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Мой первый день питьевой закончился сожранной банкой сгущёнки🤡

Подсчёт калорий триггерит меня больше, чем голод... Втф.

Я начинала считать калории. По итогу ещё больше уходила в зажор.

Я хочу питаться свободно, я хочу быть свободной.

Я пробила максималку и не влажу в джинсы, купленные пару месяцев назад.

После дня рождения сяду на жёсткачи (наверное)

Но там ещё 10 февраля устное собеседование.

Ааа

Блин

Я ХОЧУ ПОХУДЕТЬ БЛЯТЬ

Мне не комфортно

Помогите

(Ебать я Маяковский, только это не стихи лесенкой, а жызнб)

Сегодня подруга рассказывала, что один чувак из нашей компании считает, что я много ем. Она с ним общалась, а он, ходивший с нами в кафе(и со мной в том числе), видел как я ем и офигел. Ну да, ну да, спасибо. Теперь я хочу не есть вообще.

Мне очень сложно есть у людей на глазах, а это чмо ещё и добивает меня. Блячч.

why is my life …… like that

Eating Disorder Recovery Websites

1) http://eatingdisorderrecovery.com/index.php/home - Features a free eating disorder recovery workbook that helps you manage eating disorder symptoms. Includes blogs to help inspire eating disorder recovery. Allows visitors to post and discuss problems and questions in a forum that is monitored.

2) http://www.recoveryboat.com/ - A website that offers peer support for eating disorder recovery. This site includes a forum for those struggling. It also provides basic information about eating disorders for those suffering and those supporting a loved one who is suffering. Lastly, it provides some therapy exercises that can help overcome eating disorder behaviours and symptoms.

3)      http://www.something-fishy.org/ - An all exclusive website that provides a treatment finder, forums, eating disorder information, hotlines, and more. This site even includes resources for books and self-help worksheets to help combat eating disorder symptoms and behaviours.

4) http://www.webiteback.com/ - A pro-recovery website that exists to help others overcome their eating disorder and to combat pro-ana websites. This site provides a forum for users to post on to get advice and share struggles of their eating disorder. This site also provides an extensive resource list for those struggling.

5)  http://www.nedic.ca/index.shtml – The National Eating Disorder Information Centre. This website features all you need to know about eating disorders. It has a resource library that includes links on where to get help. NEDIC runs public service announcements and campaigns that you can get involved with in your own community.

6) http://www.eatingdisordersblogs.com/ - This site is a compilation of blogs written by different people to help inspire you to overcome your eating disorder. You can find blogs written by Doris Smeltzer, Karen Koenig, and even Jenni Schaefer. These blogs provide information on eating disorders, skills you can use to recover, and resources you can access.

7) http://www.mirror-mirror.org/ - This is a site dedicated to help promote awareness for eating disorders. It helps to educate about the dangers of eating disorders. It also has links to resources on getting support for your eating disorder. It provides information on relapses and has a relapse prevention plan. It gives a lot of ideas on coping skills to deal with the hard emotions you feel instead of using eating disorder symptoms.

8) http://www.nationaleatingdisorders.org/ - This website is dedicated to advocacy for eating disorder recovery. It provides resources to help teach about what eating disorders really look like. This site provides resources for recovery as well. This is the organization that holds the National Eating Disorder Awareness Week, held at the end of February. This site provides stories of hope that encourages others to seek out recovery.

9) http://eatingdisorderscoalition.org/ - Advocacy at its best! This site is your guide to help get legislators and representatives to hear your voice and get legal action for eating disorder help and recovery. You can find facts and information about eating disorders on this site. You can learn how you can advocate and lobby for eating disorder recovery at the federal and state level.

10) http://www.mentorconnect-ed.org/ - A website that pairs mentors and mentees together to help support those in eating disorder recovery. The purpose is to pair those who have been in recovery and those who are struggling with an eating disorder to share experiences, provide guidance and to help each other through the journey of recovery. 

Only reason I haven’t gone insane is because I romanticise everything.

🦋🦋🦋

В какой момент я превратилась из девочки-фанатки различных фантомов, сидящую на тамблере чтобы искать мемный контент, в депрессивную суку с рпп?

you relapse

as a teen, ana was easy

a few days without eating was a walk in the park

the kg’s would fall off you in a matter of days

reaching goal weights left, right and centre.

as an adult, ana is a full time job

without the money perks and bonuses.

it consumes every moment of your day

the weight is so stubborn,

and it won’t shift.

you cry and you scream

restrict, restrict, restrict.

all you want is your teenage body back