alpha!bucky x omega!reader
summary: you realise that you can’t survive your heat without bucky
warnings: fluff, smut, dirty talk, fingering, praise kink, tiny weeny bit of degradation (like one sentence)
note: okay so the only knowledge for alpha and omega stuff I have is from reading fics on tumblr so please excuse anything that is wrong i’m sorry!!
guys i have a serious problem where it takes me actual months to write a fic so i tell myself that the next one will be short and then i get carried away 🫣
bucky and you are good friends. best friends even. you had met him when he started a new job at your office.
immediately you both hit it off and since then had spent pretty much every day with eachother.
no more than three days went by without you seeing him, and you wouldn’t have it any other way.
bucky was the kindest, sweetest human you had ever met, being in the presense of an alpha all the time made you feel safe.
you would have never believed that he was your alpha.
the both of you never really spoke about claiming an alpha/omega. you had always been shy and were just waiting for that special click when you found yours.
bucky was also waiting patiently, he hoped that his omega would come along soon, he liked taking care of you when you needed him and so he wanted an omega of his own.
when you would come closer to being in heat, you became more affectionate, wanting to be close and cuddled by bucky.
having an alpha around, even if he wasn’t yours, meant that instantly you would feel the need to be with him, just to keep your omega mind at ease.
whilst you were in heat, you stayed away. not just from bucky, but from everyone. no one should have to deal with you when you were in that state. that was your alpha’s job, wherever he was.
you didn’t want bucky to find out why once a month you would be attached to him. just the thought of him finding out made you blush.
what you didn’t realise it that bucky already knew.
he figured it out months ago.
the first few times he was oblivious. he just thought that you wanted to be cuddled, and he wasn’t going to say no.
after watching you be all soft with him and then disappear completely after a few days, bucky slowly put two and two together.
the thought of you alone during your heat made him feel overly-protective, and he made sure that the next time you wanted affection, he was going to go above and beyond to make sure that you were comfortable and give you as much attention as you needed.
usually, before your heat, the constant touch would go a little something like this:
-you would turn up on his doorstep, with big, soft eyes. bucky would know straight away, smile on his face as he pulled you in for a hug.
-hugs were more frequent, any chance you got you would clasp your arms around his waist or neck, your head buried in his chest.
-you would stay in, watching films late into the night. at first, you sat next to bucky calmly, legs crossed as your head rested against the cushions.
-by the time the end credits were rolling, bucky had beckoned you to sit next to him, and you were pressed up against his side.
-his arm was over your shoulders, pulling you in as close as he could. he was sure that he was squashing you, but you didn’t seem to mind one bit.
he smelt so good. it was a warm, musky scent, whenever you inhaled it reminded you of wood fires and winter, with a hint of peppermint.
it was extremely comforting to you, that alpha scent. you tried to soak it up as much as possible before you had to leave for a few days.
one day, close to your heat, you needed bucky’s attention even more than usual. your heat was coming at you strong.
you went through the same routine, showing up on his doorstep.
he pulled you in to his chest, pressing his nose to the top of your head as he breathed you in.
you always smelt a little sweeter nearer your heat, it had taken bucky a while to realise, but now that he had he couldn’t get enough.
you pulled your face out of his shirt to look round his apartment. the couch was already set up for a movie night.
“buck…do you mind if we just…chill in your bed tonight? i’m so tired.”
you felt vulnerable asking him to do that, but you knew he wouldn’t really mind.
“course sweetheart.” he grabbed your hand, pulling you towards the bedroom.
you collapsed on the bed, and the strong smell of him in his sheets made you want to crawl under the duvet and never leave.
bucky smiled at you crawling up towards the pillows, you had a dazed look on your face and he just wanted to tuck you under his arm.
“you can take your jeans off if you want. you know…so that you’re more comfortable.” bucky scratched at his neck, averting his eyes as you stripped.
he climbed onto the bed with you, lifting up the covers so that you weren’t cold.
bucky was wearing sweats and a hoodie. as he pressed himself up against you, you were taken aback at the strong smell of him.
you needed more.
“can i-um, can i wear your hoodie?”
how could bucky say no when you looked at him like that? with your doe eyes, nearly half-naked in his bed.
“sure you can. are you cold?” he looked worried.
“oh no, i um- i mean, yes, yes i guess i am cold.” you stuttered, not wanting him to know that you just wanted to be wrapped up in his scent.
bucky was clever though, hiding his smirk as he watch you inhale deeply as he pulled the hoodie over your head.
you craved his scent just as much as he craved yours.
he just about nearly died when you looked up at him with soft eyes, your hands hidden in the sleeves. the hood was over your head, and you looked tiny.
he smiled to himself, pulling you close as he laid on his side. you turned onto your side aswell, shutting your eyes instantly at how cosy and safe you felt.
bucky’s arms wrapped around your back, hugging you into his chest. one of your hands clutched onto his t-shirt, the other tucked under your neck.
one of bucky’s hands trailed down to your bare thigh , and you shivered as his fingertips trailed over your bare skin.
he hooked his arm under your leg so that he could move it over his hip, and you had never felt more relaxed.
you rubbed your nose into his neck, restraining yourself from pressing right onto his scent gland. his smell filled the air around you, and you let out a small whimper.
bucky froze at the sound you made, shivering a little at the feeling of you so close. he secretly loved it, but was too busy worrying about you to fully relax.
he had never seen you this clingy, knowing that the next heat was going to be difficult for you, stronger than any of the others.
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a week later, bucky was laying in bed, around 1am.
he couldn’t sleep. you had gone into heat a few days after the sleeping-together-in-his-bed incident, and he hadn’t heard a word from you since then.
something didn’t feel right, after all these months being more touchy with you, he was beginning to believe that maybe you were his omega.
he felt protective over you, wanting to keep you by his side at all times. make sure you were well fed and had gotten enough sleep.
his phone rang suddenly, interrupting his thoughts.
stretching, he reached over to his bedside table, watching how your icon lit up his screen.
he paused for a second, wondering why you were calling whilst you were in heat. it must be urgent.
swiping his thumb across the screen, he brought the phone to his ear, his breathing short and quick.
“y/n?”
“buck. i-“
bucky sat up straight in bed at the sound of you, heavy breaths and little whimpers escaping your mouth.
“sweetheart, what’s wrong?”
“bucky please. i-i’m in heat. i can’t get t-through this. i need you.”
bucky’s hand came up to rest over his eyes, contemplating what to do. part of him had been waiting for this moment, but he knew it wasn’t the right thing to do.
“please bucky. it hurts, it hurts so bad.”
you let out a small moan and bucky wondered if you were touching yourself right now. the thought made him grow hard.
“i’m not your alpha sweetheart, i can’t do anything i’m sorry.” he felt awful.
“buck. need y-you to take care of me.” your voice broke, the throbbing of your pussy becoming painful. “you, bucky. i want you.” more whimpers fell from your lips.
bucky gave in. he couldn’t leave you like that, it would kill him.
“okay. okay i’m coming over. love, i’ll be ten minutes.” he jumped out of bed, pulling on some sweats and a t-shirt.
the drive over, he had a pep talk with himself.
okay. no touching. you are not her alpha.
he thought of you spread out on the bed, pussy dripping and clenching around nothing as you rubbed yourself raw.
okay fine. he bargained with himself.
no touching, unless she calls you alpha. wait for her to say it first.
he pulled up outside your flat, practically sprinting to the door. he knocked, even though he knew that you were not going to greet him.
he pushed the door slightly, hoping that it was unlocked. to his delight it was open, and he walked in nervously.
even from downstairs, bucky could smell you. sweet, warm smell that filled his nostrils. it made his entire body tingle.
he made his way up the stairs, calling out softly for you.
“love?”
you didn’t answer, but bucky could hear the whimpers coming from your room. his dick was twitching as he thought of what you would look like when he walked into the room.
nothing could have prepared him for the sight.
as he pushed open the door, he was met with you, on your back, legs spread wide. you didn’t notice him at first, your eyes clenched shut.
bucky stopped dead in his tracks as he saw his hoodie, draped over your chest. you pulled it up to your nose every now and then, inhaling his scent.
he had forgotten that you had taken it home with you. his eyes drifted down, reaching your core.
fuck. he thought. you were red and puffy, slick dripping out from between your folds. your hand was rubbing your clit, your fingers dangerously close to your throbbing hole.
bucky wanted nothing more than to touch you, his brow sweating as he clenched his fists.
a groan came from his throat, startling you.
your eyes went wide as you saw him standing at the foot of your bed, his erection showing through his trousers.
“bucky.” tears formed in your eyes at how glad you were to see him, you blinked them back, watching as bucky made his way towards you.
you sat up, moving his hoodie to the side. your hands went straight to bucky’s t-shirt, pulling at the material once he was close enough.
any shyness you once had was gone, the need to be filled too strong.
bucky pulled you onto his lap, trying to ignore how you were practically dripping onto his thighs.
you wasted no time, holding on to his arms as you pressed your nose to his neck.
finding his scent gland gave you some of the relief that you were looking for, and you moaned against him.
you breathed him in, your mouth watering. your tongue began to kitten lick his scent gland, eventually latching on to his skin.
the feeling of you sucking and licking made his eyes roll back, and he grabbed your waist to compose himself.
“you’re killing me sweetheart. you know i can’t touch you like this, you’re not mine to touch.”
nothing he was going to say or do could stop you right now. you were too deep in your heat.
“alpha.” you whimpered, sucking on a particular sweet spot on his neck.
bucky gave in, the one word he’d been waiting for falling from your lips. it was like a green light, a growl leaving his throat as you repeated the word, grinding down on his lap.
“alpha, please.”
he didn’t need to hear more, his cock painfully hard.
“it’s okay my little omega. i’m gonna take care of you.”
the change in his voice made your stomach flip, and you whimpered into his neck as he tried to pull you back.
“look at me ‘mega. gonna make you feel good but you gotta look at me sweetheart.”
you listened, pulling away from his neck with shiny lips. bucky eyes had glazed over, and you felt your pussy become wetter with the look he was giving you.
he pulled you off of his lap, laying you down gently between the pillows.
he watched as your body twitched and squirmed at the lack of touch and decided not to tease you.
you spread your legs for him, all you could focus on was bucky. his smell, his face, his body, his fingers that were currently trailing down your stomach.
you nearly cried out when he reached your clit, your back arching as he began to rub in slow, small circles.
“so sensitive aren’t you?” his eyes were dark.
you mumbled, “hmhmm.” your eyes fluttering shut.
bucky let out a small groan from his throat, seeing you this desperate for his touch made him feral.
he was still in shock that you had called him alpha, the need to satisfy you increasing by the second.
he sped up his fingers, pressing down on your clit before moving his fingertips through your folds.
he didn’t think it was possible for someone to be this wet.
“dripping for me omega” he whispered.
you had given up on talking, resulting to whimpers and soft moans every now and again.
he sat beside you, his knees touching your ribs. one hand working you towards your orgasm, his fingers dipping down to tease your hole.
the other hand was groping your chest in a vulgar way, you welcomed the pain with a hard moan when he pinched at your nipples.
his hand collected your juices, and you watched with wide eyes as he brought that same hand to his lips, his mouth opening as he tasted you.
the sounds of him licking up your juices had your eyes rolling back. your hands extended, and you reached for him, pulling him down by the neck of his t-shirt.
he chuckled at your reaction, his hand going back to teasing your pussy as his tongue explored your mouth.
“dirty girl.” he whispered through the kiss.
you whimpered as the kiss got sloppy, your lips both wet with saliva.
his finger entered your hole, all the way up to the knuckle, you clenched down on him, hard, and your mouth fell open.
you clutched his t-shirt, whimpering an “alpha” into his mouth.
“so tight for me sweetheart, gotta open you up.”
he added another finger, the palm of his hand bumping against your clit as he thrusted in and out.
bucky pulled away from your lips as you got closer to your high, he wanted to see your face when you came.
“that’s it omega, you gonna come for me?”
god, the feeling of his thick fingers inside of you, finally getting the release you craved was too much, your body jolting and squirming as he sped up his movements.
his other hand moved to your hip, pressing down so that you couldn’t move away.
“it’s okay, cum for me sweetheart, good girl.”
you shuddered as your orgasm hit, your pussy pulsing around bucky’s fingers.
he pulled his fingers out as you finished, slowly rubbing your clit as you overcame your high.
you felt extremely sensitive, pushing at his hand when it became too much.
“alpha, please.” you whimpered. “i-i can’t.”
bucky smirked, eventually stopping.
he knew that you wouldn’t be able to sit up by yourself, so he took matters into his own hands.
his arms wrapped around your back, pulling you up until you were sat on his lap again.
you connected your lips as soon as you could reach, moaning when your pussy bumped against his leg.
“how are you feeling?”
you smiled at how thoughtful he was, pushing your face into his neck.
“amazing.” you answered, “but…can you fuck me now?” you gave him your biggest puppy eyes, feeling your heat start to creep back up on you.
bucky let out a bellow of a laugh, his hands holding your face as he looked at his little omega.
“how do you want it?” he whispered, groaning as he felt you start to hump his leg.
damn, you really were in heat. “such a slut for my cock, aren’t you? can’t even keep still for two seconds.”
your eyes went wide at his words, and you nodded furiously.
“want to please you, want my alpha on top of me.” you kissed his lips once, swinging your leg over so that you could lay on your back again.
bucky growled, his sweats becoming uncomfortable, he had been hard for the past hour.
he wanted nothing more than to fuck you hard and rough into the mattress, satisfying an omega during their heat was a hard job.
he began to strip, ridding himself of his clothes quickly. by the time he was done you were practically drooling at the sight of him.
his stomach was toned, his chest and arms looked like they could crush you.
his cock was against his stomach, red and leaking with precum, you licked your lips.
bucky positioned himself above you, his hand resting on your cheek as he kissed you.
the kiss was rough, and you wrapped your legs around his hips, arching your back to be closer.
bucky held his cock, his eyes screwed shut as he stroked himself.
your eyes were glued to his movements, your body squirming with need underneath him.
“please. alpha…” you pouted.
“be patient, omega.”
your head bowed at the stern tone of his voice, bucky noticed straight away how your energy changed.
he brought his fingers to your chin, lifting your head up to look at him again.
“i know you’re desperate sweetheart, wait a little and i’ll give you what you want.”
you nodded, a small pout on your face as you leaned up to kiss him.
bucky thought he might explode at the look on your face. fuck, you were gorgeous. he was never letting you out of his sight after this.
he stopped teasing, pressing his tip to your entrance. you were dripping with fresh juices, eager to feel him inside of you.
bucky moved his tip through your folds, up to your clit. he pressed down, your back arching at the pleasure.
he carried on like that, up to your clit, down through your wet folds until he caught on your hole.
you could hardly keep still, craving the feeling of him inside of you.
finally, he pushed in, just his tip, and groaned athow tight you were.
“fuck, omega, gripping me so fucking tight i can barely move.” he spoke through gritted teeth, slowly pushing in.
the feeling of finally being filled was better than could have ever imagined, his cock stretching out your walls deliciously.
“so big…” you moaned, gripping his shoulders as he bottomed out.
you shuddered out a breath as he began to move, pulling out until just his tip was resting inside of you before pushing all the way back in.
your pussy was like a drug, bucky’s jaw slack as he thrusted into you.
you were close already, bucky’s cock brushing all the right spots, you were sure that you were leaking all over the sheets.
“fuck, alpha, faster please, faster.” bucky opened his eyes, connecting your lips in a messy kiss as he sped up the pace.
you moaned as he went faster, the knot in your stomach growing with every thrust.
“you gonna come for me sweetheart?” his cock was pistoning in and out of you, his hand coming down to rub at your swollen clit.
“yes! just like that, alpha, fuck.”
your eyes rolled back into your head as you came around bucky’s cock, triggering his own orgasm.
your pussy spasmed, leaking over bucky’s cock as he came inside of you.
he groaned as he felt your juices mix together, and you opened your legs wider at the feeling of his cum in you.
“so good, ugh-good girl, my omega, so good for me.”
bucky slowed right down, pulling out of you.
your eyes were shut, your chest breathing heavily as you recovered. your body was twitching, cum dripping out from between your legs.
“fuck.” bucky’s eyes went wide at the sight of it.
his fingers came down, pressing at your hole as he pushed his leaking cum back inside of you.
you whimpered, feeling overstimulated as he massaged your hole.
“my little omega loves being filled up by her alpha, huh?” bucky pressed a kiss to your forehead as he pulled his fingers away.
you nodded, squeezing your legs together as you sat up.
bucky stood and made his way to the bathroom, coming back moments later.
he had a towel in his hand, and he pressed it to your core, cleaning you up. you gripped his arm at the overstimulation, your body still twitching.
bucky chuckled at your state, feeling a little sorry for you. he gestured for you to lay down under the covers. you did, and he quickly followed.
you both faced eachother, laying on your sides.
having sex during your heat made you incredibly subby afterward, your eyes glossy as you kissed bucky.
bucky could tell, pulling you into his chest as he pressed soft kisses to your forehead.
you were basically laying on top of him, taking the opportunity to press your nose into his neck once more. he smelt of pine trees and vanilla candles burning in the winter.
bucky being your alpha made so much sense, you could see that clearly now. you looked up at him, admiring his face.
how his nose twitched, how his eyelashes moved when he blinked, his teeth showing a little as he smiled down at you.
you smiled, pressing a kiss to his lips as you snuggled closer to him.
“how are you feeling sweetheart?”
you sighed. “content. like i belong to someone.”
a knot formed in bucky’s throat at your words, and he vowed to protect you and keep you happy for the rest of his life.
your ultimate guide on how to prepare a bag for whatever the world throws at you!
( any bag should work ─ you could use a smaller bag or use a bigger bag with heaps of pockets! )
WHAT TO PACK .ᐟ
face/makeup related:
makeup for touch ups (if you wear it!)
spare lash glue (if your use falsies!)
lip balm
lip gloss
mini flip mirror
body, hand and hair related:
deodorant (preferably spray on)
mini perfume/body mist
mini lotion
hand cream
hand sanitizer
nail file
spare pad/tampon
hairbrush and/or comb
hair ties
pencil case:
mini notebook
pen and pencil
eraser
mini ruler
sharpener
highlighter
purse/wallet essentials:
house/car keys
ID
drivers license (if you drive)
credit card
spare loose cash
any useful gift cards you own (make sure they have money on them and that they're not expired!)
misc:
gum
mints
wet wipes
mini tissue pack
a snack
bandages (you can also go the extra mile and make a mini first aid kit, although this is optional!)
if you have braces, a toothbrush and mini toothpaste in a travel case are a must!
including: eren, armin, reiner, bertholdt, jean, levi, miche, erwin
warnings: smut, nsfw, a bit of chocking, shower sex, mating press position, mention of giving head, creampie, neutral gender reader, mdni ( 18+ only )
a/n: Thanks for your request! I'm kinda nervous because it's my first one, hope you'll like it! :D
- I think Eren knows what he's doing ngl--
- When he will develop his very first dirty thoughts about you, his eyes will literally devour your body💀
- He'll think of the way you'll squirm under his touch, finger grazing against your heated flesh while his shaft will pound into you, hitting that sweet spot of yours again and again until you'll become a cumming mess.
- He will not be the type of man to tell you about his thoughts, he'll rather be the type to admire you from afar.
- HEAR ME OUT HE'S EVIL DRESSED IN SHEEP CLOTHES--
- As your friend, you probably think of Armin as a cute little guy, always willing to help others, giving bright smiles and being so quiet.
- BUT THERE'S A REASON WHY HE'S SO SO QUIET 💀
- Since a couple of weeks, he started to think of you in a different way a friend should think: in his thoughts, you're no longer his sweet friend but the sexiest person he ever met.
- He'll try to take a glance of your breast/chest whenever your shirt is slightly opened, or his will insist on the way your short hugs tightly your thighs. But unfortunately, he will not tell you about this 😔🤟
- This cocky mf--
- Whereas Eren and Armin will hide their thoughts aways from you, Jean will try to make an approach.
- It all started one night, when he surprised himself waking up from a dirty dream he had about you. you were pinned down under him, on his bed, folded in a mating press position as Jean ruted against you, shoving his cock deeper each time he trusted into you.
- So as I said, he'll try to tell you about it, but oh boy he'd be so shy about it-- 💀
- dbdhxjdk baby <3
- when he had his very first dirty thought about you, he was intensely looking at you while you were doing your work, slowly imagining how you would feel around his cock and how your tongue would feel against his.
- when he realized what he have just imagined, he turned as red as a tomato, thinking that it was a really bad thing </3
- Ofc he will not talk about what he imagined to you, but everytime you'll walk past him, he will become a sweaty mess 😔
- HAS A DIRTY MIND FOR SURE. He's just better than Berty to hide it, sorry not sorry-
- he will start to think of you in a dirty way after a long session of training, when he sees your skin covered with a thin layer of sweat, wishing you were in his bed, sweat covering your body with a mixture of both his cum and your arousal.
- He'll think that this is weird, but this thought will hunt him at night.
- As for Jean, Reiner will try to talk to you about that, but he will keep on losing his words and just knock it off by pretexting a call from Bertholdt.
- ANOTHER DIRTY MIND, LIKE 100% IDC.
- Y'all think he is just a serious man who sniff people fromt time to time, but he's more than that. 😩
- You'll be in his mind since a while, and he got interested in you, especially since he got his first dirty thought about you.
- It started one time when you had to reach something in the fridge, bending over to grab a bowl of strawberries. It was a quick action, but it was long enough for Mike to imagine a lot of things he could do to you when you'll be alone.
- As his eyes lingered over your exposed thighs, he would think of the way they would circle around his face while he'll pleasure your clit/cock.
- He would eventually try to tell you about this when he'll be sure nobody will disturb you.
- I think he's not dirty minded, but that's what he wants you to think of him. 🤡
- Behind his serious behaviour, Mr.Smith hides a lot of desire when it comes to you, especially since that day when he almost saw you completely naked.
- You were heading out of the shower, and Erwin needed to drop some papers in your bedroom, and unfortunately, he came across you, his eyes glued on your body, glistening with drops of water.
- Since that day, Erwin couldn't stop thinking of taking you in his shower, your poor little body pressed against the shower glassed-wall. ( does it even make sense?? )
- HE'S ERWIN'S TWIN, BUT PUT A LITTLE BIT OF SPICE 👁️👄👁️🔥
- You know Levi as someone who's a bit cold, you never had a concrete talk with him, but whenever he have the chance to see you, he develops little scenarios when he clearly sees himself fucking his loads into you, his middle and ring finger deep in your mouth, avoiding you from making noises that could alert the others.
- One time, Erwin had to call his name multiple times before bringing him to earth.
- but still, he will not talk about his little thoughts with you.
We got the lotw version now (☞ ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)☞
Source: Pinterest
Pairing: Dick Grayson x Fem!Reader
Tags: nsfw, smut, fingering, cunnilingus, soft sex, dirty talk, orgasm guidance
A/N: Hope this makes your day a bit better @thewritingdoll!
"Feel like I'm not being fair to you tonight sweetie. Or am I the problem? Not doing a good enough job seems like." There was an equal amount humor and genuine insecurity written over Dick's face as he slowly thrust his hips back and forth, his cum spraying the bed went back and forth.
"I'm okay. You're sweet but I guess..." You sighed, holding him closer and leaning your chin against his sweaty shoulder, "I'm just a little stressed tonight that's all. I'm can still make you feel good can't I? You came three times already, care to go for a fourth?"
He pressed his lips together in a thin line, his eyebrows scrunching together, "No."
"No? Why?" Now you sounded disappointed, he was enjoying himself just a little while ago, your pussy aching and being full of his cum was proof of that. You winced as he pulled out, his hand cupping between your legs immediately, letting the cum flow over his hand, coating his fingers and the bed.
There was definitely an ache and an uncomfortable pressure lingering between legs as he pulled out. Dick's feature softened, looking at you with sorry eyes. His hands started running up and down your inner thighs, slowly lifting them up and settling in between them. His fingers pressed and spread against your folds in a V shape, rubbing you up and down before letting them dip all the way inside.
"Tonight was supposed to be about you." His fingers slowly dragged low whimpers and sighs from you. Just one well timed curl upwards made you moan his name and tighten up on him, "Better. You can give me one can't you, or do you need more help baby?" Dick's eyes looked at you, hooded with desire as his tongue licked, swirled and prodded against your pussy. "So sweet. Stop holding out on me, let me taste you more."
"I'm not." You could feel the heat steadily building against the press of his tongue on your clit, he wasn't holding you at all, you were free to raise your hips against him, let your body shake and convulse from the aggravating pulsing heat coming from inside your body.
"A little more help then." His lips pursed around your clit and sucked it against his tongue before he pulled back and tapped against it, his hand moving faster between your legs, "You're almost there sweetheart. Just a little more. Let me see that beautiful face when you come. Won't you let me have my fill of you?"
Your eyes shined with frustrated tears as you pushed his head down and started rubbing against his face, his tongue hitting your clit every time, "Dick, pleasepleaseplease!" Your body snapped like a bow, your toes digging into the bed as your back arched off it in, mouth and eyes open in ecstasy.
"Easy babe, I've got you, just let go, trust me to catch you." His free hand pressed against your lower back in support, rubbing and easing you back down. You whimpered from the sweet release, vision blurry and legs twitching around him, cunt pulsing on his tongue and around his fingers. "Want me to stay like this for a bit." All you could do was nod, your vocal cords feeling raw and used. "Okay. Whatever you need." He kissed your until you calmed down, careful to avoid your overstimulated clit, "Whatever you need."
georges chakra spring/summer 2019 haute couture
summary You're having trouble sleeping and pot seems like the only solution. Good thing your dealer, Eddie Munson, knows of another method that he's willing to to teach you. You get more than you bargained for when he tells you what he gets off to every night - you. [8.8k]
warnings 18+ only smut, fem!reader, eddie teaches you how to masturbate, p in v sex, light praise kink, mutual pining/lusting, lots of kissing, dirty talk, weed ment, aftercare, they are not so secretly infatuated with one another, eddie is a soft dork but also dirty <3 r implied as dressing very femininely
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Eddie kneels outside his trailer.
You stop at the lip of the grass and wonder what he's doing. His back is to you, covered by a band shirt familiar even from this angle and riddled with rips and moth holes. You're about to call out to him when he speaks.
"You're hot, huh, sweetheart?" Softer than you've ever heard him. "Why don't you go inside? Escape the heat, yeah?"
You approach slowly, footfall smothered by the lush green underfoot. He's scratching behind the ears of a tabby cat.
"It's so hot out! The sun's gonna cook you," he says, whisper-shouting.
Like the tabby can understand what he's saying it stands, stretches tall and then slinks off into the trailer. "Good girl," Eddie says, standing up.
"Are you collecting strays?" you ask lightly.
He turns to you, surprised but not scared. "Don't worry, you're still my favourite."
Good girl. His words ring loud between both ears. "I'm not a stray."
"Uh-huh. What's my shy girl want today?" You spin on your heel and Eddie starts laughing. "Sorry, I'm sorry! Come on, you'll like what I have!"
"You know I can't talk to you when you get like this," you tell him, pouting from over your shoulder.
He pushes a mess of black curls behind his ear and beckons you forward. "Come on," he says, sing-song. "Let daddy set you up."
"Jesus Christ," you mutter, following Eddie into his house unhappily.
You hate when he gets in this mood, not because he's ever really made you uncomfortable, but because you like to be teased, and he knows it. Or he likes watching you squirm. Either way, it's dangerous territory.
"How much did you want?" he asks.
The cool inside of his trailer is a blessing. You hold your naked arms away from your skin and try to take a deep breath of cool air. "I have thirty dollars. So… however much that is."
"Babe, what the fuck do you want so much for?" he asks, glancing over his shoulder at you incredulously.
You follow him into his room. "Do you not have it?" you ask, tracing posters you've seen upwards of ten times by now. Eddie's a good dealer – reliable, sweet, and prone to freebies without any pervy requests in place.
He once swapped you an eighth for a cheap charm bracelet. He wears it now, the silver delicate and entirely too sweet for his metalhead appearance. It looks good on him, anyhow.
He pulls open the usual lunchbox you hadn't noticed sitting on one of his amps and pulls out more pot than you've ever seen at one time. "Don't I?"
"Woah."
"Uh-huh. Ern't she preddy?" he asks in a drawing southern accent.
You hold out your hands and he lets you take it. When you open the zip lock bag, the smell isn't awful. The buds are thick with green fuzz, and your eyes water.
You pass it back to him. "How much can I have for thirty?"
"For you? Half."
"Don't do that, Eddie. Gimme what you'd give anyone else."
"But you're not anyone else, babe. You're my favourite customer."
"I'm gonna put you out of business," you say, lightly chiding. "Can I sit down?"
He hums and nods and you sit cross legged at the top of his bed. His bed sheets are pushed away and the space is cold. His pillow under your hand is colder.
Eddie doesn't bother weighing it. You roll your eyes at him but also feel amazingly happy, because it's a lot of pot for not a lot of money, because his favouritism speaks for what you hope might be a small crush. Still, when he passes you the new bag you feel guilty.
"Eddie, I can't take that. I know that's more than thirty."
His eyebrows jump. "I don't care. What's the point in doing this if I can't give pretty girls a little something extra?"
"I don't know. To make money?"
He holds out the bag. You don't take it. "Fine," he says, sighing.
"Thank you." You watch him fish three or four bigger buds out of the bag. He presents you with a much more reasonable amount, his hands stained with the smell. "Thank you," you say again.
"Yeah. Wanna stay and watch a movie?"
You've known Eddie since middle school. Classmates, not really friends, not not friends, though ever since you've started buying a small kinship has blossomed between you.
"What movie?"
"Whatever you want."
You nibble the inside of your lip. "You'll roll up for me?"
"Sure will."
So you end up on Eddie's couch with the tabby cat that isn't his purring heavily on your lap as he rolls a couple of joints for you. You won't smoke anything until tonight so Eddie drops them into your newly acquired ziplock bag with papers and the leftover bud.
He sniffs. "So, you're not sleeping?" he asks knowingly, straightening out with a groan and disappearing out of view into the kitchenette. You're a total overthinker. Pot helps you calm down.
"I'm sleeping."
"After toking up."
"There's…" You scratch the vibrating cat behind its ears, frowning to yourself. "Worse things to do."
"Better ones, though. Hey, do you want a drink?"
You say no and he brings you a glass of water anyways. His hands smell strongly of hand soap and faintly of weed as he passes it to you. You take it carefully, wary of disturbing your cuddle partner.
"Like what?" you ask.
"Cranking one out, for starters."
You wince, afraid to bring the lip of the glass to your mouth in case you choke on it. "Anything else?"
"Running?" Eddie suggests, sitting with you but leaving a more than comfortable gap between your legs.
"Not my thing," you murmur.
It's weird, but anything above murmuring feels like shouting in the calm of his home. The movie plays on the TV and the cat purs, Eddie spreads his legs out and slouches into the cushions, his face surrounded by dark hair. He smiles at you like he always does, amicable if slightly flirty.
"Maybe pot is your only option," he says mournfully. He pulls a lock of hair in front of his face and his eyebrows pinch together. "Make sure you brush your teeth after though. Or you'll get bad teeth."
"Bad teeth?"
"Smoking ruins your pearls."
You put down your glass of water and weave your fingers into the cat's rough fur. Eddie is really nice. Really really nice. And he probably likes you, so… what's the worst that could happen, by asking?
I'm only asking, you decide.
"Eddie," you say softly, disrupting a big tobacco rant that he'd started. "What- when you say cranking one out, that's-"
"You know." He holds his hand above his crotch and squeezes the air. You feel a terrible heat start to collect in your abdomen. "Five to one? Uh- Nulling the void?" He grasps for words at your lost expression. "Making soup?"
His voice goes high. You think he's as embarrassed as you are, and you're not gonna ask again. You giggle. "Oh, right."
He drops his hand heavy against the seat of his pants and leans back. "Crank one out and sleep like a log."
"That works for you?" you ask tentatively.
"Every night."
You sink down into the couch and hide your face in cat fur. Eddie starts asking about how your job is, a genuine, earnest interest that further cements your next decision. You clear your throat.
"Eddie, can I ask you something?" He grins and waves his hand. "When you," you wince, "'make soup', do you just- how do you…" You slink down so far you're almost falling off of the couch. "How do you make yourself-" You gesture to your pelvis and then screw your hand into a fist, self-conscious.
He blinks. "Finish?"
You look at the chain around his neck rather than his face. "Yeah."
"Are you asking me because you want to know how I do it, or because you don't know how to do it to yourself?"
You rub your cheek with your shoulder. "The second option."
"Shit," he mutters.
"Sorry, you don't have to- I just thought-"
Eddie sits up. He looks more serious than he had before but not any less patient, elbows braced on his knees and head propped up in his hand. He parts his fingers over his lips.
"You don't know how?" he asks.
"I must've missed that lesson in sex ed," you try to joke. It comes out awkward. Eddie laughs anyways, a huff of breath.
"Lucky you, I've sat through sex ed three times." He grins brilliantly, but his joking tone softens when he sees your hesitant expression. "If you wanna know, I'm happy to tell you."
"Are you sure?"
"We're friends, right? What are friends for?" You don't miss the sarcastic twist to his words or his ironic smile.
Friends like you and Eddie likely aren't meant to be giving one another lessons on masturbation. But really, he's the only person you know who you could ask and wouldn't feel totally looked down on. Eddie's nice to his core, but better – he doesn't judge.
You struggle to know what to ask.
The cat chooses this moment to wake and jump off of you, strutting out of the trailer's open door and back into the sunlight without so much as a grateful look back.
And now you're alone with him.
"How's your anatomy?" he asks. You shake your head slowly. "You know, grade wise? Are we passing? B? B-? C?"
"I don't know what you're talking about, Munson."
"Do you know what's what?" he asks concisely.
You sit up and press your knees together, suddenly very aware of your 'anatomy'. "I think so."
He purses his lips for a few seconds before shrugging. "Alright. We can work with that." Eddie pushes his cheek into the couch and looks at your face unflinching as he says, "You know what your clit is?"
You cringe. Full body.
Eddie shrugs. "What? That's what it's called. You don't have to be embarrassed about it."
"I know what it is."
"And you can't make yourself-"
"No."
He doesn't miss your frustration. "Hey, hey, it's fine. Some people think that it's, like, a magic on-button, but it's not. There's a whole process."
"How do you know?" you ask genuinely.
His answering smile is wolfish. "I'm in a band, babe. Fucking a guitarist is like, a bucket list thing or some shit. Girls will tell you exactly what they want if you're willing to listen."
Something about his knowing look has your heart skipping a beat. Maybe two. He pushes his hand across the couch and you're not sure if it's on purpose or accident, only that he's leaning in, a small smile on his face.
"And I'm a damn good listener."
You meet his eyes and know what he's offering. He waits, ring heavy fingers splayed wide in the space between you. It's the sight of them – thick, long and adorned in string-wrought calluses – that tips you over the edge.
He's already pulling back with a reassuring smile on his face, lips parted to likely say something too nice when you interrupt him.
"Will you teach me?" you ask quietly.
A split-second of surprise is quickly overtaken by enthusiasm. "You're not high, are you?"
"No."
He gets up to close the door and starts for his room. You linger on the couch uselessly and he doubles back, hand on the wall. "Are you coming?"
The noise from the TV fades as you walk down the hall and into his room. Your socked foot nudges into a tower of books close to the door and you reach out to steady them. Eddie pulls the sheets back into place and flicks on the lamp. He pauses by the stereo before turning that on, too.
A song you don't recognise starts to play. Eddie climbs up onto his bed and stands there for a second, suddenly very tall. "You wanna take off your jacket?"
"It's a cardigan." You peel the thin white cotton off of your shoulders and shift from foot to foot, unsure of yourself.
Eddie settles on his knees, pulls off his rings. "It's pretty. Come here," he says, holding out his arms.
You slide onto the bed cautiously, naked calves rubbing against the sheets. You feel as though every sense has been dialled to eleven; you're thinking about every brush of fabric, every small sound that they make.
Eddie takes one of your hands and you sit with one leg crossed and the other hanging off the edge of the bed, surprised at his soft touch. He soothes your hand and brings it to his lap, eyes on your now-bared shoulders.
"You dress real pretty." He says it with his usual dramatics, though there's enough sincerity there to make you smile.
You look down at your delicate clothes thoughtfully. "You think so?"
"Mh-hm. It suits you," he says as he drums his thumbs against the back of your hand.
He pushes one palm up the length of your arm and pulls it towards him at the same time. You've never been touched like this before and you want it bad, shuffling towards him with a shameful speed. He takes it in stride, hand bumping up the hill of your shoulder. His index finger slides under the skinny strap of your top and tugs at it playfully.
"You look sweet. Really sweet," he says, his voice more hushed than before. His eyes drop to your thighs. "You'll have to take those off, though."
"My shirt too?" you ask weakly, eyebrows pinched up at the starts.
"Not if you don't want to." You hesitate. He takes your thigh into a big hand and gives you a small shake. "It's okay. Take your time. Or, if you changed your mind, that's totally cool."
"No, I haven't," you deny, voice trembling with a mixture of nerves and anticipation. You kick your legs out in front of you one at a time and ease your shorts over the slopes of your thighs and calves, pushing them off of his bed with your feet.
“If you change your mind at any point-“
“I’ll tell you,” you say, nodding as you pull your knees together.
Eddie manoeuvres so he’s close, twisted toward you with his hand braced by your thigh. The cold metal of the charm bracelet you'd swapped him bites into your skin. If you leaned back and he leaned forward, he could kiss you. You think maybe he has the same idea as his eyes dart to your lips.
They linger.
He blinks and it’s gone.
“I’m gonna rub your leg,” he says quietly, “and when I get to the inside, I’m gonna touch you. Okay?”
As he says it, his hand moves onto your thigh. Down to your knee.
Slowly, so slowly, back up. His fingers caress the inside of your thigh. He pauses.
“‘Kay,” you whisper.
His fingers flex over your flesh as he draws in. Then, like a shock, his fingertips press to your underwear.
“I’m not surprised,” he says steadily, fingers brushing over your cunt, ghosting but never truly touching where you want him to.
“By what?”
“That you wear such cute panties.” He strokes the hem with the tip of his finger and you hold your breath as he slides it under the elastic, running the fabric over his digit gently. “S’exactly the kind of thing I pictured you wearing.”
“You’ve pictured them?”
He looks up from his teasing and your panties snap into place. You gasp on instinct and his eyes narrow, his lashes kissing in the corners. “Does that bother you?” he murmurs.
You shake your head. His lips quirk up, a smugness that makes your heart race ever faster.
"Do you do anything like this with yourself?" he asks.
"I'm never this nice."
"That's a crime," he says, and he laughs loud, momentarily shattering the distilled atmosphere that had settled over you both. "Thighs like these and you don't touch them?"
"Is that what you do?" you ask, insecure.
"No, but it's different. I don't need to get warmed up like you do."
"Warmed up?" you whisper. Having to ask these questions feels so embarrassing.
Eddie being so soft about it makes it easier. "Relaxed," he whispers in turn, laughing towards the end.
His thumb rubs the elastic of your underwear and drifts slowly inward until he's pushing over your folds. You gasp and it's slightly startled, sounding too close to panic for Eddie, who's hand flinches away.
"Didn't like that?" he asks.
You rush, "It's okay. Surprised."
One big hand holds your thigh, the other strokes your cunt. He's a little firmer now, pushing the breadth of his thumb over your panties until he touches something very sensitive. "Here?" He pushes up a little higher and your breath catches. He makes an almost inaudible cooing sound and flattens his hand, rubbing the length of your cunt without finesse. It feels good anyway. It surprises you how much you like it.
He pinches your panties.
"Ready to take them off?" he asks.
"Yeah."
You lift your hips and peel your underwear down, folding your legs to pull them off of your ankles. You clutch them in your hand, unsure.
Eddie sits back and pulls you towards him. You let him manhandle you with a small gasp, his hands pressing into the soft of your tummy. You can't see his face anymore.
"Alright," he murmurs, pulling your thigh over his lap and spreading you wide. His voice is loud in your ear because of his proximity, and you resist the temptation to turn your face to his.
"Let's just-" he works your underwear out of your hand and tosses them aside.
His hand lands on your knee and moves down fast.
You lean back heavily into his chest with your hands pulled to your sternum.
"Eddie," you say, "what do I do?"
He hums. "Touch yourself."
You seize up and he's quick to soothe, fingers closing around the crook of your elbow.
"Hey, I'm gonna show you. I'm gonna show you," he repeats. He pulls at the lip of your cunt and spreads you open, groaning softly. You wouldn't hear it if his lips weren't so close to your face. "How'd you have a cunt this sweet and never touch it? I mean, fuck."
His fingertips whisper past your pubic hair like he's going to say something more, but he only asks, "Hand?"
You put your hand into his, the back to his palm.
He sets it to your thigh. "Do what I did before, okay? Slowly…" He drags your hand up and down the length of your thigh.
Your heart is racing. Every time you crawl close to your cunt the burning longing to be touched, to touch yourself, and to have him touch you intensifies.
Eventually he pulls your hand to your clit. "You're so sensitive. Is it always this bad?" he asks sympathetically when you jump, tickled at the feelin.
"I haven't tried in a while."
"Oh, I see." Eddie encourages you to push your fingertip into the squishy bead, drawing slow circles. "Poor baby. Just desperate to have someone take care of you." His voice is so low, so ridiculously soft, you find yourself sinking into his hold. He squeezes the crook of your elbow with one hand, the other still guiding your ministrations. You bite your lip at the sensation that's begun, the tiny spark of pleasure.
"Here, let me-" He lifts your hand away from your clit and you whine involuntarily. "Shh, sweetheart, I'm only gonna give you something to work with."
You turn your head to him and watch as his mouth opens. He sucks the very tip of your finger between his lips, the heat of his tongue a momentary flash. When he pulls it back, your finger shines with his spit.
Your eyes are half-lidded, watching through the crush of your lashes as he presses it back to your clit. "How's that? S'that better?" he asks, crooning. His tone sports an underlying mockery, a light-hearted teasing that's slowly turning intense.
It is better. It's different. Your fingertip searches for purchase against the slick skin and struggles to find it, the wetness allowing for freer, faster movement.
You push a second finger against the first.
Eddie stops helping. You pause, confused.
"No, you got it, sweetheart. You keep going," he reassures, grabbing a hold of your thigh again. He teases the dough there, never cruel but maybe close, fat moulding under his fingers as he squeezes.
Your breathing builds with pleasure. Still, it's hot enough; there's no sign of an oncoming climax, no tightening coil in your tummy. You huff with exertion and frustration. "Eddie, it's not working."
"I'm not done." He sounds almost stern. Your stomach flips. "You have to think about what you want."
"What I want?"
"What turns you on."
You think of his hands and their rings. His happy trail.
His voice. Good girl.
You slam your eyes shut.
Eddie gives you another mean squeeze. "What do you think about, when you-"
You don't let him finish. "What do you think about?" you ask, too loud.
He stills. His nose pushes into your shoulder, his hair tickling your skin as he asks, "Are you sure you wanna know?"
Your breath catches. Your fingers stutter where they work into your clit and Eddie starts you right back up again. His lips brush your shoulder.
"Yes," you say, gasping as pleasure like little shocks of heat shoot to your core.
The hand at your elbow starts to rove, tickling your arm as he strokes downwards. "You first," he murmurs, teasing your wrist. You swear you can feel his smile against your shoulder.
You breathe in through your nose. "Uh, I think of- of somebody…" You try, but you just can't say it.
Eddie's fingers push down your crease. Stop right before your entrance. "Is this okay?"
"Yeah."
"Mmm…" He circles your entrance. "Now what does a pretty girl like you think of when she's touching herself?" You don't think he wants an answer. His middle finger brushes across the slick well and pushes in. You squirm and he holds you in place.
There's something very hard digging into your spine.
"Something sweet as you… Let me guess. Boy next door comes around to mow the lawn, you invite him in for a drink, one thing comes to another-" He pushes his finger in deeper. "And he's fucking you.
"That sound about right?"
You shake your head. His own perks up where it rests on your shoulder. "No? Huh."
Your circles have grown slow and staggered, distracted by his touch as he eases his ring finger in beside his middle. "Something more romantic? Wedding night, love of your life. Guy that's gonna treat you like a diamond. Way a girl like you deserves." He pushes in, stretches them out. You moan as he curls them, as his arm works back and forth. "Gives it to you gentle." His movements slow to match.
And sure, that sounds nice. But it's not what you think about.
"No," you manage to get out through shallow breaths.
"No? You don't want it gentle?"
"Not- not all the time."
"How about right now?"
"Please."
Slowly, slowly, the shape of Eddie's hard cock against your back starts to move in time with the thrusts of his hand. He pushes in deep, fingers searching emphatically for the sweet spot, the thing that's gonna make you-
"Fuck," you whimper.
His cock jumps. You feel it.
"You keep rubbing that pretty little clit of yours, sweetheart."
You do as he asks. You're desperate enough now that you imagine you'd do most anything he says, your climax a tangible, physical possibility. Your tummy feels heavy and aching with want, worse when he probes deeply and marks your sweet spot again. His lips press to your shoulder, soft enough that you worry you're imagining it.
"You see what I'm doing here? See what fingers I'm using?" he asks. You open your eyes reluctantly. His wrist turns. You watch his fingers sink into the gummy heat of your cunt. "Tight little hole's just pulling me in, fucking clinging to me, baby, she's greedy."
You gasp, a hiccup of scandalised sound.
"Want you to try, okay? You gonna do that for me?"
"Yeah, Eddie."
"Good girl." You moan, you don't mean to, but he's fucking into your quick and your finger pushes into your clit roughly. Eddie revels in it. "You like that? You like being called a good girl? I fucking knew it."
You frown and start to turn to him. He presses his cheek to your head so you can't, stuck looking down the length of the bed at your trembling legs.
"You looked so flustered, standing all sweet and quiet by the van out front with your thighs squeezed together. You think I didn't see that shit?"
You're limp against him, thighs spread wide as you work into your clit, chasing this new feeling. You can hardly breathe, every exhale a keening moan that has you shame-faced and weepy. You roll your hips to meet his fingers, his hand slapping against your cunt with a slick slap.
"You looked so sweet. Y'always do." He turns his lips to your ear and curls into you until your squealing. "Guess looks can be deceiving."
You're so close, so close. Tendrils of heat curl heavily at your core. "Eddie, I'm- I'm-"
"You wanna cum?"
"Yes," you pant.
He pulls his fingers from your cunt and you're so confused that you stop, your climax slipping away in seconds.
"Sorry, but you have to do it yourself. This is all pointless if you can't get there on your own," he says.
Your chest heaves. "That's mean. You're mean."
"I never claimed otherwise. Here, middle and marriage, babe." He guides your hand to your entrance. You push your fingers inside, your tongue between your lips in concentration. Your fingers aren't as thick as his, they don't feel quite the same, but Eddie pushes your thumb into your clit. "Move your wrist. Feel that? Feel how soft you are? How fucking warm you are?"
You're not nearly as good as he was but every clumsy touch feels electric. You push your thumb into sweeping circles and pant your frustration aloud, feeling close to tears.
"You wanna know what I think about, when I jerk off?" he asks unexpectedly.
You nod, your head moving back into his collar. He rubs the lengths of your arms leisurely, his lazy demeanour in total juxtaposition to your desperation.
"There's this girl that comes to see me," he starts, coloured by a smug amusement. "Sweet thing, soft-spoken, always wearing these pretty clothes looking like something straight out of the movies.
"I think about a lot of things. Her thighs-" One of his hands falls to your thigh in time, massaging, "fuck, just wanna bury my face in them and never come out. Pull down those cotton shorts she's so partial to with the dainty stitching and-" He laughs and his lips part over your shoulder. His teeth scratch up, up, up. "Make her fucking cry my name. Feel those thighs tense up around me."
You're so close your entire body shudders. You slow without meaning to, holding your breath in wait for Eddie to finish his story
He gives you one final push. "Always wondered if she sounds as pretty as she looks when she cums." He kisses the small graze he'd given you mere seconds ago and everything is blue-white with heat. "Gonna clue me in, sweetheart? Gonna cum for me?"
Your eyes close hard and you breathe out, an exhale ragged and weak and mewling. You don't moan so much as sob without tears, tensing up in Eddie's arms as bliss blooms. You pull your hand from your sopping cunt and feel your walls contract around nothing as you cum.
He pulls you close, throbbing cock pressing hard into your back. "Fuck," he hisses, hands placating where they lay.
You go lax, head tipping back as you suck in air that had felt elusive moments ago.
Eddie rubs your arms without saying anything. You cover his hands and try to summon up words.
"Just as pretty as you look," he murmurs.
He's so fuckng nice. So fucking nice, and what? He thinks about you when he jacks off? Since when?
You sit up and drop your chin to your chest, panting still.
"You okay?"
After a few seconds you smile and turn to him, intent on saying, Yes, thank you, and maybe something with more gratitude, something silly, just something. But you can't speak.
His face is close.
Eddie brings a hand to the slope of your rising shoulder, follows a line to the curve of your neck. You look to his eyes and find him staring at your lips unabashedly.
He pulls you into him. You close your eyes.
Eddie Munson tastes like lots of things as he kisses you.
Cigarettes, unavoidable. Under that, sugar. Something sweet but heavy as bourbon vanilla. Your lips part and close in tandem with his, slow and hungry. Your heart races and your fingers are still wet as you twist in his arms and take his face into your hands.
You climb up onto your knees and Eddie doesn't know what to do with you.
He smiles so hard he has to pull away. Not smirking, smiling, a cheek-aching, too-happy smile that softens everything in your chest.
You rub a shaking thumb over his cheek. You don't know if it's because of the post-orgasm rush of hormones or because he just kissed you and now he's smiling like he might do it again.
He does. He kisses you and grabs your waist. His fingers mess with the hem of your shirt and he breaks the kiss short to say, "Take it off?"
You sit back on your knees, feel the mess of wet between your legs spread as you grab at the edge of your shirt and pull it up. Eddie helps though he doesn't need to, and just like that you're shirtless.
"Oh my god, I can't believe this is happening," he says, voice weak in what you suspect is one of his dramatics.
He slides his hands up your sides and stops just below your breasts. His thumbs grace the undersides and his brow puckers. "Fuck," he mouths appreciatively.
You flush head to toe. "Yours, too?" you ask gently.
Eddie reaches back to pull off his shirt. His hair's in total disarray and he runs his hands through it, biceps flexing with the movement, torso taut. The black ink of his tattoos move with him and your eyes eat up every single one.
He catches your eyes where they linger on the volley of bats. "You like that one?"
"I've always liked that one."
He grins and it's honey thick, hands at the small of your back and tugging. You spread your knees wide on impulse and find yourself flush to his chest, his arms locking you into place as he dives in for another kiss. Again you're surprised at how deeply he kisses you, how it ebbs and flows from slow to fast like he's both savouring and gorging himself on your closeness.
You've never been kissed like this. You're weightless. You feel every contiguity between you, the hot and wet of his mouth, the crook of his elbow against the nape of your neck, your nipples peaked against his chest and the length of his dick pushing up into your aching cunt.
"Fucking pretty," he says, pulling back just enough to kiss the corner of your mouth, your chin. He kisses your jaw over and over and over, lips pulling into crescents and then the same word. Pretty.
His mouth opens wide at your throat, teeth scratching lightly as it closes. He sucks your skin between his lips and rolls it, hand spreading wide and palm flat at your shoulder blade. Steadying. .
"That's cute," he says when he pulls away, lips shining.
"What?" you ask, hand drifting up. You poke at the quick-forming contusion.
He nudges it aside with his face as he moves in to further mark up your neck. "You're so fucking pretty," he says, each word separated by a nipping kiss.
His hands are everywhere.
Everything is warm and you can't breathe. You plant your hands at his shoulders and push away from him, and he stops you from falling flat on your back, levelling you with a worried glance.
"Is it too much?" he asks.
"No, I'm just hot. Really hot." You take a big breath and wipe your face with the back of both hands.
"That's true," he says, leaning back against the wall. His hands fall to your thighs. "Are you okay?"
You drop your hands abruptly and can't believe the fondness you're feeling. "You're pretty, too," you tell him. Honest if very shy; meek, entirely sincere. "I'm okay. I want…"
"You want?" he asks, raising an eyebrow.
"I have this fantasy," you begin.
Eddie widens your legs to move from under them. It doesn't surprise you when he comes to lie on your chest, holding his weight off of you with an arm at the side of your ribs. His hair falls and hides the room from view. All you can see is his face, and it's beautiful.
"Tell me about it."
"It's- okay. It's…" You drift off as he dips down to kiss your collar, only chaste pecks but enough to distract you. "It's kind of like this."
"Yeah?" His breath warms your chest. More ditzy kisses.
"I get here and you're coming out of the shower-"
"Tasteful."
"With a towel low on your hips," you add pointedly. It's useless, his sarcasm has pinned you spot on. "And you- you touch me."
Eddie kitten licks the skin he's just nibbled and looks up. "Like this?"
"Like this."
"And after that," his hand moves between you to the zipper of his jeans, the sound of metal clicking metal ringing through the room, "what do I do?"
"You push me down into the bed, and-" You feel the fabric of his jeans rub your thighs as he pulls them down. "You…"
"What do I do, sweetheart?"
"You push my legs up and you fuck me," you confess.
He scrambles back towards his nightstand, a hand on your ankle that says, I'm not going far. "How do I fuck you? Am I rough?"
"Not at first."
There, in his hands, the red plastic of a condom wrapper, bright as a maraschino cherry. He holds it up and you nod.
"Not at first," he murmurs, ripping open the condom, hissing as he pulls it over his weeping cock. It's big – not too thick, but big, surrounded by a thatch of dark curls trimmed neat. "But eventually?"
He rolls it on tight and then there's nothing but this admission of your guiltiest fantasy. You spread your legs without thinking and he pulls you towards him, thumb collecting slick where it's pooled and pushing it up towards your entrance. What's left on his fingers he smears over the length of his shaft. You watch him rub at the head and sigh.
"Eventually," you agree.
His cock rubs up against you as he leans down and pinches your chin between his fingers, lips parted from a sharp gasp and opening further. "Can I fuck you? Is that what you want?"
You nod voraciously.
He gives you a very firm kiss at the highest point of your cheek. "In words."
"Yes, you can fuck me. That's what I want," you say without hesitation.
"You tell me if I do something you don't like," he says, lining up.
"I will," you say earnestly.
Eddie pushes your leg up towards your tummy and holds it there. "Good girl," he praises, and pushes in.
You're already worked open by his hand, your own hand and your climax, and still it's a snug fit. You cross your arm over your chest with your lips bitten hard to stop from making what you anticipate to be a very great and mortifying sound. He takes it slow, real slow, towering over you with his brows furrowed just slightly and his back arching. Every move he makes is accompanied by a careful thrust of his hips. He's rhythm in motion.
"Fuck," he mutters, more than once. He's halfway when you feel that stretch, your pulpy walls accommodating him with little complaint and a lot of pleasure.
You drop your head back against the bed sheets and hug yourself.
Eddie reaches for your hand where its cracking your breast absentmindedly and squeezes your fingers. "How's that?" he asks. "How's that feel?"
You close your eyes. "S'good, Eddie." You lay out your own roll of expletives as he pushes in ever deeper. "You're really- oh," you gasp, "really deep."
"You should see it, babe, pretty pussy gripping my every fucking inch." He leans down and his cock fills another inch of you. Your fingers ache with how hard he's squeezing them, and you look up to find his eyes on yours. "I'm gonna fill you up, okay? You gonna be a good girl for me and take it?"
You blink and your lashes feel heavy with tears. "Yeah. I can take it. I can take it."
"I know," he says, hovering over you, close enough to hug if you wanted to.
He grabs your side and his thumb pushes into the soft swell of your breast, his grip tightening as he fits those last inches of his cock inside you. You rub your cheek against his bedsheets, your head fuzzy from being so full. He takes your bared neck as an opportunity and ducks into the juncture of it and his face fits there like it was made to, his nose bobbing against the column of your throat as he starts to fuck into you. His hips roll, a mess of his sticky pubes kissing your clit.
This close you can smell him, the heavy scents of pot and smoke, the sweet nutty smell of oil clinging to his hair. Sweat, as you imagine you smell of too, and sex. The room is filled with it, the smells and the sounds of his thighs thudding into yours.
"Eddie- Eddie," you whimper, muffled by the sheets beneath you.
He pushes in deep and rubs his nose into your skin emphatically. "What's wrong, hm? What's got you all wound up?"
You wrap your arms around his back. You're not sure if you're allowed to but you're hardly thinking ahead – you can't. Every thrust, every movement he makes is at the forefront of your mind, commanding all of your attention. The tickling of his hair against the side of your face. The skipping of the chains of his necklace where it teases your neck.
"Babe?" he asks, pulling back to turn your head. He stills inside you.
You protest, loud and completely unlike yourself. "Eddie, don't stop. Please don't." Your hands push into his shoulder blades. He ruts in at your request, thumb rubbing your cheek. "Feels so good," you say. You trip over your praise, voice breaking.
He starts up again, whispering, "Do you want me to hold your leg up, pretty girl?" and, "Taking me so well- taking it so fucking well," and, worse, "Fuck, sweetheart, just like that," when you tigthen around him.
You weave your fingers into the messy crush of black curls surrounding his face, careful not to tug as you covet the back of his head and nape of his neck, scratching his scalp lightly with one hand as the other strokes his side.
Your moans become a half-sobbing sort of mess, quiet and desperate, drawn out of you with every tap of his cock into your soft spot. When he finds it he can't not search for it, rutting into it over and over until you can't produce anything but an unintelligible stream of babble and happy sighs.
He laps lazily at your neck, the stretch of skin dampened and stinging from love bites. He thrusts in hard and hits something sweet that has you clinging to him.
"You smell good," he says into your skin.
Your hips ache with pleasure. "I must taste pretty good," you say. What, with how he's willing to nibble on you like this.
He squeezes your neck and narrows his eyes at you playfully. "I intend to find out." He moves down until your lips are a hair's width from touching. "Bet you taste as sweet as everything else."
You lift your chin and kiss him, dedicating your affections to his top lip. He groans into your mouth, hips moving slow and thrusts shallow when suddenly they're not. His cock drags out slowly and slams in deep, his pelvis hitting into yours.
You keen into the kiss, gentle and at odds with his fucking. His fingers find your ear and his thumb follows down the shell until he's pinching your earlobe, a split-second touch that melts you into putty. He pulls away from the kiss and inhales loudly, his fingers under your ear and pushing your face to the side so that he can wade in from a new angle.
You curl your fingers around his wrist and let yourself be kissed and fucked and touched. Anything he wants to do, he can do.
Eddie breaks the kiss.
"What did I taste like?" you ask breathlessly.
He traces an invisible teardrop down your cheek with the back of his pinky finger. "Oh, sweetheart," he says quietly, lowering his lips to the shell of your ear. "That's not where I meant."
Another hard thrust. You gasp at the dull aching spreading through your tummy and Eddie softens slightly, not so deep but just as fast, faster, his cheek to your cheek as he works you open. His rugged panting in your ear is everything you need. You force your hand between your body and Eddie's and search for the wet mess of your clit, chasing quick circles into the swollen bump.
Eddie realises what's happening and his fucking turns desperate. "You gonna cum again? Shit- keep touching, I'll get you there, fucking promise you." He's hardly pulling out an inch before he's rutting back in, kicking up the speed until all you can feel is pleasure again.
Eddie slows down as you cum, moaning as you tighten around him. He pushes away from you to kneel between your legs again, eyes locking onto your cunt obstinately, his panting loud as he drags his cock in and out.
"Insane," he mumbles, hands coasting down your legs until he's grasping the fat of your thighs and pulling you back onto his cock. "You're insane."
As if proving it, his hands rove the hills and troughs of your torso, your skin clammy underhand, his hips moving mindlessly. You cover your mouth with the back of your hand and blink back into focus.
"Are you close?" you ask him, whispering.
You're lucky he can hear you with the music he's playing and the sounds of your slick hole being stretched. Eddie tucks a lock of sweat-dark hair behind his ear and his eyes pause in their reverential searching to meet yours.
He peels your hand off of your mouth and holds it.
"Fucking teetering, babe. Been close ever since I felt you wrapped around my fingers." He pulls your hand and you take it as a cue to try and sit up. Eddie helps you into his lap, your thighs straddling his thighs, slipping down his length until you're stuffed to bursting.
You hide your face in his shoulder and he rubs your back. "You're okay," he says sympathetically, "I got you. You just sit pretty, there's a good girl."
You wrap your arms around his neck and try your best to bounce on his cock as he thrust up into you, a steady pace that turns sloppy. You rake your hands through his curls and kiss at the curve of his neck down to the slope of his shoulder, dizzied and cock-drunk, totally fucked out. You hum into your kisses with every prodding of his mushroom tip against your deepest spot, rambling nonsense at him in a way you hope is making a difference.
"Fucking me so good," you mumble, equal parts tearful and euphoric, lips wet and spreading a shine like frost in the sun over his lean shoulder. "So good, Eddie. Thought about this too much."
"Yeah?" he asks, sounding like a different person. Voice rough as hewn stone and hands bruising where they grip you, his heavy sack slapping into you with every sluggish rock of his hips. "Good as you pictured? M'I fucking you like you wanted?"
"Better," you say sincerely.
"Fuck, sweetheart," he says, and he's close, you know he is.
You roll your pelvis in circles and try your hardest, aflame as you plead, "Cum for me, please? Please, Eddie, wanna feel it."
Despite your shy intonation Eddie goes rigid. He fucks in with one final thrust that sends shocks deep to your core and spreading out, cutting your happy little gasp short as he pulls your head tight to his neck. His hips twitch underneath you and he's making sounds that are going to haunt you, whiney, begging moans over your head.
Eddie's tight hold on you slowly loosens. You're breathing fast, finally out of motion. Your thighs burn where they're spread over his lap and you squirm unintentionally.
He pulls your neck back from his shoulder and looks over your face, concern lining the soft set of his eyes. He cups your cheek in question.
"I'm okay," you say softly. "I'm more than okay. That was amazing."
"It was amazing," he agrees, caught off guard.
"Yeah."
You shift backwards and the two of you wince at the sensitivity. You ease your legs open and Eddie pulls out, pumping the sticky shaft once. His eyes flutter closed.
You move off of his lap and turn to the side so you can stretch out your aching legs. Eddie follows suit, collapsing off of his knees and onto his back, the pillow behind him keeping him propped up.
You watch him ease the condom off of his cock curiously, White cum has smeared and drips down the length of him, his pubes tangled by a mixture of your slick and his.
He spots you watching and smiles. "What, sweetness? What are you thinking about?"
"I made you cum."
His eyebrows jump but quickly smooth. "I think I went blind, for a second."
You giggle at his hyperbole and he pulls you down against his chest, your side pressing into his navel. Your cheek to the space shy of his heart.
His hand comes to rest on your forehead.
"Do you really think about me?" you ask, knowing the answer.
"Every night."
You close your eyes and hide your smile in his skin. He chuckles and wraps you up in one arm, his hand a firm pressure as he massage the dipped plane of your back.
Nestling your cheek into his chest, you say, "I think about it, too. All the time."
"Uh-huh. Maybe we can make some more of those racy thoughts a reality. What was that one about me coming out of the shower?"
You like this casual conversation and decide to try and make him laugh, stretching your words out low. "Well, you're coming out of the shower, and your towel slips open-" There, his bumping laughter at your over the top salaciousness.
"That's awful. Most cliche, overdone, cheap porno concept ever," he chastens.
"I never said I was creative."
"What happens after that?"
"The towel gets swept away by a sudden gust of wind, so I have to cover you. With my body."
He bursts. There's no other word to describe it, his back arches with the force of his laughter and he holds his fist to his mouth, shaking and giggling like an idiot.
"Where's the wind coming from?" he questions incredulously.
"I don't know! The window?"
"Oh my god," he says. He hooks his hand under your arm and pulls you up his chest, dotting a fond kiss to your forehead as you near. "And after that?"
"Well, I told you that part."
"Right, we hook up, but after that."
You clench your fists, insecure. "After?"
He brings the hand that isn't loving the length of your back to your face, stroking the skin under your chin with the backs of his index and middle finger, the flat of his fingernails sliding gently in a soothing back and forth.
"I guess it's kind of like this," you answer eventually.
"Does fantasy Eddie get another kiss, too? Or does he- do they stop, afterwards?"
"It's a fantasy. The kisses never stop," you tell him. Adrenaline must linger in your veins; you can barely speak.
His expression becomes impassive, and a lull in the conversation blossoms. He searches your face for something and you don't know what, but he must find it, because he dips down and kisses you chaste on the lips.
Your hands are back to tentative as they explore his neck. Your fingertips grace the curves of his throat and then sink behind, into the dampened mess of his hair.
He stays chaste, dainty kisses, pulling back to dot them against your lips over and over.
"Eddie," you say softly, "what are you doing?"
"It feels like kissing," he says, tone a mirror of your own.
You huff a laugh against his lips and kiss back.
Later, after more kisses than you could ever count and an hour dozing on his chest whilst his hand rubbed circles into your tired back, you get dressed into your clothes that he likes so much and slip your goodie bag into the belly of your strappy purse.
"Don't go over the top with it, alright?" he says, watching the green bud dissappear.
Jeans back in place and still bare-chested, Eddie sits on the end of his bed and scratches the back of his neck. You give him a grateful smile. "No, I won't. I actually think I might sleep really well tonight without it."
He smirks. "I bet you will."
Eddie walks with you to the front porch. You'd linger if you didn't have to go, and you're pretty sure he'd let you. There's a fraction of awkward silence.
"See you later," you say, walking sideways down one step, another.
Eddie catches your hand. It takes you a second to realise what he's done: forced your crumpled thirty dollars back into your hand. Your heart misses a beat and you feel your stomach plumet – you hadn't fucked him for the free pot.
"Eddie-"
"My girl can't pay for her own supply. That's not happening."
You take one step up. "Your girl?"
He has the good graces to look nervous. "If you wanna be."
You don't know how to answer. He looks pretty like this in the last dregs of sunshine, big brown eyes waiting patiently for you to say something, hand clutching his elbow. It doesn't feel entirely real.
You step on tip toes and work your hands behind his neck to kiss his cheek before rubbing your forehead against his chin. "I'll come by tomorrow?" you ask hopefully. He relaxes under your weight.
"Any time you want. I'll take you some place nice, if you're up for it."
You set back on your heels and pull away. "You don't need to go all fancy on me, Munson." You're happy to get stoned and eat burgers on the couch.
He looks you up and down, eyes catching on the flanks of your thighs before he takes in your face. His smile is almost dorky when he says, "No I- I think I do. I'll see you tomorrow, pretty girl."
You nod with an aching smile and are a little ways away when he smugly calls, "Sleep well!"
After the lesson he just gave you, you're sure you will.
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domestic things i think könig loves when he’s back home <3
☼ when you’re winding down for the night and both sitting on the couch. you’ll want to lay down, so you stretch your feet into his lap and he loves it. he’ll grab your foot, holding it to warm you up since your feet are always so cold.
☼ if he’s in the middle of a shower and you knock on the door before coming in to grab something. könig wipes the glass of the shower door, wanting to see you clearly, “need something, baby?”
“just my ring,” you say, grabbing your ring from the small tray you keep on the counter, having forgotten to put it back on after your shower earlier.
he keeps talking though, asking about your day and if you want to go to the gym with him in the morning. never admits it out loud but he loves your company while doing mundane things. having your presence just makes everything better!
☼ lovessssss when you make his favorite austrian dishes. he’s a bit of a picky eater, so being able to connect with you through his food is something he values. just make sure you cook a lot, his serving sizes are huge!
☼ laying his entire body weight on top of you in bed, slowly blocking the air from entering your lungs. he’s huge and knows it, pretending to fall asleep to see how long you last, holding out with as little oxygen as possible so he doesn’t have to move. he purposely makes his body go limp, his dead weight pushing you into the mattress.
“okay i give up,” you whine, pushing at his shoulders so he’ll roll off, knowing that he was testing you.
“longer than last time, though! maybe i’m losing some weight,” könig laughs, pulling you on top of him as he shifts onto his back.
his huge hands spread across your thighs, softly squeezing the thick skin, blue eyes locked on you. he takes in your entire face, noting something he loves about each of your unique features.
“is there something on my face?” your eyebrows furrow, unsure of why he’s suddenly staring at a random spot on your skin.
“nothing but beauty, mein schatz.”