it's the way you want your love to be. Goodbye to our summer of 2024 you were beautiful.
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What's yours will find you
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I hope you'll continue to see the beauty in little things
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A single moment can last forever and forever can end in a single moment.
Do you think this will last forever?
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To my fragile dreams
I can't sleep because of them, I want to get close to them but their fragility makes me hesitant and I'm afraid of shattering them, and the thought often leaves me feeling anxious. I wonder if I'm strong enough to support these dreams. What if my body isn't supporting me?I don't know what lies ahead. I still have lots of dreams I hope they'll strengthen me.
My love
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I was happy, I felt content, he was far away but he warmed my heart, I felt closest to him, I felt his heart was open to me,I lived in the moment, I secretly wished to stay there forever. I was smiling and blushing so hard.
A part of my soul tells me future with him is happy and we're living our fairytale together. We will right?
One day I'll ask him if I am dreaming and he'll say no it's our beautiful reality.
I've mostly left the places that I loved, perhaps out of a fear of being unloved. How long can I maintain these broken, yet intact, bonds? I rarely said goodbye because I didn't want things to end. I still have a lot of love for the people I no longer talk to or talk to only rarely. I distanced myself. It was my choice to be in a cold space instead of a warm home. It was a life I chose to live. I regret it. I regret it so much that it breaks a piece of my heart. I don't know how and when I'll heal or will I ever heal, but I'm very sure that now I'm allowing myself to heal, maybe that's what healing is all about, knocking on the door of the warm home. Who knows what lies ahead? In the present we regret the past, are sorry about the future, but what about the present? Why do we miss ice cream in winters and snow in summers? Why don't we start to enjoy the beauty in the present, the time that's mine and yours? It's ours; I know it's a habit to miss what you can't see, but why don't you see enough that you're able to see what's here right now in the moment, a moment you'll only live once. You can think of the past and future, but you must learn and love to live in the moment. Look around the world; you'll see things that only you can see.
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If happily ever after does exist then I hope we'll accompany eachother forever.
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Love will stay<3
There's no one else who can make me this happy, sad, and the feelings that lie in between. You make me experience everything. I never thought this immature, silly and weird human would have this much love for someone who's faraway yet resides in my heart. I hope my support always reaches you; all my prayers are answered, and I want you to never be alone. I want to be your company forever. It's okay if I run behind you; as long as you're waiting for me, I'll catch up with you soon. We are just young, dumb, and weird, but I can't wait to live this journey with you. I still have my fears; I know you have yours too. Will we be able to share it? I want to be the one with whom you don't have to suppress your feelings, as they matter a lot to me. I want to be your present and, hopefully, your future too. I hope our dreams will one day be our reality, a reality much more beautiful than our dreams. I want to protect you and be with you. I love you with my whole soul and I'll continue to do so,I hope you know that.
"Love is being stupid together"
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I went out in rain today
I questioned myself
Why I'm like this, am I the only one being like this, why I chose to rot myself instead of being a better person? What did I do all those years? Why it's hard? I couldn't find answers I guess I was not there to seek answers I wanted rain over me. I wanted to be with rain and be free. Free from what?
I'm living for the first time just like you, I've not seen this day before even if I did I might commit the same mistakes again is it okay if I do so? How long can I continue to do so? Is happiness feeling content? How do you feel, do you even feel?