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My third drawing took a while to come out because I had a full-on mental breakdown over it 🥲… But hey, it has a happy ending !! Lemme tell you about it ! 🙂‍↕️

Everything was going "fine" until I got to the mouth. And… yeah, it was just awful. I still don’t know how to handle Sans’s "grin" (I totally get why some artists just ditch it lol), especially since I wanted a neutral, thoughtful expression. I kept redrawing it over and over, getting frustrated, and not understanding Erineas's advices she gaves me (ily so much sis thank you for your support).

I felt stupid. Incompetent.

I was sooo ashamed, was I really struggling this much just to draw something ugly !? Insecurities & impostor syndrome kicked in hard, bro. I cried and ignored the drawing for a few days.

But then, I talked to some IRL friends : one of them is an artist, and the other is like me, wanting to improve but struggling with self-doubt. After a long conversation, I felt better.

No, I’m not stupid or incompetent. I’m learning. My brain just hasn’t fully grasped the artistic logic yet. And that’s okay, that's NORMAL baby !!

Deep breath in… deep breath out… and back to work. After tons of tweaking, looking at more refs and some music, I’m finally happy to post it and satisfied with the result !

So yeah, don’t be hard on yourselves. Give yourself time, freedom, and don’t be afraid to ask for help. You’ll only be prouder of yourself in the end ! 🤎✨

I might be busy but i'll always have time to tease you, kitten @unnamedcrane 🥰

Hypno eye version under the cut:

Based on this

Dr. Baggs belongs to @megalommi

Missed you omg ! Thanks a lot for your adorable tags BIG KISSES, MWAH !! @htsan 🥹

I REALLY REALLY LOVE YOUR WORK @jazze-bee THANK YOU FOR PASSING BY...!!

(How to help) <- check and reblog this post :D thanks!

If you are on the side of Israel I want you to reflect yourself. Why is Netanyahu doing this? I know your history. Jews did not have a place to call home, but is taking someone elses home really the answer?

Take a look at yourself and why everyone hates Israel so much. If I can do it for my own country so can you.

Ask yourself why does the IDF (Israel Defense Force) use white phosphorous, a weapon that burns from skin to bone.

Why do they keep the occupation and Israeli settlers around the land that does not belong to them?

Why do people who live in Israel are REQUIRED to join IDF. The army. As Israel is using their citiziens as meat shields. Friends in IDF have fought and died- and for what? Stealing peoples land? Killing citizens?

The ones who dictate what 'warcrime' is, are the winners of war.

Also for the ones who are spreading awareness, don't give up! You are doing great!

Don't give in to the face of despair, people who've been doing this since 1948 to 2023 should feel proud that they are fighting for the right thing. Even if it's small. Even if you start JUST NOW. You are doing what most people would never do.

There are still people who refuse to educate themselves.

There are still people who think that peoples lives are political.

My country had done at least 4 genocides (Papua, Maluku, Timor Leste, and the 1965s genocide) and no one spoke of it. No one heard of it.

Because all of us are censored, we are not allowed to criticise politicians. And if we do people ignore it. I was born in a culture of fear of saying the wrong thing.

Do you understand? YOU have the power to do the right thing. YOU are using your voice for the right thing. You are calling out war crimes when you see one. Something like this I would never even believe to see in my life time for other countries! So do NOT give up!

If no one speaks about Palestine then what hope do I get for my country?

For Palestenians, Papuans or anyone who is in war I LOVE YOU. I hope you stay warm, I hope you and your family have enough food. I hope you recieve any donations. You have the right to be angry, scared, you deserve freedom. The world. You deserve your land to not be taken by murderous politicians.

For Timorese, Moluccas and people who have died in Palestine vs Israel war, or any kind of conflict. I am sorry. May you rest in peace. People will fight for the ones who live. Your death will not be in vain.

Thanks for taking your time reading through all this.

rainbone🌈🦴

AWWWW GUYS OMG thank you so much for your interest for Esha !! I'm overwhelmed with happiness you have no idea ;A; Please don't forget to check on @erineas who made her so endearing and continue to make her exactly as I dreamed !

See you soon for more commissions of her, sprites and the fanfiction (I'm working hard I swear aaaa....) 🤎🤎🤎

Hello!

I saw in the tags of one of the recent posts that Esha has North African roots. So I got curious. Could you please tell a bit more about her family?

Thank you in advance, have a nice day! 💙

I present the sequel to 'i drew sans in a bumpy car'.

'I drew sans in airplane and progressively babygirlify him as i slowly lose my mind'

What if UnderSwap Sans gets really really bad sugar highs. He would be avoiding Muffet’s for a good reason.