Crying Over Math

oh boy i wish someone would notice my cries for help! [someone actually notices] noooo i'm fine don't worry about me

Just caught a glimpse of my arms in the mirror and now my day is ruined🤍

me when my friends ask what my new year’s resolutions are

New years resolutions!!!! ^_^

- get skinny

- get skinny

- get skinny

- get skinny

- get skinny

“what happened to your leg?” oh nothing😃

my friend asked me this once and i js stared at her until she changed the topic LMFAOOO umm idk they appeared in my sleep i guess😆

"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired

im sorry im still here today im sorry i opened my mouth im sorry i woke up im sorry im alive im sorry that i started a conversation and im sorry to bother you even though you replied. im sorry im like this im sorry i talk everyday im sorry i feel tired and im sorry that i feel happy im sorry that i cvt and im sorry that i dont hurt myself enough im sorry for everything ive ever done. im really really sorry

It's not 'I sh to punish myself/feel something/release the tension', it's more like: I love sh. I'm obsessed with it. I have to feel pain. I have to change something on my skin. I have to touch the fluids dripping out of it and eat them. I just have to. I have no other choice. I can't stop. I don't know how. No coping mechanism works for me. There's nothing I can do, nor others. I need it.

Not so hot take: Fatspo is so embarrassing. If you genuinely believe calling some stranger fat on the internet will magically make you skinnier.........I don't even know bro. Hopes lost.