I GOT HIS CARD IN 20 PULLS NOBODY TALK TO ME RN IM SO AHAHAHAJAJJAKAA odds on me getting to fully rank it up before the event is over?? (slim to none)
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
meOW
synopsis: every time you try to take your relationship to the next level, you always shy away at the last second. lucky for you, dr. zayne has a solution!
tags: inexperienced reader & zayne, soft dom zayne, reader fears penetration at first, zayne sets up a surgical camera so she can watch him finger her, vaginal fingering (duh), âanatomyâ âlesson,â praise, âgood girl,â improper use of hospital assets pairing: zayne x fem reader word count: 2.3k
a/n: this came to me in a dream. enjoy
âHave I given you reason to be afraid of me?â Zayne asks you softly, attentive gaze trailing down your stiff body.
âN-no!â you blurt, thrusting your hands out in mortification. âYou havenât, I swear you havenât. This is justâŠnew to me.â
âMe as well,â he retreats from above you, moving back on the sofa to give you breathing room.
Just moments ago, youâd been writhing under him needily, his tongue plunging into your eager mouth as you groped each other with abandon. Spurred on by your initial pleas, heâd dared to take it further this timeâfurther than either of you had ever been. But as his hand had traveled down your body, dipping just the slightest bit inside your panties, youâd gone rigid. Zayne, ever aware of your reactions, had stopped his movements immediately, looking seekingly into your eyes for answers. Unfortunately for him, once that cautious hazel gaze had found yours, youâd squeezed your eyes shut in embarrassment.Â
âItâs nothing that you did, Zayne,â you sigh as you sit up, running a hand through your hair in frustration. âI know youâd never hurt me. Iâm justâŠscared.âÂ
âOf?â he asks softly, and the way his kind face is void of any judgment makes you want to extract your brain and beat it for denying you the chance to feel him.Â
Another sigh escapes you as you gather your thoughts. âWhat if it hurts?â you wonder shyly, fiddling with your clammy hands. âI always imagined itâd hurt. And thereâs neverâŠbeenâŠanything there, outside of medical stuff. Thatâs the only thing I have to compare it to.â
Nodding along patiently, Zayne extends a hand to you, pulling you to him when you accept it gratefully. âIâm sorry that youâre frightened, but I understand your hesitation. Iâm content to just hold you in my arms, if youâll let me. As long as it takes, Iâll wait for you.â
âNo, I-I want to. With you, soon. Thatâs the problemâIâll think Iâm ready, but then the second we get close, I freeze up. I just donât know what to expect, and that scares me.âÂ
Humming contemplatively, Zayne laces your fingers together. âI think I can help with that.âÂ
The usually bustling corridors of Akso Hospital are eerily quiet at night.Â
Hurrying through them as if a ghost will jump out at any second, you scour the door plaques for room 429.Â
Iâll be finishing up early today. If youâre able, can you meet me at the hospital this evening? Room 429, Zayne had messaged you hours ago. And with no other plans and a lingering sense of guilt that you know heâd disapprove of, youâd agreed almost instantly.
Combating pangs of confusionâhe never asked you here at night, outside of official eventsâyou donât realize youâve scurried past the door until the room numbers grow too high. Backtracking briskly, you tap the wood with two soft knocks before a calm âCome in!â beckons you inside.Â
Room 429 is a standard hospital roomâa large examination table, a sink and cabinets, and two simple chairs. At the small table near the back of the roomâmuch humbler than the sleek standing desk in his office, you note perplexedlyâZayne sits, pen in hand, leafing through an endless stack of paperwork. Why did he move his office here for the night?Â
âGreat, youâre here,â he says, setting his pen atop a thick packet. âTake a seat.âÂ
âUm, okay,â you mumble obediently, heading toward one of the navy guest chairs.Â
âNot there,â he calls.Â
Turning to face him, you catch the way his eyes shift to the examination table. âIs this some kind of impromptu appointment?â you ask, his secrecy filling you with stubbornness.Â
Zayne rises from the rolling chair thatâs too small for him, crossing the room in measured strides. âNot a sanctioned one.âÂ
Before you can ask what he means, his hands are wrapping around your waist, lifting you up to deposit you on the soft table padding.Â
âHey!â you squeak, surprised but not fighting him. âWhat is all this? I had my annual checkup a couple weeks ago, Iâll have you know. And I wonât be your guinea pig, either.â
Zayne tsks with amusement. As he presses a button, a large black mount lowers from the ceiling, its sturdy hooks securing a small silver device. Another button, and the deviceâs tiny red light flicks on.Â
And suddenly, your reflection stares back at you from a monitor on the opposite wall.Â
Anticipating your interrogation, Zayne speaks before you can. âThis is a high-definition surgical instrument. Itâs used to help us see the body during minor procedures.â
You blink at him quizzically. âSoâŠa camera?âÂ
âYes. A camera. Repurposed forâŠrecreational matters,â he quips with a slight upturn of his lips.
âYou should know your own body,â he continues gently. âExploring yourselfâwhether with or without meâis your right. And after last night, I figuredâŠperhaps being able to see my actions as they happen would assuage some of your fears.âÂ
âYouâŠwhen did you have time toâŠ?â you trail off, staring up at him in wonder.Â
âI believe I told you I finished my work early today. This was the reason,â he reveals. Even with you perched on the examination table, Zayneâs imposing height exceeds yours. His assurance is a warm blanket as he stands beside you, resting a large palm on your bent knee. âIâd like to help you explore yourself now. Will you allow me to?â
With a heavy gulpâmore from anticipation than nerves, you realizeâyou nod your consent meekly.
âI donât know what that means, darling. Can you give me words?â
âYes,â you exhale shakily. âHelp me. Please.â
Smiling softly, pride flashing across his face, he leans in to kiss you sweetly. Then, reaching up to bring the camera closer, he angles it toward your lower body. On the far wall, the feed is dangerously close to revealing what lies beneath your skirt.Â
âIâll raise this,â he says, lifting the fabric with care. âAnd theseâŠwill need to come off,â he eyes you, gesturing to your thin cotton panties.Â
For a moment, you debate removing them yourself. But if this was about overcoming fearsâŠ.
âCan you do it, Dr. Zayne? I wouldnât want to get in the way,â you whisper coyly.Â
His eyes widen as he pauses. Then, collecting himself, he inches his hands forward to tug at the sides of your panties, sliding them down with precision. âOf course,â he says softly. âIâll take care of you.âÂ
As he sets his eyes on your naked cunt for the first time, Zayne shows admirable restraint, looking away after only a few tense seconds. Some hypocritical, eager-to-please part of you would almost be offended, if not for his tells: his quickened blinks, heavy breaths, and fidgeting fingers.Â
âIâll get started now,â he exhales, voice husky with veiled desire. âYouâre free to stop me at any time.â
And as you gaze at him with trust and only a little bit of fear, Zayne begins.Â
âThis is your pelvic bone,â he gestures slowly. âIt supports your body weight.âÂ
The warmth of someone elseâs hand on your bare hip is a foreign feeling. Foreign, but not bad, you decide, relaxing under his touch.Â
âThe mons pubis,â he continues, hands ghosting over the mound beneath your belly.Â
âAnd this,â he murmurs, spreading your folds carefully, âis your pretty little pussy.âÂ
The wordâin here, from him, in reference to youâis so scandalous it makes you gasp. You try desperately to avoid his gaze, eyes flitting across the room in panicked arousal, but you donât find the reprieve youâre looking for.Â
Because on that far wall, looking back at you tauntingly, is the velvety skin of your most private part, glistening with your growing desire.Â
Snapping you out of your staring contest, Zayne taps the flesh of your thigh twice. âOpen, please. Wider.âÂ
Swallowing thickly, you oblige. Â
âGood,â he praises, tracing your exposed entrance with an elongated index finger. âThis is where Iâll touch you. Is that alright?â
Through heavy drags of air, you forget his earlier instructions, nodding quickly as your answer. When all he does is lift a brow, a teasing smirk playing on his lips, you hazily remember his request. âYes,â you whimper apologetically. âItâs alright.â
âWell, then. Suck,â he orders simply, holding his finger to your mouth.Â
The command startles you at first. But as you look between the man beside you and the far wall, recalling how frustrated youâd been with your fears last night, you part your lips slightly. Just enough for him to enter.Â
Timidly, you circle your tongue around him, coating his finger in your saliva. Once he deems it wet enough, he taps your thigh again, and you release him with a soft pop.Â
With half-lidded eyes, Zayne hums his approval, pushing closer to you to angle the digit at your entrance. âHold onto me if you need to,â he whispers, pressing a light kiss to your shoulder.
And then, his finger sinks inside you.Â
Itâs one thing to feel the tension. To clench as a light, unfamiliar pressure pushes firmly inside your heat, claiming the untraversed territory with every inch.Â
But as the discomfort subsides and you open your eyes, seeing it unfold is something else entirely.Â
On the large screen, Zayneâs slender finger pumps in and out of you slowly, impactfully. With every exit, your pulsing pink walls hug his retreating digit, begging him to stay. And when he grants their request, every thrust back inside has them clamping around his finger, as if barring him from leaving them lonely.Â
Watching with rapt attention, Zayne splits his focus between the monitor and you, gauging your expression for signs of discomfort.
But as your body melts with newfound pleasure, you sigh softly along to the rhythm of his pumps, eyeing the way he breaches your wetness with wanton intrigue.Â
The way he disappears inside you, giving his body to yoursâŠyou want to kiss him. You need to kiss him. But the moment you lift your gaze to his lips, licking your own as you lean in, Zayne moves his face just out of reach.
âNo,â he murmurs his denial, stroking your walls with added vigor as he turns your face back toward the screen. âDonât get distracted.â
Grumbling your disappointment, you allow his hypnotic movements to recapture your attention. But before long, youâre curling into his touch. âCan youâŠm-more?â you pant, risking a longing glance up at him.Â
âMore?â Zayne repeats, slowing his pace to a deep probe that makes you writhe in impatience. âIs that something you can handle?âÂ
âYes,â you cry, clutching his pristine lab coat. âCan handle it, if itâs you.âÂ
He hums contentedly. And a split second later, another long finger joins the first.Â
Eyes glued to the screen, you see the intrusion before you feel it: his thick, united digits headed straight for your core. As he prods at the small opening, advances met with quivering resistance, you almost think youâve asked for more than you can take. But as slick dribbles out of your squelching hole to welcome him, the fluid dulls the stretching sensation, and your fluttering cunt sucks him in greedily.
A loud, lewd moan has you arching erratically, and Zayne wraps a strong arm around your lower back to support you.Â
âHow does it feel?â he murmurs between steady pumps. âAre you still frightened?âÂ
âNo,â you mewl ardently. âItâs good. Youâre good. But IâŠâ you pause, racking your fuzzy brain for the right words.Â
âYou what, my love?âÂ
âI canâtâŠI donât think I canâŠlike thisâŠâ you trail off with an embarrassed whine, hoping he understands your babbling.Â
âMm,â he nods sympathetically. âItâs natural that you canât come from this alone. What a good girl you are for telling me.âÂ
With his free hand, Zayne leans forward to adjust the camera, centering it over your glistening cunt. Once satisfied, he flexes his thumb to rest gently on the twitching bundle above your entrance. âYou know what this is, donât you, darling?â
âClit,â you breathe, the word leaving you in a garbled gasp thanks to the shocks of his feather-light touch.Â
âThatâs right,â he praises, kissing your temple while his fingers scissor lazily inside you. âThis is how youâll finish.âÂ
As your voices fade, room filling with the wet sploshes of your tightening walls, the force of his thumb grows heavier on your clit. You almost squeal as the pressure increases, instinctively lifting your hips out of the camera frameâto which Zayne firmly pushes you back down.Â
âWatch,â he commands sternly. âSo youâll know how to do the same when Iâm away.âÂ
Curling his other fingers inside you, Zayne rolls his thumb in devastating circles, grinding so deeply against your nub that it greets you with spasmic, greedy twitches on the monitor. For a moment, his movements are mesmerizing, his thumb drawing patterns on your clit in time with his measured pumps. But as he slips out his index finger to pinch your aching bud, the gushing slick heralding your release is the last thing you see before your eyes screw shut from ecstasy.Â
As you writhe against him with thankful sobs, Zayneâs movements slow before stopping altogether. âItâs alright,â he shushes you. âLet it take you. You look beautiful like this.âÂ
And in the comfort of his reassurance, those sobs turn into quiet, blissful moans.Â
Youâre not sure how he does itâthe sink and paper towels are on the other side of the roomâbut when you open your eyes, Zayneâs hands are clean.Â
âIâm very proud of you,â he says gently, wiping a stray tear from your eye. âHow do you feel?â
âGood,â you mumble, nuzzling into his palm. âYou were right. Seeing it, knowing what you were doingâŠit did help,â you finish shyly.
âIâm glad. And in that case,â he adds, tapping the camera appreciatively, âIâll ask around about the cost of installation in my home office.â
if you are someone who likes tattoos, rafayel would insist on designing them for you. the idea of his art permanently etched onto your skin, tying you both together, would drive him feral. but the thought of another artist getting the honour of inking you, and touching you is enough to sour his mood, he would definitely be sitting in on your session scrutinizing every move of the tattooist, his eyes darkening with irritation every time the artist's touch lingers a second longer than it has to. if he had it his way, he would be the one holding the needle, marking you himself (which he would be doing in a different way later that night).
no one will know which one it is.
its always that tuna cuntđ
lost on kitty cards to rafayel 3 times in a roll. I hope he gets burnt to crisp by the sun
hes so husband
i'd like to offer to you the idea of zayne who stays in the bathroom to wash his hands a little longer than what's usual inside the confinement of one's home, the habit of scrubbing in staying with him even outside the walls of the hospital. one day after you two return home from an outing, you've long patted your hands dry, but he's still standing in front of the sink. thick foam of soap covering his dextrous fingers, spreading all the way up his forearms, ending slightly below his elbows. his moves are thorough and practiced. scrub the nails in a back-and-forth motion approximately 30 times. 10 strokes across the surface of the palm. divide your forearm into thirds, scrub each third 10 times. once you scrub an area do not go back, he recounts internally, the words of instruction replaying in his mind with enough familiarity that he doesn't really notice them anymore, nor the way that his hands are following them, even though the sink in front of him belongs to your bathroom, not to the hospital.
the fact that he never noticed this habit before only occurs to him when you mention it, leaning against the doorway, watching him as patiently as he washed his hands. "your hand soap certainly smells more pleasant than chlorhexidine," zayne notes in response as he passes by you on his way out, pressing an amused kiss to the crown of your head.
Pairings: Dragon!sylus x reader
Notes: sorry for dying Iâm back now, I got sick, and I hate this respectfully I will write a better piece once Iâm feeling better.
Warning: mentions of dead deers, Beast!Sylus.
The first time you saw Sylus, you thought you were going to die.
Not because he attacked you. Noâhe stood still at the edge of the clearing, wings half-folded, steam rising from his nostrils. His skin shimmered like obsidian, black horns curving back over a crown of tangled white hair. He was⊠massive. Nearly seven or more feet of muscle, talons, and silent, menacing power.
He approached one day while you were outside, picking some carrots from your little farm outside of your cottage house.
And he dropped a dead deer at your feet.
Justâthump. Right there. Legs curled awkwardly, neck broken, but it was still warm.
You stood frozen, eyes flicking from the deer to the dragon-man and back again. He said nothing. Just stared, red eyes unblinking, tail twitching like he was waiting for something.
ââŠDo you⊠want me to cook it?â you asked weakly.
He blinked. Once. Then turned and vanished into the trees.
The second time, it was gold.
He didnât make a sound at dawn. You just stepped out of your cottage one morning and there it was: a heap of raw gold nuggets and coins, like someone robbed an entire mountain.
You stood on the porch with your tea, staring at the glittering pile and blinking hard.
ââŠIs this a trap? Or maybeâmaybe the forest spirits finally accepted my offerings of mushroom stew.â
You knelt down to inspect the coins. They were ancient. Some of them had runes you didnât recognize. One had a dragon engraved on it. You poked it.
A low growl rumbled behind you.
You jumped, turning to find him againâtowering, hulking, silent. Red eyes fixed on you.
âYou again?â you whispered. âOkay, this is⊠this is getting a little weird.â
He stepped closer. You backed up.
âDid you lose this?â you asked, pointing at the gold. You knew how much dragons like treasures or shiny things, and getting barbecued by a dragon was not on your to do list this morning. âI can⊠help you carry it back?â
He stared. Then, slowly, he said, âTake it.â
You hesitated. âI mean, I guess I could keep a fewââ
His wings twitched. âTake it.â
ââŠOkay.â
You picked up one coin.
He exhaled hard through his nose, clearly unimpressed. With a frustrated snort, he turned and walked off again, stomping like the very earth offended him.
The third time it happened, it was rocksâshiny ones. Polished quartz, opal, raw moonstone, the kind of stones that sparkled like water under moonlight. You found them lined across your windowsill one morning, arranged carefully as if someone had studied where the light hit best.
You sighed, fingers brushing over the smooth surfaces
âThis againâŠâ
The forest was silent behind youâbut not for long.
A rustle. Then heavy, deliberate footsteps. Heat crawled up your spine before you even turned.
And there he was.
Sylus.
Towering, wings partially unfurled, horns gleaming in the dappled light. White hair tangled from wind and weather. Red eyes, burning like coals, locked on you.
He stood still. Staring.
You stared back, heart stuttering in your chest. âYou againâŠâ
He didnât speak, not at first. He just nodded to the rocks with a barely perceptible tilt of his head.
âYou brought these?â you asked, voice unsure.
He exhaled heavily, a deep sound from the pit of his chest. Then, in that low, growling voice, he said,
âTake them.â
You hesitated, brows furrowing. âTheyâre⊠beautiful, but why do you keep bringing me things? The deer, the gold, now theseââ
âYou not⊠understand?â he asked slowly.
You scratched the back of your head, awkward. âUnderstand what?â
He stared at you, expression unreadable, and then sighedâdeeply. He looked down, broad shoulders slumping just a bit. Like a man who had tried very hard to follow the sacred rites of his kind and was now at the end of his rope.
Was he really this doomed?
âYou are human,â he muttered. âBut⊠pretty.â
Your cheeks flushed. âUm⊠thanks?â
He looked up again, eyes intense. âGood scent. Good eyes. I like your laugh.â
That only made it worse. Your heart kicked up in your chest.
âI brought prey. I brought gold. I brought treasure. I make nest warm. You live in it. You eat. You make funny noises when happy.â He stepped closer, voice rough, sincere. âI protect you. I fly over your roof at night. I scent-mark the trees so no male gets close.â
âYou⊠what?â
He blinked once. âYou are my mate.â
You froze.
âM-Mate?â
âYes.â
Your lips parted, but no sound came out. A hundred things crashed into each other in your brain. The gifts. The constant watching. The deer. The way he always appeared when you left your cabin too far behind.
âWait,â you said softly. âThe deer was⊠a courtship gift?â
He nodded.
âAnd the gold?â
âA dowry.â
ââŠThe rocks?â
âFor your nest.â
ââŠOh my god,â you whispered. âIâve been accidentally accepting your⊠your dragon proposal this whole time.â
His tail flicked. âYes.â
You groaned, covering your face. âWhy didnât you say something?â
âI am dragon,â he said, almost stubborn. âI bring gifts. You are meant to understand.â
You peeked at him between your fingers. âWell, weâre very different, because I just thought I was being haunted by a very generous forest spirit.â
His nostrils flared. âI am not a spirit. I am Sylus. And I chose you.â
Your chest tightened at how⊠earnest he sounded. There was no guile, no smooth charm. Just raw, beast-like devotion. Heâd been courting you the only way he knew how. And youâd been accepting everything without a clue.
âYou said Iâm your mate,â you said carefully. âBut what if I donât feel⊠ready for that?â
His eyes flickered. âThen I wait.â
You blinked.
âI do not take,â he said. âI give. Always. Until you give back.â
You stared up at him. âEven if it takes years for me?â
âI live long. I can wait.â
Your heart felt too big for your chest.
Then you reached outâslow, cautious, and brushed your fingers over the back of his hand.
His breath caught.
ââŠIâm not saying yes,â you whispered. âBut Iâm not saying no.â
His wings twitched slightly, his tail curling around your porch like a barrier. You half expected him to roar or make some triumphant noise, but instead He lowered his head to your hand, and pressed his warm, scaly forehead to your palm.
A growl, low and soft, rumbled from his throat.
It sounded like a purr.
Weeks laterâŠ
You sat on your porch, legs tucked under you, a blanket over your lap. The shiny stones had been arranged into a little circle beside you. A bowl of soup sat nearby.
A shadow passed overhead, followed by a familiar gust of heat and wind.
Sylus landed quietly for someone his size. He approached slowly, claws tapping the wood.
âYou are backâ you smiled.
You reached into your pocket and pulled out something smallâclumsy, handmade. A necklace youâd woven with leather cord, threaded with one of the moonstones heâd brought.
You held it out, and he stared, surprised.
âYou said dragons give. But I want to give something too.â
He took it, slowly, like he thought it might disappear. His claw curled around it carefully.
Then, with deep reverence, he tied it around one of his horns.
âI will never remove it,â he said.
You laughed softly and leaned back against his warm side as he sat beside you.
You still werenât sure where this path would lead.
But he was warm. Loyal. Fierce.
And most of all, he waited for you.
You looked up at the stars and smiled.
ââŠMaybe being with you wouldnât be so bad.â