I Think I’ll Daydream About Being Loved For The Rest Of My Life

i’m starting to lose weight! i finally feel valid on here! it’s not a lot but i’ve lost 5 lbs in the past month. i only just started restricting and fasting recently so i’m making slow progress, and seeing the weight loss is so motivating

It's not 'I sh to punish myself/feel something/release the tension', it's more like: I love sh. I'm obsessed with it. I have to feel pain. I have to change something on my skin. I have to touch the fluids dripping out of it and eat them. I just have to. I have no other choice. I can't stop. I don't know how. No coping mechanism works for me. There's nothing I can do, nor others. I need it.

REALLLLL

dude that joke was so funny!!!

i don’t eat anymore because of it.

oh boy i wish someone would notice my cries for help! [someone actually notices] noooo i'm fine don't worry about me

it's time :))

(holiday season+cold weather= mental health decline)

me when my friends ask what my new year’s resolutions are

New years resolutions!!!! ^_^

- get skinny

- get skinny

- get skinny

- get skinny

- get skinny

i wish i could feel emotions the normal amount