Can You Tell Me You Love Me Very Much Please

i’m starting to lose weight! i finally feel valid on here! it’s not a lot but i’ve lost 5 lbs in the past month. i only just started restricting and fasting recently so i’m making slow progress, and seeing the weight loss is so motivating

It's not 'I sh to punish myself/feel something/release the tension', it's more like: I love sh. I'm obsessed with it. I have to feel pain. I have to change something on my skin. I have to touch the fluids dripping out of it and eat them. I just have to. I have no other choice. I can't stop. I don't know how. No coping mechanism works for me. There's nothing I can do, nor others. I need it.

i just watched black swan for the first time… descent into madness girl winter let’s go

I hate eating so much. Every time I eat I swear I can feel the fat on my body growing. Ew ew ew ew ew.

Not so hot take: Fatspo is so embarrassing. If you genuinely believe calling some stranger fat on the internet will magically make you skinnier.........I don't even know bro. Hopes lost.

it makes me sick it makes me SICK

it was never gonna work out but i experienced all these seemingly profound unreplicable moments that were romantic and moving and made me feel alive and still none of it actually means anything in the long run. but thats okay. sometimes a beautiful moment is just that. a moment. and you have to leave it alone and just be grateful that it happened. woooow

oh boy i wish someone would notice my cries for help! [someone actually notices] noooo i'm fine don't worry about me