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Nayuta and Denji are cursed destined to meet again and that's not good news

Being disgusted to see Denji eating with Fumiko and Fami, who are both responsible for Nayuta's death, made me realize that I'd had exactly the same thought as the devil of aging

And then I realized that the last words Nayuta had said to Denji were: Run Chainsaw Man !!!

That's what he did when he thought about her, seeing her running in that forest.

As if the control demon's command still reached him

It's!!! It's very poetic it means Nayuta saved Denji right? No.

They both cursed each other.

Nayuta in a last burst of protection ordered him to run, and Denji will never stop running, since that's how he'll find a new family who will die and so on through the night like an infernal machine.

On the other hand, Denji has convinced Nayuta not to kill the humans, so it's they who have killed her, but the control demon will continue to protect them because that's the promise she made to Chainsaw Man.

Don't attack humanity, give me a family again

These are just some of the words Chainsaw Man ordered to the control devil

Did you ever wonder how Makima found out that Denji killed his father?

Because Nayuta delved into his memories.

The most important thing is not to focus on which memories feed the others : the memories of Nayuta, Denji and Makima are connected, Denji has Nayuta's memories, interrupted by his own guilt, which Makima knows.

Chapter 155 shows the extent to which their memories are intertwined , as they share the same curse. Nayuta thinks that it is in destroying her family that she will understand herself, and Denji thinks that he has no family because he killed his father.

first Nayuta's memories, then theirs together, then Denji's to the point of not seeing the change

And they are right, and this head is the symbol of this connection, the destruction of the family by the devil of control and Denji's responsibility for the death of his loved one.

But this head is the symbol of two alliances, those of the curse of the demon of control with CSM but above all the alliance of the devil of control with the devil of hunger.

The first time Fami suggested this to Nayuta, it didn't work, because if Fami had her reasons, Nayuta have any good enough ones.

But now, trapped in this cycle, Nayuta will once again protect humanity after being rejected by her family.

Make Chainsaw Man scary with the fire demon thanks to Fami Then the misfortune thanks to Nayuta

But then another happy event comes along and the cycle starts all over again, without their relationship making any sense at all.

and normal life will return

Unless someone is already running to interrupt this cycle 

I’ve been struggling to really sit down and draw. So, I made my madoka magica oc. She’s a sad clown, and would be part of Gertrude’s story I think. If anyone has any names that’s be cool lol.

you can’t believe what you think about yourself after sundown and you can’t believe what you think about yourself on your period and you can’t believe what you think about yourself when you’re hungry and you can’t believe what you think about yourself when you’re tired, the only time you can believe what you think about yourself is the split second after you’ve made someone laugh but only if it’s something other than “i should be a standup comedian”

CondensedMilkAU

The condense milk is stuck in my head but I imagine this goes is mini arcs and we’re just in the BlueberryMilk Arc

This AU I’m pretty sure others already had a similar concept but this one primarily focuses on the Sage of Truth, juggling his duty as the Sage and a “mother” of two young cookies while also fighting with his burnt out from both his passion for the truth and his loneliness.

Nutshell of the Arcs:

Burnt Out

This is the beginning of SoTs crash out phase in where he left like he knows too much and is tired of answering others question. He almost fallen to the deserve for something more fun like deceit, he remember Truthless Recluse and what he became. He then tries to take a break from being a Sage and files for leave, his wise enough that rest is essential even if they’re immortal.

Escapism

He uses his “leave” to observe ordinary peoples life is like, he begins to envy their easy life. He then question himself if it really is easy, if their life really is easy as he proclaimed so he had an idea

Eyes of a liar

He disguises himself as a regular blueberry cookie with a simple back story. He struggled a lot being a regular citizen while pretending to be clueless but his charms manage to make the folks familiar with him easily. He is now one with the townsfolk and is nickname as the Mommy figure due to him accidentally lecturing some people with wisdom accidentally from time to time but they think it’s just “her” kind and caring nature hitting in and not him being smart

HonestFacade

During his time as a regular blueberry cookie he stumble upon a young black sapphire cookie who is working as a shoe shiner, he and the cookie bonded over the fact they love gathering information from clients and agree “all knowledge is good knowledge”. When the Sage warm up to the young cookie he then decided to adopt him and his sister. Though initially black sapphire rejects it and had a debate with the Sage, he lost that debate and the Sage was victorious. Black Sapphire didn’t really feel bad losing but relief he finally have some help with life and he can have some free time for once.

Blueberry Milk

When SoT sees the posters from his actual town of their concern as to where their Sage went, that’s where he realized his been gone for almost a year. He cant abandon this new life he made or his duty as Sage but he scuffs thinking he can balance both of this life with magic but his body seems to feel like it’s not ready to return… yet he has to.

He returns and people celebrate his return but that’s where black sapphire also connect the dots together about his mama. He knows for a fact his mama is hiding something and she is smarter than she let on. The young cookie is good at reading people and now that it makes sense these two are the same person, he now feels not betrayed but intrigued.

He also told Candy Apple cookie because shes a simp for the Sage and she goes nuts but agrees to remain quiet about knowing the truth for the Sages sake.

The events of the HonestFacade Arc made the Sage a bit open to new questions, having the value of time in his mind and unfortunately insecurities he didn’t realize he had like “Once the kids are all grown up or..crumble of old age. Who am I going to share my life with?”. His new thoughts of eternal loneliness begins to plague his usual routines.

And thats about it. I only made this to have an excuse to draw a tired SoT or soon to be wrecked or comfort SoT. Please don’t kill me

Also bonus:

How it feels to have friends and hang out with them

drawing~

They’re streaming Coachella on WeChat in China and I’m losing my mind at this poor censor who was trying to move this black box around to censor the dancers’ asses while Megan Thee Stallion was performing “WAP.” Someone please find the clip and post it on here, I can’t explain how funny it was to watch this black box frantically bounce around from ass to ass while being controlled by a man desperately trying not to lose his job

cried as fuck watching The Owl House finale omfg

hey Faffer... marx and smilk is awesome but Do you ever feel like a certain icy juggler is missing from the trio (Wink) (Wink)

(faffer??) hi so i originally drew smilk and marx together cause they're both part of those kind of chaotic evil jesters, whereas ice juggler cookie resambles more pomni in my opinion, she's like super resentful and irritated compared to them. anyway i still drew her and smilk together, i think their interactions would be funny

and here with marx, since they both ride on a ball